Stubborn illness

The drug was stopped for eleven days, and NO.16 went to check. Only the new doctor and manager Li were there. Manager Li was mainly in charge of the business. Obviously, she was not that familiar with the medicine. The new doctor had only been here for less than a month. The previous treatment situation is not so clear, I am somewhat uneasy.

The shrewd Manager Li seemed to see my concerns and said, "Boss Bai is coming today, and he will be here soon. Do you want to wait for him? Let him take a look for you?"

"Really? Okay, then wait, it's okay." It's like signing up for an expert account, and I also have this mentality.

Indeed, it didn't take long for him to come. It was the same as last time, but slightly different. We greeted each other like acquaintances who have known each other for a long time, and chatted for a while.

He changed his clothes, put on gloves, and checked me. There was a circle of wounds outside the anus. His hands felt thick, wrinkled, and rough. He was worried, but he said it was not, it might be when we wet compresses Caused by overdosage.

I took a picture inside and saw that it had grown again, several clustered together, forming a flower, the grains were the size of rice grains, occupying about a quarter of the head of the rectum.

The granules are larger, and the space they occupy is not too big. Mr. Bai said that mine is not very inside. It is more convenient to apply the medicine, and the patient is not so painful (I have experienced it, and I can imagine that if it grows a little more, then How painful it must have been for the patient!).Afterwards, Boss Bai applied the medicine to me. The cotton balls he used were larger, and the superior told me to wait for half an hour to an hour before taking them out.

I chatted with him for a while, and he said that my quality is very high, and I told my colleagues in the service department when I met for the first time.

Also, he told me that there was a man in Guangzhou who helped a respectable leader drive a car. He had this problem in the rectum and had laser treatment many times, and it was only after he took medicine that he got it right.He patted his thigh, looked at me confidently, and said, "It's okay, it will be fine!" His tone should be similar to Mr. Yuan's.

Today, I bought a 20-yuan bus card. At noon, I saw that Boss Bai was holding a meeting for them. Dr. Yang also came and brought her daughter. Every time I go to get medicine, I can basically hear Dr. Yang talking about children's words and deeds. , I saw it today, the little girl is really lively and cute, I don't know how to express it, so I gave her [-] yuan, and Dr. Yang kept saying that you are welcome, you are welcome.After I came back, I also called Mr. Yuan and explained the situation. He told me to do it twice because it hurt too much.

NO.17 I took the medicine twice. Before taking the medicine in the afternoon, I told Dr. Yang that I would not be able to come tomorrow. In the morning, the colleague of Si Pound had a rest and needed to cover the shift. In the afternoon, there was a summary meeting for the cadres. She said: "If you can't come, it will be the day after tomorrow." Shake it Medicine jar, said: "Hey, your medicine is not enough, you need to buy one."

"Oh, I don't have any money with me, I only have 200 yuan with me."

"It's okay, you use it first, come to pay the money next time, I can trust you."

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NO.18, this is the first time I have received so much cash in one day since I grew up.

The 10 yuan welfare financing fund has made xxxxx yuan profit in half a year, and I have negotiated with the factory manager. From July, I will raise my salary by 6000 yuan per month, and I will pay at the end of the year. As a result, the factory manager gave me enough for one year, [-] yuan, to start the year-end During the summary meeting, another envelope was handed over, with a bonus of xxxx yuan, and another xxxx yuan, a total of xxxxx yuan.

Recalling that the factory manager called me to his dormitory on the second floor, it was just me and him, "XX, hey, I originally negotiated with you for a monthly subsidy of [-] yuan, starting from July, forget it, xx will give you a subsidy One year, the extra few months are not kept in the company's account, xx pays for it himself, thank you for your hard work!"

I was moved, not just because of the extra 3000 yuan for six months. I recalled the years we walked together. At that moment, there was a voice in my heart: "In this life, what will I give you in return!"

It's a pity that at that time, to be more precise, before that time, I had already made the decision that I had to leave even if it was just a formality.Because I have seen the words "sore tube" written on the blackboard in the canteen many times, because I have often seen the smiling face in the crowd (indeed, if she pushes me to the moral high platform, take a moral I will die embarrassingly, and everyone close to me may be stained with filth.), because when I went to get my salary, a voice shouted in the billing room: "You are the most special in the entire xx company." Because... .

Pain, panic, isolation, helplessness, ………!

Later, I really wanted to find someone to confide in, "xx, when you are not so busy, I will find some time to chat with you, xxx obviously gave us a guarantee of [-] and [-] yuan during the Chinese New Year this month, and sent it to the staff below. The deduction of utility bills on the Internet is only less than [-] yuan, and some of them seem to know that they have been deducted, so they are very emotional. When the raw materials come, they are slow, and they refuse to unload the goods." With the matter of xxx, I want to talk to the factory manager Talk about my own affairs.

Yes, for such a long time, including my family members, for all those who trust me, I have been overdrawing their kindness and my own honesty, and the struggle and guilt in my heart have become more and more intense.

However, kindness is not all-encompassing, and honesty is not unreserved. What's more, if you really sit down, in a few 10 minutes, can you tell clearly the stories accumulated over ten or twenty years?

What can I do if I can’t speak clearly?what do I do?

I also thought of "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji", Zhang Sanfeng and Zhang Wuji, the cold poison in the body can't be forced out, then "cut!", is it a blessing or a curse?Resign yourself to fate!

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NO.18, call my colleague and tell her that I will have a rest tomorrow, and she asks: "Can your illness be cured at once? I am very annoyed by your rest like this, and it makes me not have to rest when I want to rest."

NO.18. After work in the afternoon, I called Zhao Xin and asked her if she would come back for dinner. She said she was still in Xiqiao, and asked if she was with a man or a woman. She said it was a man and told him to be careful. At the end of the day, she said it was all right, she knew him very well, and she had met his mother.Ask her if she will come back tonight?She said she wanted to go back, but she might not be able to, it was a bit late.She asked me to bring it back tomorrow for her reference?I explained that I was not free tomorrow and I was going to Foshan to apply medicine.

I said in [-] that she will be found, and I will bless her. Hearing what she said today, I was so lost and sad, and I went back and forth in the rental room.

Suddenly his heart hurts, such a good girl let go like this, can he be happy?She is happy, how about me?Where is my happiness?Unexamined, in a trance, I am very selfish!

NO.19, went to Foshan for the medicine on the third day, paid the drug money owed by NO.17 (a new 20ml bottle of Petraline), and bought two seabuckthorn oils, NO.20 Dr. Yang and others The annual vacation has started.

NO.20, on a rainy day, go to work, and Si Pound's colleagues rest in the afternoon.

Zhao Xin's friend was coming, and it didn't arrive until after one o'clock. I didn't have time, so they cooked the dishes themselves. The dishes made by his boyfriend seemed more honest and polite.

After dinner, I went to work, and received a call from my younger brother, saying that in [-], I was issued a ticket by the traffic police in Guangzhou, and I hadn’t paid the money. As a result, I couldn’t even pass the annual inspection in my hometown city today. , need double delivery, and have to go to Guangzhou to handle, ask me if I am free.

I'm not free, and I have to go to work tomorrow, so I called Zhao Xin and asked her if her boyfriend had left. She said that she had just left for a while, and I said that if he was still there, I could take Zhao Xin to Guangzhou tomorrow to help Brother do it.As a result, Zhao Xin called him, and when he heard that he had not gone far, he changed the car and came back immediately.

We had dinner together at night, which was also his hot dish. Before dinner, he heard me call to ask if there were any quilts for the empty beds in the company's dormitory. He said that he would go to xx for dinner and not live here. He would wait for Zhao Xin at xx tomorrow morning.I told him that I don't need to go to Guangzhou to do business, and then looked at his face, there were not many strange expressions, no disappointment, no resentment, no anger, and an open-minded and meaningless expression.

I asked Zhao Xin to bring him a box of biscuits and take them to Dongguan for his mother to eat. He saw that he bought them and insisted that he didn’t want them. He only wanted a few rice cakes that his mother and the others made for us before they left. up.After a while, he left, in a hurry, and I watched him go in the direction of the general market, walking quickly alone.

Sitting in the office at night, looking at a lot of numbers and reports after the day's inventory, I don't want to do it, I turn on the computer, and I don't have the heart to surf the Internet. I replay Hongchang's performance, words and expressions, every subtle movement, the overall situation in my mind. I feel that he is okay, polite and measured, and he is honest from his drinking posture. From the fact that he turned back without saying a word, it can be seen that he is a bit responsible. People with that kind of character can do things for their friends, as Chen Wu has. The advantages in this regard, the first feeling is quite reliable.

Even if the journey is too far, maybe the family is indeed poor, but these are secondary, as long as the person is kind and Zhao Xin likes it.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing alone, yes, what objection do I have?As long as people are kind and Zhao Xin likes it, good luck!bless!bless!

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Zhao Xin went to Dongguan to meet her boyfriend and mother-in-law, and came back on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year.