Heart fire

Wen Yue is about to collapse.

Rarely in his life has he faced such a breakdown.Not when the first place in the grade was surpassed, not when others went out to play and I had to practice piano at home, not when I missed the art test because of acute appendicitis, not when the training performance was poor, and the physical strength could not keep up. The first time goes back to junior high school, when she was chased all the way to the door by a female classmate from another school, blocked in the corridor and forced a kiss. The feeling of humiliation, shame, discomfort and grievance is still unforgettable, so that it is the age when it is time to fall in love , when faced with a girl who approached him a little bit proactively, he would be nervous as if he was facing a formidable enemy, asking uncontrollably: "What are you doing?"

He looked weak and helpless but would rather die than submit. Those who didn't know thought someone was going to rape him...

So I haven't talked about a successful relationship so far, let alone a normal kiss.

Although the family was engaged in business, it had been a scholarly family for several generations, and the family rules were very strict.Wen Yue has been taught since childhood that he should be steady in life and things, not reckless, let alone frivolous and rude. Wen's father and Wen's mother have always hoped that their son will marry back a knowledgeable, virtuous and filial daughter-in-law in the future. One plays the piano, one masters the outside and the other masters the inside, passing on the tradition and family business of the Wen family.

Unexpectedly, the daughter-in-law did not say anything, and the son clamored to join the army as soon as he turned eighteen.Wen Yue's grandfather has a military complex. When he was young, he was rejected because of his status, and he has always been troubled.Without his encouragement and support, Wen's father and mother would never agree to anything, and now they still regret being told by that kid that "the youth is strong, the country is strong", "if I don't go to hell, who will go to hell", "swear Blinded by the passionate keynote speech of “Serving the Country” and the old man messing with it, he nodded in confusion.Nowadays, Wen Ma doesn't want to wash her face with tears when she eats and eats. Every day, besides scolding Wen's father, she scolds Wen's father for making you do nothing!Let you let him mess around!Are you okay now?Get into the fire! ?You give me back my precious son!

Dad Wen flipped through the cell phone address book wanting to cry but without tears: How did I know that I would be in the fire department by such a coincidence... I don’t even know why I, Wen Jinbao, who has been planning and planning for half his life, gave birth to a son Love to make fire and carry a fire extinguisher?

Wen Yue never thought that he would become a firefighter, but he never thought that this matter could have anything to do with Zhou Tong.He may not have such deep obsessions as Zhou Tong, and he has never experienced a childhood of love, parting, suffering and wandering like him. Apart from the accident in the car accident, he has not even had a serious police call so far. He has been out before, but being a soldier has given him too many "firsts" for the first time to integrate into such a group, and his words and deeds do not represent only himself; The bloody wounds of the comrades-in-arms, the complex emotions of hatred, love or gratitude for the parties and their families.Countless moments made him understand Zhou Tong better. Like Zhou Tong, he longed to become strong and brave, and wanted to overthrow his past self, the self who longed for change but had no courage, and could only follow the good.

Without a physical advantage, you can only suffer more and suffer more than others.Wen Yue didn't dare to wishful thinking to reach the heights of the trainer and Xiang's deputy team. Even catching up with Zhou Tong, in his opinion, would never be possible.But as a man, even if he knows how to do his best and be ashamed of his heart, he cannot help being trapped by the self-esteem hidden deep in his heart. At a certain moment, he will be inspired by powerful peers and abilities that he does not have. , Just like in the fighting class that day, watching the shirtless Tu Ke burst out with energy when he swung a beautiful blow in the boxing ring, he actually daydreamed wildly, imagining that his hands playing the zither Put on the gloves, attack, punch, evade, defend, use coherent and chic movements to beat the opponent to the point of being unable to counterattack, and finally climb to the top amidst wild cheers, raise your arms and shout, and become a real winner once.

He was even taken aback by his own primitive and violent thought.

Wen Yue also thought that he was just infected by the atmosphere at that time, and it was just a whim in his head.After all, seeing such a scene of bursting hormones, a man would be excited and eager to try it. It was not until many years later that Wen Yue realized that this is the simple but powerful charm of boxing.It's just that he didn't expect that he would dare to propose to Tu Ke that he wanted to learn. In fact, he regretted it after he said it, and he didn't know how to take it back, so he could only bite the bullet and pretend.

And what made him even more unexpected was that the other party actually agreed. Although it sounded a bit perfunctory, Team Tu has always kept his promises, and Wen Yue has never been taught. If you want to help, it will appear that you are too unhappy and too awkward.

So help is a help, but this help can help...

Lost all my face.

...

Tu Ke just wanted to pretend that he was a bit special in terms of sexual orientation, so as to scare away his suitors, a kiss without any meaning, don't need to think too complicated.But Wen Yue only had the experience of being forced to kiss, and it was not very pleasant, so it was a very tricky thing for him to actively kiss others, where to kiss?how kiss?When he asked this question, he was going to cry because of his stupidity.

Tu Ke's answer was also very general, saying that it's fine to kiss casually and play it by ear, the most important thing is not to kiss too fakely to make the other party suspect.Wen Yue was afraid that he wouldn't dare to ask any more questions, so he nodded in a daze, but still didn't understand where he should kiss him.

After leaving the gate of the camp, walked to a place less than ten meters away from the Mercedes-Benz, and after confirming that they had entered the visible range of the people in the car, Wen Yue turned around tremblingly, facing Tu Ke's sharp-edged The side face swallowed nervously, moved a small step first, then moved a small step, until he was close enough to see the fine hair on his earlobe, counted the hairs on his temples, and couldn't find the bottom of his mouth. He was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, wishing to find a pen to draw a precise sniper point on his face.

The brain that could not think was turned into a paste by the scorching sun, and Wen Yue felt that he was about to faint.

Time passed by, seeing that the person over there had turned off the engine and got out of the car to go this way, the little fool next to him was still staring at him with a pair of big round and watery eyes motionless, with a face of death and fear It must be infuriating.Resisting the urge to roll his eyes, Tu Ke turned around to face Wen Yue, put his arms around his waist and brought him forward, put on an extremely pampering and gentle expression, stared at his lips affectionately, When Guangsao approached, he leaned over and kissed

Anyway, it's acting, everyone is the same, although he is not as beautiful as the instructor comrade, but he is the only one who can compare with him among the bunch of bastards under his command, so thinking about it, he doesn't feel shy.

Tu Ke thought of a quick fix, kissed the end of the matter, turned around and fooled the director's daughter again, and said sorry I didn't see you coming, but since I bumped into it, I will tell you frankly, I really didn't feel it, and I didn't feel it. May cultivate.See, I'm a man, I like a man, this is my little boyfriend, I'm so jealous of you, it's okay to do this first?Walk slowly, I have to hurry up and coax here.

The abacus was well calculated and thoughtful, but I didn't expect that the kid in front of me suddenly reacted and wanted to cooperate. Before his kiss fell, he took the initiative to stand on tiptoe and hooked his neck. As soon as he closed his jaw, he raised his chin and opened his mouth to meet him suddenly. He didn't know how to turn his face slightly, and bumped into him head-on so hard that his front teeth were almost broken.

The visitor froze and froze in place. She didn't need to think about what kind of ghostly expression she had on her face at this moment.Tu Ke was hit so hard, he didn't care about her at all, his hands tightened suddenly, he pinched Wen Yue's waist, and while being forced to respond, he cursed in his heart: Damn, if you don't know how to kiss, you have to learn from others Tongue kiss?What's wrong!

Wen Yue was already dumbfounded, she didn't know what she was doing, she just hugged Tu Ke's neck tightly, stuck her tongue into his mouth, sucked and sucked, and the tip of her nose was crushed. It hurts, my breathing is messed up, my face is hot as if it was burned, and a string of question marks exploded in my mind like firecrackers, did you see it?Scared away?When should I stop?It doesn't look fake to be so active, right?

...

The finished manuscript was completely useless, and when the two kissed like that in the eyes of outsiders, the director's daughter had already left angrily in a sports car.Wen Yue didn't know it, he just felt that he would suffocate in the next second if he didn't take a breath. This feeling made him regain his sanity. When he opened his eyes, Tu Ke's very characteristic face appeared in front of him, with thick eyelashes. Slightly rolled up, the bridge of the nose is so straight that it doesn't look like an Asian race, under the thick frowning eyebrows, a pair of amber pupils are shining brightly, and he is so handsome that one's heart trembles.

It's just that the eyes can't tell whether it's disgust, doubt or resistance.Wen Yue was so frightened that he immediately let go of his arms and retreated from Tu Ke's shadow, and was almost blinded by the scorching sun above his head. He was so ashamed that he couldn't even raise his head under the blue sky, his legs softened and he plunged back into Tu Ke's arms , covered his face in his chest and asked out of breath: "Okay... okay... no... gone... gone... ......"

Tu Ke's tongue was going numb, and his mouth was covered with sticky saliva from Wen Yue. Before he could wipe it off, he was hit by him again and almost couldn't catch his breath. He even coughed several times.

The whole body of the person in his arms was limp, and he couldn't even stand upright, and his entire center of gravity fell on him.Tu Ke helplessly supported Wen Yue, and said impatiently, "Let's go, that's it!"

Wen Yue clung to his arm and remained motionless.

"Hello." Tu Ke got angry for no reason, and pushed him irritably, but failed to push him away, and immediately fell back.He subconsciously wanted to hide, but felt guilty for no reason, so he could only stand firm and catch it, and said angrily again: "It's already gone, get up!"

But Wenyue still didn't move.

It's overdone!This time Tu Ke was really furious. He held Wen Yue's head and raised his face. He was about to tell him to stand up and stay away, but he found that his face was blushing, his eyes were closed, his lips were white, and his eyebrows were white. They were twisted together, with a painful look on their faces, as if they had lost consciousness.

Tu Ke: "..."

This fucking... fainted?by me?

Just after lunch time, two returning soldiers got off the bus on the opposite side of the road, walked back with food and drinks, talking and laughing, and met Tu Ke with a man on his shoulders as soon as they arrived at the gate of the camp.

"Team Tu! What's the matter?" The two quickly put down the things in their hands and went up to check, and quickly recognized Wen Yue. "Is Xiaowen all right? Need help?"

Tu Ke didn't know whether it was heat or anger, he had completely lost his temper, waved his hands to drive people away, walked quickly and said without looking back: "Heat stroke!"

...

It's over.

Wen Yue's first thought when he woke up was that he was completely finished this time.What kind of boxing, what kind of firefighter, it didn't take long for him to offend his superiors, and he offended more than once.I only hate myself for not being smart enough and not stable enough. How does my dad usually educate me?You have to be steady when you are a person and do things, not reckless or rude, what about me?What have I done?Coveting the leader's coffee as soon as we met, playing games without personal protection and grabbing the leader's buff, and now molesting the leader...

Thinking of this, Wen Yue's face became hot again, tears welled up in his eyes, his mind was full of Tu Ke's disgusted expression, and the faint peach aroma in his mouth.

Now I'm afraid that how many peaches I give will not help.

In the afternoon, the cicadas kept singing, accompanied by the loud shouts and hearty laughter of the soldiers on the training ground.After hanging up a bottle of glucose, Wen Yue left the medical office in a daze, and then returned to the dormitory in a daze. He fell on the bed and became more and more sad, and the more he thought about it, the more he collapsed. He took out his mobile phone and wanted to call home, but he was afraid of being noticed by them What happened, I thought about it and had to give up, simply turned over and got out of bed, opened the cabinet and packed things while waiting for Zhou Tong to come back.

So when Zhou Tong opened the door and came in, what he saw was books and miscellaneous items spread out on the floor, Wen Yue sat on the bed, like a little daughter-in-law who had been wronged and was about to go back to her mother's house, and folded a piece of clothes. One stuffed into the backpack, while wiping away tears.

"..." Zhou Tong was taken aback. "What are you doing?"

His face was a little allergic to the sun, and it was bloodshot.Wen Yue's head was still dizzy, and he said in a hoarse voice, "My military career is coming to an end."

Zhou Tong watched the exhibition all day, and his mind was full of all kinds of new equipment and the profound impact of high-tech development on fire fighting operations. He was full of enthusiasm and ambition, and couldn't wait to share his impressions with Wen Yue. Show him videos and photos on your phone.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Zhou Tong thought that Wen Yue was talking about frustration because he couldn't keep up with the training, so he went to squat down in front of him, and stuffed a fruit yogurt into his hand. "This is the army, how can you just say it and leave."

Wen Yue still had a mournful face, thinking it was impossible, but what if someone drove you away?

For a while, Zhou Tong couldn't concentrate on communicating with Wen Yue, because he was in such a good mood.When watching the drone fire-fighting experiment outdoors in the afternoon, the instructor worried that he would have a nosebleed due to the hot weather, so he bought him a bottle of fruit yogurt to cool down.At that time, there was only one newsstand near the venue, and there were not many choices. Xi Yang looked at it for a long time, and chose the strawberry flavor. OK.

The yogurt has been squeezed in my hand and I am reluctant to drink it. When I came back, it was already warm.Wen Yue really lost his appetite, so he threw the yogurt aside and continued to pack his belongings.Zhou Tong quickly picked it up and put it in his arms like a baby, and asked, do you really want to drink?And I asked and answered myself without waiting for others to answer. That's great, give it back to me if you don't drink it.