desensitization therapy

Fang Zhi blushed blushingly.

It's like an old phone that is not compatible with the update system. Almost the first second Song Feijue opened his mouth, Fang Zhilian's screen went black, not only getting hot, but also buzzing and smoking.

Taking advantage of the time when he was in a daze, the three-flowered cat slipped away and ran away, so fast that it was too late to chase.

He kind of didn't know where to start.

To put it a little bit sour, it is because Fang Zhilian was pretty when he was a child, like a mixed-race doll, so he always mixed in with the little girls to play with; Mom, I don't want to play with him.

There are not many entertainment activities for little girls in kindergarten, one of which is renting discs to watch together. At that time, there were two most popular cartoons among little girls.

Sailor Moon and Digimon.

Fang Zhilian regretted it a little, he might as well say that the three-flowered cat looks like a Tilu beast.

"I have a younger sister..." Fang Zhilian didn't understand why he was lying half-truthfully, just like the false circle on the screen before the phone crashed, but it was better than a black screen.

"A few years younger than me, she is very attached to me." Fang Zhilian didn't know if he was talking about Tang Ting, or imagining another little sister he had never met. "When I was young, there were not so many cartoons on TV. If If you want to watch cartoons, you can rent the discs. She likes "Sailor Moon" very much. Every time, she not only grabs the TV with me, but also pulls me to watch it together. I still remember the tuxedo mask, water Bingyue, Luna..."

He talked a lot, and the more he talked, the more off topic he got, until the second season of "Digimon" was not as good as the first season, and finally stopped talking.

Song Feijue's expression turned out to be serious, with a faint smile on his lips, which made Fang Zhilian even more frustrated.

"...Don't laugh at me." Fang Zhilian muttered weakly, with a soft ending.

Song Feijue smiled: "Why are you laughing at you?"

Because I made it up.Fang Zhilian bit his lip and thought, his head drooped even more, like a frustrated puppy whose bones were found.

"I envy you," Song Feijue said, "I never watched cartoons when I was young."

"Ah?" Fang Zhilian woke up like a dream.

"Haven't seen any cartoons? How about "Journey to the West"?"

"have not seen."

"real or fake……"

"real."

Song Feijue stared at Fang Zhilian, the sharpness at the tip of his eyes softened, and the affectionate brows and eyes were like a crumpled white eustoma, making the people who lived in his eyes even lower their voices.

"It's so miserable..." Fang Zhilian stretched out his hand and rubbed Song Feijue's hair like a ghost. He said it was rubbing, but in fact it was just a light touch.

Very soft, Fang Zhilian's only thought is this.Song Feijue was tall, so he had to stand on tiptoes, but he wanted to pretend it was easy.

Song Feijue didn't dodge, just blinked his eyes twice quickly, his face was as usual, and his smile didn't change at all.

Maybe it was because of being obsessed with ghosts, Fang Zhilian was relieved the moment he dropped his hands, and he added jokingly: "But if you want to watch cartoons in the future, you can come to my house to watch them."

"Okay." Song Feijue agreed.

Probably because Song Feijue's eyes were too confusing, Fang Zhilian really believed it for a moment.

Song Feijue didn't just talk casually.

After a few seconds of silence, Fang Zhilian suddenly smiled: "Are we exchanging secrets?"

"Have you seen the secret of "Sailor Moon" and the secret of not watching the anime?"

"No, there's one more."

Song Feijue stopped, and repeated again: "What else?"

"Yes, there is one more," Fang Zhilian showed a sly smile, and pointed to the bench not far in front, "Then let me add a secret, this secret is a bit long, do you want to hear it?"

Even though the setting sun was just right, the lights on the opposite building were already lit up one by one.

Fang Zhilian told Song Feijue a long secret that he had never told anyone.

He has two younger sisters.

When Fang Zhilian was five years old, Cheng Lei became pregnant again.In the third month of pregnancy, she went for an ultrasound test and learned that she was pregnant with a girl.

Cheng Lei likes her daughter, and Fang Zhilian also likes her younger sister.

But Fang Huo didn't like it.

In the beginning, it was just a mild dispute. Fang Huo liked to drag Cheng Lei down on him, because he took it for granted that if he hadn't been responsible for Cheng Lei who accidentally became pregnant, he would have married him with good conditions. The daughter of the factory director thousands of times.

It's not that Cheng Lei has never been unwilling, such as giving up her job in her hometown to become a full-time wife because of Fang Huo, or disobeying her parents in order to get married. The words that Fang Huo kept on her lips became the spark of a quarrel.

Later, Fang Huo cheated.

Fang Zhilian's memory of that period is very vague, maybe Cheng Lei deliberately didn't want him to be hurt.But the result is that Cheng Lei finally made the right choice, went to induce labor, divorced Fang Huo, and finally left Pingyi.

My sister is gone.Until the 17-year-old Fang Zhilian saw Cheng Lei again at the airport in Linchuan, Cheng Lei pointed to the little girl next to her and said, This is your sister, Tang Ting.

This secret is indeed very long, and Fang Zhilian told it intermittently, trying to shorten it as much as possible.

A lot of details were blurred in it, and he still couldn't tell the whole thing so frankly, he could only roughly sum up the cause and effect: he had a younger sister who died of various reasons before she was born, and a younger sister who didn't know how to get along.

"Isn't it boring?" Fang Zhilian swayed his legs and said slowly, "Actually, I also know that a child of a few months has no self-awareness, but subconsciously I always feel that I have a younger sister. For another younger sister... …I do not know how to describe."

Fang Zhilian said it awkwardly, but Song Feijue understood what he meant.

If you are good to another sister, you must always feel ashamed of the sister who was not born; if you are bad to another sister, you can't do it.

Just like the small trademark on the back of the collar, no matter whether it is cut off or not, it is only the difference in the size of the remaining area. That trademark shows a sense of presence all the time, and it is faintly itchy.

Childish and true confusion.

After a moment of silence, Song Feijue said, "I think you are very good to your current sister."

"Okay?"

"Well," Song Feijue repeated what he said just now, "play with her, don't grab the remote control with her, and watch cartoons with her, isn't it good?"

Fang Zhilian didn't have the nerve to say that half of it was made up. He was long past the age to grab the remote control with Tang Ting, and if Tang Ting was watching "Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf" when he happened to pass by and watched it for 2 minutes, that would be fine too. If you watch cartoons with you.

"Then forget it..."

"Forget it," Song Feijue said in a non-malicious tone, "After all, I watched so many episodes of "Sailor Moon" with me."

"Don't mention "Sailor Moon"!" Fang Zhilian jumped up all of a sudden, covering his face with red ears.

"Don't mention it," Song Feijue stopped teasing him, biting the accent, "Secret."

Fang Zhilian finally calmed down, and kept fanning his cheeks with one hand, trying to make the enthusiasm fade away as soon as possible.

Nothing changed, but it seemed easier to say it.

"Okay, let's go home." Fang Zhilian said to himself while cooling down, "I don't know if I will meet that cat next time."

Just as he was about to ask Song Feijue how to get home, he heard a horn honking from ahead, and a black Porsche had been parked there for a long time.

"I'll go first." Song Feijue collected his expression.

"Is your father coming to pick you up?" Fang Zhilian thought of Song Feijue's father whom Zhu Wen mentioned not long ago.

"Driver." Song Feijue said without further explanation, nodding his head and lowering his eyes, "Goodbye."

Fang Zhilian waved obediently: "Goodbye."

He watched Song Feijue get into the back seat. The Porsche was silent all the time, except for a short buzz when the engine was started, and then left behind a row of exhaust fumes and left.

Fang Zhilian withdrew his gaze and walked in the opposite direction. The schoolbag was hanging loosely on his shoulder, shaking it.

On this extremely ordinary evening, he learned of Song Feijue's two secrets.

The first one is that Song Feijue never watched cartoons when he was a child.

Second, Song Feijue doesn't seem to be used to physical contact.

The author says:

Xiao Fang is very smart, not a stupid puppy

PS: The new cover is changed to correspond to the chapter C10 on the seashore and reef at dusk in Linyu Island