Heart fire

The light snowflakes melted as soon as they touched the ground, and soon wet the silent and empty road.Huo Ci tried his best to drive the car as slow and steady as possible, but not long after getting in the car, Xi Yang still vomited. He vomited into a plastic bag so badly that his heart was piercing, and the hand holding Zhou Tong was almost about to kill him broken wrist.

The whole car smelled of alcohol.Apart from the wine, Xi Yang vomited only gastric juice, and Zhou Tong could even see blood streaks in the vomit under the dim light.On the way, Huo Ci turned the car into a gas station, went down to buy wet tissues, water, and a small packet of imported hangover candy, and came back. He restarted the car, lowered the windows a little bit to let the car breathe, and drove from time to time. Looking at the back row from the rearview mirror, seeing Xi Yang, who was still in pain after throwing up, clutching Zhou Tong's collar and snuggling up in his arms, all kinds of guesses seemed to be confirmed at this moment, so he couldn't help it. He stopped and asked, "Well, you..."

Zhou Tong gently stroked Xi Yang's tightly knit eyebrows with his thumb, and Xi Yang immediately shrank into his arms again, making a small sound, unable to tell whether it was uncomfortable, dissatisfied, or acting like a spoiled child. groans.

"Okay, okay, don't move you, sleep for a while." Zhou Tong carefully avoided the wound and kissed his forehead, and then looked at Huo Ci who looked surprised in the rearview mirror: "Well, we... ..”

"Okay, you don't need to say anything, I understand." Huo Ci immediately avoided his eyes, scratched his head in embarrassment, and then adjusted the rearview mirror by the way, lest he always unconsciously want to look backward look. "It's very good, it's the first time I've seen Xiao Xi relying on others so much, it's very good..."

"Brother Huo Ci." Zhou Tong suddenly spoke to the back of his head, his tone was extremely serious, but also very sincere. "I know you liked the trainer, I thought you were already together before you came here."

The signal light ahead suddenly turned red, and Huo Ci almost stopped and stopped outside the solid line.

"No, no, nothing, nothing." He quickly pulled the handbrake, turned sideways and waved his hands behind him. "Your trainer has rejected me a long time ago."

"Yeah." Zhou Tong smiled very restrainedly. "I don't mean anything else. I just want to tell you that I will treat him well and protect him. Don't worry."

Huo Ci responded with "Mmmm", thinking to himself, isn't your kid clearly declaring sovereignty to me, reminding me to be careful not to overstep my limits, do you think I can't hear it?But he was indeed moved by the young man's faint arrogance and pure sincerity, so he let go of his doubts and calmly explained to Zhou Tong: "I also kept a friend because I guessed that these people might attack him. Heart. Tonight is really unlucky, there is a case that is urgently short of manpower, and there is no other way to withdraw the follow-up colleague, I did not expect..."

Zhou Tong took a few hot breaths into his palm, held Xi Yang's cold hand, and asked, "What's going on? Why did they target the trainer?"

We're two blocks away and we're home.Huo Ci thought about it for a while, and then focused on summarizing the whole story to Zhou Tong. At the end, he told him: "You just need to know, don't say anything, and don't be reckless. Someone from above is already looking into it, so don't worry about it." , None of these bastards can escape."

Zhou Tong really didn't expect the situation to be so complicated, and he was a little worried about Yao Hongwei, worried that if something happened to Tu Ke, Wen Yue would collapse, and worried that the entire secret service would be implicated, but he was still very sensible and didn't ask any more questions, just a little bit The head said: "Okay, I will remember, thank you."

After a few words, the kung fu car has already driven into the community.Xi Yang fell asleep all the way, and didn't wake up until it was time to get out of the car, but he held on to Zhou Tong's arm tightly from the beginning to the end, as if subconsciously grasping a life-saving straw, and refused to let go no matter what .Zhou Tong carried him out of the car, and carried him all the way to Huo Ci's house. After entering the door, he quickly helped him lie down on the sofa. He planned to pour a glass of water and wash his face with a hot towel. He grabbed his arm, and when he turned around, he opened his tired eyes, looking for him with somewhat slack, panicked eyes.

The lights in the room were dimly turned on, and Zhou Tong sat on the edge of the sofa, coaxing him patiently with a gentle voice that couldn't be more gentle: "You are safe now, I won't go far, I will come back with a glass of water. What do you want to drink? Honey ? Juice? Or plain water?"

Xi Yang looked at him with drunken eyes, and after a while, he suddenly grabbed his arm and sat up, then wrapped his arms around his neck and fell on top of him, burying his face in the socket of his neck.

Zhou Tong's heart instantly turned into a puddle of water with complicated tastes.He patted Xi Yang on the back, smiled and said in his ear: "I see, Yang Yang wants to drink juice, right?"

The drunk trainer is not noisy, very obedient and clingy.It took Zhou Tong a lot of effort to coax Xi Yang to lie down. Huo Ci led him around the house and told him that there was fruit juice and purified water in the refrigerator, and new towels and toothbrushes in the bathroom cabinet. The air conditioner and water heater will automatically adjust the temperature without adjustment. The guest room is the second room on the left hand side of the corridor. The sheets and quilts were newly changed a few days ago.

It was late, after explaining the password of the door lock, Huo Ci took the car keys and prepared to leave.He stood outside the door and hesitated for a long time, but he turned around and said to Zhou Tong who escorted him to the door, "There is a blue bag in the drawer under the sink. Just use it..."

Zhou Tong looked at him puzzled: "What?"

Huo Ci: "..."

"You guys...cough cough...pay attention to safety measures...I think you look like a novice...do you want me to tell you? I still have a little time......"

Zhou Tong: "..."

The husband and wife next door were still arguing at this late hour, and there were faint sounds of passionate scolding and throwing plates and bowls from inside the door.The two men looked at each other like idiots across a threshold in the weird atmosphere. After a while, Zhou Tong ruthlessly closed the door, and said goodbye to Huo Ci, who was eating radishes and worrying, from the crack of the door: "Bye, brother!" , drive slowly in snowy weather."

...

The air conditioner in the living room has a humidification function, and the air quickly becomes warm and humid, just right for walking around in short sleeves.The water vapor condensed on the floor-to-ceiling windows into a crisp, white and translucent ice flower, which atomized the orange light and reflected a faint halo.When Zhou Tong finished washing, found mouthwash through the towel, and returned to the sofa with fruit juice and a small bowl of noodles, Xi Yang was already hugging his coat, curled up in a cloud of blurred and complicated light and shadow, and once again lightly Fell asleep.

But he didn't seem to be sleeping soundly. As soon as Zhou Tong approached him, he woke up, rubbed his eyes and turned his body uncomfortably, and then stretched out his arms very naturally to the person standing in front of him.

The trainer wants a hug.Zhou Tong hurriedly put down his things and leaned over to hug Xi Yang, but he was afraid that he would be uncomfortable if he was pressed, so he put one hand on the back of the sofa to keep a distance from him, leaned against his side face and asked in his ear: "Are you awake?" ? Do you want to scrub it for you? You can sleep more comfortably."

Xi Yang obediently hugged his clothes and sat up, and swished his mouthwash a few times with "gurgling" in his mouth, his eyes were immediately filled with tears from the stimulation of the peppermint smell.

While helping him wipe his hands, Zhou Tong reminded him not to swallow the mouthwash, but to spit it into a paper cup.He looked at Xi Yang's bulging cheeks, teary and ignorant, and asked with distress and amused: "Is the stomach still hurting? Are you hungry? I only found dried noodles and thick soup treasures, let's put a pad first , I’ll cook something delicious for you tomorrow.”

My head is still dizzy after sleeping.Xi Yang took only one mouthful of the noodles that were brought to his mouth, then poured them back again, and stretched out his hand again to ask Zhou Tong to hug him. not accommodating.

He just fell into a pile of sofa cushions, wearing a clean white shirt and white socks, with his feet resting on Zhou Tong's lap presumptuously, moving around dishonestly.There are a few strands of hair curling up in a mess from the wound where the medicine has been applied, making him look too lazy and cute, like a flesh and blood person, not the usual gentle and aloof, inaccessible instructor .

Sensing that Xi Yang was unscrupulously and relaxedly exposing his drunken state, Zhou Tong suddenly felt an indescribable sadness in his heart: "Take you to bed? Tomorrow...wake up tomorrow, don't you?" Can you still remember me and want me to be by your side like this?"

I don't know if Xi Yang is listening, and if he understands, Zhou Tong only feels that the two hands hooked around his neck have been pulling him down forcefully, pressing him into his bosom that smells of alcohol.The tangy smell also contained a hint of body fragrance that belonged exclusively to Xi Yang. Instead of feeling disgusted, Zhou Tong indulged in this indescribably sweet fragrance and couldn't extricate himself from it.He obediently lay on Xi Yang's body, allowing him to linger with him in a daze, and asked him in a whisper, "What are you talking about, baby? I can't hear you clearly."

Xi Yang's lips rubbed against Zhou Tong's ear like a kiss but not a kiss, and the breath he exhaled was vague and soft like snowflakes melting on the glass.

Zhou Tong listened carefully for a long time before he realized that he said "want me".

"You want me..." Xi Yangwei closed his eyes, suddenly let go of Zhou Tong's neck and gently pushed him away, and then his slender fingers landed on his chest, slowly, one by one. Lidi unbuttoned the buttons that Zhou Tong had fastened for him not long ago.

He was too calm, so calm that Zhou Tong couldn't judge whether he was drunk or sober.If he could be a little more impulsive, behave violently like most drunk people, do these dangerous actions, and throw himself into Zhou Tong's arms frantically, then Zhou Tong can definitely believe that he is messing around with alcohol, It can be rejected rationally and stopped calmly.But at this moment, his mind was in a daze, his throat was as dry as a desert of hunger and thirst, and he could not make any calm voice.

He felt that his breathing was out of control, and he was about to give up struggling, drowning in those eyes that were rippling with spring water.

The words "I never loved you" and "I don't want to see you again" are still deeply in Zhou Tong's mind, stabbing his heart all the time.But the person who said those words has already groped and kissed his lips, hooked the small hole in his chest, tore open his T-shirt, and stroked his chest.The moment his cold fingers touched the wound, Zhou Tong straightened up suddenly as if he had been hit hard by something, left the sofa and walked quickly into the bathroom, opened the drawer under the sink, and said to Huo Ci. Several condoms and a small unopened bottle of lube were found in the blue bag.

He returned to the living room with these things, and found that Xi Yang had kicked off his jeans, and was lying on the back of the sofa wearing only his shirt and socks. Watermarked.

"Yang Yang." Zhou Tong called him, stood on the spot and watched him turn around slowly, raised his hand, moved in sync with him, took off his shirt and threw it on the ground in sync with him, and then looked at each other passionately from a silent distance .

In Zhou Tong's eyes, Xi Yang's body had an incredible beauty.He has seen so many comrades-in-arms with strong bodies, but no one is as perfect as the trainer. All the lines and muscles are not lacking or redundant. Like a clam shell, it is full of hard strength and full of tenacity. , Strange softness.

Zhou Tong has no way to think about whether Xi Yang remembers that they broke up, and he is not clear about what he is doing and who he is facing at the moment.

"Say it again." His voice was trembling slightly like his hands. "I'll give it to you if I say it again, okay?"

The scald on the left chest was like a cluster of burning flames beating hotly on it, following the frequency of the heartbeat and refusing to stop for a long time.Every step Zhou Tong took was heavy and difficult, and his vision gradually became blurred, overflowing with hot liquid.Then he heard Xi Yang, who was kneeling on the sofa and looking up, softly said to him: "I want you."

"Want me."

The temperature rises rapidly with the footsteps and movements, and the two streams of hot air blur the ice on the glass window, rendering overlapping figures.

Zhou Tong discovered for the first time that a certain depth under the trainer's cold skin turned out to be so hot.

I want you, I want you in this life and this life, I want you to be the fire that will never go out in my heart, there is only death, and there will be no separation.