love blind spot

In the evening, Zhou Xiuyun got off work and helped Lu Yuan cook the New Year's Eve dinner together. Song Yulan and Lu Qingyan helped pick vegetables in the living room. Song Yulan said, "Xiaoyan, go to the next door and call someone."

Lu Qingyan put down the dish and clapped his hands, "Okay."

She didn't think much, and entered the fingerprint directly when she reached the opposite door, "Xiao Yu..."

"Fuck..." Lin Zhuo quickly bounced off Lu Qingyu, looked at Lu Qingyan, "Why didn't you knock on the door..."

Lu Qingyan was also a little embarrassed, "What time are you two still not coming? Can you be a little more restrained?"

Lu Qingyu sat up from the sofa and took the rubber band from Lin Zhuo's hand to tie her hair.

Lin Zhuo put on his slippers and said, "We...have nothing to do, don't think too much."

Lu Qingyan raised his eyebrows, and swept them both, "Oh, come quickly if you have nothing to do, and help with some work."

"Here we come." Lin Zhuo said.

After Lu Qingyan left, Lin Zhuo whispered, "Fortunately, we didn't do anything just now, otherwise we'd all been seen..."

Lu Qingyu was actually embarrassed, but he calmed down and said calmly, "Let's go."

Lin Zhuo followed behind him, smiled when he saw the hair on the back of his head, pulled him back and said, "I thought you were not embarrassed, you didn't comb your hair well."

Lu Qingyu was taken aback, Lin Zhuo picked up the forgotten strand of hair and showed it to him, "There's still a strand that hasn't been combed in yet."

Lin Zhuo helped him untie the rubber band and tie it again. After it was tied, he kissed Lu Qingyu on the back of the neck, "Let's go baby."

"Kiss a few more times before leaving," Lu Qingyu said, he turned around and kissed Lin Zhuo several times, "Let's go."

Lin Zhuo grabbed him again, "Then let's kiss a few more times."

Lu Qingyu smiled and said in a low voice, "It's not over."

Lin Zhuo finally kissed the tip of his nose, "I can't sleep with you tonight..."

In previous years, because Thirty'er made a scene late, the two of them basically slept together. This year, Lin Zhuo will definitely be brought home by Zhou Xiuyun.

Lu Qingyu was also a little disappointed, he pinched Lin Zhuo's face and comforted him: "It's okay, don't wake up too late on the first day of the new year, come to my house to celebrate the New Year."

"it is good."

With Zhou Xiuyun's help, Lu Yuan cooked a few more dishes. The New Year's Eve dinner was extraordinarily sumptuous. Song Yulan brought out all the wine at home, "Let's drink red wine, and the younger ones drink wine."

Lu Qingyan protested, "I've grown up!"

Song Yulan clicked her tongue, "Then you drink red wine too."

Lin Zhuo also wanted to protest, but she didn't want to refute Song Yulan. Song Yulan glanced at him and said with a smile, "Xiao Zhuo also wants to drink red wine?"

Lin Zhuo said duplicity, "I can do anything."

"Then you can drink wine with Xiaoyu," Song Yulan said, "but you can't drink too much, it just doesn't take long."

Lin Zhuo nodded, "Okay."

Lu Qingyu touched him when no one was paying attention, "Why are you so obedient now?"

Lin Zhuo whispered, "I should be so good in the next year and a half."

Lu Qingyu clicked his tongue, "Should I be better too?"

Lin Zhuo squeezed his fingertips, "No need, you are always good."

After a happy New Year's Eve dinner, Lu Yuan drank a lot of wine, held Lu Qingyan's hand on the dinner table and said, "Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan..."

Lu Qingyan patted him with a smile, "Old Lu, old Lu!"

Zhou Xiuyun was also a little drunk, and kept picking up food for Lu Qingyu, looked at him with a smile and said, "Xiao Yu, eat more... son, you can eat too."

Lin Zhuo was helpless, Zhou Xiuyun finally remembered to bring him food, it was still a fish, "Mom, you drink too much, I don't eat fish."

Zhou Xiuyun looked at him in confusion for a while, then quickly took the fish away, "Oh, yes, I forgot, our Xiaozhuo no longer eats fish, no more fish..."

Zhou Xiuyun's eyes turned red as she spoke, Lu Qingyu quickly took out a piece of paper for her, and looked at Lin Zhuo helplessly.

Lin Zhuo fell silent. After a while, he walked behind Zhou Xiuyun, hugged her gently and said, "Mom, do you miss my dad?"

Zhou Xiuyun's tears fell even more fiercely. She wiped the corners of her eyes, choked up and said, "Yeah, I miss your dad. I haven't eaten fish made by him for a long time..."

Song Yulan saw this scene as soon as she came out of the kitchen, and quickly walked to Zhou Xiuyun's side and said, "Xiuyun, don't drink alone, come, I'll drink with you."

Lu Yuan also let go of Lu Qingyan's hand and said, "Yes, we'll drink with you! I'll bring Lao Lin's share too! The four of us will drink together!"

Lin Zhuo sat back on his seat, staring at the fish on the dinner table in a daze, Lu Qingyu patted his back, and coaxed him in a low voice, "Little pig, would you like some more meat?"

Lin Zhuo looked at him and said softly, "I want to eat fish."

Lu Qingyu was stunned for a moment, thinking that he had heard wrongly, "What did you say?"

Lin Zhuo repeated slowly, "I want to eat fish."

Lu Qingyu hesitated for a moment, but still gave him a piece of fish.

He fed it to Lin Zhuo's mouth, Lin Zhuo looked down for a while, then opened his mouth to eat.

Lu Qingyu looked at him carefully, Lin Zhuo chewed for a while, then stood up abruptly and ran to the toilet.

"vomit……"

Before he had time to swallow all the fish was spit out, Lin Zhuo still couldn't stop retching.

Lu Qingyu patted him on the back, frowned and said, "Okay, okay, let's stop eating fish, stop eating fish."

Lin Zhuo vomited so badly that he vomited out most of what he ate that night. He pushed Lu Qingyu's leg and said, "Dirty... stay away..."

Lu Qingyu didn't care, helped him to stand up, Lin Zhuo pressed the flush button, and went to the sink to rinse his mouth and brush his teeth.

He forced a smile to Lu Qingyu, "It's nothing, I just didn't expect such a serious reaction."

Lu Qingyu handed him the towel and said distressedly, "Don't try it again."

Lin Zhuo covered his face with a towel and remained silent for a long time.

Lu Qingyu took a step forward and hugged him, Lin Zhuo pressed his face on his shoulder through the towel, and said in a muffled voice, "Little fish, why do I love fish? I shouldn't eat fish..."

Lu Qingyu kissed his ear, "Honey, it's not your fault, it has nothing to do with you."

"I know..." Lin Zhuo said, "I know it's not my fault, but when I think of my father and see my mother feel uncomfortable, I can't help but ask myself, why should I eat fish? Why are you so stupid, you can't even pick a thorn..."

Lu Qingyu hugged Lin Zhuo tightly in his arms, and followed his back, "Then don't just blame yourself, blame me too. Why do I have to be called this name? You don't like fish either..."

Lin Zhuo shook his head vigorously, interrupted him and said, "I don't blame you, don't talk nonsense, it has nothing to do with you..."

"That has nothing to do with you," Lu Qingyu rubbed the back of his neck, "Is it wrong for you to like fish? Is it wrong for you to be handsome? Don't take all the faults on yourself, Uncle Lin will definitely be angry if he finds out. "

The last sentence is the most useful, Lin Zhuo sniffed, raised his head and said: "Yes, my dad will be angry when he finds out, he is really strange, he is obviously a policeman, he is quite superstitious, he can't cry when he celebrates the New Year happily ..."

Lin Zhuo washed his face again, looked in the mirror and said, "Is it obvious?"

Lu Qingyu waved to him, Lin Zhuo obediently walked over, Lu Qingyu kissed him twice on the eyelids, "Okay, it's not obvious anymore."

Lin Zhuo laughed, and called his name, "Xiaoyu."

Lu Qingyu responded, "Yes."

Lin Zhuo called again, "Little fish, little fish, little fish."

Lu Qingyu smiled, Lin Zhuo rubbed his face and said, "Baby Xiaoyu, I never blamed you, don't think about it, your name is the most auspicious."

"it is good."

That night Lu Yuan drank nonsense and became unconscious, and Zhou Xiuyun was also drunk and dazed, holding on to Song Yulan's hand.

Song Yulan helped her back home, looked at Lin Zhuo who seemed to be drunk even after only drinking wine, and said helplessly, "Xiao Yu, take care of Xiao Zhuo, I still have Lao Lu here."

Lu Yuan was lying on the sofa, and suddenly raised his hand and shouted a line from the Spring Festival Gala. Song Yulan patted him helplessly, "Stop shouting."

Lu Qingyu looked at Lin Zhuo who was obediently lying in his arms, and tentatively asked Song Yulan, "He's not in a good mood either, why not... sleep with me tonight."

Song Yulan was getting a headache from Lu Yuan, so she nodded and said, "Okay."

Lu Qingyu took Lin Zhuo's arm to help him back to the room, and Lin Zhuo followed him obediently, without making any noise.

Lu Qingyu put him on the bed, Lin Zhuo opened his eyes as soon as the door was closed, and said in a low voice, "Little fish..."

Lu Qingyu bent down and touched his slightly red face, "Are you drunk?"

Lin Zhuo held his wrist, rubbed his face against his palm, and said vaguely: "Drunk..."

Lu Qingyu saw that Lin Zhuo pretended to be three-point drunk and seven-point drunk, but he didn't expose it, he just coaxed: "Wash your face and rinse your mouth before going to sleep."

Lin Zhuo nodded, "Okay—"

After washing, Lin Zhuo was helped back to the bed by Lu Qingyu, just as Lu Qingyu was about to leave, Lin Zhuo hugged his leg and did not let go.

Lu Qingyu was helpless, "Hey, let go first, I haven't washed yet."

Lin Zhuo frowned dissatisfied, "Then hurry up..."

Lu Qingyu's heart melted, she bent down and kissed him on the cheek, "It will be fine soon."

He finished washing as quickly as possible, and when he came back, he found that Lin Zhuo had stripped himself naked, leaving only a pair of underwear on his body.

Lu Qingyu found pajamas for him, "Put it on."

Lin Zhuo took the clothes, hugged them into his arms and stopped moving, calling his name all the time.

Lu Qingyu had no choice but to change into his pajamas and get into the quilt. Lin Zhuo immediately came over and got into his arms.

Lu Qingyu rubbed the back of his head, "How can you be so annoying..."

Lin Zhuo closed his eyes, pressed his lips against his neck, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's hard..."

"How uncomfortable?" Lu Qingyu asked with downcast eyes.

Lin Zhuo took his hand and placed it on his heart, "Here...is uncomfortable."

Lu Qingyu fell silent, he stepped back and pressed a kiss on Lin Zhuo's chest, and asked softly, "Are you feeling better?"

Lin Zhuo nodded, "Yes."

Lu Qingyu kissed again, and said reverently: "It's a new year, I hope my baby piggy will be safe and happy."

Lin Zhuo hugged his head, "Happy New Year, my little fish should also be healthy and happy, and don't get sick."

"it is good."

Later, Lu Qingyu coaxed Lin Zhuo to sleep, but Lin Zhuo closed his eyes before falling asleep.

Lin Zhuo kissed him on the lips, and fell asleep after a while, but he was always dreaming, and the dream was full of the scene of Lin Hui's accident.

First he said he wanted to eat fish, but Lu Qingyu smiled and said he wanted to eat me again.

Then Zhou Xiuyun called to say that she didn't work overtime today and would be back for dinner in a while.

Then Lin Hui came out of the kitchen with the fish in his hand, try it quickly, the newly learned method, I don't know if it is good or not.

Then he got stuck with a fishbone, and Lin Hui and Lu Qingyu anxiously took him to the hospital.

The picture in the hospital seemed to be fast-forwarded, and the picture quality was blurred. Lin Hui encountered a medical trouble when he was helping him pay the bill, so he helped him out.

When Lin Hui came back, the doctor was helping him to remove the fishbone. A policeman, who was not afraid of criminals, asked the doctor softly if he could be gentle.

When leaving, Zhou Xiuyun told him to be careful when eating fish next time.

Then there was a piercing scream, and when he turned his head, a knife had already been inserted into Lin Hui's body.

In the end, Lin Hui subdued the family member of the crazy patient, but his blood was all over the white ground of the hospital.

In the dream, Lin Zhuo felt scarlet in front of his eyes, and blood poured towards him from all directions. He couldn't find Lin Hui, and he couldn't see Lu Qingyu either. He could only hear Zhou Xiuyun's hysterical cries.

His heart ached badly, and he was drowned in scarlet and couldn't breathe.

"Lin Zhuo? Lin Zhuo? Wake up..."

After a long time, Lin Zhuo heard Lu Qingyu calling him, he frowned tightly, woke up from the dream profusely with sweat, his breathing was short, and his chest heaved violently.

Lu Qingyu couldn't stop patting him on the back, "It's all right, don't be afraid, I'm here, is it a nightmare?"

Lin Zhuo was blinded in the darkness for a while, then suddenly got into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, "Yes."

Lu Qingyu helped him wipe off the cold sweat on his forehead, kissed him and said, "My dear, I'm here, it's over..."

Lu Qingyu coaxed Lin Zhuo for a long time, but Lin Zhuo didn't make a sound, just hugged him tightly with his arms.

Lu Qingyu felt uncomfortable, he said weakly: "Lin Zhuo, how can you let yourself go and let go of this matter?"

Lin Zhuo still didn't speak, Lu Qingyu listened to his panting, closed his eyes and said, "You go...you go to be a policeman, okay? You go to the police academy, become a policeman, catch bad guys..."

Lin Zhuo hugged him with hands and feet, "Stop talking."

Lu Qingyu suddenly raised the volume, "Then what are you going to do!"

Lin Zhuo's whole body was shaking, he hugged Lu Qingyu and shook his head vigorously, Lu Qingyu buried his face in his shoulder, "Lin Zhuo...it's my fault, you go to the police academy, I'll accompany you..."

Lin Zhuo couldn't speak, he could only shake his head constantly, how could he make Lu Qingyu feel as sad as Zhou Xiuyun, he was afraid of death, so scared to death.

Comrade Lin Hui had been a criminal policeman for so many years, and had arrested so many heinous criminals. In the end, he was stabbed to death, or died in front of his wife and children.

If something happened to him, Lu Qingyu, this silly fish, would never find anyone else for the rest of his life, and the two of them would not have children. How could Lu Qingyu be alone by then, how could he bear it.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Zhuo and Lu Qingyu hugged each other and fell asleep again.

Lin Zhuo was still dreaming. For the first time, he dreamed that Lin Hui was not covered in blood, but in police uniform.

Lin Hui waved to him with a smile, and he walked over. Lin Hui stroked his head and said, "My son has grown taller."

Lin Zhuo's eyes became wet instantly, and he threw himself into Lin Hui's arms, "Dad..."

Lin Hui patted him on the back, "My dear son, don't cry, how have you been these few years?"

Lin Zhuo wiped his eyes, "Very good."

"Your mother..."

"My mother is fine too, don't worry," Lin Zhuo said hurriedly, "That's right, she misses you sometimes..."

Lin Hui sighed, "It's my fault, leave her alone."

The father and son were silent for a while, and Lin Hui asked Lin Zhuo many things, and Lin Zhuo answered them one by one. Although Lin Hui in the dream was wearing a serious police uniform, he was much gentler than usual.

But Lin Zhuo still lowered his head, not daring to look at him, "Dad, I want to tell you something."

"what?"

"I don't want to be a cop anymore."

Lin Hui nodded, "Well, it doesn't matter if you don't become a policeman or not, don't make your mother sad."

Lin Zhuo said again: "I have someone I like, and you know him too."

Lin Hui guessed, "Is it Xiaoyan?"

Lin Zhuo shook his head, "It's Lu Qingyu."

All the scenes began to become blurred after Lin Zhuo said this sentence. Lin Zhuo couldn't see Lin Hui's expression clearly, but could only feel that Lin Hui was getting farther and farther away from him. He kept running forward, but How can not catch up.