You can't take the show casually

"My ex-boyfriend, you should know his name." Bai Linxi sighed, and when she looked up again, she kept looking into the distance, frowning.It can be seen that Bai Linxi has fallen into memories, and this memory is obviously not a good thing.

"Well, my cousin told me before, and I checked it myself. But in order to protect your privacy, and to prevent you from being too uncomfortable when I really reveal the truth in the future, I didn't check it down. That The scum, his name should be Pei Jin."

"Well, yes." Bai Linxi nodded lightly: "I was only a freshman when we first met, and he was already a sophomore. When we started school, there were not enough dormitories, so here I am. I live in a mixed room. I live with a sophomore senior, Pei Jin.

My family originally hoped that I could live directly off-campus and rent a house or buy a better house, but at that time, I was young and frivolous, so I thought I would finally go to school and enjoy the collective life. So I insisted on living in a dormitory.There is no way, the family can only arrange for me to live in a very small number of double rooms. Later, sometimes I wondered, if I hadn’t insisted on living in the dormitory, everything would be extremely different now.

I still remember that when I opened the door and entered the dormitory, Pei Jin was sitting by the bed, then smiled at me, and said welcome to 112, I have been waiting for you for a long time, my new roommate!

His smile is very sincere and warm, which made me look forward to my college life immediately, thinking that it must be beautiful.

At the beginning, it was indeed as I imagined, Pei Jin was humorous, witty, and understanding.Whether it is study, activities, or life, he takes good care of me.Slowly, I discovered that he looked at me differently, and other people began to look at me differently.

I later found out that the reason why there is still such a bed when the double room is extremely tense is because Pei Jin has a well-known secret, that is, the other party is gay.Because of this, his last roommate moved out out of fear, and the others did not dare to move in, so this bed was always vacant.

Although I knew the truth and that my classmates were probably waiting for me to move out, I suddenly hesitated.I know that I have feelings for Pei Jin.That kind of feeling is the same as that between men and women.

So later when Pei Jin pointed it out, I didn't refuse, nor did I agree. I just acquiesced in his kissing me, and my first kiss was given to a man just like that.

Later, rumors spread in the school, saying that I was also gay, so I was able to be with Pei Jin.In fact, it can be regarded as the truth, because I was indeed with Pei Jin, and we had a very happy time during that time.The conditions in Pei Jin's family are actually very good, similar to my family's, but his family offended someone more serious in their senior year, and they fell into ruin all of a sudden.Later, his father jumped off a building, and his mother went crazy. He couldn't even pay the accommodation fee in the double dormitory. I still pay his tuition and accommodation fees every time.

I originally thought that my efforts could bring about a better ending for the two of us, but I didn't expect that everything would be different.His personality has undergone a great change, and he began to be moody, not to mention, and has a strong tendency to violence.But at that time, I was dazzled by the so-called love, and only being with him was in my mind, so I ignored or endured many things.

I was promoted to senior year when he graduated, and he has not had a job since graduation, so I have been paying double the accommodation fee to continue to be with him.At that time, in addition to his violent tendencies, he started to drink too much, and went out to hang out with some so-called work friends, which I didn't care about.Until one day, he drank too much and wanted to sleep with me when he came back.

In the three years we have been together, we have comforted each other, and there has never been any real progress.He said that he would only sleep with me if he married me and gave me a title.As a result, when he came back that day and made this request, my first reaction was to get married. After we get married, we can be together in a fair and honest manner!So I turned him down that day and started planning my own coming out.

At that time, there was actually one thing I was hesitant about, that is, although I studied management in college, I always liked design and joined the cosplay club.At that time, I realized that cosplay is so interesting, and I was deeply involved in it.But cosplay is not considered a serious profession or job in China, and I don't want to give up my profession just like that, so I am in a dilemma.At that time, there happened to be a performance, and my club got together, so we went to City H together, and that time, I met a little boy.

At that time, my cosplayer was the witch Kikyo. At first, I was not sure about my role, because it was the first time to cross-dress.But I didn't expect that there was a little boy who called me sister and applauded me very hard all the time.At that time, I secretly made up my mind that I will continue to engage in this industry, and I will continue to do so, even if it is just for this one audience who supports me, I am very happy. "

After Bai Linxi finished speaking, Yu Cheng looked at Bai Linxi in shock, didn't he mean a scumbag?Why do you think this plot is a bit familiar?

"You don't need to look at me. In fact, I recognized you the first time you knocked me down." Bai Linxi smiled suddenly, and then rubbed Yu Cheng's hair vigorously. "It's just that I didn't see your little thoughts clearly at that time, and thought it was really God's arrangement, which made me meet a person who affected my life."

"Damn it! Then why didn't you say it earlier! You said that we would have known each other earlier so there wouldn't be as much drama as before!" Yu Cheng still felt a little shocked. At that time, he was only in junior high school, and his longing had passed. , Bai Linxi still remembers herself, does it mean that she has been irreplaceably important to Bai Linxi a long time ago, and thinking about it, she feels like she is going to fly to the sky.

"Say it earlier? Why did you say it earlier? I was not afraid at that time that you would not remember me, and I would be ashamed. Then I slowly forgot about it. When we were tossing about in the morning, I was actually I thought, maybe this is the fate in the legend, and it really became the lyrics, just because I took one more look at you in the crowd." Bai Linxi's smile revealed an irreplaceable light, and Yu Cheng looked at it. Also followed happy up.This is the Xiaobai I like, enthusiastic, kind, and his eyes are full of happiness.It is because of this pair of eyes that Yu Cheng read so many stories that she fell in love with Bai Linxi from then on, and never got out of it.

However, after being together with Bai Linxi for more than a year, Xiaobai has never shown this smile again. Now that she can see it, I believe that the haze in Bai Linxi's heart has also been cleared.

"So because of you, I suddenly had the courage, so while my courage was still there, I asked Pei Jin to ask him to come out to my house with me. But I was waiting for him downstairs the day I came out He didn't show up until very late.

I was about to retreat, but for some reason, I thought of you, your support and love for me. Of course, at that time, it should still be the audience's love for cosplayers.So in the end, even though he was not around, I came out with my family as I expected.

After I came out of the closet, I was sent to the hospital directly, and lay in the hospital for more than half a month before I recovered.I spent all my money on medical treatment, and my family refused to provide me with financial resources.In order to survive, I sold a lot of clothes that I had made before, so I barely finished my undergraduate course.When I graduated, my form was not good. Originally, Xu Mo and others suggested that I go to work in his company, but I still chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and used scholarships and accompanying lecturers to do projects to earn money to support myself and Pei Jin.The reason why I didn't work directly was because Pei Jin still didn't have a job. He didn't want me to work before him, so I listened to his choice.

However, many cracks have gradually appeared in our relationship. Now he can no longer take care of me, even if I am slow in giving money, he will beat and scold me.We had quarreled and mentioned breaking up, but in the end he would come back and beg me, and I agreed to get back together.After going back and forth several times, finally that happened.

That day he took a fancy to a newest computer and came to ask me for money, but I didn't agree, so he left alone.But another strange thing is that not only did he not get angry when he came back, he even bought me food and drink, saying he wanted to apologize to me.At that time, I thought that his prodigal son would turn back, so I happily ate with him, but I didn't expect that after eating, I slowly lost control of my body.

Before shooting the video, the last words I heard him say were: I haven’t let me play for so many years, what do you think you are, but in the end, you are just a man played by men, and everyone in the family regards you as a stain , what else do you have to hold back!When I finish playing with you, I will sell you. "

After Bai Linxi finished speaking, she grabbed Yu Cheng's hand vigorously and fiercely. Although the two hands were only held together, Yu Cheng could still feel that Bai Linxi was actually trembling all over. It is conceivable that this memory What an insurmountable gap for Bai Linxi.But the thing has already happened, and it is useless to say anything, so Yu Cheng can only hold it back tightly, and can't do anything else.