The ninth time killed by first love

Yue Jianshan felt that if it wasn't something wrong with his own ears, then there was something wrong with Xia Youjie's brain.

The fingers pressing on her lips were slightly hot, and she couldn't help shrinking back again, hitting Xia Youjie's chest with the back of her head.

Xia Youjie didn't care either.He touched the top of Yue Jianshan's hair, and said in a gentle voice, "Hurry up and eat breakfast, it will get cold if you don't eat porridge."

Yue Jianshan finally felt a strong sense of disobedience: This guy Jie... from the beginning to the end, he was talking to himself!

He arranged breakfast for Yue Jianshan according to his own wishes, let Yue Jianshan take a bath and change clothes according to his own wishes, let her go to rest according to his own wishes, and turned a blind eye to the questions Yue Jianshan raised.

Yue Jianshan was a little angry.

She grabbed Xia Youjie's wrist that was on top of her hair, and when she wanted to accuse something, she raised her head to meet Xia Youjie's dark purple eyes.

It was not the first time Yue Jianshan and Xia Youjie looked at each other, but never before, the emotion in Xia Youjie's eyes was so... naked. Naked. Naked.

Yue Jianshan grabbed his wrist, Xia Youjie was not in a hurry to break free.There was a faint smile on the corner of his lips: "Don't you want to eat?"

Getting goosebumps all over his back because of this smile, Yue Jianshan hesitated for a few seconds, then let go of Xia Youjie's wrist: "No."

She bowed her head to eat, and the hair that was too long on the side of her face fell down from time to time.While eating, Yue Jianshan couldn't help but reflect in his heart: what went wrong?

Didn't I come to rescue Xia Youjie?Why was Xia Youjie locked up?

The bowl was just that big, Yue Jianshan finished his meal in a few mouthfuls, looked up at the milk, and glanced at Xia Youjie from the corner of his eyes; Xia Youjie was sitting next to her, reading a book.

Yue Jianshan plucked up the courage to move towards him quietly, and glanced at the book Xia Youjie was reading, only to find that Xia Youjie was reading Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales.There is also a version with colored inserts.

Without raising his head, Xia Youjie said, "Drink the milk too, don't be picky eaters."

Yue Jianshan: "..."

She quickly sat up straight, pretending that she hadn't peeked at Xia Youjie, and took a few sips of the milk cup with both hands to drink it clean.

Putting the empty cup back on the table, Yue Jianshan wrinkled his face: "It's over. Jie, this... can you untie it?"

She shook her calf again, trying to hint at Xia Youjie, and the chain on her ankle rattled.

The chain was gold, and her slender ankles were a beautiful cream.A circle of gold surrounds it, and dark blue blood vessels are faintly visible under the delicate skin.

Xia Youjie stood up and took away the empty bowl.As if he didn't see the chain on Yue Jianshan's ankle, he said gently: "Is there anything you want to eat at noon?"

"I said I wanted to untangle this."

Yue Jianshan frowned, bent his knees and pulled the chain with his hands, emphasizing: "I don't like this chain."

Xia Youjie put down his book and squatted down in front of her.His overly wide palm gently caressed Yue Jianshan's ankle: "Why don't you like it?"

Yue Jianshan felt that it was strange that his hot palm was pressed against his ankle.She stepped back and said righteously: "This chain makes me feel uncomfortable. And you haven't answered my question yet, how did you become a curse master? You weren't originally..."

Xia Youjie didn't give her a chance to finish her sentence.

The moment Yue Jianshan retreated, he grabbed a piece of chain and pulled towards him. Yue Jianshan was dragged to his side and nearly fell off the chair.Xia Youjie hugged her waist, picked her up and put her on a higher table.

The sudden weightlessness startled Yue Jianshan, she instinctively hugged Xia Youjie's neck tightly, and then realized that she would not fall off the table, so she let go of her hand immediately.

But the arm on the back of the waist did not give Yue Jianshan a chance to retreat. The moment she just shrank back, she was clasped into her arms again: "Do you care?"

"Chain, and curse master?"

Xia Youjie stuck very close when he was talking, and his smile was restrained.Forced to hang out with Xia Youjie like this, it's hard for Yue Jianshan not to be afraid.

She pushed Xia Youjie's shoulder and stammered: "But, but—"

"If you care so much, why did you leave me?"

The hand attached to the back of the waist slowly moved up, and the hot palm touched Yue Jianshan's slender neck.He lightly folded his five fingers together without using any force, but Yue Jianshan frightened his whole body.

Xia Youjie was suddenly amused.

He hadn't been like this for a long time, and he really felt that someone's reaction was cute from the bottom of his heart, and wanted to laugh out loud at it.But Yue Jianshan can do this very easily.

Quickly pressing Xia Youjie's hand, Yue Jianshan trembled: "You won't kill me?!"

Don't blame her for thinking wildly, the main reason is that Xia Youjie has not done this kind of thing before.

"will not."

"You don't have to die anymore."

Xia Youjie held Yue Jianshan's face in his hands, with a gentle smile on his face: "I will soon...realize my dream and create a world where there are only magicians."

"In this world, no one will hurt you."

Yue Jianshan:? ?

She was dazed for a few seconds before she realized: "What world? Only the world of conjurers? Xia Youjie, are you crazy!"

"How can there be only conjurers in this world!"

"Shh-"

Gently pressing Yue Jianshan's lips with his index finger, Xia Youjie motioned her to stop talking: "Chun, I want to save you."

At first, he thought that as long as he helped Yue Jianshan end nine reincarnations before everyone found out the truth, he could end Yue Jianshan's pain.But in the end, Xia Youjie found that he couldn't change anything——

He can save Haibara, Nanako and Mimiko in advance, and even avoid the end of death with the ability of the prophet, creating a world with only conjurers.

But Xia Youjie was still unable to save Yue Jianshan.

Until he met Bai Lan.

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"Because Chunjiang is an existence destined to die."

The young man with white hair and purple pupils smiled and picked up a piece of marshmallow and stuffed it into his mouth: "You also saw that, in the other 99 worlds, she will die in every world."

Not every Yue Jianshan in the world will choose to use the stand-in ability.But no matter whether it is used or not, Yue Jianshan will die in the end.

Even if she chooses to use the substitute ability, there will still be people from all walks of life who want to take her life; brains, high-level people in the magic world, ancient humanoid curses...

No matter what kind of future Xia Youjie chooses, as long as he and Yue Jianshan have an intersection, those people will not hesitate to raise their swords at the weaker Yue Jianshan.

99 worlds, more than 90 powers of nine reincarnations, there is no world where Yue Jianshan can live beyond the age of 19.

Xia Youjie finished watching all the endings of the world line, and felt that it became difficult for him to even breathe.He asked himself in his heart: why?

Why can the villagers who abused Nanako and Mimiko live well?Why can the followers of the Panxing Cult who killed Lizi live well?Why—even he can have a living future, but Chun doesn't?

Obviously she is, she is the one who should live the most.

So many people love her!

Bai Lan admired the change in Xia Youjie's expression: Although the leader still had a smile on his face, he already felt a sense of fatal crisis.

Maybe if he continued to say something that stimulated him, he might be torn in half by a group of curse spirits swarming up.

He raised the corner of his mouth, his face full of joy: "I also think it's very unfair! I haven't even seen Chun Jiang~"

"Do you also think the same as me? Maybe we can cooperate! Let's cooperate and try to save a person who is destined to die by fate."

More bodies are bound to fall on this path.But Bai Lan likes this kind of road - in every world, he walks on the bones of innocent people.

Seeing other people despair, struggle, and fall in love is the pleasure criminal's greatest joy.

He is keen to see those bright souls dim before his eyes.Even the sun, to Bai Lan, the crashed sun is naturally the most beautiful.

Bai Lan believes that Xia Youjie will agree to her plan—and Bai Lan also likes Xia Youjie as a collaborator more than that brain trick.He liked the fatalistic, tragic fate of this collaborator.

The four eyes met, and the leader who was also not treated kindly by fate put his hands in the sleeves of his cassock meekly, and smiled: "Then let's talk first, how can we cooperate?"

"After all, I have worked hard nine times, and there is no need to take risks for the last time."

"Even if this reincarnation ends and time flows normally, Chun Jiang will still die."

Bai Lan gently picked up a marshmallow, with a thin layer of white icing on her fingertips: "If you chose a high school ten years ago, then Brain Flower would have to force you to walk on the road he paved for you. I will try my best to kill Chun Jiang."

"Even if you prevent the brainsickness from threatening the curse spirit with your spells, those humanoid curses will still give priority to attacking Chunchan."

"If you choose to become a curse master, but you don't kill Chun Jiang, then the upper echelons of the magic circle will not let go of the only Chun Jiang who has contact with you - they only need to do a little research, and they will find that Chun Jiang is in Du Wang. What happened in the town. Haru-chan will die as well~"

"I know." Xia Youjie glanced at Bai Lan, his expression calm: "I have tried every option."

Nine times of reincarnation, he didn't change every time.

Bai Lan folded her hands against her chin, and her voice was bewitching: "So I thought, we can't prevent the death of Chun Jiang ten years ago, but we can prevent the death of Chun Jiang ten years later."

"As long as Chunjiang from ten years ago is left behind ten years later, she is already dead on the outside, but on the inside... as the leader of the curse master, you can definitely hide her completely."

-

Hide, hide in your own domain, don't let anyone break this flower.

Xia Youjie took away the empty bowl and milk cup from the table.He didn't seem to intend to do anything to Yue Jianshan, but gently asked her not to go out, because there were many wandering curse spirits outside the door.

Yue Jianshan was absolutely sure that Xia Youjie said this to threaten himself not to leave this room.She was bald with worry, thinking that I didn't come to Xia Youjie because of being locked up in a dark room!

Only after Xia Youjie left did Yue Jianshan dare to jump off the table.The chains tied around her ankles rattled with her movements, Yue Jianshan hesitated for a while, then carefully raised a corner of the curtain, facing the densely packed eyes against the glass windows.

Taking a deep breath, Yue Jianshan pulled the curtains "swipely", covered his chest and recited "Amitabha, my Buddha's mercy" seven or eight times, finally calming down.

As Xia Youjie said, this room only looks similar to Yue Jianshan's previous bedroom on the surface, and Xia Youjie's curse spirits are everywhere outside the room.If Yue Jianshan wanted to go out alone, it would be tantamount to dreaming.

All the sharp places in the house have been dealt with, and Yue Jianshan couldn't find a handy guy who could use dripping water to penetrate rocks to break the chains.

Xia Youjie was much more thoughtful than Yue Jianshan, leaving her no maneuverability.

If he wanted to get out of this place, he still had to find a way on Xia Youjie.but……

Distraught, he kicked his calf again, Yue Jianshan stared at the chain on his ankle and was distracted: Why is it a chain?I can't escape without a chain...

So Xia Youjie himself has learned something weird in the past ten years, right?

Absolutely, right?

It was not easy to make it to lunch time at noon.As soon as twelve o'clock arrived, the bedroom door opened on time; Yue Jianshan immediately threw away the single-player game controller in his hand and stood up—as expected, it was Xia Youjie who brought her food.

Lunch is still Yue Jianshan's favorite dish, but this time I finally did not bring her milk, there is soup and Coke.Yue Jianshan was almost moved to tears; she felt weird when she saw milk now, and it was definitely not just a matter of unsuitable taste.

Although Xia Youjie's words in the morning were suspected of driving, Yue Jianshan, who had nothing to do all morning, really began to wonder whether his height was really not too tall because he drank less milk.

1.6 meters...not too short, right?

But compared with Xia Youjie and Takeshi Yamamoto, they are indeed a little shorter.

When eating, only Yue Jianshan ate, and Xia Youjie was watching from the side.After eating half a bowl of rice, Yue Jianshan finally couldn't bear Xia Youjie's gaze—she pinched the chopsticks and asked hesitantly, "Aren't you going to eat?"

Xia Youjie shook his head: "I've eaten."

Yue Jianshan questioned: "Really?"

Looking at each other, Xia Youjie tilted his head, and suddenly raised his eyebrows: "I lied to you, I didn't eat."

Yue Jianshan: "...then why don't you have a bite?"

Compassion is something that most people are born with, and Yue Jianshan is the kind of person who is particularly rich in compassion.For example, she scolded Xia Youjie while playing games in the morning, and when she saw Xia Youjie hadn't eaten at noon, Yue Jianshan thought again—this person is pitiful.

I can't bear the thought of 'starving this little brat to death'.

Xia Youjie was not polite at all. After Yue Jianshan made an invitation, he probed over and ate the vegetables on Yue Jianshan's chopsticks.

Yue Jianshan looked at himself holding a lonely chopstick, and was silent for a few seconds: "Do you want to add another pair of chopsticks yourself?"

Xia Youjie sighed.He propped his cheek with one hand, and said softly, "Sometimes I don't even know whether it's better to say that you are too nervous, or that you have no sense of danger."

He was already locked here, so he still cared if he, the culprit, had lunch.

Even if Yue Jianshan ignored him, or scolded him for being afraid of him, and vented a few more words, Xia Youjie would not be in such a complicated mood.

While Xia Youjie was lamenting that he probably didn't have time to eat for now, Yue Jianshan took the time to stuff a few bites of his favorite dish into his mouth, and his cheeks became bulging.

After listening to Xia Youjie's words, she swallowed the food with some difficulty, and defended herself: "I have a sense of crisis! But I can't escape, and you won't kill me now, will you?"

Although he was afraid of Xia Youjie, Yue Jianshan realized clearly after recovering his memory: Xia Youjie would not really kill himself.

If he did it, it was definitely to save himself.

Yue Jianshan is not stupid.On the contrary, she has always been very smart; the reason why Yue Jianshan still dared to fall in love with the lunatic conjurer knowing that Xia Youjie had a problem with his personality was because the emotionally sensitive Yue Jianshan had already noticed that Xia Youjie's madness Among them, there is an inexplicable kind of tenderness.

He will protect the things within his domain, just like wild animals guard their own territory.

Falling in love is like a gamble, and young girls are willing to gamble for the ignorant affection at first.How could the young woman know that this gamble requires so many chips.

After Yue Jianshan defended himself, it was rare for Xia Youjie not to refute.He carefully examined Yue Jianshan - from her bulging cheeks to her soft lips.

Yue Jianshan blinked, feeling that the atmosphere is good now.She carefully asked: "Jie, can you take away the curse spirit behind the window?"

"I want to bask in the sun. It's too stuffy in the room. I'll be suffocated."

It is not yet possible to bring up the idea of ​​leaving, and it must be done slowly.Fortunately, Yue Jianshan knows how to appease his boyfriend. Don't look at this guy who seems to be able to drive [-] yards when he talks. In fact, he can also drive when talking. the character of others.

The experienced Yue Jianshan is too good at smoothing hair and how to be a qualified 'power bank'.

Xia Youjie turned his head sideways, and said, "The room here can't get the sun, and the only room that can get the sun is my room."

After finishing speaking, a sly smile appeared on his face, like a fox crouching by the trap, waiting for the prey to jump in by itself.

Yue Jianshan said without hesitation, "Then can I go to live in Jie's room? I want to bask in the sun!"

Live in Xia Youjie's room, maybe Jie won't be so neurotic in his own room?

She agreed so quickly that Xia Youjie was stunned for a moment.But he quickly suppressed his astonishment, and smiled at the corners of his eyes and brows: "Are you sure? There is only one bed in my room."

Yue Jianshan was so overjoyed that he almost couldn't hold back his laughter.She tried her best to hold back her laughter, and said seriously: "Don't you want to sleep in the same bed with me?"

Xia Youjie: "...Not really."

He thought Yue Jianshan would mind a little bit.As a result, Yue Jianshan didn't mind at all, and Xia Youjie could even see that the girl was holding back her laughter.

Xia Youjie, who hadn't seen his girlfriend for ten years, almost forgot under whose guidance he did his first time.

Tsukimi-san has no such thing as luggage.The only thing she has on her is the bag she brought from nine years ago.But that bag has also been eaten by the curse spirit.

With Xia Youjie's consent, she washed her hands after the meal and waited anxiously for Xia Youjie to lead her there.

Xia Youjie temporarily helped her untie the chains on her ankles, and found her another pair of slippers.

The cute bunny slippers are a style that Yue Jianshan would only like when he was ten years old.She didn't mind either, she put on her slippers and trotted along with Xia Youjie.

After going through the corridor and the corner, you have to go up a flight of stairs to Xia Youjie's room.Although he is the leader of the curse master and part-time teacher, Xia Youjie's room is not extravagant at all.

It is also different from the fake summer oil room that Yue Jianshan went to before.

It is a very ordinary men's bedroom, with a game console, a computer and a wardrobe, but instead of a suit hanging on the horizontal rack, there are cassocks hanging on it.The room layout is very similar to the finishing room, with a small balcony.

After Xia Youjie went in, he pulled up the blinds, and the sun outside immediately illuminated the whole room; from the window, he could see a rectangular balcony, on which there was a horizontal frame made of bamboo strips, and morning glories climbed up, hanging down blue-purple balconies. flowers.

There is also a recliner that can be rocked on the balcony.

Yue Jianshan took off her shoes and went in barefoot. She didn't see any indoor slippers that could be changed on the shoe cabinet: "Can I go barefoot?"

Xia Youjie stood behind her and said, "Yes."

It's summer now, and he's just mopped the floor, so it's clean.Even if Yue Jianshan runs around barefoot, there is no problem.

Yue Jianshan picked up the overlong cassock and walked in, threw himself on the bed, and stretched out his arms and legs comfortably.Xia Youjie was amused by her, and stood at the door looking down at her: "You should be afraid, but now you are imprisoned by me. No matter how bad I do to you, no one will come to help you, okay? "

Yue Jianshan hugged the quilt and rolled around, looked up at Xia Youjie: "Actually, I'm still a little scared, no matter how I think about it, it's still a little exciting."

Xia Youjie: "...?"

Yue Jianshan got up from the bed, took the initiative to circle his ankles with his hands, and muttered: "Don't put on the chain next time? It's too loud, can you replace it with a collar?"

She brushed away her too long curly hair, and ran her slender fingers across her fragile white neck: "About this size? Would you like to measure it yourself?"

The veins on Xia Youjie's forehead twitched twice.There was a hint of anger in his smile.

With one knee pressed against the edge of the bed, Xia Youjie leaned over, his eyes fixed on his lover's fair neck: "Do you know what you're talking about? You—"

Before he finished speaking, Yue Jianshan embraced him.Xia Youjie's unfinished words were blocked back in his throat, and he was even a little at a loss for a while.

It's been too long, he hasn't been hugged actively by Yue Jianshan.

There are ten years, 99 worlds, that long.

"I didn't really think about breaking up with Jay."

Rubbing Xia Youjie's soft black hair, Yue Jianshan said softly, "When my memory was confused and I thought you killed me, my first thought was how to save you?"

"After being killed and scared, I thought, let's separate and calm down, and then think of a way after calming down."

"When I was very broken, I thought about dying together and going to hell together. But I never thought about being separated from you forever, and I never thought about not being able to see you for the rest of my life."

The sun's rays fell on Yue Jianshan's face, and the warmth made her want to close her eyes.

There was a faint scent of morning glory in the air, and the man embraced by her was silent for a long time before he hesitantly raised his arms to wrap her around her as well.

Taking the initiative to be hugged by others and taking the initiative to hug others are of course two completely different concepts.

Xia Youjie muffled: "I'm not a good person. If hell really exists in the world, I should belong there. But you're not..."

Knowing that they are not from the same world, knowing that being together means danger.When Xia Youjie really understood the meaning of a conjurer, he knew that he and Yue Jianshan were people from two different worlds.

But he couldn't bear to let go.

He clings to this life-saving flower tightly, absorbing the strength of breathing and life from her.

Rather than saying that he is protecting Chun, it is better to say that Chun is tolerant of him from the beginning to the end.

Conjurer - madness, death, killing, and bits and pieces of sanity.These things make up conjurers, they are lunatics who cannot warm each other, because the warmth of embracing each other yesterday may become the bow and arrow thrown by the god of death the next day.

Xia Youjie is nostalgic for the flowers he has snatched from the outside world.

That was a gift he had won for himself in a world that neither belonged to magicians nor ordinary people.

Soft fingers combed through the hair, and gently rested on Xia Youjie's neck.Yue Jianshan turned her head to the side and tried her best to straighten her upper body, kissed his earlobe and the black earring.

Her breath passed along the earlobe and the tip of the ear - and then saw the man's ear tip glowing red.

"I told you a long time ago," whispered soft lips against Xia Youjie's earlobe, "a child who can't cry should also have candy."

"But Jie is an adult, and he's not a sweetie, so he probably doesn't like candies."

"Shall I reward you for something bad?"