desensitization therapy

Along with the first frost that night came a sudden accident.That night, photos of the parties involved in the accident were passed around in various WeChat groups, which became the trigger for a small-scale detonation of the topic.

Fang Zhilian went to bed early the night before, and when he got up the next day, he saw 99+ messages in the group. He thought they were answering homework and didn't pay much attention.

The classroom before the start of self-study was far noisier than before. Before Fang Zhilian put down his schoolbag, he saw You Li with a complicated expression and turned to him and asked him, "Have you seen the group?"

"No, you got the answer?"

"What's the answer? No, there was a boy in Seventeenth Middle School who was rejected by jumping off the building and disappeared. It was spread on the post forums. I heard that some reporters blocked the girl's home to interview the girl who was confessed."

Linchuan is only this big in total, and when such a big event happened, it spread all over the post bars and WeChat groups of various high schools almost immediately.You Li found a detailed post for Fang Zhilian to read. The person who posted the post claimed to be a buddy who confessed to the boy, and said that the boy who confessed his love specially called the girl to come to the top floor to explain clearly before jumping off the building, but the other party did not come at all, and the boy confessed for a while. Unhappy and disheartened, he jumped off the building.

Every line of the poster implied that the main cause of the tragedy was the girl who was confessed. Many people followed the post, and there were also many rebuttal comments. There were seven or eight pages in one swiping.

You Li was not without regret: "I heard that the boy left on the spot, and his parents cried when they arrived at school. It's really..."

Fang Zhilian pursed her lips and said in silence for a moment, "I don't know how that girl is doing."

You Li was taken aback for a moment, and soon understood what he meant: "Suddenly, this happened... Hey, it was a disaster without reason."

After all, it is about a person's life and death. This topic is too heavy to comment on.Yuli sighed, and didn't plan to talk about this matter any more, but an inappropriate voice sounded beside her: "It's not caused by that girl, if she doesn't refuse, it will be fine."

Fang Zhilian and You Li raised their heads at the same time, looking at Xu Kang who was standing in the aisle.

Obviously, Xu Kang was passing by to collect his English homework, and he insisted on swearing. Seeing that neither of them answered, Xu Kang said to himself: "This time, I deserve it. If I were that man, I would be a ghost." haunt her."

You Li stared at Xu Kang expressionlessly, and Fang Zhilian could tell that she was on the verge of a seizure, but Xu Kang glanced at the front row and said meaningfully: "Fortunately, Tao Jiaqi has a strong mental quality. "

Xu Kang liked Tao Jiaqi, which is a recognized fact within the small circle of the class.

"Hehe," You Li was about to have a fit, but when she heard Xu Kang's words, she became overwhelmed. She replied angrily, "Yeah, it's a good thing you have a strong mentality."

Fang Zhilian heard her gritted her teeth and quickly added: "Otherwise, if you jump off the building and become a ghost, I can blow your soul away!"

Xu Kang didn't hear clearly: "What did you say?"

You Li was too lazy to talk to Xu Kang this time. She turned her head and said quietly to Fang Zhilian: "If Xu Kang is the only man left in the world, I'd rather die than find him."

Fang Zhilian imagined this scene for a while, and felt the same way: "Me too." If there were only men like Xu Kang left in the world, he would have to straighten himself with a ruler.

As soon as the two reached a consensus, You Li started flipping through the Korean wave magazines on the desk, and Fang Zhilian started to touch the paper rose in the hole on the desk, then looked at each other, and then at Xu Kang, who was full of confusion, and heaved a sigh of relief.

Thanks to the fact that there is a Song Feijue in the world, he can still bend for a while, Fang Zhilian feels lucky to survive the catastrophe.

Before class in the afternoon, Fang Zhilian took the papers upstairs to find Song Feijue to give a lecture, and just pushed down the doorknob through the back door when he saw the girl wearing glasses sitting in Song Feijue's room. Feijue was at the front table, and turned to Song Feijue to ask questions.

Fang Zhilian didn't care about the problem at first, and was about to leave secretly when he saw this, but when he let go of the doorknob, he heard the voice of the dean clearing his throat on the radio.

In the past, this time was broadcast at noon. Perhaps it was affected by the accident in the [-]th Middle School. The dean announced on the radio with a serious attitude that all songs on demand in the future will be read in English, and the school will focus on investigating the situation of puppy love in the school. .

Fang Zhilian looked up to the sky and listened for a while, and felt that this broadcast was not like a warning, but rather like the kind of reminder when checking illegal electrical appliances in the university: We are going to check the illegal electrical appliances, and put away the dormitories with illegal electrical appliances quickly, and be careful not to be caught.

Thinking of this, Fang Zhilian felt a little funny, and couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, but when his eyes returned to the classroom, he was stunned.

In the classroom, the girl wearing glasses obviously heard the content of the radio, her first reaction was to raise her head and look at Song Feijue opposite.

Fang Zhilian couldn't be more familiar with that look, because he had seen similar emotions in Tao Jiaqi's eyes.

Seemingly sensing the other party's gaze, Song Feijue also raised his eyes. From this angle, Fang Zhilian couldn't see his expression clearly. He could only see the girl wearing glasses looking away in a panic, saying something, and sitting up again. Back to the next table.

Fang Zhilian turned his back, and the announcement from the teaching director was still playing on the radio in the corridor. He raised his arm and gently patted off a little bit of white wall dust that he accidentally rubbed off on the back of his hand.

Puppy love can be killed in the cradle, but can secret love?

Until the evening self-study and school, Zhu Wen went to the Internet cafe to play games, and left as soon as the bell rang, leaving Fang Zhilian to walk slowly outside the school gate alone.

Not far away, Song Feijue was standing next to the mailroom, talking to the girl with glasses.Fang Zhilian stopped and looked at it for a while.

This was the first time he saw the girl's face, with thick bangs and reflective glasses, she looked like a good student who couldn't be found in the crowd, Fang Zhilian had never noticed that she was sitting Next door to Song Feijue.

Realizing that Fang Zhilian was looking this way, the girl with glasses smiled at him and said something to Song Feijue.

After saying this, she took the initiative to distance herself from Song Feijue, glanced at Fang Zhilian with that peaceful look, then turned and left.

Strangely, Fang Zhilian noticed that her eyes seemed to be a little different from Tao Jiaqi's again.

Song Feijue turned sideways, waited for Fang Zhilian to approach, and walked out of the school gate together with him.

"So she's sitting next to you," Fang Zhilian lowered her head intentionally or unintentionally, "Last time I troubled her to call you."

Song Feijue seemed to be a little absent-minded, and said "Yes".

"What's her name?" Fang Zhilian asked.

If it was Zhu Wen, Fang Zhilian thought, if he asked Zhu Wen what a girl's name was, Zhu Wen would definitely bluff and ask him if he was interested in her.

No matter how bad it is, it will be Yuli's reaction: "Why do you ask this?"

But Song Feijue didn't have it all, he didn't seem to care at all, and he wasn't curious about the reasons for Fang Zhilian's every move.

Fang Zhilian asked a few more questions about girls with glasses, and Song Feijue answered them all. In the end, there was nothing left to ask. Fang Zhilian finally stopped this probing that had already had results.

"I thought she liked you." After a moment of silence, Fang Zhilian said.

Just now, he seemed to suddenly wake up and understand the similarities and differences in those eyes.

The same is self-confidence, and the difference is also self-confidence.

Tao Jiaqi knows and has heard countless compliments from others. She is confident about her beauty, although this confidence is not so pure, and it is also mixed with timidity.

The girl wearing glasses also has this confidence, but her confidence comes from the confidence that she is determined not to say what she likes in her life.

Fang Zhilian thought that Song Feijue would answer an ambiguous answer like "Really?" or "I know", but Song Feijue didn't.

He just rolled his eyes and said in a relaxed tone, "You think too much."

Fang Zhilian stopped in his tracks, and the blood in his body seemed to freeze because of the sentence "I think too much".

Do you really think too much?Fang Zhilian felt as if he had been bewitched by an evil spirit today, and asked uncontrollably: "You really don't know?"

This time Song Feijue did not fulfill his obligation to answer every question, he calmly looked down at Fang Zhilian.

Fang Zhilian avoided the direct gaze from those dark eyes, shook his head, trying to shake those messy thoughts out of his mind: "I heard a news this morning, saying it was one of the Seventeenth Middle School..."

"So," at first glance, Song Feijue seemed to have a smile in his tone, which seemed to be teasing, but for some reason, Fang Zhilian seemed to hear the coldness and dissatisfaction from his layers of cover-ups. Nai, "Afraid that someone will be rejected by me, and then jump off the building?"

Song Feijue looked lazy, still smiling.

"Are you worried about me?" He paused, "Or who?"

It was clearly not yet the severe winter, but Fang Zhilian felt as if his whole body was covered with a thin layer of ice. At the moment of pause, he almost thought that Song Feijue was going to say something, or was he worried about yourself?

However, in the next second, Song Feijue raised the corner of his lips: "I'm just kidding."

I'm not kidding, Fang Zhilian had an absurd premonition, maybe in a very accidental moment just now, he saw a complete Song Feijue through the not-so-perfect crack.

"I just want to say," Fang Zhilian said slowly, "If you know, at least don't give others the wrong impression."

So far, Fang Zhilian no longer knows whose perspective he is speaking from.

Song Feijue didn't answer, he looked directly at Fang Zhilian, silent with a special meaning.

Fang Zhilian is like that hydrogen balloon that is slowly inflating. At the movie theater, the pump marked "heartbeat" filled his hydrogen balloon with courage.Or earlier, from the time when I met the three-colored cat, or when we climbed over the wall together.

But Fang Zhilian didn't understand that the meaning he gave to the paper rose and his intention to misunderstand it were all superfluous hydrogen.The saturated hydrogen balloon will not fly higher and higher, but will burst at the moment before reaching the apex.

"Song Feijue," Fang Zhilian called Song Feijue's name in a soft voice, "Don't harm other girls, you harm me, okay?"

The author says:

In fact, there are already some signs of writing now. Xiao Song's character is not as completely gentle or indifferent as he shows. His family and acquired influences have already destined him to be a very complicated person.And Xiao Fang is not very confident now and he is a cute little dog. He has to go through some things to become brave.

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