[Zhongyingmei] Blame me for being so cute!

The beginning of the 16th century was the heyday of the Renaissance.

One month after the assassination of Florence's vice-president Giuliano de' Medici, his illegitimate son, Giuliano di Giuliano de' Medici, was born with his mistress.

At the age of 45, Giulio was promoted to the eminent pope.

During Julio’s tenure as pope, the power of the Medici family was undoubtedly the strongest. The cowardly and incompetent pope who had made no achievements in politics always paid special attention to the interests of the Medici family, and he would do everything possible to let the most precious Things become the embellishment of the family.

Money, power, and supreme status belonged to the noble Medici. In contrast, various conspiracies and assassinations followed.

Knicks always thought that Julio was an overly lucky person. It was his luck that he was not stabbed to death like Giuliano. I am not happy that my father has such good luck.

yes father.

He is the Pope's illegitimate son.

Nix, who was born with the same unorthodox blood as Julio, did not enjoy a good life like his biological father since he was a child. Clement VII had too many illegitimate children. Even his biological mother was a lowly slave.

A female slave with exquisite appearance, her outstanding appearance helped her win the Pope's attention and gave her the opportunity to give birth to the Pope's child. Nix inherited her mother's unique beauty, and she was indistinguishable from a young age. Such good looks would not allow him to live an easy life. Without the favor of the pope and the care and help of this father, his beautiful appearance would actually become a poison that would hasten his demise.

When will he die? Many times, he squatted in a remote corner wearing dusty old clothes, looking at the sky blankly, guessing how many days he had left to live.

Nix knows that he has no future, the future is very short, and he can even see the head at a glance. He hasn't really grown up yet, and sometimes, he doesn't want to grow up, he doesn't want to grow up with anxiety, chewing resentment .

Then, misfortune happened.

There was light in his short and dark life, a unique and incomparably bright light.

On the day Alanna appeared, it had been raining continuously for a week in Florence, and the cobblestones were soaked by the rain again and again, and the air smelled of dampness.A woman in a long white dress came from the other end of the alley, her long silver hair was hanging around her waist, her footsteps were unhurried, her clean skirt was blown into a small arc by the wind, like a flower blooming on a rainy day white daisies in bloom.

She looks so beautiful, clean and beautiful, the cool rain can't wet her, and even the dirty mud stains dare not contaminate her beautiful skirt, Nix hid under the shabby eaves, watching almost fascinated Looking at the woman's figure, his thoughts froze for a moment, and his vision was filled with pure whiteness.

The next second, the woman stopped and turned to look at him. Nix shuddered all over and suddenly woke up. He felt ashamed and unspeakably inferior. He lowered his head, flustered, and pretended to be a Reckless blind man.

"What's your name?"

When the gentle voice sounded in his ears, Nix raised his head abruptly, and he took two steps back reflexively, almost falling because of his unsteady standing.

"Be careful." The man in front of him stretched out a hand to hold him, not minding his dirty appearance at all, "My name is Alanna." The woman said this, with a faint smile on her face, The temperament is ethereal and quiet, like a lily standing silently, "It may be a bit sudden to say this... child, are you willing to come with me?"

It's still raining.

The light rain pattered on the gravel ground, and soon a small puddle formed.

Nix blinked slowly, took a step back, took a deep breath, and carefully extended his hand.

"My name is Nix." The little boy said softly.

"...I will."

It is impossible for people to be lucky all the time, on the contrary, they may always be unlucky. As the illegitimate son of the Pope, Nix has spent nearly ten years of unlucky life. He feels that the word unlucky is tailor-made for him. A quiet death on days not any different was probably the best ending he could have had.

His life would never turn around, and he never thought he could get lucky.

But, but...

The little boy took the hands of the people around him and walked forward step by step.

Not once did he look back.

Lucky Giulio's child.

lucky kid.

For the only time in his life, the Knicks felt grateful.

How nice that he could still inherit a little bit of precious luck from that unreliable father.

very nice.

……

In the vast and mysterious starry sky, countless star tracks are laid out in the dark sky, forming a magnificent and bright sea of ​​stars.

The stars are constantly twinkling, and the starlight converges into an endless stream of stars, and time flows silently in such a quiet and magnificent scene.

"Alanna!"

A familiar voice came from behind, and the silver-haired beauty who was quietly looking up at the starry sky turned her head with a gentle smile on her face.

"I didn't sleep very long this time, did I?"

"No."

"That's good!"

The black-haired girl who looked too young hugged her with a smile, and Alanna stretched out a hand to stroke her hair, with a pampering expression.

"Huh..." Nix, who was standing next to Alanna without saying a word, breathed a sigh of relief.

Great, Alana won't be sad anymore.

Humans always feel that time is a very precious thing, and Nix used to be the same. People always have a strong desire for unique, precious, and things that cannot be kept forever, but all these are insignificant to "gods".

Yes, gods.

Nix regards Alanna as his god, holy and beautiful, worthy of his devout worship.

The days around Alanna always passed quickly. He grew up very quickly. From childhood to teenager to youth, Nix knew himself very well. Odd and complicated emotions.

Envy, jealousy, gratitude, curiosity... Very contradictory, but harmoniously integrated.

At that time, he had no resentment.

When did you start to resent?Probably the moment Alanna disappeared from his presence.

Nix is ​​a very smart person, and Alanna and Elvira never shy away from talking about certain topics in front of him. They are very special existences, and they cannot control their own birth and death, but, at that moment, they really When it comes, they will feel it.

"I'm sorry, Nix."

Just before disappearing, Alanna gave Nix a "gift", which is the pure and powerful guardian power owned by the moon.

Nix doesn't know why she did this, maybe Alanna still has a sense of responsibility towards him, he is a child taken away by her, she has an obligation to protect him, or... the wise moon has already noticed He tried hard to hide his deep feelings, and she hoped that he would have enough time and enough opportunities to see the outside world and know more people.

In this way, he will gradually forget her.

The disappearance of consciousness cannot be stopped, what's worse, Elvira has fallen into a deep sleep, and Alanna has no way to give Nixto to the other party.

"Xiao Ai will definitely be very sad when she wakes up."

Extreme fear and sadness mingled all over his body, and Nix found out sadly that Alanna always cared about Elvira the most.

At such a moment, what she regretted most was that she couldn't say goodbye to Elvira, and what she feared most was that Elvira would suffer from her disappearance after waking up.

He started to resent.

Really real resentment.

Resentful that Elvira disappeared at such a critical moment, no matter how he called or roared, he was unwilling to appear.

Resenting Elvira for being so taken to heart by Alanna, because she couldn't meet each other, Alanna still had regrets at the last moment of leaving.

This kind of resentment did not gradually fade with the passage of time, but became deeper and deeper.

Alanna gave him "Guardian", he has an immortal body and a long life, and in this long enough time, Nix has traveled to many places, met many people, and heard many things.

He knew Elvira existed, he was sure she had always existed.

So many planetary consciousnesses fell one by one, Lucas left, Alanna also left, and in the end only Elvira was left.

Why?Why is it Elvira? !

Why?Why can she live forever? ! !

Jealousy, anger, pain, resentment... Too many negative emotions wrapped around him and tore him apart. Nix sank deeper and deeper into this dark swamp, and he watched his sinking soberly.

In such an extremely angry and extremely sober state, Knicks made a decision——

He wants to revive Alanna.

Elvira is lucky, and the earth is lucky. He needs to know where this kind of luck comes from, and he will do whatever it takes to replicate this kind of luck.

Make plans carefully, and then implement the plans even more carefully, he will not fail, he will never accept failure.

--"what is that?"

— "It's the moon."

In that distant past that was almost buried by the long river of time, the little boy with clear eyes also curled up in his mother's embrace relyingly, staring at the moon outside the window with a curious face.

Gentle, bright, beautiful and high above the moon.

There was darkness between the sky and the earth, only it quietly exuded a white light, illuminating his eyes and his heart.

"Alanna..."

Time and time again, countless times that have long been counted, he suppressed his sadness and called out this name.

his moon.

able to light up his moon.

When will you come back.

The author has something to say: After writing this, I suddenly feel that... Alanna is really the white moonlight, she is the white moonlight of Xiaoai, and also the white moonlight of Knicks.

The gentle and beautiful moon, even if it only lives in the memory of the protagonist, is a very amazing existence. After writing, I feel a little fond of Nix, but only a little bit. Please don’t sympathize with him. If he succeeds, sacrifice The one who suffers from longing is Xiao Ai, and the one who suffers from longing day after day is our captain with big breasts and upturned buttocks.