A glance at the city-Star essay

Because it was a night scene, it was filmed from [-] o'clock to [-] o'clock in the morning, and because of the rain, everyone was more tired than usual. The director asked everyone to pack up and go back to sleep. Qin Qin was about to leave, but was suddenly called by the director Living.

He was a little puzzled, turned around and looked anxiously at Gu Qing who was leaving, because Gu Qing just said that he wanted to talk to him before going back, although he didn't understand what he was going to ask, but the fact that Gu Qing was willing to talk to him was enough to make him happy .

"What's wrong? Thank you, Director?"

Xie Yun didn't say anything, just patted him on the shoulder and let him come over.

Qin Qin had no choice but to follow Xie Yun first. He believed that Gu Qing would wait for him. When the two arrived in the lounge, Xie Yun looked at the puzzled face and didn't know what to say. He has always been straightforward. Decided to speak up.

This is the last adventure he has been climbing for so many years, and it is also his last work. These people will be the last actors in his works. Among them, he also favors Qin Qin. Qin Qin's acting skills and means of acting are doomed He will go a long way on this road. He doesn't understand the reason why Qin Qin suddenly abandoned his future a few years ago, but he doesn't want such a person to disappear from the sight of everyone, and he can't present good works anymore. If his old friend is average.

"Qin Qin, your acting skills are very good, and you are very skillful in capturing the details. You were born to eat this bowl of rice. I can see that you like acting very much, but I can't see your fighting spirit and passion." Xie Yun paused After a while, he sighed helplessly when he saw Qin Qin listening carefully with a smile on his face. This kid really didn't give himself the initiative at all, so he had no choice but to continue:,

"I heard you like Tang Li very much?"

"Yes, Tang Li is my senior and also my idol."

Xie Yun's voice was a little harsh: "Then do you know how Tang Li left this circle?"

Qin Qin was taken aback for a moment, puzzled and said, "I know, what's wrong?"

Xie Yun sneered, this kid is still pretending to be separated from him, although his attitude of not being shocked by honor or shame is a good way to protect himself in the circle, but he is a director, and he is very familiar with things like acting, Xie Yun twisted After opening the drink bottle and taking a few sips, he said:

"Did you know? We collaborated on his first work. He was only 15 years old at the time. He is the most talented actor I have ever seen. His acting skills are natural. I was not surprised when he won the award. I It can be said that his acting skills and performance ability at that time were already much better than many first-line actors now."

After Xie Yun finished speaking, he was a little emotional, and then he turned his head to look at Qin Qin: "But the higher his status, the more dangerous I feel. We have collaborated on four works in total, and I can feel him every time we meet. Deeper obsession and the kind of ruthlessness that will not stop until the goal is reached."

"I also persuaded him, but he didn't listen. He said that if he didn't get that person, he would be ruined."

"that person?"

"That man was seven years older than him. Tang Li adopted him from an orphanage when he was ten years old. He gave Tang Li a home with no worries about food and clothing. He taught him music, reading, etiquette, and taught him what he knew. He taught him everything, but that person never taught Tang Li good and evil, feelings and choices. Tang Li's temperament was already paranoid, and that person was ignorant about feelings, and he never told Tang Li what was right and what was wrong. , Tang Li just acted on his temper, and Tang Li fell in love with him when the man found out.

The man didn't accept it, so Tang Li tried hard to force him. The man found a woman to marry, and Tang Li drugged him, but the reporter caught him in the end. Later, when the man wanted to leave, Tang Li came from upstairs. Jumped, broke a leg, lost everything.In the end, I got nothing, Qin Qin..." Xie Yun sighed: "Many times, some things cannot be done, because you don't know how serious the consequences will be, maybe too heavy for you to bear. "

After Xie Yun finished speaking, he patted him on the shoulder, got up and went out, Qin Qin sat on the spot and looked at the half of the beverage bottle left on the table, he felt that his heart was roaring like a wind blowing in, his brain was frozen. Benevolent pain.

After a long time, he slowly stood up and walked out the door.

It rained heavily all night and it still didn't stop. It was sporadic and sometimes sparse. It was already past six o'clock and the sky was still groggy. The assistant waited for him not far away with an umbrella. Qin Qin waited for him to come and take the other one in his hand. Take the umbrella and go outside.

Shocked by the rain falling on his neck, Qin Qin shrank his neck, squinted at a black Land Rover parked not far away, and greeted his assistant to let him go back first, Qin Qin turned his steps and walked over there.

The rainwater kept washing the vehicle, and splashed uneven lines on the window. Qin Qin opened the door and quickly sat in the co-pilot. His left heel was still wet from the rain. uncomfortable.

Seeing that he got into the car, Gu Qing drove out. Qin Qin took a few paper towels from the seat and wiped his shoes, then leaned back against the back of the car and let out a sigh of relief. An unknown song, the background of the sad and slow female voice is thunder and rain, the music is a bit heavy, but the lyrics are extremely touching.

Alocketona chain,

Abow that's made from rain,

Abriar grew ent wined with rose,

I've come to be forever at your feet,

I have come to you and will always be with you.

Heh... Qin Qin stretched out his hand and tuned the radio to another channel. Amid the noisy noise, he was talking about next week's Valentine's Day. What gift are you going to prepare for your lover?

Gu Qing frowned slightly, as if he thought it was noisy, Qin Qin simply closed it, the rain outside the window hit the front glass and was wiped off by the wiper continuously, and then it went round and round.

Qin Qin joked with a smile: "I haven't been in a car driven by you for a long time. I didn't expect the technology to be very good now."

When Gu Qing first started learning how to drive, he always had a hard time grasping the accelerator, and often forgot to turn on the turn signal when he was on the road. As a result, within a month, even everyone's points were almost deducted, and he never dared to let him drove off.

Gu Qing avoided the vehicle in front, looked sideways at the rearview mirror and said yes:

"I practiced for a while a few years ago."

Qin Qin touched his nose. He knew when Gu Qing was talking about. During that time, Gu Qing had just terminated the contract, and there was no one around him except Susu and Yuan Jie. The three of them were very busy with the studio, so naturally no one had time. Driving for Gu Qing, the money Gu Qing earned in those years was not much left to pay. At that time, he didn't have the spare money to hire a driver. He had to do everything by himself. He couldn't imagine how hard it was during that time.

And now that he has come over, growing and transforming in a place that he can't see, Qin Qin is a little uncertain that his understanding of Gu Qing is still the same as before.

Gu Qing ignored his silence and went straight:

"Why did you lie to me back then?"

A flash of lightning flashed outside the window, half of Gu Qing's slightly sideways face flickered, and the rain became heavier, splashing like splashing, after Gu Qing finished speaking, he turned his head and looked forward, as if to give Qin Qin some more thoughts space.

His unhurried appearance looked the same as usual, but Qin Qin knew that this was his last chance. At the moment when such thoughts appeared, Qin Qin could hardly suppress the churning and raging little beasts in his heart. They kept gnawing Eating his own flesh and blood, clamoring to go out, like the countless nights in the past, he had difficulty breathing, did not dare to tremble, and in the depths of his eyes were Gu Qing's flickering eyelashes.

"I..." Just as Qin Qin was about to speak, he suddenly thought of what Xie Yun said just now, like a basin of cold water coming from under the hood, what would happen if he said it?

Will Gu Qing disgust him?Will you abandon the old days?

No, these are not important, the important thing is that he will ask for more, when Gu Qing doesn't understand, he can still warn himself, Gu Qing doesn't know anything, you have to calm down, but if Gu Qing knows, what will he do? Do?

He will not let Gu Qing ignore his feelings, he will force Gu Qing to accept himself, no matter whether Gu Qing loves him or not, he will not let Gu Qing leave him, he will break his wings, let him have nothing but himself I can't go either.

He will definitely destroy Gu Qing.

He is the same person as Tang Li, equally selfish and cruel, but he is weaker and can't stand someone hurting Gu Qing, even himself.

He couldn't bear the consequences many years ago, and he still can't bear it many years later.

So he swallowed all his emotions, and whispered as he did back then:

"Gu Qing, I can't lie to you, I..."

"Qin Xiaoran, you know, I won't ask you a third time."

Gu Qing interrupted him before he finished speaking, turned his eyes and looked over, he slightly pursed his lips to reveal a firm and decisive voice, Qin Qin felt that his voice was so hoarse that it was unreasonable:

"...I can't say, Gu Qing, I can't..."

Qin Qin's words froze, he knew that he had hurt Gu Qing.

Gu Qing just looked at him, something burning in his bright eyes and then collapsed, Qin Qin stretched out his hand to touch him, but retracted his hand in fear, he hurt Gu Qing again, this cognition It made him almost collapse, the little beast in his heart was like a wild dog gnawing at the dry bones, like a flood coming violently, Qin Qin suddenly wanted to ignore it, what would be the result of going to TM, he only wanted Gu Qing to be fine at this moment.

"Gu Qing, I..."

The word "love you" suddenly stopped in the sudden thunder, it was like a slow motion, in a few seconds he saw the dazzling light in front of him making his eyes dizzy, it seemed that someone was constantly shouting to get out of the way, The sound of the brakes, the sparks from the tires rubbing against the ground, Gu Qing was already dodging, but the car on the opposite side seemed to be out of control, and rushed over without reservation.

The car body is constantly swaying from side to side. The owner's face can't be seen clearly, but he can feel the outline distorted by fear, which invisibly magnifies the fear in the darkness. Everything that cannot be seen is an unknown danger.

Qin Qin's forehead was covered with sweat in an instant, he turned his head to look at Gu Qing, he stared straight ahead and slightly pursed his lips, Qin Qin was too familiar with his expression, his heart felt cold, just like the scene he experienced many years ago A car accident is more powerless fear.

"Do not……"

He only had time to say a word, Gu Qing had already slammed the steering wheel, the front of the car swung, the co-pilot passed over the railing over there in time, and the airbag popped out in time, Qin Qin's last look was Gu Qing's pale face and crowded Deformed head.