Stubborn illness

"Nimogang Park, Zhongshan Park, of course, People's Park is the most popular. After all, it is a provincial capital. At that time, it was not as convenient as it is now. It is not easy to go there. Now it is much more convenient. There is a subway. "

"Where is the most? Of course, it is Guangzhou People's Park. You can go there anytime and worship the most."

"People's Park? It's better not to go there, it's very messy, go, I'll take you there."

People's Park in Guangzhou, I have been fascinated by my ears and eyes, and I want to go there. I have been there two or three times by taking the opportunity of doing direct sales. The subway is directly connected. With the flow of people, I go through the tunnel and step up the steps. The huge park is in the in front of you.

Police cars, police officers, the most eye-catching is the Peugeot on the rear of the car and the uniforms on their bodies, especially the machine guns they hold in their hands, standing around the park, scattered and lined up, that posture.

Small steps, walking races, some are two parents-in-law, some are alone with their pet dogs, around the park, coming and going, as many as ants, and the more lively ones are still inside.

The sun had already set in the west, and the night had not yet come down. I climbed up the steps and walked slowly to wait and see. Someone was kicking shuttlecocks, forming a circle, three or five people in a circle.Some people are playing badminton, some are singing and dancing, most of them are elderly and children, there are also many middle-aged people, and young people are playing.

I walked while watching until I reached the west side, between the north and south toilets, a 200-meter-long green path. Here, with the unique intuition of comrades, it should be here. I slowed down, looked around, entered the toilet, and washed my hands There were two people standing on the platform, separated by the toilet trough, someone was standing, looking around, seeing someone coming in, the staring eyes directly exposed the hunger and thirst in his heart.Someone was squatting, heard the sound of footsteps, raised his head, stretched his hand in, and made a gesture to shake it. There is no door panel here, and it is so open, but it is so bold, I dare not, back out.

Go to the other room at the back. There is a rectangular urinal on the left hand side of the door. There is one person standing. There are two rows of urinals on the right hand side. There are wooden doors. All the way in, the two rows of wooden doors are mostly closed. Occasionally, one creaks and opens half of it. He poked out an old man's face, saw me, showed a charming smile, raised his right hand, put his middle finger on the tip of his tongue, and licked it. It was extremely ambiguous and provocative, and beckoned me to go in. I kept a serious face and pretended nothing. not tempted.

Walk around, come out, and come to the shade of the tree outside the public toilet. There are some people sitting there, sitting next to each other in twos and threes, sitting alone, with their legs crossed, their legs crossed, some with mobile phones in their hands, some with their hands There is a magazine in it, and when someone comes, look up, or stare at, or immediately lower your head, the four eyes meet, and just stare for a moment, I can be sure that if not [-]% of the people gathered here, at least [-]% Eighty or ninety, they are all like-minded people.

Walking over, walking over, looking back, as if looking back thousands of years, our ancestors, in a simple market, made a simple and primitive transaction, without too many words, without too many expressions, each took required, and basically does not involve banknote interests.

The forest is too big, mixed with fish and dragons, that was the impression left on me that day, vague but clear, I happened to have something to do, so I left in a hurry.Going there again is also an opportunity to take a direct selling class. "Hey, are you from out of town?"

"It's not from other places, but it's not from Guangzhou either, ha ha." I turned around and saw an old man in his 50s with a medium build, staring at my backpack and asking me questions.

"Oh, are you on a business trip?"

"No, come out and study."

"Oh, where did you come from? Do you want to go back?"

"I'm from Foshan, and I'm not going back tonight. Is there a hotel nearby? It's cleaner, quieter, and more economical." I heard him speak Cantonese, so I guess he can answer my questions.

"Yes, let me take you there. It's near the Chen Clan Academy. Let's take the subway to the Chen Clan Academy Station. It's not far away. It's very fast." He was very enthusiastic, as if we were very familiar with each other.

Searching the memory, it turned out that in the toilet, just now, squatting in the toilet, posing to me, it was him, this old man, I stretched out my right hand, hooked his left hand, and clasped it lightly in the palm of my hand, he Turning our heads, we looked at each other, smiling at each other, showing tenderness, "Let's go, please take me there." Looking up at the sky, it was getting late.

"Now? Go now?" He looked surprised.

"What's the matter? Isn't it convenient for you?"

"No, no, let's go, let's go."

He was in front and I was behind, one step away, a big stride, to catch up, we were side by side, "Are you from Guangzhou?" I asked.

"Yes."

"Retired?"

"No, it will take a few more years."

"Several children, have the children grown up?"

"The two children are married."

"Oh, where's my lover, where's your lover?"

"Gone, gone for three years."

"Where do you work? What do you do?"

"I'm in XXXX factory, doing security work."

"Oh, when did you find out that you like men? When did you start to really have this kind of behavior? Do you have a lot? Do you have a lot of contact?"

"Two years ago, two years ago, I didn't know before. There was a boy in the company who said he liked me, said he liked me very much, and he brought me here. It turns out that there are so many such people here. In fact, I am very happy. Play less, come here mostly just to look around." The old man squeezed his fingers, as if looking back on the days when he was specifically developed, and scratched the back of his head, looking a little shy.

"It's here, it's here, it's quiet and safe." When I came out of the subway station and crossed the bustling road, the old man led me into a remote alleyway. Compared with the busy traffic outside and the flashing neon lights, this place is extraordinarily clean. Steamed stuffed bun shops, storefronts, hotels, small open storefronts, bright white light pipes, attracting people who come and go.

"Is it this one?" I pointed in front of me, a light box with the word "hotel" written on it, quite conspicuous.

"Yes, this is the one, let's go in."

The girl at the front desk gave me a room card with the number 209 on it. We walked upstairs, found our room, opened the door, went in, sat on the bed and chatted.

I unloaded my luggage and threw it on a corner of the bed, next to the pillow. I took off my jacket and put it on a wooden chair against the wall. He was dressed thinly, a T-shirt, a pair of trousers, and the elastic was a little loose.

His hair is a little grizzled, but his complexion is very ruddy. He has a square face, thick eyebrows, single eyelids, and if you look closely at the outline, the bridge of the nose is flat and the wings of the nose are wide, which correspond to the shape of a certain place. "Really? The size and shape here determine the size and shape there?"

"Look for yourself, it's not absolute, but it has some grounds." At this time, we were all stripped naked.In the middle of chatting and teasing, I gradually pressed him under me, gently stroked and rubbed him, and he began to close his eyes tightly, spread his hands, one on the edge of the bed, and the other on my luggage backpack, pulling a The quilt covers his hands and my backpack.

"Comfortable?"

"Ah."

"Do you feel tired from being pressed down like this?"

"Ah."

I turned over, got up, opened the corner of the quilt, and lifted my backpack, "Take a shower first." I entered the bathroom, locked it, and suddenly saw the zipper of the pocket on the backpack that I just took out to pay the room fee. Already half pulled apart.Surprised and disappointed, "Uncle, do you want to go home at night?" "Yes, I want to go home." "Is the law and order here okay?" "It used to be a bit chaotic, but it has been much better in the past two years." " This hotel also has a camera, see? When we went upstairs just now." "Really? That's better, you can sleep peacefully, okay, you have a good rest, young man, I'll go first." "Yeah , you go slowly."

Watching him leave and closing the door, a random sentence came to mind: "This is my first shot in People's Park, and it didn't go off." Like a neuropathy, she looked at herself and smiled embarrassingly.