Heart fire

Accompanied by a long, affectionate and lingering kiss, Xi Yang was carried into the office by Zhou Tong and placed on the office desk.The rich scent of flowers mixed with the slightly heavy smell of sweat invaded his nasal cavity forcefully, weakening his senses and consciousness, making him dizzy, and he was no longer able to talk calmly and think rationally like a few minutes ago.

Knowing that it was not a dream, and the wish he had made was not shattered, but he still dared not reach out to take it, and did not dare to believe too easily that the three years were over like this. His waiting finally came to fruition, a good, real, Even exceeded the expected results.

Zhou Tong's kisses are different from before. They are no longer reckless, unknowingly plundering, nor rusty or cautious because of being separated for too long. He has become more skillful, calm and aggressive. Every sensitive point and deadly point of the prey is very sure to attack, but also so gentle that no opponent can compete with it.

Compared with the little wolf in the past, now he is more like a young wolf king who has gone through battles, full of forbearance and introverted strength, which makes people strange and irresistibly fascinated by it, even a kind of The illusion of having an affair with him without knowing him, nervous, uneasy, fresh and exciting.

But that's obviously him, his eyebrows, his eyes, his prickly short hair, his sexy Adam's apple, and the taste of hormones in his mouth, all of them are exactly what he remembered in his heart. You can find the small scar on his chest along the firm abdominal muscles and pectoral muscles.Xi Yang felt it carefully for a long time, and finally noticed something strange, so he waited for the gap between his lips to part, and said in a low voice while panting: "You have a beard."

"Does it hurt you?" Zhou Tong moved away a little, then lowered his head to kiss Xi Yang's neck. "After driving for a day and a night, I haven't had time to shave yet."

Xi Yang shook his head, straightened Zhou Tong's face, touched the green stubble that had just emerged on his chin, mustered up his courage, and took the initiative to stick it to it and rubbed it with the tip of his nose a few times: "Finally, I can send you to shave Need a knife."

"Like it?"

"Well, I like it."

The lights were not turned on in the office, Zhou Tong smiled, his expression was too dark to see clearly, only his teeth were shining white under the moonlight.

"Then don't shave?"

Xi Yang seemed a little shy, hugged Zhou Tong's neck tightly, buried his face and let out a muffled "hmm".

When long-lost lovers are about to meet again, they will also feel similar to the feeling of being close to home. They are afraid that things will change, they will be relatively silent, and they will be more afraid that their relationship has finally withstood the test of time, but their enthusiasm has long been lost in the long wait. After exhaustion, there is only meaningless persistence left, and it ends at the last moment without a problem.

I don't remember when it started, maybe three years ago, the second day after Zhou Tong left, Xi Yang began to imagine what state and mood he should be in when we meet again To him, speak the first sentence.

He knew that the greatest possibility was that he would, as a leader, walk up to Zhou Tong in an open and formal occasion under the gaze of many eyes, salute him, extend a hand to him, and then say to him, Hello Zhou Tong, the Provincial Special Service welcomes you back.

It is also possible to pick him up at the station in advance and take him back to the home that he unilaterally prepared for him. While looking forward to it, he is also worried that he will not like the decoration style, the style of furniture, the paintings of Ofey in the study and those small balance devices. Ornaments, as well as the pair of light gray slippers that have been placed in the entrance, ordinary and dull, two sizes larger than the other identical pair next to it.

Will you like it?Do you still like it?Xi Yang guessed and guessed.Three years in a flash, he is already 28 years old. His waist is injured, his shoulders are injured, his knees are injured, his body is much stiffer than before, and he can no longer do kicks, squats, spins, big jumps, all basic, graceful or flamboyant action.This pair of rough hands, this person who is fading in the corner, he is still willing to hold it again, does he still want it?

Zhou Tong appeared too suddenly, and after the huge surprise, a feeling of emptiness and uneasiness followed, making Xi Yang momentarily at a loss as to what to say and what to do next.

The moment of silence was broken by the ringing of the lights, and when the ear was quiet again, Zhou Tong said to Xi Yang who was hiding in his arms: "I'm so hungry."

Xi Yang still refused to look up: "Then...do you want to go to the cafeteria to see if there is any food?"

Zhou Tong gently kissed the top of Xi Yang's head, and asked him patiently: "It's the weekend, don't you want to go home?"

Is he going home with me, or letting me go home alone?Xi Yang grabbed Zhou Tong's collar and couldn't figure out the answer after a long time, so he could only answer the question: "What should I do with so many flowers?"

Zhou Tong took a step back, took Xi Yang's hand to let him hug his waist, raised his chin and looked at him and said, "If you like it, keep it, if you don't like it, throw it away, Du Wei and the others will help you deal with it. "

Xi Yang quickly shook his head, then nodded quickly: "I like it, it's just..." He couldn't figure out what was going on with him, so he couldn't speak, so he bit his lip in annoyance.

Three years was really too long for him, it was too long to recall the short period of crazy days before parting, and he was so ashamed to run away just thinking about it.Zhou Tong felt that Xi Yang at the moment was like a weak and timid mimosa, which was extremely sensitive to light and heat, and would close immediately under a little force, so he made a decision for him: "Take one bunch home, and the rest Let’s put it in Team Tu’s small garden, let’s go.”

Xi Yang nodded dully, then took out a bunch of keys from his pocket, took one of them and handed it to Zhou Tong, lowering his head and saying, "Your."

"I'll be home in a while, open the door..."

"Okay." Zhou Tong took the key and Xi Yang's hand into his palm.

There was a cool breeze blowing on a midsummer night, the moon was clear and flawless, and there seemed to be a few more stars than usual.Holding the rose for Xi Yang, Zhou Tong did not rush to stop the car after leaving the camp, but as if on purpose, took his hand and walked slowly on the somewhat deserted street, chatting with him while walking.

It wasn't until this time that Xi Yang realized that Zhou Tong was really in a hurry to come back, he was still wearing the training uniform of the internship company, and the rest didn't even have a backpack or a piece of luggage, but it seemed that he didn't need it at all. As if not caring, holding flowers in one hand and holding him in the other, every step was smooth and steady, with a clear direction, as natural as if he had repeated the matter of going home thousands of times.

Street lamps passed by them one by one, always able to repel and cover the darkness just before the onset, covering the ground with orange softness.Xi Yang walked beside Zhou Tong, a step slower than him, peeking at his side face from an angle that is not easy to be seen from the corner of his eye, seeing his sharper jaw and sharp eyebrows than before, his heart kept rushing. Out of the urge to stop and look at him under the light, I want to stand on tiptoe to boldly kiss him, hug him, and greet him on such an unexpected night, on the street, in front of the occasional passers-by. Talk about the three years full of fear and worry, love and longing.

There are low shrubs and tall maple trees on the side of the road. There may be a frog hiding there, or a noisy cicada.The road was a bit long, his heartbeat fluctuated from time to time, and his palms were sweating slightly.

Zhou Tong didn't know what Xi Yang was thinking, but only noticed that he was very nervous, as if he was a different person.After three years of separation, he was suffering, but he didn't want to say it, he didn't want to magnify his feelings, and he didn't want to use it to impress Xi Yang, because he knew very well that Xi Yang was the one who was hurt the most by waiting. , In comparison, the hardships I have suffered are not worth mentioning at all.

Therefore, he had to rush back desperately at the first moment, he didn't want to wait any longer, and he didn't want to, he couldn't let Xi Yang wait any longer, and suffer another second of torture and injury.

There is a 24-hour convenience store on the corner of the street. Zhou Tong wanted to try to relieve Xi Yang's nervousness, so he asked him, "Do you want ice cream?"

Xi Yang nodded, and Zhou Tong went in and bought him a frozen lychee-flavored popsicle.

Unable to hold hands when breaking the popsicles, Xi Yang hesitated for a moment, and reached out to grab Zhou Tong's clothes.

Children only eat this kind of food... He muttered to himself, and when he got it, he immediately ate it in small bites.

Zhou Tong took Xi Yang's other hand again and asked him: "Is it sweet?" He said: "There is nothing delicious in the grassroots troops. Everyone likes to buy this when it's hot, but the things processed by the small workshop are all sweet. Additives, the tongue is stained after eating."

Xi Yang was an intern in the provincial capital of a certain province in North China back then, and the conditions were relatively good, so he was lucky not to eat any inferior snacks.After hearing what Zhou Tong said, he paused, opened his mouth and stretched out a small part of his bright red tongue, and quickly glanced at Zhou Tong: "Is there any color?"

Zhou Tong was stunned for a moment, and then said a little funny: "The food I bought for you is imported regular food, and there will be no pigment."

Xi Yang said "Oh", and then raised the half-eaten popsicle to Zhou Tong: "Then do you want to eat it? There is no pigment."

Zhou Tong was a little dumbfounded, and wanted the mature, stable, and occasionally mischievous Xi Yang to come back quickly, and he liked the dumb and silly, but outrageously cute Xi Yang in front of him very much.He shook his head helplessly, and tapped the little mole on Xi Yang's lips with his index finger: "I want to eat what's in your mouth, can you give it to me?"

Xi Yang really thought about it for a while, then shook his head and said, "It melts as soon as you swallow it, why don't you eat the other half."

Zhou Tong: "..."

What happened during the three years I was away?Why can't my boyfriend even flirt?

It's still a bit far to walk two stops.Zhou Tong was afraid that Xi Yang's knee would hurt, so he took him to the side of the road to take a taxi. While waiting for the taxi, he asked, "Where did you go today? I haven't seen this shirt before."

Xi Yang's shirt was a little wrinkled by Zhou Tong, and the hem was not tucked in neatly. As soon as Zhou Tong said it, he quickly lowered his head to tidy it up. One hand was inconvenient, but the other hand was always holding Zhou Tong, refusing to Let go, as if afraid that he will disappear.

"My parents came here last year and brought all the clothes I didn't wear much before enlisting in the army. They were old and outdated. If you think they don't look good, I won't wear them in the future, or when I am free, I will go to Buy some new ones..."

Zhou Tong just mentioned it casually, never expecting that Xi Yang would care so much, and answer so seriously, he was cramped like a child who has nothing, is not beautiful or good enough.He seemed to instantly understand what Xi Yang was afraid of and what he needed, and realized that he had to take the initiative to speak up now, to give him, to give him a solid explanation for the past three years, so he didn't ask any more questions after getting in the car, and he didn't let go Xi Yang's hand, when he got home and entered the door, he immediately hugged him up and asked him where his bedroom was.

Xi Yang quietly prepared all the way, saying what to say first after arriving home, looking at which room first and then which room, but nothing was used.

"Does my brother not like me anymore?" Zhou Tong put Xi Yang on the bed, took off his shoes and socks for him, while he lay beside him, propped his head and asked with a bit of disappointment on purpose. "I'm tanned again, and I've grown a beard, and I'm no longer a little fresh meat that loses my eyebrows."

This seemed to be the Zhou Tong that Xi Yang was familiar with, and he immediately reached out to hug him in a panic: "I like it, I like it, I... I'm afraid you don't like me anymore."

Zhou Tong was soured by his performance, and his tone subconsciously softened: "If you don't like it, why don't you catch the first bus and buy so many flowers?"

Xi Yang stopped talking, Zhou Tong sighed silently, sat up leaning on the head of the bed, lit up the suspended moon lamp, and opened his arms to him.

"Did you cry the day I left?" Zhou Tong asked.

Xi Yang leaned in Zhou Tong's arms, unconsciously grabbed a thread at his collar, pulled it longer and longer, and lied bluntly: "No."

Zhou Tong smiled: "My brother is so heartless, I cried all the way, and the elder sister sitting next door gave me three packs of tissues."

"As of today, we have been separated for a total of 43 days. I have called you 120 times and sent 550 messages. From the first day, I have learned to use one mind and two tasks. No matter what I do Thinking about you at the same time, so the time to think about you is 400 seconds."

"Loving you is really a very long thing, so it's a lot of trouble, I still like to use my whole life as a unit."

"Do you know what I have been thinking about in the past three years? The first thing I want to do when I come back is to buy a cemetery for you and me, next to each other, the kind that can be buried together."

"Is there anything else to worry about?" Zhou Tong repeated to him what Xi Yang said in the black car during the Spring Festival three years ago. "Thank you for waiting for me, I'm home."

"Brother, do you miss me?"

The edge of the collar was pulled off the line, and it became tattered after a few words.Xi Yang consciously climbed onto Zhou Tong's lap and sat down on Zhou Tong's chest, choking on his chest, and said, "Tong Tong... I'm sorry, it's my problem. I waited so painfully that I still can't believe it , so scared..."

Zhou Tong held Xi Yang's face, kissed his tears dry, and coaxed him gently: "Don't cry, don't be afraid, I'm back, and I will never leave you again, you can say whatever you want, whatever you want in front of me Don't worry about it."

Xi Yang's eyes were so red that it made one's heart break, tears were like beads with a broken string, and there would be another string after one kiss.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid I won't see you, I'm afraid you won't come back."

Zhou Tong kissed him: "This problem has been solved, right? What else?"

Xi Yang said: "I am 28 years old, you are only 23."

Zhou Tong kissed him again: "You are my baby, my rose, and the unique light in this world. In the past three years, we have been separated by a normal line in two media, but the longer the time, the more you will move toward me. The more dazzling it is, you know?"

It turns out that people who study physics are really more romantic than poets. Xi Yang finally laughed through his tears, sat up straight, squeezed Zhou Tong's ears, and touched his eyelids.

"Have you seen anyone else? No matter male or female."

Zhou Tong wanted to kiss again, but Xi Yang avoided him.He leaned back aggrieved, raised his hands in surrender, and confessed honestly: "Report to the trainer, I haven't seen anyone else, does it count if others see me?"

"Forget it!" Xi Yang rubbed the corners of his eyes that were red from crying, and pursed his mouth angrily. "I'm going to check my phone."

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At noon the next day, Zhou Tong was woken up by the continuous vibration. He closed his eyes and fumbled for a long time, finally found the buzzing mobile phone from the messy, half-dry and half-wet things on the floor.

Probably because I waited too long, the phone was disconnected when I picked it up.He glanced lazily at the screen, closed it, opened it again, then widened his eyes, and sat up suddenly from the bed.

The phone belonged to Xi Yang, and when he turned on the screen, he could see a notification that the call request just now came from a friend named Yu Di in his WeChat.

Zhou Tong: ...

what's the situation?

Xi Yang was still sleeping, and when he woke up, there was no pain in his body.He turned over with difficulty, covered his face with the quilt and complained in a low voice: "Don't make trouble, I want to sleep..."

Zhou Tong turned over Xi Yang with his mobile phone, and lay down opposite him to pick off his quilt.

"Baby? Wake up, that... how come you have Yu Di's WeChat? What are you talking about? Can I read it?"

"Baby? Baby baby baby?"

Xi Yang was so annoyed by him, he kicked him without any strength, and pushed away his steaming face, "Look for yourself."

Xi Yang's mobile phone didn't have a password, and Zhou Tong found the conversation between him and Yu Di on WeChat without any effort.

Yu Di sent Xi Yang a text message and a photo more than ten minutes ago, probably because he never received a reply, so he called again.

The message said: Someone just came to re-check the acceptance and said that there is no problem. It is estimated that it will be open in two days. Thank you very much! [shake hands]

The photo was taken by Yu Di, the back view of a staff member in uniform checking fire facilities.

After reading the previous chat records, Zhou Tong finally laid down beside Xi Yang, kissed his forehead, and said softly, "Why are you so nice?"

Xi Yang touched and put Zhou Tong's hand on his waist, asking him to hold her, and got into his arms and said in a daze, "Because I love you so much."

Even if you are really petty and petty.

"Someone went to her place to check." Zhou Tong stroked Xi Yang's waist affectionately with his fingers. "Yu Di said thank you."

Thank me?Xi Yang half-asleep and half-awake recalled that he did help to make a phone call the day before, but even if the other party wanted to save face, it is unlikely that they would arrange someone to come to check and accept so quickly during the rest day.

He opened his eyes and looked at Zhou Tong suspiciously: "Give me the phone."

Zhou Tong handed the mobile phone to Xi Yang without knowing why, and seeing that he clicked on the photo and glanced at it, he immediately sat up from the bed just like himself.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Tong looked at Xi Yang's gradually pale face, and suddenly had a very bad premonition in his heart.

And this premonition was confirmed in the next moment.

"Zhou Tong, call the police, call the police immediately." Xi Yang didn't look up, his eyes were still fixed on the face reflected in the glass window of the fire hydrant in the photo on the phone, and he tried his best but couldn't calm himself down. "This is not someone from the acceptance department, but Tao Weinan."