A glance at the city-Star essay

"Hello, I'm Gu Qing, and we need to work hard together for the next work."

"Hello, I'm Bairan, I will definitely."

Such an ordinary opening remark, such a familiar conversation, it seems that these three years have never passed, all these years of hard work, hard work, grievance, and despair, seem to have become insignificant in an instant, and everything is just to see this person again It's just foreshadowing.

The director is still the boy from back then, Ji Min. I heard that he has accepted invitations from many artists in the past few years, and his reputation has grown. Now he looks a lot more stable than three years ago, and his long hair is also taken care of. During this period, he also had a lot of cooperation with Gu Qing. Bairan saw Gu Qing look through the lens to see the shooting effect of the first group, and from time to time discussed some details with Ji Min on the side. When they came out, the two were quite familiar with each other.

Susu is not here today, and the one beside him is Gu Qing's assistant, not the one from before, presumably they have changed with those in the self-supporting company back then, this assistant doesn't look very old, and the whole person is the same as Like a little sparrow in the forest, chattering around the on-site staff, and sometimes teasing Gu Qing, who was in a daze or thinking, Gu Qing even joked with them, followed by the little one. The assistant ran around, and Bai Ran felt that everything was not very real. When he met Gu Qing for the first time, he knew that he was much more active in private than in front of the camera, but it couldn't be so active, right?

The main line of this song is the boy who was rescued in the dark. Considering Gu Qing's critical vision, in terms of plot arrangement, Ji Min thought for a week with a painful face before finding an answer that satisfies Gu Qing.

What do you think of people who generally live in the dark? Most people will think of carrying a tragic life experience, being controlled by others to do things they don’t want to do, and seeking to survive in a dark and cruel world until they meet a woman who gives him light. Then he resisted the black forces because of this, and was rescued in the end. All of these were made through the illusory combination of high-cost technology, and with Gu Qing's picky taste, he didn't want to follow such a trend.

The story in his songs is about a young man who has been suppressed for a long time, struggling in the dark while sinking in the mud, unable to extricate himself. He needs an opportunity to escape the darkness in his heart. It can be said that Gu Qing appreciates a large part of Jimin. The reason is that he seldom uses special effects. He uses some very realistic style to magnify the good and evil of human nature. What Su Su means is to reduce the cost and achieve good results, so why not do it.

The story this time starts with an ordinary office worker's day. Gu Qing is a very lonely young man in his life. He doesn't like to talk to his friends, and he always hides away from the communication between colleagues. , He is always outside the aperture, and his source of income is his monthly and professional work, and the low salary at the end of the month.

There was a theater when passing by his house, and women in white dresses and long dresses under the red curtains who could be seen through the transparent window played the piano every now and then. He stood outside and admired it quietly through the window, almost obsessed.

That voice made him peaceful and warm, as if all the unsatisfactory things in life disappeared with the ups and downs of the keys.

How he longed to touch it, hoping to see how the beautiful notes came out at a close distance. He stood in the crowd and looked at the world in the glass. He didn't know what to do. Only in this way can we bring that warmth home.

Then one day when he passed the musical instrument store, he saw a piano over there. The price was too expensive for him to afford, but he wanted the warmth so much, so he was more frugal than before. , he worked two jobs a day, scolded by the boss, made things difficult for customers, and alienated colleagues, he could bear it all. When he finally saved enough money for the cheapest piano, he happily took out all the money from the bank. Savings, and soon, he thought, soon, soon, he would have that dream of his own, the thing that would banish his darkness.

He carefully put the money in his bag, and went to the musical instrument store with eager, hurried steps, and then there was a bang, before he fainted, he saw a strange face, and when he woke up, he was lying on the bed. In the hospital, his head was covered with white gauze, and his hope was lost.

The darkness in his heart was infinitely magnified, he looked at the white wall with cruel and indifferent eyes, he remembered that strange face, he searched the streets day and night, he heard someone say;

Ah, that man stands there every day, he is crazy! ! !

This man is crazy, baby, stay away from him! ! !

He's crazy?He didn't, his hopes were lost, his dreams were taken away, everything about him was meaningless.

"Ah, is that you? Hey, do you remember me? I used to be in that theater up front, the one who played the piano, you forgot, I wasn't very good at playing, but every time you came to my show, really Thank you for your support, otherwise I would not have the confidence to continue on this path.”

The woman in front of him smiled warmly, and the young man seemed to see receding from the body in the darkness for a moment. This woman came with sunshine all over her body, piercing the darkness and staying away from the hustle and bustle. It turned out that she was not useless, and he had also brought hope to others. Taking away the warmth, the final picture was fixed on the smile on Gu Qing's pale face, he said;

"Thank you"

The global tour kicked off in City B. Because the tickets were sold out within an hour of the sale, the organizer decided to add two performances after discussing with Gu Qing and his company. After three consecutive days of concerts, Gu Qing Tired, she didn't want to move any more, the wound cut by Diavia during the rehearsal, even if it was painted on, it still hurts badly now, after arriving at the arranged hotel room, Susu explained tomorrow's itinerary and left.

After taking a shower, Gu Qing looked at the time and it was twelve o'clock at night. He turned on the light in the bathroom and lay under the quilt to sleep. Gu Qing had a secret that no one knew. He was afraid of the dark, very afraid. He was under the quilt. Tossing and turning, he finally sat up.

He likes to hold concerts, and he can roar unscrupulously at that time, but he is afraid that after the concert, there will only be empty seats in the huge space, and a little sound can bring out a huge sound. Surging, roaring and dancing with blood on the back, sparkling light sticks, after the extreme emotions are released, with the end of the concert, there will be countless loneliness.

The golden light in front of people disappeared at this moment, and the boundless loneliness and emptiness flowed in the room. Sometimes Gu Qing woke up in the middle of the night and wondered if those were his hallucinations. He was still a little sound engineer behind the scenes recording for others. A gorgeously rendered dream, in the end Gu Qing got up and poured himself a glass of water, and turned on the TV to watch.

With just one glance, he closed his eyes, and after opening them, he was confused. On the large crystal screen, a man with a charming smile was holding a celebration party to celebrate the hit of a new drama. Thousands of feelings, that is Qin Qin, he is wearing a casual suit, wine red bow tie and that person's feminine and flamboyant temperament to charm all beings, the narration is exaggerated to praise Qin Qin who has won many awards at the age of 27, crowded Enter the front line.

Gu Qing pressed the remote control casually, and there was no other sound in the room except Gu Qing's breathing. He fell back on the bed, staring at the bright colored lights above his head with his eyes open. Having seen that person, he almost forgot himself.

In the past two years, they have maintained a very tacit understanding of not interacting with each other, and their fans have also tacitly treated each other as enemies. They were once close, and they never saw each other in the end.

Some friends who have become familiar with each other at work sometimes curiously ask Gu Qing how he and Qin Qin got into such a fight in the first place?

Gu Qing gently uncovered it as if nothing had happened, if there is anything wrong, it will naturally become unfamiliar if we don't see each other for too long.Everyone knows that this is not true. A month before they collapsed, he had appeared at Qin Qin's on-site meeting to help cheer. The photo of Qin Qin holding him at that time appeared on the news homepage the next day, with the title yes:

Hand in hand, friendship lasts forever.

Gu Qing often felt ironic, how could Qin Xiaoran act nonchalantly for so many days and nights, he said he didn't know, did he?He said he is not very familiar?He said "I won't lie to you" when pressed by himself.

His sadness at that time was like a stone that could never be smoothed and burned in his heart, reminding himself endlessly, how despicable this person was, Qin Xiaoran lied to him, there is no reason to hurt him more than this.

Sometimes he even suspects that Qin Qin has been lying to him from the beginning to the end. Those support, those cares, and those feelings are all a play. Qin Qin is a natural actor, so are so many intimate pasts all about him? A play of weaving.

The night is a place where emotions are unrestrained, the darkness magnifies all negative emotions, he unconsciously lets his repressed past toss and turn unpredictably, and finally Gu Qing thinks about all kinds of work tomorrow, he thinks of those fans who protect him, he thinks Susu got up early and was greedy for company at night, then ignored the emptiness and loneliness that filled the entire space, and fell into a deep sleep.