Heart fire

Three years.

In fact, five years is longer, but I live without expectations. It seems that the suffering is only a moment, but now that Zhou Tong is here, Xi Yang can't bear it even if he goes downstairs to buy medicine for more than ten minutes. The three-year separation What should I do? If I think about it for a while, my heart will be shattered by restlessness and reluctance, and the pain is so painful that it is difficult to breathe.

It was as if I had turned back to the greedy child I used to be overnight, wanting a lot of love to fill my body, fill the cracks in my heart, and fill every inch of time in the rest of my long life.

Not enough, no matter how much I want, no matter how much I give, I feel that it is not enough.

There was warm air in the room, but when Zhou Tong left, the heat seemed to be drawn away, and the whole space quickly became cold and unfamiliar.Xi Yang reminisces about countless fierce or gentle kisses, scorching love words and scorching body temperature, wrapping up the quilt by himself, counting the time and waiting for him to come back.

From yesterday to today, every second that passes, I love him more, and I can't do without him even more.

He said that he wanted to be an adult, but he guessed that few adults would love so passionately and magnanimously like him. A strong and oppressive breath released during courtship.Xi Yang couldn't drive or eat well, and when he was less than halfway communicating with the designer in the coffee shop, he blushed because he couldn't bear the sight cast from the side, and couldn't sit still, so he had to find a With an excuse, he hid in the bathroom and slowly washed his face with cold water.

The mirror cannot reflect his secret.Except for the instigator, no one knew how fast his heart was beating and how nervous he was.

After a while, Zhou Tong really followed. As soon as he entered the door, he was pulled into the cubicle and pushed to sit on the toilet seat.

Outside the door was the sound of lazy afternoon music, water drops fell from the tips of her hair, and dripped on the skin, blurring into a small patch of ambiguous traces.Xi Yang straddled up facing him, held Zhou Tong's shoulders, looked at him half-ashamedly and half-angrily with moist and affectionate eyes, and asked him what he wanted to do.

The receipt with the obscene words was still in his pocket, and he asked the question knowingly.

What a stable and self-restraining officer brother, Zhou Tong loves his appearance, at an age between immature and mature, one point is too thick, and one point is too light, like a fruit that is green on the surface and rich in the inside. I want to bite but worry that it won't be the time, and I can't wait until tomorrow.

What do you want to do?Want to water it, moisten it, let it ripen and overflow with the sweetest sap.

In the small space, Zhou Tong tightened his arms to bring the person closer and hugged him tightly, sticking to him, using his body's reaction to let him feel the answer.

It's your fault that you are too alluring, and you provoke me without showing off.

He pretended to be pitiful, saying that since seeing you, I have been hard until now, it hurts so much.

Bad kids.Xi Yang pushed him and shoved him fiercely like a cat, first warn him in a low voice, hold on!Kissing his earlobe again to coax him, be good, don't make trouble, I will rub it for you later, and give you a kiss, okay?

After half a day of the carefully planned date itinerary, it went directly to the last stage.After closing the door and pressing the do-not-disturb warning light, the two squandered the whole afternoon in the room with the curtains tightly closed, until the things provided by the hotel were not enough, Zhou Tong put on his clothes and went downstairs in a hurry. Room service, sitting on the bed and feeding Xi Yang to eat sandwiches and cakes. After a few mouthfuls, he wanted to snatch it back from his mouth to taste. Clean up and savor.

Xi Yang thought he was greedy enough, but Zhou Tong, who was sick from lovesickness, was even more hungry and demanding than him.

From the moment he entered the door, Xi Yang kept begging and compromising. He said, don't tear my clothes anymore, okay, I didn't change them, but Zhou Tong didn't listen at all.He said he wanted to take a bath to get ready, but Zhou Tong refused to let him go, and he didn't want to wait for even a quarter of an hour, pestering him, pressing him down, smelling his scent and praising him for his fragrance.

Xi Yang has never wasted time so presumptuously and peacefully. In just one afternoon, those piercing alarm bells, heart-piercing cries, the smell of burning material, and the dark fire scene all seemed to be far away from him. Far away, never happened.

It's too extravagant, he treats every time as the last time to do and feel, so when Zhou Tong looked down at him and said to him, don't be so calm, just be a little more crazy for me, and be a little more sloppy, he tried Open up your body a little more, give him a little more fiery response, hug him tightly, kiss him passionately, and let him continue to explore deeper.

A 20-year-old child doesn't understand temperance at all, and his physical strength is beyond ordinary.Even if he is already very tired, when he wakes up at night, he feels Zhou Tong’s restlessness, and hears him whispering in a daze that I want more, Xi Yang will still reply, come on, and then gently, take the initiative He led him to find himself, let him run wild in a half-dream and half-awake state, and only when he was bitten and bumped into unbearable, he couldn't help but curse a bitch in a low and hoarse voice, and then he suffered more vicious consequences. Begging him to take it easy.

There are also times when sitting on top is looked up.At that time, Zhou Tong will completely hand over the control to Xi Yang, and he will only be responsible for enjoying and looking at him obsessively, encouraging him, igniting him with love words that make people blush and heartbeat, affirming him again, and muttering, brother, How many treasures do you have that I haven't found?Do a dance for me, okay, on me.

Xi Yang leaned over to kiss the scar on his chest, and said yes, let me be an unquenchable fire in your heart.

In the healed burn, the color of the small piece of skin is slightly lighter than other places, its shape is like a birthmark, and it is sharp and hot like the air imprint on the surface of a meteorite, irregular.It was just before dawn that Xi Yang lay back in Zhou Tong's arms to rest. He looked at and touched the small scar that existed because of him with a faint light, his heart throbbed slightly, and he grew out of the pain An uneasy liking.

"Fool," he said after a moment.

After a night of arrogance and recklessness, Zhou Tong seemed to have finally been satisfied, his childishness faded away, he turned over and pulled Xi Yang closer, stroked him, rubbed his eyebrows and eyelashes with the tip of his nose, like a beast would clean and comb each other, Give him a sense of security and warmth afterwards.

"You are the fool." Zhou Tong fought back without thinking at first, and then suddenly realized what Xi Yang was talking about, his heart felt sore and unbearable, and he quickly hugged him even tighter. "No...don't blame yourself, it's my fault, I didn't follow you closely to protect you, and even hurt you..."

"At the warehouse that day...brother, I'm sorry."

He is the one who should be sorry the most.Xi Yang stepped back a little, motioned Zhou Tong to pull out his arm, then hugged him back, let him bury his head in his arms, and asked softly: "There are more than 20 ways to tie a lifeline. Want to try something else?"

Adults are better at flirting, euphemism is more exciting than directness, Zhou Tong became inexplicably shy, arched his head sullenly, his voice was vague and faintly excited: "Yes!"

My boyfriend loves me so much!Zhou Tong became a little excited just thinking about it casually, but then he heard Xi Yang say again: "I really want to tie you by my side with a rope, and I won't let you go anywhere."

The same strong possessive desire, some people express it in a pathological way, while others are as gentle and peaceful as a lake, quiet and powerful, making people sink into it unknowingly, drowning willingly.Zhou Tong was extremely ashamed, and asked cautiously: "Do you want to tie me up? Do you... want to try... on top? I am willing."

Xi Yang was amused by his stupidity, and leaned close to his ear and told him a secret: "If you tried to be down, you won't want to be up. You are so good, I am not stupid."

"Besides, if you are tied up, you will just lie there obediently? I don't believe it."

A few words made Zhou Tong's brain hotter than his face, and he blurted out without thinking: "Then you hold me, and I will do whatever you ask me to do, whether it is fast or slow, light or heavy, it's all up to you, okay? ?”

If you continue to tease it, you will really not be able to get out of bed today.Zhou Tong also needed to rest. Xi Yang patted his head, intending to ask him something else to calm him down: "When will the exam be? How is the review going? Are you still used to being in the team?"

Zhou Tong: "..."

Why did the boyfriend turn back into a trainer?

Still in bed.

Although a little disappointing, Zhou Tong still habitually replied obediently: "I will take the exam at the end of this month, and the review is not bad..."

"Headquarters, um...it's a bit boring. I'm still studying with my old colleagues this week, watching them revise the market access system for fire protection products. Next week, I will prepare for the Fire Science and Technology Academic Exchange Conference. The leader asked me to familiarize myself with it as soon as possible. Master it, and do a promotion of scientific research results of broadband and narrowband communication systems."

It is easy for the trainer to enter the working state, even if he has no clothes on, and he has neither textbooks nor any tools for demonstration operations.

"Well, I have probably heard about this project. If it can be popularized and applied, it can solve the problem of fast emergency communication networking at the site of major disasters and accidents, coverage of signal blind areas, cross-system, cross-band, and cross-network interconnection, and integrated communication dispatching command. problems like that."

"How are you preparing? Have you practiced? Tell me first?"

Very good, the instructor has started to take the test.

on the bed.

"The fire-fighting broadband and narrowband integrated communication system includes 1 vehicle-mounted broadband ad hoc network base station, 2 backpack-type broadband ad hoc network base stations, and 2 narrowband ad hoc network base stations..."

“......音视频通信调度平台软件1套、融合通信软件1套、现场异构互联音视频指挥通信平台，含一机三屏前指调度终端1台和异构互联音视频通信软件1套......服务器1台、交换机1台、防火墙1台......”

"The achievement has passed third-party inspections such as waterproof, dustproof, high and low temperature, vibration, rain, drop, etc., and has the radio transmission equipment model approval certificate, PDT network access test report..."

Zhou Tong had no expression on his face, and after reciting the above content without any cadence, he found that he was really soft.

Fortunately, I passed the exam.

"Can I go and listen?" Xi Yang kissed Zhou Tong in satisfaction. "I want to see my Tongtong wearing formal clothes and giving a speech on stage."

"Then you have to sit in the first row to watch." Zhou Tong's front softened, but his tail was still up. "January [-]th happens to be a Saturday."

This year’s Lunar New Year falls on January 28, more than half a month earlier than in previous years. Xi Yang thought about it carefully, and said a little distressed: “Ah, is it January [-]? There will be activities in the team that day.”

This week, Zhou Tong dreamed about Secret Service every night, and immediately asked him: "What activity?"

"The party before the Spring Festival." Seeing his earnest face, Xi Yang felt a little distressed, so he comforted him and said, "It's okay, I will try my best to arrange the time."

The party, I heard about it on the first day of the next company, and I have been looking forward to it.Will there be a show at the news conference?Zhou Tong lay down on his hands and feet in despair, stared at the high ceiling and said nothing.

Xi Yang got up and pinched his ears: "Why are you unhappy?"

Grandma passed away before the Spring Festival last year. In the past, even if my father and brother couldn't come back, home was like home with the elderly, and the old and the young could celebrate the festival happily.Although I was the only one left this year, I thought I could spend the New Year with everyone in Teqin, and Zhou Tong didn't feel lonely, but now...

"It's okay, I just can't bear you." Zhou Tong didn't want to easily expose his vulnerable side and make Xi Yang feel sorry for him, although he knew that as long as he spoke, his boyfriend would find a way to make up for him and fulfill all his wishes.

"I really have to leave after the Spring Festival, three years..."

Three years.

Being a soldier is very hard, even in colleges and universities. You have to train, take classes, and go to the grassroots combat units for internships. There are basically no weekends.In order to cultivate high-quality officers, the management and training system of the Armed Police Academy is several times stricter than that of ordinary companies. Xi Yang knows this better than anyone else. There are very few opportunities to make a phone call there. Some people can still insist on talking about a long-distance relationship that cannot be seen or touched.

How can Xi Yang be willing to part with it, but he knows that he can no longer use selfish emotions to tie down his lover as in the past, Zhou Tong needs to grow up, and so does he.

It's just that he doesn't understand why every road he walks is more difficult than others.

He is also eager to stay when he passes a platform that can be docked, and wait for the spring to bloom after the wind and snow pass.

There is only one way, think about Zhou Tong, live for him, and wait for him to come back.

"Are you tired?" Xi Yang did not follow Zhou Tong's words, lifted the quilt and approached him, lying on his chest to count his heartbeat.

"Not tired, just a little sleepy." Zhou Tong replied honestly.

Not tired is good, just a little bit is good.Xi Yang got up a little bit, and while kissing Zhou Tong, he reached out to find a bathrobe in the messy bedding, and pulled out the string on it.

The bathrobe is huge so the cord is very long.

"Do it again if you don't sleep." Xi Yang sat upright, riding on Zhou Tong's lap, hugged his head, wrapped the end of the rope around his neck, and skillfully hit the middle of the collarbone. He tied a knot, then tightened the other end in his hand, pulling him up to support his upper body.

The snow-white, shaggy cord matches his pup.

"I want to do this once, can I?"

Draw the curtains and the sky will not be bright.The night is so beautiful, keep this moment first, stay today.