I survived being intersex

Chapter 43 My Delusion

Walking through the mottled stairwell, the handrails here exude an old rusty smell, the aisle is also cold and damp all year round, and black mold spots have even grown on the bottom.

When you come to the third floor, the first room you turn left is Xie Bian's home.

When Xie Bian took out the key to open the door, Shen Yuxing looked down and saw several dents in the lower part of the door, presuming that the debt collectors kicked the door like this.

He had a general understanding of the affairs of Xie Yan's family, but seeing it with his own eyes was another matter.

Xie Bian has been living in such a precarious environment, no wonder he is always so indifferent to others.

Life is already so hard, I don't have more energy to deal with all kinds of strangers.

But fortunately, when Xie Bian wins the prize in the painting competition, his talent and talent will gradually be known to the world.

He will bring his family to live in a big house, so he no longer has to worry about making a living. His paintings are praised and admired by others, and the future is full of flowers and bright.

And when that time comes, it will be the day when the hermaphrodite will retire.

Shen Yuxing lowered his head thoughtfully, the corners of his mouth raised involuntarily.

Ah, the future is indeed bright.

Opening the door, Xie Fan turned his body slightly to let Shen Yuxing go in first.

Shen Yuxing put on the shoes Xie Bian had prepared for him, and politely did not look around after entering.

Xie Fan asked him to sit down on the sofa first, while he went to the vegetable market to look for Lin Qingyan, and bought a few more vegetables by the way.

So Xie Ziting logically stayed to entertain Shen Yuxing.

After Xie Bian left, Xie Ziting graciously poured water and served fruits to Shen Yuxing, and sat down in front of him after he was done, looking at the big brother with bright eyes who had changed from green hair to silver hair: "So you and my brother I know it!"

"Well, we are classmates." After finishing speaking, Shen Yuxing narrowed his eyes: "Don't tell your brother our secret."

Xie Ziting nodded like a chicken pecking at rice. Now he is very convinced of Shen Yuxing, mainly because the hand that Shen Yuxing showed just now is enough for him to get close to this big brother.

He thought for a while, then asked again: "Then you bought my painting because you know my brother?"

At that time, no one came to buy his paintings, only Shen Yuxing passed by his booth and bought them all after just one glance. If he didn't recognize his brother's paintings, he couldn't think of other reasons.

Shen Yuxing didn't deny it either, and raised his chin slightly and said, "Your brother and I are classmates, isn't it normal for classmates to help each other?"

Xie Ziting blinked, he also has classmates, but can ordinary classmates really do this?

Xie Ziting didn't quite believe it, but soon he remembered something, ran into the room, and took out a small bag.

Shen Yuxing glanced at it, a little puzzled: "What is this?"

Xie Ziting opened the bag, and there was a stack of money, he said: "Brother said he would return the money to you, so he never moved it."

He handed it to Shen Yuxing, grinned and said, "Big brother, return it to you."

Shen Yuxing was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly said: "Don't give it to me, I don't want it."

"But..." Xie Ziting wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Shen Yuxing first: "Young master never takes back the money given out, who do you think I am? Don't look down on me!"

A little panic appeared on Xie Ziting's face: "No, I, I didn't mean that..."

Shen Yuxing nodded, and said solemnly: "Then you keep it well, don't use it to insult me."

Xie Ziting held the money in a daze, not knowing what to do, but just at this time Xie Bian and Lin Qingyan came back and rescued him from this dilemma.

He called his mother and brother in surprise, Xie Bian saw the cloth bag with money in his hand, and Shen Yuxing with a stubborn face, so he probably knew what happened.

Xie Bian didn't say anything, walked over and said, "Give it to me first."

Xie Ziting obediently handed over the money to him.

He raised his eyes to meet Shen Yuxing's gaze, and the latter raised his eyebrows arrogantly, with an expression of 'if you dare to give me the money, I'll jump from here'.

Xie Bian pursed her lips, looked at him with her dark eyes for a while, and then turned away.

Lin Qingyan at the back saw Shen Yuxing after entering the door, and said in a pleasant tone, "You are Xiaobian's classmate, right?"

On the way back, she met Xie Bian, and after hearing him tell about the guests coming to the house today, the two went to the vegetable market to buy a lot of vegetables. At this time, they were full of bags.

Shen Yuxing smiled politely at her: "Hi Auntie, I'm Xie Bian's classmate Shen Yuxing."

"Xiaoxing, can I call you that, Auntie?" Lin Qingyan was very beautiful when she was young, and years of hard work did not easily take away her beauty, and she has a special charm when she gets older. Xie Bian's appearance should also follow her .

Shen Yuxing nodded, and said with a smile: "Of course, that's what classmate Xie called me."

Xie Fan turned his head and glanced at him with an unpredictable expression.

Lin Qingyan was even happier, and warmly greeted him to eat more fruit, and asked him if he had any taboos.

Shen Yuxing smiled and said, "Auntie, you don't have to be so polite. I have a very good relationship with classmate Xie, so I don't pay attention to these things."

"This is the first time that Xiao Bian brought her classmates home. Auntie is really happy." Lin Qingyan was always worried that Xie Bian would not make friends at school and would be too lonely. Sometimes she was so worried that she couldn't sleep at night. Seeing Shen Yuxing , she was relieved.

She thought, it was great that such a sunny child could become Xiao Bian's friend.

Shen Yuxing was surprised and said: "Wow, really, I think classmate Xie is very popular. I have a girl I like, and she loves Xie Bian..."

Xie Fan interrupted him suddenly, and said to Lin Qingyan: "Mom, he and I will go back to the room to do homework for a while."

Lin Qingyan nodded: "Okay, you can discuss with each other."

Shen Yuxing froze for a moment: "Wait a minute, what homework..."

But before he finished speaking, Xie Bian stood up from the sofa, grabbed his wrist, and pulled him into his room.

Xie Bian locked the door of the room with his backhand. Only then did Shen Yuxing realize something was wrong. He hugged his thin self and said, "Student Xie, you can't do this. How did I offend you?"

Xie Bian didn't answer his question, but just stared at him with those foggy eyes: "Do you like Gu Xueyuan?"

Shen Yuxing blinked, and said puzzledly: "Is it because I am not obvious enough?"

He thought that Xie Bian would be very clear about his liking for Gu Xueyuan, after all, he did so many stupid things before he awakened his self-awareness, hundreds of times more oily than Lu Feichuan, the king of oil in the world.

Shen Yuxing himself was unwilling to admit that gloomy past, but fortunately he was reborn, and he is now Niu Hulu Xing Xing!

After hearing his answer, Xie Bian's eyes welled up, but he still tried his best to restrain himself, which made his delicate appearance look even more indifferent.

He said: "You like her, and you still go to that kind of place to have fun?"

Shen Yuxing groaned suspiciously, but didn't realize what he meant all at once, and then realized belatedly that what Xie Bian was talking about should be about his going to the bar.

He went to the bar to be a hero to save the beauty, not to have fun.

Shen Yuxing didn't understand why Xie Bian was suddenly angry, or because of something that had nothing to do with him.

Could it be that because Gu Xueyuan is his friend, he is fighting for his friend?

"You talk about that." Shen Yuxing raised his eyebrows, and said, "Where I go is my freedom, and you have to take care of that?"

Xie Fan looked at him and said very calmly: "You are avoiding the question."

He paused, and said again: "I still guessed it, you really don't like girls?"

A horrified expression appeared on Shen Yuxing's face, and he took two steps back: "How dare you doubt me, classmate Xie, the friendship of sharing the same bed in the hospital these days is finally paid by mistake."

"Don't change the subject." Meeting Shen Yuxing in the bar that day, Xie Bian firmly believed that it must not be a coincidence.

Shen Yuxing didn't intend to entangle with him too much, fearing that he would guess more things, so he said: "Yes, I really don't like girls, Gu Xueyuan is actually my buddy, we went to the bar together that day."

Xie Bian said lightly: "I don't believe it unless you prove it to me."

Shen Yuxing: "...Didn't you say that I don't like girls? Why do you need me to prove it now?"

He sighed, showing a doting expression: "Forget it, who let us have the friendship of sharing the same bed, just prove it."

He took out his mobile phone and sent Gu Xueyuan a message: [Sister Gu, where did you get rich recently? 】

The news was sent out, but there was a red exclamation mark next to it, obviously he was still in Gu Xueyuan's blacklist.

Xie Fan said: "You guys are buddies, why did she block you?"

Shen Yuxing: "Well... there is a reason for this."

Xie Bian looked at him with probing eyes that seemed to want to see right through him.

Shen Yuxing was terrified by his eyes, and felt that his lie would be exposed in a second.

But Xie Bian didn't ask any more, turned away his face, and only left him with a profile.

Xie Fan stood there, thinking about something, and when he turned back, his expression was no longer as serious as before, and Shen Yuxing actually felt that he should be quite happy at this time.

It must be his delusion.

He has been experiencing delusions more and more recently.

Shen Yuxing was in a trance when Xie Bian said, "This money..."

"I don't want it!" Shen Yuxing refused, "Definitely don't give it to me."

"So the one who bought the painting is indeed you." Xie Bian looked at him with a subtle smile on his lips: "I haven't said anything yet."

Shen Yuxing: "..."

Damn, careless! !

He was chased by that kid Xie Ziting to offer money just now, so now he subconsciously refuses when he hears the word 'money', completely forgetting that he planned to hide it.

Now Xie Bian brought it up on purpose, isn't it just to test him?

Thank you, it's so scary!

Shen Yuxing covered her face, a little afraid to face Xie Bian.

He took off all his vests in front of Xie Fan, without any reservations.

He felt like a tramp without clothes, standing naked in front of Xie Bian.

Seeing Shen Yuxing, she almost covered her face and cried bitterly. Xie Fan bent her lips and said, "If you don't mind, just choose a few paintings from me and take them away."

Shen Yuxing moved his hand away, his eyes flashed with alertness: "Really?"

"Yeah." Xie Bian said, "Just pretend that you bought a few more paintings, but my paintings are worthless..."

"No, your paintings are very valuable." Seeing Xie Fan's surprised gaze, Shen Yuxing coughed and said, "I mean, it will be very valuable in the future. You will definitely become a great painter. I'm investing in advance .”

Xie Bian was stunned for a moment, and then hummed lightly.

No one ever said anything like that to him, or told him that his paintings were worth a lot.

For a long time, he only regarded painting as his last place to relax, and only when he was painting could he feel happy.

He never thought of relying on painting to support his family. He knew his goal, which was to be admitted to a good university, find a job after graduation, and lead his mother and younger brother to live a life without worrying about food and clothing.

There are too many uncertainties in painting, and he can't be 100% sure that he will go very far on this road, even though he likes the feeling of holding a paintbrush so much.

But there is still a voice deep in his heart telling him that he should remember this feeling, preferably for a lifetime.

Xie Fan has been suppressing himself all the time. He tries hard to compress his time, studying, working part-time, and taking care of his family. There is no time left for painting.

But someone told him today that he will definitely become a great painter in the future.

These words seemed to be an opportunity to directly ignite the fire in his heart that had been silent for a long time.

Xie Bian raised his eyes, and was about to say something, but found that Shen Yuxing, who was standing in front of him just now, was gone.

He turned his head, and Shen Yuxing was standing in front of a painting. After scrutinizing it carefully for a while, he turned his head and said with a deep expression, "The person in this painting...is me?"

Xie Bian paused for a moment, as if he had suddenly discovered some secret that could not be revealed, his expression flustered for a moment.

He forced himself to calm down without revealing any flaws: "It's not you."

"Don't lie to me, I know everything." Shen Yuxing turned around, frowned and looked at Xie Bian, and said earnestly: "Xie Bian, tell me the truth."

Xie Bian felt his throat a little dry: "Say it."

"You, don't you..." When Shen Yuxing said this, he paused strangely.

Xie Fan's fingers unconsciously grasped the corner of his clothes, and his eyelashes were trembling slightly.

Shen Yuxing picked up the painting with a heartbroken expression on his face.

"Xie Bian, tell the truth, besides painting my pictures, are you still stabbing me in the back?"

Xie Bian: "...?"

The author has something to say: Shen Yuxing: He must want to curse me! !

Thank you: ...

Thank you brothers for throwing thunder and nutrient solution, love you! ! !

Bobobo Kiss 3

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