silver sea

The livehouse at night was half full, more people than expected.

The college student band performing was immature in technique and concept, and was a little nervous to mobilize the atmosphere. The audience was more tolerant of them than a few years ago, at least no one booed.Qiu Sheng applauded and cheered with dignity, but was caught by the band's lead singer, who forced him onto the stage, and the two sang "Respect for Freedom" together.

Qiu Sheng actually likes the style of this band very much, just like when he saw himself patching together members on campus back then. Although he didn't understand how to distinguish those skills and types, he had a courageous energy to move forward.

After the end, he made a special trip to thank the lead singer for singing Yinshan's song just now, and the band took advantage of the opportunity to invite them to have a supper, and even asked Gu Qi and Lu Yining to come over.Qiu Sheng said that's all. After taking a photo, he bought a few CDs made by the band himself, saying that he would recommend them to the company.

It is too difficult for young bands to make their debut. Although he is not a big shot yet, Qiu Sheng is willing to help someone who has bright eyes and really likes music.

During the whole process, Wen Youxia stood beside Qiu Sheng, holding him with one hand empty, preventing others from squeezing him or making hand and foot cuddling with him.He was silent, tall and thin, and stood like a handsome humanoid machine, maintaining an indifferent expression, and his eyes seemed to only follow Qiu Sheng's movements gently.

They didn't leave the livehouse until the band went to sign a sale.

"Who are you going to recommend them to?" Wen Youxia asked.

"I didn't think about it." Qiu Sheng studied the CD. The cover didn't have any sense of design, but it was young and energetic. "Let's give it to Sister Wang first, and let her see if she likes it."

After chatting for a few words and taking two steps, Wen Youxia suddenly said when passing the jacaranda tree:

"I've heard of endless summer."

Before Qiu Sheng could respond, he signaled with gestures that he didn't need to speak. He thought about his words for a while, but finally expressed his emotions in two simple words: "...Thank you."

Qiu Sheng rolled his eyes.

The worry and irritability for half a month seems to have been resolved this night, and it is moving in a good direction.A relaxed and happy section of the road, they were talking, and when they reached the intersection, they faced parting, so Qiu Sheng deliberately dragged his feet, not wanting to say "see you tomorrow" to Wen Youxia, in fact he hoped that they could open a certain door together, But now they have no home to walk slowly together.

Want to make another one?

Since both he and Wen Youxia wanted to start again.

The atmosphere is good, so they might not be rejected, Qiu Sheng thought, although there is only one bedroom in the house, the small living room can still accommodate people if it is tidied up.

"Wen Youxia, do you want to..."

Xia Xia's expression suddenly changed before she finished speaking.

Qiu Sheng thought he offended Wen Youxia, so he immediately kept silent.But Wen Youxia's eyes fell behind him, Qiu Sheng turned his head with numb fingers, before he could see clearly, he heard a broken sound——

"elder brother!"

Wen Haoqian stood at the intersection, looking at Xiangwen Youxia's eyes almost paranoid madness.

When he yelled, many passers-by looked at him suspiciously. Qiu Sheng frowned, and his good mood all night was swept away, as if he had to be dragged back to reality.

Wen Haoqian ignored what other people thought of him, and walked towards Wen Youxia quickly, and then turned into running.

Just as he was approaching Wen Youxia, the other party took a step back, this action seemed to have poured cold water on Wen Haoqian.

He was in a daze, not daring to continue walking, when he heard Wen Youxia ask in a cold voice:

"You follow me?"

No, how could it be?

His distrust made Wen Haoqian almost cry, and hurriedly said: "I didn't!"

Wen Youxia did not let go of his guard: "Then how did you find it?"

"Brother, I saw someone met you in Lanhua Lane in Moments, I..." He blushed with excitement, explaining in confusion, the next second he saw Qiu Sheng beside Wen Youxia, but his expression changed immediately , her flirtatious voice couldn't help but rise, "Why are you with my brother again!"

Qiu Sheng snorted coldly, and was about to sprinkle salt on his wound, when Wen Youxia pulled him back.

Reluctantly holding back the words, Qiu couldn't hold back his voice, tilted his head, and smiled teasingly at Wen Haoqian.

This mocking expression made Wen Haoqian even angrier. He was already more angry than Qiu Sheng, and the inexplicable hatred accumulated over the years was put to the maximum at this moment.

It can be heard that Youxia stands between him and Qiu Sheng, with his back to the light: "Then what are you doing here?"

The cold tone was like a thorn, Wen Haoqian was stunned, and was first weakened by Wen Youxia's eyes looking at strangers: "I...I came to you...Why haven't you contacted us for so long? Grandpa is about to leave the hospital, I'll let you go home!"

"That's not my home." Wen Youxia said, with a reasonable attitude, "In the hospital, I made it very clear."

He was calm, making Wen Haoqian look like a clown.

In winter, Wen Haoqian wears a large school uniform jacket over the cotton-padded clothes. He is not thin at all, but he is of medium stature and is more bulky when he is wrapped in a bloated body. This contrasts sharply with Wen Youxia's outfit that is not afraid of the cold.Not only that, one is ordinary and insignificant, but the other is the "idol" and "the best bass player" in others' mouths. Men and women passing by on this road can't help but look back to confirm the identity of each other when they pass by him.

The contrast between them has been very sharp from the very beginning, no matter who looks at it, they can't match the "brothers".

Only Wen Haoqian still feels that Wen Youxia grew up with him.

Since birth, the resentful couple told him that this is your "brother", he will let you, take care of you, and accompany you all the time; he has no one to rely on, and his background is poor, now we are the only ones left to treat him well... Wen Hao Qian Qian deeply believed that Wen Youxia would never leave herself and this family.

Not everyone is born with loving parents. Wen Youxia was abandoned back then, but their family picked him up and raised him well, sent him to learn music, and later helped him find a job.If not, he might have died in the heavy snow in Donghe long ago!

If he doesn't hang out with dubious people and comes out after reading, Wen Dechang will help him find a place to work.

Anyway, Wen Youxia doesn't like women, so what does that matter, wouldn't they live together in peace and stability for the rest of their lives?Can't they just treat each other as family and have a good time?In South Bridge, they obviously tried to let go of their grudges——

Where can he go? !

What qualifications does he have to be deviant? !

Wen Youxia was tired of his disbelief, and shook his head: "Go home, Teacher Wen is still waiting for you to take care of him, you should..."

"I won't listen!" Wen Haoqian interrupted Wen Youxia roughly, "You want to leave because you are not clear-headed!"

Wen Youxia almost laughed angrily: "What do you know?"

"Of course I know! You thought you would be free if you went outside on a whim, because you changed places..." Wen Haoqian stiffened his neck and tried his best to hide his crying, "You didn't mention this at all when you were in Nanqiao. It’s only like this when I go back to Donghe! I’m not going to school anymore, I’m going to change schools and go back to South Bridge! Brother, let’s go back to South Bridge, shall we…”

He refused to accept the reality, as if he was still a primary school student living in his heart. Wen Youxia didn't bother to smash his fantasy, and said bluntly: "Go back, I can't go with you."

Wen Haoqian couldn't accept the reality at all.

He seemed unable to blame Wen Youxia, he hesitated, when Qiu Sheng suddenly said: "Wen Xia, I'm hungry, I want to eat supper."

"Okay." Wen Youxia agreed, and turned to leave with him.

The young man's gaze changed complicatedly, and then he looked at Qiu Sheng viciously: "Brother! You have become like this, and you don't want to go home because he—"

"Wen Dongdong, shut up!" Wen Youxia emphasized.

Wen Haoqian fell silent for a while.

He grew up so big because of his illness and because he was the younger one, Wen Youxia never got angry with him.

He had completely forgotten that Wen Youxia was not actually a good-tempered person.

Under his inconceivable gaze, Wen Youxia almost paused: "You understand, it's your home, not mine, stop pointing fingers at my life. Whom do I like to hang out with, you guys, don't care." , No, come on, understand?!"

"But……"

"Wen Haoqian, please be sober, I have never been your brother, and I don't want to be your brother. I have no choice in my birth, and I have no choice in my growth, but this is not the reason you have been using this matter to trip me— —Wen Haoqian, have you really understood me as a person?"

"Why didn't...I..."

"What about you? Did your grandfather think about my allergies when he bought you shrimp and crabs? Do you know I'm allergic?" He asked mechanically as he spoke with extreme coldness, "Even if you knew, would you care? Would you change it? "

"..."

"You won't, you'll just blame others."

Even in the hospital, Wen Youxia didn't say this to him when she gave him the money and left.

It's not just that it's frozen, the ice can be melted, but now there is a rock, a mountain, lying between the two of them, which can't be easily dispelled, Wen Haoqian heard a burst of heaven and earth cracking in his heart.

He shook his head again and again: "No...how is it possible, your surname is Wen..."

"My surname is not Wen!"

Wen Haoqian was frightened, he was momentarily stunned, his mouth was slightly open and he didn't know how to face it.

Is it useless for him to make trouble?How could Wen Youxia have the heart? Didn't grandpa say that he is the weakest person, as long as he threatens and makes a fuss, Wen Youxia will always agree...

Isn't it true?

Behind him, Qiu Sheng stretched out his hand and patted Wen Youxia's back.He intended to appease, but this action made Wen Youxia even more upset. When he looked at Wen Haoqian, his expression was not right, like a imprisoned wolf who suddenly tore the shackles, and his first reaction was to devour his "master" who had been imprisoned for many years alive.

The "Master" still thinks self-righteously that he has served him with delicious food and drink for so many years.

Although Wen Haoqian's life is not considered rich, Qiu Sheng thought pitifully, after all, he is a person who has been happy for too long, no matter how he compromises with his mouth, he is still condescending in his heart.

"You guys didn't give me this word." Wen Youxia suppressed it for many years, and the resentment that he never expressed when he was at his worst was stimulated by Wen Haoqian at this moment, and almost gushed out, "Don't always feel that others owe you How many of you, what I should pay back, what I should do, it has been almost ten years since I became an adult, Wen Haoqian!"

Wen Haoqian couldn't cope for a while.

Fortunately, this intersection is not leading to the main street, and the livehouse street has passed between the two performances, and not many people will pass by it on purpose.

"You can say that I owe your parents, they are gone now; I owe Teacher Wen, I spent all my savings on his two surgeries and even borrowed money to treat him." Wen Youxia's chest heaved violently, "But the only thing I don't owe is you, Wen Haoqian. If it weren't for you, I would have been free long ago."

After such a heavy sentence was pressed down, it suddenly burst, turning into countless sharp knives and stabbing the 16-year-old middle school student.

Wen Haoqian took a step back, he clenched his lips tightly but couldn't control his chin shaking, his eyes turned red instantly, tears swirled in them and he tried his best not to let them fall.

Wen Youxia was extremely tired, he thought it would be a good night.

He turned his back: "Go back, really don't look for me."

Is there no more room for maneuver?

The back image was extremely disappointed in him, Wen Haoqian stared at Wen Youxia, there was a person beside him who was inseparable, he would never go home again, he was just like his father and mother, and finally left forever!

Once, he burned a note that was supposed to be written to Wen Youxia with "Love", burned it to ashes, and the ashes turned into fertilizer, planting a seed of resentment in his heart.It had stopped growing for a few years because of Wen Youxia's silence, but on this night it suddenly burst out of the ground like drinking enough tears.

"Wen Youxia." He shouted, gnashing his teeth, "If you dare to leave today, I'll expose you for abandoning your family tomorrow. I'm sick, and so is grandpa. You'll be a public figure from now on, right?"

Wen Youxia stopped walking.

"Let's go, don't think about it, Wen Youxia." He said, "You will never be able to get rid of me in your life!"

The author says:

Qiu Sheng began to charge his anger again ()

I asked for leave before, so I won't rest tomorrow