Stubborn illness

On November 10th, [-], I got up at [-]:[-] in the morning, got on the bus at [-]:[-], drove for two hours, and arrived at [-]:[-] minutes. People, a girl, yellow clothes, yellow handbag, dyed a head of golden hair, see me approaching, she dodged and hid in a corner.

I didn't move, I stood in one place, waiting for the doctor to arrive. It was almost nine o'clock, and the tall doctor arrived first, holding soy milk and hamburgers bought from McDonald's. The girl in yellow greeted her, and I also said hello to her. After saying hello, the short doctor also came. The doctor put down the breakfast in his hand, quickly put on his work coat, selected the girl's liquid medicine from the glass cabinet, opened the small door on the side and gave it to the girl. When I started to take the medicine, I heard the girl yelling, yelling, like it was in pain, so I didn't dare to make a loud noise.

"Okay, come back next week." The doctor explained to the girl, wrapping her medicine in a plastic bag.

"Come on, it's your turn." The doctor called my name and took out my liquid medicine from the glass cabinet. At [-]:[-], I took the medicine for the first time. It was the same as yesterday, but I can feel the pain today. Like scalding with boiling water, burning pain.

"Remember the time yourself, take out the cotton ball in half an hour, and come over at two o'clock in the afternoon for the second dose of medicine." The tall doctor said while eating breakfast with a hamburger in his hand. Her surname is Yang, Dr. Yang .

Afterwards, she chatted with the short doctor, about last night's family affairs, a certain clip she saw on TV, and the conversation was more about children's children's words, full of fun.The short doctor, surnamed Deng, had a sweet smile and a soft-spoken voice. When they knew that I got up at six o'clock and drove two hours to come here.Dr. Deng said: "Hey, I remember that there is a fast bus from you. What is it? How many buses? I can't remember it at once."

"K5, yes, it's K5, just ride below, pass Muyuan Village, it should be very close to your place." Dr. Yang took the conversation.Then he said: "Actually, you can apply for a bus card, which can save some fares."

I didn't go anywhere that day, just chatted with them in the service department, waited until two o'clock in the afternoon, finished the second medicine of the day, and came down, remembering that the results of mycoplasma (secretion) examination at Huakang Hospital came out today, If I have time, and by the way, I will pass by.

I found Director Wang who received the consultation that day, and got the result, which read: On the first day, aseptically inoculate the mycoplasma two-way identification medium, and put it in a 37-degree constant temperature incubator for mycoplasma culture; on the second day, culture within 24 hours Observation, no mycoplasma two-way identification medium has reddening phenomenon; on the third day, observe within 48 hours of cultivation, no mycoplasma two-way identification medium has reddening phenomenon.Results: Mycoplasma culture was negative within 37 hours after 48 degrees.

Normal, everything else came out, except blood routine, everything has problems, Dr. Wang started to do business, looking at his face and language, I feel like I went to Humen Audio and Record Street in 99, those girls smiled all over their faces: "beautiful boy , What do you want? This is very good, that is very good, not expensive or not expensive. When you don't want her goods, she will immediately put on a look of contempt. This is how society is, and those people are very realistic.

Since I have decided not to treat here, there is no need to take it too seriously. I was about to leave, and when I left, I asked, "Director Wang, please give me my medical records, please?"

He quickly took the medical records back, put them in a plastic basket on the right hand side, and pressed a ruler on it, and said softly and somewhat mysteriously, "I can't give this to you."

"Oh, forget it." I thought to myself, I can't give me the medical records, and I can't give you the money.

Exit, go downstairs, leave, first take K5 to Muyuan Village, transfer to the company at about 4:10.The company provides four days off per month. The rest time this month is definitely not enough. I went to the weighbridge room first, chatted with the weigher, and told her that I had hemorrhoids and needed to cooperate with the treatment. Some raw materials may come in and go out, and arrange the placement work. She needs to take care of it.

"It's okay, you go."

I went to the finished product area again and greeted the two finished product warehouse managers, "When I'm away, I have to take care of the weighbridge room every morning when there are a lot of raw materials, especially remember to replace XX when I eat at noon."

"No problem, don't worry."

Back at the office, it was full of chores, like inner emotions, without a clue.

Seeing the factory manager going to the laboratory, passing the warehouse department, I stopped him: "XX, I have hemorrhoids, and I need a brief leave of absence for treatment, three days a week, about three or four months..." The factory manager stopped and stood Mine was one meter away, with a faint smile on his face, extremely accommodating: "It's okay, you can arrange your own work." Then he said: "Oh, hemorrhoids? Are they internal hemorrhoids? It hurts so much." Yeah." Frowning.

"It's like this. When I'm not in the company, the on-site control of raw material entry and exit is followed up by the weighbridge weigher. As for the receipt of the warehouse and the daily raw material income and expenditure statement, I still leave it to me to do it when I come back."

"Okay, just hand it over."

"In this case, there may be a problem of subsidizing the wages of the weighbridge weighers..." Always be very cautious when raising money in front of the boss, because it is very sensitive.

"No problem. Special circumstances are handled specially. I will explain to the cashier then."

"The situation on my side, when the time comes, I will write a specific application for you."

"Okay, you can take care of your illness first, and then arrange everything else."

Originally, I had prepared some ideas in my mind to discuss with him about job connection, wage subsidies and deductions, but seeing him speak so easily and simply, and seeing his straightforward words and generous smile, I was still flustered. I frowned the moment I caught him, what else do I need to say?

At that moment, I began to feel ashamed of my lies and pretense. I knew that this time, I needed to advance the kindness of others, and at the same time, I also needed to advance my own honesty!

Thinking of "Yi Tian Shou Long Ji", thinking of Zhang Sanfeng and Zhang Wuji, it is like the output of skills in martial arts movies, using the energy of the dantian, and going down with both palms, in order to heal his wounds, or to heal your own wounds, as the girl said. The healing time, Apply the medicine three days a week, stop for four days, one course of treatment a week, four or five courses of treatment are basically enough.

Well, I still have some skills to hide and save myself. What is more unavoidable is that, in fact, in this company, there are quite a few people who know that I am gay.

Because the oppression brought about by being gay is like a tumor growing on my body. If it is exposed, I am afraid that everyone will shy away.

Since you want to live here for a long time, don’t hide it too much. Therefore, there are several people who have come out face to face. They are usually more talkable and trustworthy. With the right time, I will confess Yes, my hometown is the first to know.

For other things, I once drank at the gate of the factory at night. I told the buyer that it was a utterance of truth after drinking.

Once in the office, I was reading a novel, the title was called Brother, the electrician came over and smiled: "Why do you always like these things?" "I..., I..., I am this kind of person." .

Another time, a subordinate employee wanted to arrange more things for her to give her a chance to be promoted, and she was also happy. We sat down and chatted, and I said: "My management is really good. There is no management, that is, there are not too many rules and regulations. I believe in everything from the heart, that is to say, the rules are second, and whether I do it with my heart is the most important thing. Of course, I may lose my temper when I observe and guide. Especially during this period of time, I feel that I am not able to control my emotions. Let me tell you, I am..., I am...." Facing a female colleague, I really couldn't say it, so I wrote the word "comrade" on a sticky note Pushing it in front of her, "Maybe during this period of time, because of this identification, thinking will be affected."

I saw her complexion changed slightly, and she whispered later: "It's nothing."

"Thank you, it's really nothing, but I always feel that this problem has been deposited in my mind for a long time. It will hold my emotions and even make me depressed. I may lose my temper sometimes. I hope you don't mind."

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hehe!Now, hemorrhoids, I actually got hemorrhoids!

You must know that when everything is calm, everything is easy to talk about, and when everything is turbulent, most of them follow the trend.

No matter who you are, and no matter how good or bad you are, there are three people standing next to everyone, one who likes you, one who stands idly by, and one who throws rotten eggs at you!

The factory manager left, I was sitting at the desk doing things, the purchaser was standing beside me, another colleague passed by, glanced at the purchaser, whispered, reminded: "Hey, why are you not surprised?"

Suddenly, like N years ago, a classmate of three years introduced me to others in Cantonese: "He is from Jiangmen." That feeling was very uncomfortable!

"Hey, why aren't you surprised?" A few short words.

Sometimes, the slander of language is better than the power of blunt instrumental blows. The pain it brings is like a needle prick, subtle but profound!