Heart fire

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Zhou Tong was stunned by the kick, and the more he heard his nonsense, the more angry he became. However, when he got up from the ground, he groped and grabbed Xi Yang's kicking feet, hugged him and found his lips, and once again savagely Stirred in, but suddenly tasted a strong smell of rust between his teeth, and touched his wet cheek.

It's blood, Zhou Tong is more familiar with the taste of blood than anyone else.He froze for a moment and regained his sanity in an instant. In his panic and anxiety, he kicked over a row of foam fire extinguishers at the foot of the wall, stumbled over several air compressors, touched the switch on the wall, and turned on the light.

When the light came on, he turned his head to look at Xi Yang, and all the previous shameless and obscene sense of accomplishment and self-righteous thoughts were shattered in that instant.

The picture in front of him, the trainer he had, is, and will respect so much, is exactly as he imagined, curled up on the hose pan with his legs bent, his eyes are moist and flushed, and his body is full of remnants of lust and desire. The seductive breath, so weak, so helpless, so heartbreaking.Unexpectedly, a trail of blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth, and slid down his jaw to his collarbone. The skin on his chest was rubbed with bloodstains, which looked so shocking under the dim light.

What made Zhou Tong feel even more painful was the blurry tears on his face that wet his gentle eyebrows and smile.

what did I do......

what did i do to him !

Zhou Tong rushed to Xi Yang, quickly took off his training uniform and covered him, hugged him to untie the ropes that bound his wrists, kissed the tear stains on his face, and kept begging for his help in a trembling voice. forgive.

"Sorry...instructor...sorry..."

He is like a wild beast that changes shape with the rising and setting of the moon. At this moment, he is reborn and reincarnated as a human being, but he can't remember the crimes he committed when he was demented and crazy, or the lover he hurt.

What did he do, what did he do to his lover, brother, and trainer who promised to love, love, and protect for a lifetime?

He once looked straight into his eyes with incomparable honesty, and told him that love is a risk, love is faith, love is giving up oneself, dedicating oneself to have a relationship with the other party, and it is the courage to surrender willingly to the other party.He loves Xi Yang more than anyone else, cherishes his self-esteem, worships his self-love, has the same soul and the same belief as him, but now he has failed his tolerance, ruined his love, and bullied him in this way Tortured him, made him bite the tip of his tongue and shed tears to endure humiliation and pain, and tore his tender heart.

The person in his arms was crying and trembling, and the more and more clear sobs were like knives on his heart, gouging out Zhou Tong's softest and most fragile part, making him suffocate with pain.

"Brother, I'm sorry...I want you, I want to possess you so that you will only belong to me forever. No matter what happens, I can accept it calmly, but when I see you, I feel wronged, become weak, and want to hear Your comfort requires your affirmation."

"Punish me, beat me and scold me whatever you want, just don't leave me... Please, as you said, let me follow you for the rest of my life? I only have you. "

Zhou Tong didn't realize that he was crying too. Everything about him, worry and nervousness, jealousy and frustration, including tears became insignificant. Except for the heart, the scars left by the beating on the back and the corner of the mouth, all the pain was gone.

He wiped off the filth on Xi Yang's body bit by bit with a paper towel, helped him get dressed, knelt down on one knee and tied the shoelaces on his feet tightly, then hugged him, coaxed him, and comforted him, finally Made him stop sobbing.

But Xi Yang kept his head down and red eyes all the time, and for a long time he refused to say a word to Zhou Tong.

Zhou Tong also gradually stopped talking, because what he said was meaningless and could not offset the bad deeds he had committed.He hugged his trainer like this, hugging him in his arms to warm his cold body, his swollen wrists, and finally heard him say after a long time: "I want to go back."

"I'll see you off, can I see you off?" Zhou Tong asked cautiously. "Is it cold? Are you hungry? I'll cook you a bowl of soup and dumplings. Are you waiting for me in the office, or do you want to take a shower first?"

"Zhou Tong." Xi Yang interrupted him again.

Zhou Tong's heart sank heavily following this call, and then he heard what he was most afraid of hearing among countless hypotheses.

"Let's stop here. I've been lonely for too long just playing with you, and I can't refuse Team Yao's arrangement. You are too young, too ignorant, and too clingy, which makes me feel very tired."

The trainer can't lie and has no reason to lie, but how could Zhou Tong be, and how would he want to believe that this would be his true words.

"Brother, I will change..."

"Call me Team Xi from now on." Xi Yang didn't seem to intend to listen any longer, pushed Zhou Tong away and supported the iron frame and stood up, his tone and attitude were as cold and unfamiliar as another person he didn't know. "I think you'd better not stay in Secret Service, it will be embarrassing when officer Huo comes next time."

"What happened today is the price I should pay for being irresponsible, and it won't happen again in the future. Zhou Tong, take care."

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The rain outside has stopped, and the washed sunset glow is extraordinarily bright, caressing the wet earth gently through the clouds.Xi Yang walked out of the warehouse, turned around and left, stepped into the endless track that the past five years had spent a long time consuming, and began to practice forgetting again.