Reborn as a man

Chapter 18

Turning around and returning to the classroom, Xiao Yun didn't look back, he hated the scene of parting.He Xu's departure today made him think of the parting from the martial arts team when he was young, and recalled the betrayal of Xiao Xiaolu by Xiao Xiaolu's "friend" in the previous life.This made Xiao Yun feel even worse.Xiao Yun entered the classroom with a cold face, walked quickly to his seat and sat down, and then the low air pressure began to spread around Xiao Yun.

so cold!The squad leader suddenly became scary!Xiao Douding around Xiao Yun secretly groaned.

During class, Xiao Yun was distracted all the time.Xiao Yun suddenly felt that his adult-like self-control had declined, and he completely lost the mood to study.Really, I am already such a grown-up, why am I still acting like a child.Xiao Yun raised the corners of his mouth as if he wanted to prove something, but his face quickly sank again.Sighing secretly, Xiao Yun decided to ignore the old class, and started doodling on the book in order to ease his mood.

"Xiao Yun, why are you sneaking around here? Come on, let's see how to do this problem." Mathematics teacher Niu Fen noticed Xiao Yun's obvious desertion, and immediately reminded him tactfully in this way.

Xiao Yun frowned and stood up, glanced at the example questions on the blackboard, after a little thought, he got the answer.

"57." The whole class was startled by this cold voice.Niu Fen thought to herself that she didn't make a fool of this little guy, why is he so angry?But in order to continue the lesson, Niu Fen didn't think about it, and let Xiao Yun sit down.

After Xiao Yun took his seat, he was in no mood to continue doodling.Looking at the Q version of He Xu in the textbook, Xiao Yun smiled slightly.

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After school.As usual, Xiao Yun packed his schoolbags as quickly as possible, and walked out of the classroom after casually instructing the team members a few words.After leaving the classroom, Xiao Yun habitually glanced at the third grade classroom, but was suddenly stunned.Yes, He Xu has dropped out of school.Thinking of this, Xiao Yun's heart was suddenly invaded by that familiar yet unfamiliar feeling of loneliness.Xiao Yun's face turned pale. He recalled the days when Xiao Xiaolu was isolated and betrayed by his friends who treated him sincerely, and the days when Xiao Xiaolu was isolated by his classmates while some people who were close to him watched coldly.Xiao Yun didn't want to feel that cold look in his eyes, that suffocating separation.It turned out that I was not as strong as I thought.Xiao Yun slowly stroked his slightly wet eyes with slightly trembling hands, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

After adjusting his emotions, Xiao Yun put down his hands, his eyes were full of coldness and guard, as well as faint sadness and fragility.Xiao Yun felt that his current mood was very strange, so he decided to leave the school immediately and go to a quiet place to have a good quiet time.He didn't care about the image he usually maintained, and trotted out of the school gate, like a frightened little animal.

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After running to the side of the canal, Xiao Yun wiped the sweat from his forehead, put his schoolbag aside, and then sat on the stone steps on the slope of the canal.

Every time that guy A Xu likes to bring himself to the canal.Xiao Yun lowered his eyes and clenched his hands unconsciously.He won't come here again in the future, although he knows he shouldn't escape, but he still can't bear the feeling of loneliness.The person who told himself the important secrets in his heart, the child who shared food with him in a poor family, and He Xu who stood up when he was in danger, are gone now.Xiao Yun slowly bent down and buried his head in his knees.He didn't cry, he just felt a little tired.

Xiao Yun hugged his knee with one hand, rested his chin with the other hand, closed his eyes and fell asleep.He gradually wanted to understand why his emotions were so out of control, because he never let go of the past.The things of the previous life can be used as a reference, but you cannot be bound by it and put yourself in shackles.Although he is already the second generation, he is still too young to consider the stakes.Although he thought he had seen it, the experience of the previous life was still an old wound on Xiao Yun's heart, and it would hurt badly when it was stimulated.This time He Xu's departure made me finally unable to bear the burden in my heart, the oppressive feeling brought by the memory of the previous life, the expectations of my parents and masters in this life, and the friendship that had to be interrupted. The negative emotions that had been accumulated for a long time burst out.Speaking of it, I did not fully integrate into this world, but have been living in my own space.The current outburst of emotions is not entirely a bad thing, but an opportunity for me to integrate into this life.How can we know that it is not a blessing if it is a blessing in disguise?Xiao Yun sighed lightly.

But Xiao Yun never thought about why he wasn't so worried when he separated from Meng Wenbin.It can be said that Meng Wenbin is also a special existence in Xiao Yun's heart, because he is Xiao Yun's first friend in this life.But because of Xiao Yun's special sixth sense and intuition as a warrior, Xiao Yun is still closer to He Xu.Moreover, Xiao Yun faintly felt that he and He Xu would not be able to see each other in a short period of time.

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Whoever is missing, the earth still turns and life goes on.

The little Doudings in the second grade found that their squad leader had changed unknowingly.Although he still gives people a faint and cold feeling, the vague sense of distance in the past is gone, and occasionally he becomes lazy, joking with some familiar people.This made Xiao Douding, who already admired Xiao Yun, love to approach him even more.

Xiao Yun did not reject the approach of the children in the class, but calmly accepted it.Although it meant avoiding loneliness, Xiao Yun didn't care about it, and he gradually fell in love with this feeling of being in harmony with others.Xiao Yun, who no longer suppressed himself, became happier.

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Time flies like running water, and Xiao Yun has almost finished the third grade in a blink of an eye.A new English class was added in the third grade. Because of his strong English skills, Xiao Yun was hand-picked as the representative of the English class. This made all the little beans admire Xiao Yun even more.It is worth mentioning that up to now, Xiao Yun has not received a letter from He Xu, which made Xiao Yun very frustrated and uneasy, but Xiao Yun always felt that he would see He Xu in the future, so he did not continue. Tangled down.

After the Chinese class, Song Ping, the class teacher, announced to everyone that the school would hold a calligraphy competition and asked everyone to actively participate.Then Song Ping gave Xiao Yun an encouraging look, which made Xiao Yun sigh weakly.

"I said, sir, why does our school have a calligraphy competition every semester?" Liu Tao, the sports committee sitting at Xiao Yun's front desk, complained dissatisfied.

Thinking of Liu Tao's crawling words, it was very funny for Xiao Yun to arrive.He narrowed his eyes and said jokingly, "Why, you finally know how abstract your words are?"

"Hmph, Xiao Yun, you are a bad guy, always making fun of me." Liu Tao felt helpless towards his squad leader.

"Actually, I'm too lazy to write. Forget it, just write an article and submit it." Xiao Yun shrugged, watching Liu Tao grit his teeth at him.

Xiao Yun, you are really a devil, a devil!Liu Tao's heart is full of bulls.

The next day, when Xiao Yun was handing in his entries, Song Ping stopped Xiao Yun.

"Xiao Yun, are you interested in brush calligraphy?" Song Ping seemed to ask casually, but her eyes always sneaked at Xiao Yun inadvertently.

The corners of Xiao Yun's eyes twitched.In other words, teacher, you are almost in your forties, why are you still acting like a child?Holding back his smile, Xiao Yun answered politely: "Teacher, I'm not very interested in calligraphy. I spend my spare time practicing martial arts and studying." So, teacher, I don't have time to learn calligraphy, and I don't Willing to learn!

"That's it. Then Xiao Yun, you go back first." Song Ping nodded to Xiao Yun, signaling Xiao Yun to return to his seat.

After leaving the classroom with the entries, Song Ping felt a little complicated.She not only hoped that her students could learn calligraphy from Baili Yuanhao, and make more plans for the future; but she also didn't want her principal to be able to easily fulfill his wish and continue to be indifferent.Well, let it be, that kid Xiao Yun is so capable, and studies hard, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't know how to write with a brush.Song Ping thought without any psychological burden.

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In the principal's office, Baili Yuanhao was practicing calligraphy.Suddenly he felt a chill, his hands trembled, and a drop of ink fell on the rice paper, which made the principal frowned.Alas, this word is useless.Really bad luck today.Baili Yuanhao calmly changed to a new piece of rice paper, and then took a pen to write down the big characters of "bad luck retreats", showing a sly smile like an old child.