[Zhongyingmei] Blame me for being so cute!

What does it feel like after death?

Elvira sometimes thinks about similar questions.

Very naturally, extending from one question to another, Elvira thought again: How does it feel after the planetary consciousness dies?How did Alana and Lucas feel at the time?

Elvira doesn't know why she was able to have life in the first place, and she doesn't know whether the so-called rules are the laws produced by the natural operation of the universe or the shackles imposed on them by a certain supreme existence, but she is very sure of one thing: separation is always sad , she loathes separation.

Sadness, grievance, reluctance, and even anger, Elvira felt these emotions, and she sank into the deep darkness with these emotions, a darkness with strange warmth.

How to describe this feeling?Just like a traveler who has gone through a long journey and finally returns to his homeland, the newborn baby is thrown into the arms of his mother. It is joy and indescribable peace of mind. Elvira feels that she is being healed, and she falls into a gentle but bewildered state , She can't touch the outside world, and can't perceive the changes in the outside world. Her thoughts are sometimes clear and sometimes drowsy, but she doesn't panic in her heart.

She knows she won't be hurt.

Time is flowing, or suspended, Elvira doesn't know, she doesn't know how long she has been indulging in such a strange atmosphere, when she regains consciousness again and truly has consciousness, Elvira finds that she is Standing alone on the bustling streets of New York.

Pedestrians are weaving and traffic is surging. She is still wearing the T-shirt and jeans she left before she left, standing in front of the zebra crossing in a daze, but the men and women passing by around her seem to be unable to see her, either silent or talking and laughing from her side walk by.

Elvira blinked, and tentatively touched the sleeves of the people around her——

Didn't touch it, more precisely, it passed through it directly.

The girl pursed her lips tightly and drifted to the outskirts of New York at the fastest speed without struggling for too long.

On the outskirts of New York, the base of the Avengers, it is now midsummer, the sound of cicadas can be heard outside the window, the sky is clear, cloudless, and it is a very beautiful azure blue.The base is near the sea, where bright sunlight casts changing spots of light on the sea, and the gentle sound of the tide plays a romantic movement. The long and tortuous coastline, like the gentle strokes of a writer, extends to an endless distance.

Elvira walked through the unshielded glass windows to the bedroom on the left side of the third floor, which belonged to Captain America's bedroom. Other people's conversations could be faintly heard in the living room. Elvira looked at the almost The size of the ornaments that have not changed, suddenly feel sore nose.

The paper calendar on the bedside table told her that this was the fifth year since she left. Elvira didn't know what happened in these five years, and she didn't dare to think about it, knowing that she was a ghost that didn't exist in other people's eyes , Elvira still felt nervous, she sat on the sofa next to the bed a little cramped, silently waiting for Steve to come back, and this wait was more than seven hours.

During the seven tormented hours, Elvira went to the living room or other places in the base more than once to check. She saw Iron Man in the research room, Dr. Banner in the weapons building, and also in the living room. Saw Wanda and Vision.

There is no sign of Captain America in any of these places.

Maybe she is doing a task. Thinking about it this way, even if she is still very nervous, and there is an urgency that cannot be concealed in the tension, Elvira has to continue to wait patiently.

She waited from the daylight to the sunset, and she watched the dark blue clouds suppress the sunset little by little, and the night fell quietly. Blowing a small arc, Elvira rested her chin, sitting on the sofa bored, and then, with a click, someone opened the door and walked in.

Elvira knew who it was, and the darkness blurred the silhouette of the person who came. She sat up and followed the person intently.Steve raised his hand to press the light in the room, went to the window to close the window, and drew the curtains. His whole body was bathed in bright indoor lights, and his appearance looked the same as it was five years ago, Ivy La's nose started to sore again, she wanted to call out the other person's name loudly, and threw herself into his arms with a big laugh, but in the end, she just sat quietly on the sofa quietly and obediently.

Steve looked a little tired, he took out a medicine kit from the cabinet, and treated the wound on his shoulder with a blank expression, Elvira ran to his side as early as the moment the other party took off his clothes to reveal the scar , frowning together, looking very distressed.

"Md, who made such a heavy hand, let me know that I will definitely kill him!"

Elvira spoke harsh words indignantly. Even though she knew that Steve couldn't see her, she didn't stop babbling throughout the whole process. She always felt that Steve didn't handle it carefully enough. She wished she could help him apply the medicine, complain and dance. , if there is a third person in the room who can see her, they must think Elvira is crazy.

After taking the medicine and changing clothes, Steve didn't go to bed either. He sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the large and small ornaments on the shelf, his pupils reflected in the bright light.

The room was very quiet, so quiet that you could even hear the sound of the second hand moving. Elvira sat next to Steve and reached out to shake his hand. She didn't really touch it, but made a vague gesture of holding it. .

"Summer is here." Suddenly, the man said such a sentence.

"Summer is here, Elvira."

"Tick, tock, tock, tock." The sound of the second hand was still going on, the night outside the window was already dark, but the room was completely bright in contrast, Elvira sat on the bed as if speechless, she saw Steve standing silently He got up and turned off the lights in the room. The deep darkness stained the curtains with light lines. Steve stood in the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers, except for silence.

He didn't speak for a long time, like a statue standing silently by the window, seeing him sad, Elvira was also very sad, it was a hundred times more sad than not being able to eat the daily special food times.

In the quiet house, there is Steve standing silently by the window, and the poor tearful Elvira on the bed. Knowing that the other party cannot see, the girl subconsciously wipes away her tears and wants to smile at Steve. At this moment, Everything in front of her eyes suddenly changed, and Elvira returned to the deep and strangely warm darkness again. The only difference was that a small door appeared in the deepest part of the darkness, as if it could lead to the outside world.

She reflexively approached the door, and every time she took a step, she could feel the obvious feeling of being deprived of strength. Without any hesitation, Avra ​​never stopped, and she walked firmly to the door , the premonition in my heart is already very clear.

Go out, step through this door, and she will die and be reborn.

Elvira took a deep breath, raised her legs, and walked through the door—the extremely dazzling light took away all of Elvira's sight, and she stubbornly opened her eyes wide. Soon, everything in her vision gradually changed. It was clear that Elvira also heard the voice of people talking and the sound of car horns. She clenched her hands subconsciously. Finally, the picture in front of her was completely presented. Young men and women walked past her talking and laughing, looking at Elvira with undisguised surprise.

Soon, Elvira knew where this surprise came from.

The light snowflakes shimmered a little under the light of the street lamps. It may be due to the snow, and the outline of the moon became blurred. The whole city was shrouded in a soft silvery white. Most people who went out wore warm clothes. Elvira, who was wearing winter clothes and a T-shirt and jeans, basically had the words "out of place" written all over her body.

She smiled helplessly, and hurried into a convenience store on the side of the street. The warm heating slowly enveloped her whole body. It's not easy.

Asking the convenience store clerk about the current date, it is not the fifth year since she left, and it has only been a year since the Doomsday came to the metropolis. Elvira silently breathed a sigh of relief, and began to worry about how to contact Shi Tiff and the others, she returned this time in a state of complete destitution, no mobile phone, no backpack, only two foodie funds in her trouser pocket, Avril rubbed her chin, and planned to use the only two dollars to exchange for one time with the clerk The opportunity to make a phone call was also at this moment when the door of the convenience store was suddenly pushed open, and just as Avra ​​raised her head, she fell into a cold embrace.

It is also very strange to say, obviously she has lost all the ability to be a master, and it is impossible to smell the smell of human souls, but at this moment, she smells the familiar smell again, gentle and clean, carrying the blowing face of the early winter outside. The coolness came.

But she didn't feel cold.

"Avella..."

The slightly hoarse voice, like a string of a piano, plucked heavily in her heart.

"I'm here." The nose started to feel sore again, not only the nose, but tears welled up in Elvira's eyes, "I'm here, I'm back, and I won't leave again."

Steve didn't speak, but silently deepened the embrace. The convenience store clerk who had recognized him as Captain America had an excited expression of "I've eaten a big melon", took out his phone and started snapping pictures, Elvira Sniffing, he pulled Steve out and asked him how he found this place.

"I caught you on Friday. I happened to be on a mission in Manhattan. Tony called me—" Steve paused for a moment, his voice was a little heavy because he unconsciously lowered his voice, "We've been looking for you."

We've been looking for you, I've been looking for you.

In fact, I already have the answer in my heart, but I still refuse to give up.

"I'm sorry..." Avilla lowered her head and clenched her hands subconsciously, "I had a hunch at that time, I, I felt it after I came back from Cynthia, but I can't just watch the metropolis be destroyed. The important thing is that there is no way to stop the process of consciousness disappearing, I can't stop it, I can only accept it."

Captain America hummed lightly, he lifted the girl's lowered head and looked at him, every word, his tone as gentle as before.

"I don't blame you, I really don't blame you."

"You've done a good job, Elvira."

The sky is still snowing, and the tiny snowflakes are reflected by the colorful lights to reflect changing colors. On the snowy night street, under the neon lights, the two stand face to face. The man is wearing a neat uniform. With a gentle expression, he held the girl's chin, lowered his head, and printed a loving kiss on the center of her brow.

The romantic and beautiful scene was faithfully recorded on the mobile phones by many onlookers around.

Feeling a little soft and cold touch on her forehead, with the winter snowflakes and the light rising pine aroma, Avilla's eyes were red, like crying and laughing, she tightened Steve's collar, stood on tiptoe, Put your own lips on the other's lips.

I have been looking for you. In fact, I already have the answer in my heart, but I am still unwilling to give up.

I used to have a lot of things, but I think it's not a big deal to give up all of them.

Many people always say that persistence is victory, and I am glad that they are right.

Fairness is a paradox. I'm just lucky enough to give up everything and get everything.

The author has something to say: After the main text, there should be three extra episodes.