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??Qi Le struggled for a long time between "like" and "dislike". To be honest, he didn't dislike Duan Yu'an. He even felt that it was good to be with Duan Yu'an.

?? This feeling is different from other patients.

?? Duan Yu'an will play the serenade on the guitar on New Year's Eve, and sing nice songs for him.Duan Yu'an will also take him to watch the fireworks, coax him to take medicine, and buy tiramisu for him...

??Qi Le felt that no one could do what Duan Yuan did.

?? Or, there is only one Duan Yuan in this world who can do this.

?? Others are not allowed, and Qi Le doesn't accept it either.

??Qi Le does not deny what Duan Yuan said just now. He will indeed feel distressed because of his discomfort, and his heartbeat will speed up because of a certain close contact...and he will be disappointed because of his words.

?? But, do you like it if you don't hate it?

??Qi Le really didn't know.

?? He also wanted to give Duan Yuan a response. If he really liked it, that would be great.

?? As if fighting with another self in his heart, Qi Le struggled for a long time, but still didn't come to any conclusion.

??Qi Le cherishes Duan Yuan's liking for him very much. He wants to be responsible for this relationship, so he can't just give an answer.

??In the end, he pulled the quilt to cover his face in a self-defeating manner, and begged in a crying voice: "I don't know, don't ask me."

??Duan Yu'an was suffocated by the cry. Seeing the children being forced into such a situation by him, he was both distressed and anxious, and his heart almost softened.

?? But reason told him that he must not give in. Doctor Fang said that if Qi Le wants to recover from his illness as soon as possible, he must constantly stimulate his emotions.

?? Force him to feel a variety of emotions.

??Before he knew about Qi Le's illness, Duan Yu'an had been unable to figure out what the child's feelings for him were.

?? He only vaguely noticed that Qi Le treated him unusually.

?? But he wasn't sure if that was like it.

??He was worried that if he pushed too hard, he would scare Qi Le, alienate him, and eventually he would not even be a friend.So he has been waiting, giving Qi Le enough time and space to slowly think clearly.

?? But not now.

??Duan Yu'an felt that it was the only breakthrough in treating Qi Le.

??The child shut himself up for so many years, and was always alone. He didn't even have a friend to talk to.Now it's finally because of him that the kid has changed a bit.

??If you still protect and give way to each other like before, you will always be soft-hearted and reluctant.That kid doesn't know when he will become a normal person.

??Duan Yu'an suddenly remembered the few words Qi Le said to himself that night when the fireworks were set off. At that time, he could not understand the deep meaning behind those words, but now he finally understands.

??Thinking about it carefully, that night, when Qi Le reached out to him, he wasn't actually opening his heart to him.

?? but seeking his help.

??After getting along day and night during this period, Duan Yu'an clearly knew how much Qi Le wanted to return to a normal life.

?? What the child needs is someone who can give him a hand and let him face his own heart.

??Duan Yuan didn't want to let Qi Le go just like that. He made up his mind, gritted his teeth and continued to press, "Why don't you know? Could it be that you treat others like this?"

??Qi Le bowed his head in silence and didn't speak.

?? "If it was someone else who just coughed, would you feel distressed?"

??Qi Le frowned.

??His last patient was an old smoker in his 40s. Since the old smoker moved in, the sound of coughing at home has never stopped from morning to night.

??The last patient, a 16-year-old girl, accidentally caught a bad cold during the treatment, and coughed day and night for half a month.

?? For these [others], Qi Le has never felt sorry for them.

??Then why does he only feel sorry for Duan Yu'an?

?? I haven't waited for Qi Le to understand this question.

?? Duan Yu'an's arms around Qi Le's waist became stronger again, and the two of them got closer, and he continued to whisper: "If the person holding you is someone else, your heartbeat will also speed up? "

??Qi Le's eyelashes trembled.

?? He thought to himself, if it was [someone else], he would not have taken him in from the beginning, let alone be able to lie with him.How can there be a chance for the other party to hug her to sleep?

??So...Qi Le couldn't figure it out.

??Why did Duan Yuan become an exception again when he came here?

??Duan Yuan watched the child's expression, and continued to dig a hole: "Or let me put it another way..."

?? This person came here with a purpose tonight, and he will never give up until he achieves his purpose. He clung to Qi Le's ear and whispered with a smile: "If I treat others as hot water bottles, you won't feel disappointed ?”

??Qi Le rested his hands on Duan Yu'an's chest. If he was still a little hesitant about the first two questions, then the last question just hit a certain place deep in his heart.

?? The shock made his heart swell and hurt.

??Qi Le raised his head suddenly, and blurted out without thinking: "You, you can't treat other people as hot water bottles..."

?? Duan Yu'an unconsciously rubbed Qi Le's waist, and asked with a smile, "Why not?"

?? "Give me a reason."

??Qi Le has been unknowingly, being led step by step into some kind of emotional trap by Duan Yuan, his cheeks flushed, and he muttered with difficulty: "I just can't do it."

?? "The reason... I don't know the reason."

??Duan Yuan felt that his endurance was about to reach its limit. He buried his head in Qi Le's shoulder and said in a muffled voice, "Lele, don't think too much, just say what you want."

?? "Tell me, why don't you want me to treat others as a hot water bottle?"

??Qi Le is not afraid of the cold. He wears a wide collar and short sleeves to sleep. Duan Yuan's face pressed against his collarbone, and the fiery breath wrapped around his neck and earlobes.

?? He froze his body, and found that his mouth seemed to be bewitched, and he couldn't control it at all. He said his true thoughts word by word: "Because I don't like you hugging others."

??Duan Yu'an heard the child's words, and his whole body was going to float to the sky. He chuckled a few times, and said persuasively, "Why don't you like it."

??A certain strange idea has been lingering in his mind, and the answer is about to come out. Qi Le tried his best to blink, and said cautiously, without being too uncertain: "Because..."

??Duan Yuan raised his head and stared at Qi Le intently.In the darkness, his eyes were shimmering, affectionate.

??Qi Le looked into those eyes, lost his mind for a moment, and muttered to himself: "Because, I like you."

?? As soon as these words were uttered, the dense fog that had been filling Qi Le's eyes disappeared in an instant.

??Because I like it, I can't see the other person's discomfort.

??Because I like it, I will be reluctant to part with those close contacts.

??Because I like it, I want to occupy everything the other party has.

??I like it because I like it...so I like it.

??The author has something to say: PS: This chapter is short because I want to make a separate chapter for Lele's emotional changes and confession.