[Zhongyingmei] dishonest love

After playing and making trouble, it is still necessary to study, Peter picked up the notebook: "Come and study."

Jane sat back at the desk with a wrinkled face: "Mathematics is really annoying...why do people study mathematics?"

"For me..." The reason for exercising logical thinking ability seems rather ostentatious, Peter thought for a while, "It's for college entrance examination." But in fact, he himself likes science very much.

"Entry into college! Which university are you going to go to?" You can talk about any topic, as long as you don't study, she is willing to cooperate. Besides, Jane has already begun to imagine the scene of going to the same university as Peter. University must be much more free than high school Well, a smile slowly formed on the corner of her mouth.

"I haven't fully considered it yet. For science and engineering, maybe MIT?" Mr. Stark seems to be happy to write him a letter of recommendation, and MIT is indeed a good choice.

"..." Janey showed Peter what it means to gradually lose her smile.

"What's wrong?" He simply answered her question, is there something wrong?

"Hope you find a new girlfriend in college."

"Why? Why do you say that!" Is he about to be dumped? !

Although she said it in a joking tone, Jane began to really care about this issue. Peter is full of energy and smart, not to mention that he has a hidden identity as Spider-Man. The future is bright for granted, and she has all the advantages. No, the money—it’s not her own, playing games is fun, and she can earn money if she goes the right way, but she plays games for fun and not for ideals, she’s not smart and has no dreams...

She began to feel heavy breathing, her eyes were hot, and something fell heavily in her heart.

"Because you deserve better..." Trying to swallow the choking in her throat, Jenny's eyes were still red.

why?It was as if a switch had been turned on, and a steady stream of negative thoughts kept coming up. These heavy thoughts took all the strength out of her body. Jane put her elbows on the table and covered her face tightly, "Don't look at me."

In my impression, she had this situation before, but at that time she was alone, living in a small corner that seemed to be isolated from the whole world, it shouldn't be like this.

She didn’t look right, Peter patted her shoulder lightly: “Jane, look at me, what’s wrong with you?”

She lay down on the table, buried her face in her arms, and her whole body began to tremble: "It will be fine in a while..."

"What's the matter? Are you cold?" Peter picked up the coat hanging on the back of the chair and wrapped her up. "Tell me what's the matter. I'm worried about you."

"I'm terrible, I have nothing, I have no value." After a while, a lifeless voice sounded.

Forced her to raise her face, Peter saw a pair of empty eyes, looking at him as if there was nothing there, he took a deep breath and said seriously: "No, you are fine, you are the best for me .” As if touched by his words, those light green eyes slowly became alive.

Jane blinked, two streams of tears rolled down, she slowly shook her head while pressing Peter's palm on her cheek: "There will be no exceptions, you will leave me eventually..."

She looked very sad, although her expression was calm except for the two lines of tears in front of her eyes, but Peter felt that every part of her was crying silently. Picking up something fragile, he didn't know what to say, and hugged her tighter: "Is it because I don't want to go to college? Hey, it's still early, we don't have to go to the same So, but we go to the same place, and the traffic is so developed, even if we are not in the same place, we can still meet every week..." He said patiently, as if he could solve all the problems even if parting was imminent.

"It's not this woo..." His voice was gentle and patient, and Jane buried her face in his arms and cried out while grabbing his lapel. There must be something wrong with her. This time it's even worse, she deserves it I can't go to him anymore, "You will not want me..."

"How could it be? I was afraid you didn't want me." Holding her shoulders and straightening her up, Peter looked into her wet eyes, "We've made an agreement."

"Do you have any money?" Peter held out his hand.

She was not wearing a coat, and she fumbled for the change for the ride in her trouser pocket.

Peter took the coin from her palm, tore off a blank piece of paper from the notebook, wrote a line on it and handed it to her.

"Peter Parker's soul?" Janey read the scrawling on the paper.

"Yes, I'll sell you my soul. This way you will never have to worry that I will lose you." Peter took her hand and hooked her little finger together, "Pull the hook, seal, the transaction is complete."

"You sell your soul for a dollar?"

"It's because you don't cry anymore." Peter shrugged. "I'm relieved to sell it to you, and you won't do anything bad to it, right?"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhas

"Wow, I told you not to cry but you cried even harder, so I'll take it back."

Jane covered her mouth and tried to hold back her crying and shook her head.

"Oh." Peter sighed and hugged her, "Cry, cry, it's the last time, and you won't be allowed to do this again."

She clutched at his clothes and nodded vigorously as she wept.

I don't know how long it took, but when Peter felt that her throat was about to catch fire, the crying finally subsided. He patted the back of the person in his arms and waited for her to calm down.

"What do you think, working hard from now on, how likely is it that I will be admitted to MIT?"

"Probably depends on how much face Mr. Stark has." He didn't wait for her waist-pinching method, feeling a little lost and mixed with anxiety, "I'm just joking, if you say it, it will definitely be fine."

"...Hmm." Surely it's okay?she?

……

After all, she still didn’t learn geometry. When Peter sent her home, Jenny lowered her head and apologized: “I’m sorry, I don’t know why I became so emotional all of a sudden, maybe it’s my menstrual period…”

"I understand." Peter cleared his throat uncomfortably. "In short, have a good rest. The final exam is just around the corner. I will assign tasks to you every day from next week. Are you ready?"

Jane was in a daze, until Peter's hand shook in front of her, and then she woke up like a dream: "Yeah."

"Also, tomorrow is Saturday, do we have any arrangements?"

"Tomorrow, I have an appointment with MJ and Ned to go to the Avengers Building."

"The day after tomorrow?"

"...I have something to do."

"That's it." Peter sighed, it seems that he will spend this weekend in the suit again.

"But we can meet tonight."

"Well, see you tonight."

……

After returning home, Peter hesitated on the phone. He had an intuition that something was wrong with Jenny. Maybe it would be better to let Mr. Stark know, but he didn't want his bad premonition to be true. Go on - it's not that bad, he can fix it.

……

From the mailbox, she found the email titled "Sent by Linnett". Jane took a deep breath and began to copy the address: "American Psychiatric Rehabilitation Center, address: XXX, XXX Avenue, XXX District, phone: XXXX-XXXX..." On Sunday, she still went to a It is better to get back your own psychological evaluation report.

The book with the address copied was thrown out by her. She is fine, she shouldn't be thinking about it.

She hugged her knees and lay motionless on the sofa for a long time, until Tom jumped on top of her, and then Jane opened her eyes and took out the squarely folded paper from her pocket and started to look at it seriously.

After a while, Jenny got up and took down the picture frame of the living room, took out the picture, replaced it with "Peter Parker's soul", and hung it up again.

The address that was thrown away was still picked up by her.Jenny murmured to her shadow printed on the wall: "Be honest with yourself, if you have something wrong, you should take the initiative to leave."

……

Jenny was preoccupied all day on Saturday, and Ned, who was immersed in the atmosphere of the Avengers Building, didn't notice it at all. Michelle asked, but Jenny just used the excuse that her menstrual period was uncomfortable. past.

The one who lifted her spirits up this day was Peter who met at night. He took out a cat ear headband from behind: "I think you might like this."

Jenny put on a headband: "Is it cute?"

"cute."

"I might like this better." Jenny took off the headband and put it on Peter's head. "It's really cute."

"Compared to Tom?"

Tom passing by the sofa meowed when he heard his name.

Jane pushed Peter down on the sofa: "You're cute. Let's kiss!" In case she got a bad result tomorrow... She didn't want a relationship to end in a hurry without even a real kiss.

"Hello!" Peter was flustered by her sudden, "You..."

Jane approached slowly, and Peter looked into her eyes seriously. When he was about to kiss her, he turned his head and the kiss fell on his cheek: "No." I always felt that this kiss had a bad meaning.

"But……"

"Don't!" Peter rolled over from the sofa, "See you tomorrow!" Using the cover of putting on shoes, Peter quietly glued something to Jenny's shoes - he insisted on seeing what she was going to do tomorrow!

……

What Peter glued to Janie's shoe was the mini-tracker that came with the suit.The signal received by the watch can project three-dimensional coordinates.

It was not difficult to follow Jane, and her preoccupied appearance also happened to attract the attention of others.

After putting down a few people who didn't seem to be good guys walking behind her, Peter then followed to the destination - the American Mental Rehabilitation Center.He remembered that Janey once told "Spiderman", that is, he said that she would have a psychological evaluation every year, so what will be the result this time?

Not long after, Jenny came out with a document.Peter followed all the way again, and quietly sent her home.

After seeing off Jenny, Peter didn't come home.Staying on the top of a very tall building, Peter felt very confused.

It is best if there is no problem in the inspection result. If there is a problem, what should they do?Even if he doesn't care, is he capable of being responsible for Jane's life?Even if he was willing, would Janey be willing?Peter is not a saint, but accepting a flawed partner is not something a saint can do... He went back and forth with these issues a lot, and found that he didn't have much trouble with the first two issues, even if the situation was not good For him, it was nothing more than this-he liked a girl, she happened to have a little problem, and he was willing to take care of her.

What really worried him was Jenny's attitude—she was a fool, if she got a bad result, she would 100% leave with the intention of not wanting to drag him down.

"Bullshit drags you down, can you drag your little arms and legs? Try!" Peter kicked the trash that was blown to his feet by the wind, "Don't worry about it, don't go!" She wasn't allowed to leave either, at most he could get a qualification certificate for a psychotherapist... Speaking of which, a psychologist doesn't seem to be able to fall in love with a patient...

While thinking wildly, Peter picked up the trash he kicked away and threw it into the trash can.

Time to go home.