A glance at the city-Star essay

At the time when there was still arguing about this drama in China, Gu Qing was doing his final rehabilitation. What the doctor said at the time was conservatively expected. After two and a half months, Gu Qing had his plaster cast removed and his legs were still unconscious.

At that time, everyone was terrified. Fortunately, the doctor said after repeated examinations that there was no serious problem. After a few days of acupuncture and massage, he slowly regained consciousness, and everyone was relieved.

Afterwards, there was painful rehabilitation. It took nearly half a month from falling down weakly at the beginning to slowly walking the whole room. Susu saw Gu Qing in the ward at three o'clock in the morning countless times. Pain was walking back and forth in the room, his hair and clothes were wet with sweat, only those dark eyes were shining with the light of never giving up.

Susu didn't dissuade her, but asked the doctor privately if such overtraining would have any negative effects. After learning that there was nothing wrong, she hid outside the ward every morning and waited for Gu Qing to go back to rest after practicing. What a surprise.

Sometimes Gu Qing will be irritable and powerless, especially in the early stage, Gu Qing, who is calm and silent on weekdays, will throw away his crutches angrily after countless failures at night, or lie powerlessly on the ground after falling down. Underground, frustration and loss are particularly worrying in the dead of night.

But most of the time, Gu Qing is positive. Even after he is angry and frustrated, he will cheer up and continue to practice. Even the psychiatrist Susu invited because of worry said that Gu Qing is in good condition.

But Susu knew that no one had ever experienced the kind of helplessness and despair that might be unable to walk for a lifetime. He would never know how wonderful it feels to be down-to-earth. Perhaps it was because of this that Gu Qing persisted step by step and refused to give up.

Gu Qing did not expect to see Qin Qin at this time, he seemed to have driven a long way, his dark coat was covered with snowflakes on his shoulders and the top of his hair, he looked at Gu Qing from a distance, as if hesitating whether to step forward.

Gu Qing frowned slightly, as if he didn't understand what else could overlap between the two, but he stopped and waited quietly for Qin Qin's arrival.

At this time, it has been five months since the two separated last time. After the original message was sent out, he has been thinking about how Gu Qing will reply when he sees it. He is waiting for the answer Gu Qing will give him, heaven or hell, he Both are accepted.

But Gu Qing seemed to have heard nothing. He waited for a long time, his eyes were sore, and the dark screen still didn't turn on.

Later, Qin Qin inquired about Gu Qing more than once, but he was still unable to find out, even the insiders of Gu Qing's office didn't know, but Yuan Jie and the others refused to tell him.

He searched for a long time and finally found this place, so he rushed over overnight. When he saw Gu Qing limping, Qin Qin suddenly didn't dare to go in.

Only now did he realize how serious the injury he had caused Gu Qing, and it might make Gu Qing unable to walk normally from now on. hurt him so much?

It wasn't until Gu Qing suddenly looked up and saw himself that Qin Qin realized that Gu Qing was walking so close. He opened his mouth, but his eyes turned red first. His hot words were blown cold by the cold wind, and finally he said something ordinary:

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Gu Qing nodded slightly: "Well, long time no see."

"How are you doing recently?" Qin Qin waved his hands stupidly after a long time, a stupid move.

Gu Qing didn't show any impatience, and nodded: "Well, it's okay."

It seemed that his legs were aching because of standing for a long time, and he was even trembling slightly. Qin Qin hurriedly reached out to hug him subconsciously, but Gu Qing struggled slightly, and said to Qin Qin:

"It's okay, just help me sit over there for a while."

Qin Qin suddenly felt a deep-rooted fear, he helped Gu Qing to sit down on the seat next to him, then fumbled and reached into his pocket to take out a pack of cigarettes, he saw the strange look in the eyes of the old man in the wheelchair from the corner of his eye It was only later that he remembered that this was a hospital, and stuffing the cigarette case into his pocket, he yelled in a low voice:

"Gu Qing?" There was too much unknown fear and bewilderment in his voice.

But Gu Qing's voice was still cold and flat: "What's wrong?"

Qin Qin turned his head to look at Gu Qing's eyes. They were clear and indifferent. They were the most common eyes of Gu Qing. Qin Qin felt a chill from the bottom of his heart. His fingers couldn't help trembling. Gu Qing looked at his eyes and eyes. Others are no different.

He finally forgot himself, just as he had forgotten those who hurt him and betrayed him countless times, and he treated him as a stranger ever since.

why?

Qin Qin looked at this man who was calm and composed in the wind and snow, he wanted to ask why?

In fact, he did ask. Gu Qing looked at him, his indifferent pupils were tired for a moment, and then he said:

"Qin Qin, I look away."

Ah……

Qin Qin wanted to laugh, did you see it?Just a moment ago you were still angrily asking me why, now you tell me that you see it?

He grabbed Gu Qing's collar fiercely, wanting to vent and question, but seeing Gu Qing's weak legs, he suddenly lost all his strength, and he slowly bent down, like the last desire: " Gu Qing, have you read that message?"

Perhaps it was because the snowflakes fell into his eyes, his eyes were red and bloodshot, he raised his head slightly to look at Gu Qing, his hoarse voice seemed to be stuck in a fishbone, and it was extremely difficult to speak.

Gu Qing pulled his hand away, looked at him and said lightly:

"It's all over, Qin Qin, it's meaningless."

These words seemed to have shot Qin Qin's heart. He staggered back a few steps before slowly standing up straight. His shoulders were straight, but it seemed as if his soul had been taken out of him. Dejected and collapsed, he finally nodded and said with a smile:

"Gu Qing, goodbye."

Ten years ago, he and Gu Qing were bound together because of a car accident. Ten years later, because of a car accident, they cut off their ties.

The wind and snow covered the ground in a thick layer, and Gu Qing felt a little cold. He looked at Qin Qin who was gradually disappearing, and the snowflakes dyed his hair gray. Gu Qing suddenly thought of that year when he Because Blizzard had to delay the flight and change jobs, he played with Qin Qin in Japan.

Qin Qin was particularly afraid of the cold, wrapped in a thick white down jacket and wearing a fluffy hat, he looked like a snowman from a distance.

Gu Qing thought it was funny at the time, and when people got closer, he could still see the pure white fluff on the brim of his hat, probably because of the wind blowing up when he ran, some of them stuck to the corners of Qin Qin's eyes and pure black hair. Covered with white snow and ice, there is a feeling that time has passed, and it has been many years.

Gu Qing lowered his eyelids to hide the smile in his eyes, and when Qin Qin came to his side, he realized that he was holding something in his hand. Qin Qin was gasping for breath, and his words fluctuated;

"Here, here you are..."

"what is this?"

Gu Qing took it over and looked at it. It was a small dog the size of a palm. The carving was very delicate, and even the hair on its body was outlined in strands, especially the eyes, which were extremely lonely, and the slightly raised head. They all carried a sense of arrogance. Qin Qin seemed to like Gu Qing very much, and said with a smile:

"How? Isn't it cute?"

Gu Qing was a little surprised, you ran here for so long just to buy this?

Qin Qin clearly received his question and said:

"Haha, as soon as I saw it, I thought it was very similar to you, and the look of the stinky fart was even more similar, hahahaha..."

Gu Qing pursed his lips and sneered: "It doesn't look like that."

Saying so, he stretched out his hand to pick it up, put it back in his pocket carefully after looking at it, and when he looked up, he saw Qin Qin looking at him with a smile on his face, his face was red from the cold, his fingers were cold, but he smiled at himself narrow.

Gu Qing suddenly felt that something had collapsed in his heart, his previously hungry stomach warmed together, and finally Gu Qing turned his head and walked forward:

"Let's go, I'm starving."

After he said this and walked two steps, he took off the scarf around his neck and threw it to Qin Qin:

"Hurry up and take it." Then he walked out on his own, took two steps and saw that the person behind him was still, and turned his head a little strangely: "Why? Frozen snowman?"

Qin Qin didn't speak, came over and pulled Gu Qing to take off half of the scarf around his neck, because his hands were a little stiff and clumsy from the cold, he wrapped the other half around Gu Qing's neck. Circle, Qin Qin squinted his eyes and smiled at him, then raised his hand across his chest, and said:

"Blessings and hardships, real men will never let brothers endure the cold alone."

Gu Qing thought about Qin Xiaoran's face at that time, and in the distance was Qin Qin's back that gradually disappeared into the distance. There were some strange impurities in his eyes that frantically gathered together, and then gradually dissipated.

It's not important anymore, Qin Xiaoran.

In fact, I should have understood that from the explanation that was not given six years ago, to the present truth, no matter what it is, it can't change the established ending, and everything is not important anymore.