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Hu Yize accidentally pushed Sheng Xiaoman, causing him to be knocked several meters away by a car.

As of press time, Sheng Xiaoman was unconscious and still in the hospital.

This news dominated the headlines, and then digging deeper, the bloody story of a band drummer who was in the limelight and an older idol who had passed away fought for a woman immediately surfaced.

The media from all walks of life squatted at the Third City Hospital waiting for first-hand news, and the staff of Taiguo were devastated.

New Year's Eve is suddenly very difficult.

The performance of "Pandora" failed to end satisfactorily. The staff wanted to arrange for Yinshan to save the scene, but whoever saw the news pushed first yelled.Now Xu Ran, who didn't know it before, heard it, and immediately chased him out from the gate. Half of the audience dispersed, and there was no point in saving the scene.

The reservation for a new year's supper was also in vain, so Qiu Sheng simply went home early to sleep.

He admitted that he was not that magnanimous, and after pointing out the news and reading it carefully from beginning to end, when faced with the name "Hu Yize", he thought: It's really retribution, Feng Shui turns around.

Four years ago, he finally recovered from a long recovery with less inspiration.In order to maintain his life, Qiu Sheng accepted Liu Wangyu's suggestion to cooperate with Taiguo and retreated behind the scenes.It's a pity that he failed to create any good works for about a year, most of which were "saliva pop songs". Therefore, many industry insiders and music fans who had placed high hopes on Qiu Sheng in the past shook their heads and sighed: Yinshan's talented lead singer is in bloom. It's too short.

At that time, Hu Yize, who was in sharp contrast to Qiu Sheng, was very popular. Although the quality of film and television works was average, there was enough discussion. With the big hits created by Bai Yanhui for him, he was surrounded by people everywhere.

In the following four years, Qiu Sheng gradually recovered from the pain of bruising, but Hu Yize could not find his name.

As an endless stream of fresh meat idols were put into the market like products produced by an assembly line to share the cake, Hu Yize's follow-up works could not keep up with the fading popularity, and within a few years, he fell from the throne of top-ranked male star.But the skinny camel is bigger than the horse. Although he can only play some supporting roles now and has never released a golden song, he still nourishes himself every day.

The reality of the entertainment industry is almost cruel. A year ago, Hu Yize was exposed to drunk driving, which almost dealt a fatal blow to his image.Since then, Hu Yize has been confused at a speed visible to the naked eye, and bad news has been exposed one after another.

This accident was almost the last straw that crushed Hu Yize.

Most of the hot news commented on Hu Yize with fierce words, and the black history of the past was settled by Qiu Hou, and some people made long microblogs detailing Hu Yize's various misdeeds.Because Sheng Xiaoman has not heard from him for a long time, Woken fans have already started calling him a "murderer" and even asked him to be banned.

Those who knew Hu Yize were collectively silent. Bai Yanhui, whom he gratefully called "Menshi" and "Benefactor" back then—Qiu Sheng clicked on his personal homepage—the latest update was a photo of the Lingang Grassland Music Festival.

In the photo, he was standing with a young man who had met at the hotel.

Qiu Sheng has been paying close attention to Bai Yanhui's actions these years, and at this moment he realizes: I don't know when, Bai Yanhui doesn't care about Hu Yize's life or death—that song, the copyright fees of those songs made him a lot of money The bowl is full, fame and fortune, and then he abandons this "partner" who will be thundered at any time.

Throw it away after use, exactly the same as when he left the rotten apple.

There was a sudden nausea in my stomach.

Qiu Sheng threw the phone out with a "slap", it hit the blanket on the small platform, turned around twice, and fell down silently.

He drank hot water and took medicine, and the bitter taste took a while to disappear.Qiu Sheng endured vomiting, stood up, and walked to the bedroom behind the bookcase—except for the workshop and bathroom, which have doors, Qiu Sheng's house is completely open, and the bedroom is actually only a narrow space raised behind the window. I can put down the mattress, the sides are cramped.Qiu Sheng lay in it and stared at the narrowed ceiling, feeling that the place was like a cramped urn.

After the curtains are closed, the only light source in the whole box comes from the hemispherical lamp on the wall, which folds out a little artificial starlight.Qiu Sheng didn't like this piece of furniture very much, it was a gift from Crisp, she hoped it would make Qiu Sheng's "bedroom" warmer.

But it doesn't seem to work at all.

The lights were kept up all night, and Qiu Sheng didn't sleep all night.

There was freezing rain in the middle of the night, and it was especially scary in the middle of winter.Until after nine o'clock in the morning, Qiu Sheng got up and turned off the lights, casually warmed up a bowl of leftover bone soup and steamed buns from yesterday, and finally felt a little sleepy after eating them.

I was about to go to sleep, but was woken up by a push vibration.

With red and sleepy eyes, he checked the phone, which was the latest report on Sheng Xiaoman's incident.The curtain on the opposite side of the bed was not drawn, Qiu Sheng frowned to avoid the light source, and retracted into the quilt to read the words on the screen: "Currently out of danger..." "Xu Ran is going to the hospital to accompany..." Hu Yizefang said he would cooperate with the investigation ..."

There is a sentence in the whole text that made Qiu Sheng's heart skip a beat.

"...According to people familiar with the matter, Sheng Xiaoman suffered a severe fracture in his left hand and may be permanently disabled. As a drummer, this may affect his career."

Qiu Sheng's eyes hurt, he rubbed them, and a WeChat message popped up at the top of the phone: Are you all awake?

The source of the news is the four of them and A Lian's group, in order to inform some precautions in time.

Yesterday's unexpected change dilutes the festive atmosphere, and no one is in the mood to care that it is now the new year.Gu Qi sent a sentence "Happy New Year" in the early morning, only Wen Youxia, who was awake, replied him.

It is common for them to disregard holidays when encountering emergencies in their business, not to mention Sheng Xiaoman's incident is particularly troublesome, the company will probably come to them at this time to make adjustments to their upcoming itinerary and plans. Woken suffers setbacks, and resources are bound to be diverted to Yinshan, but when thinking of the price, Qiu Sheng can't be complacent.

Qiu Sheng sat up, concealing the fact of the whole night: "Get up."

Several other people also said that they had already woken up, and Qiu Sheng could have expected how much moisture there was in it.He looked at all the affirmative answers, and he didn't know if it was because he was already emotionally sensitive in the morning or something, but he actually wanted to cry.

He'd always thought the band was his and everyone else was "playing with him," with an air of connivance toward the sick, or guilt over the fear of something happening to him.But at this moment, Qiu Sheng felt it, whether it was Lu Yining who said "I came back only because Wen Xia came back", or Gu Qi who said harshly "If you abuse yourself again, I won't care about you"...

They have been through years together so now, they are inseparable.

Ah Lian immediately posted: "Everyone try to come to the company for a meeting at ten o'clock. There are very important matters."

When Qiu Sheng saw this news, the corner of Qiu Sheng's left eye twitched violently.

Then a red dot appeared in another dialog box, and Wen Youxia asked him with the newly changed avatar: "Shall I go with you?"

Qiu Sheng didn't hesitate much, and replied "yes" first.

Then he asked, "Why did you change your profile picture?"

"It's New Year's Eve." Wen Youxia replied.

Is there any connection between the two?Qiu Sheng couldn't figure it out, and stared at the white mass, which was a little dusty. It was a cat, and because it was too close to the camera, its facial features were blurred, and its eyes were blue.He felt that all cats looked similar, but this cat was obviously not a rare breed, and it looked thin and small.

"Your cat?"

Wen Youxia: "No, I saw it on the side of the road."

Why do you suddenly like cats? Are you even interested in taking pictures when you see a cat on the side of the road?

Qiu Sheng felt that Wen Youxia's behavior was a bit strange, and the long fur around the cat's face seemed familiar no matter how it looked, he couldn't remember it after identifying it for a while, so he had to give up.

When he got up to clean up, Qiu Sheng's pace was floating, so he simply took two more alprazolam.Mixing it with stomach medicine would make him uncomfortable. After returning from Yawan, the stomach pain that hadn't recurred for a long time suddenly became severe. Qiu Sheng didn't take it seriously. Now that he thinks about it, he feels that the pain in the past two days is really a bit abnormal.

He decided to observe for a few days first, and go to the hospital for an examination if he still hasn't improved.

When he went out, he was wrapped tightly, and Qiu Sheng wore a hat and scarf.He was blown speechless by the wind, and couldn't help feeling ashamed for a second when he saw Wen Youxia's outfit.

He was bloated and bulky, but Wen Youxia only wore a thin short jacket over the sweater.

Wen Youxia was able to wear black with a sense of hierarchy, perhaps because his overall temperament was dark, and the black set him off instead.The wind in the Binhai New District was harsher than in the old city, and Wen Youxia's hair was blown into a mess. He stood under a tree with his pockets on and smoked, his eyes drifted away, and the leaves lingered at his feet, like stills from movies 20 years ago.

When he saw Qiu Sheng, he put out his cigarette and reached out to stop a taxi.

They got in one after the other, reported the address, and the heating in the car revived Qiu Sheng.

The morning news on the car radio was broadcasting the congested road out of the city. Qiu Sheng was sitting in the back of the driver's seat. He saw some wet marks on Wen Youxia's shoulders, as if covered with dew. He pulled down his scarf and asked, "Did you wait a long time?" gone?"

"Come here at eight o'clock today."

Qiu Sheng's heart was gently tugged: "So early..."

"I wanted to buy you breakfast, but the siu mai store seemed to have moved away, so I couldn't find it." Wen Youxia seemed to be talking to himself, "Donghe has changed a lot, and I rarely come here, so I just stay nearby." Walked around the street. Then A Lian sent a notice, just wanting to ask you when you will come over."

"I just woke up." Qiu Sheng lied slightly.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, and different news media pushed headlines about Sheng Xiaoman.He only glanced at it, and even the reactions of enthusiastic netizens were clear.

He thought Xia Mo didn't care about these things, but the other party suddenly asked, "Will Sheng Xiaoman be okay?"

"do not know."

"Then it will be difficult for their band to go on." Wen Youxia said.

Qiu Sheng said "hmm".

He guessed that Woken might change the drummer, or maybe Xu Ran went crazy, and the band activities stopped directly because of Sheng Xiaoman.These are all the plans that Qiu Sheng thought about in the previous predicament, nothing more than that-continue with injuries until everyone collapses, or stop the loss when it hurts the most.

At that time, the former Qiu Shengxuan wanted paranoidly to turn the tide with his solitary courage, but he dragged the wound until it was difficult to heal.Xu Ran is such a shrewd person, is it possible for him to choose the latter?

Qiu Sheng thought sarcastically: Although they and Woken were in different circumstances, they both fell into danger by accident.

The taxi turned a corner, Wen Youxia said, "I've always envied Woken."

Qiu Sheng raised his voice at the end: "Are you envious of how much money they make?"

"Maybe." Wen Youxia smiled, his expression lost in deep thought, "The relationship between Xu Ran and Sheng Xiaoman is my favorite, when they are together, they don't even need to say a word, they know that the other party wants What. I think they are very suitable, and they have a tacit understanding than many old bands in China. Maybe I... I have never met such people."

Tacit understanding, these two words made Qiu Sheng uncomfortable again, he clutched his twitching stomach, and stabbed Wen Youxia dissatisfiedly: "Nonsense, do you think it's so easy to find a friend of 15 years?"

"That's not what I meant, I..." Wen Youxia hesitated to speak, "Forget it."

Qiu Sheng turned his face away and pretended to look at the scenery.

As a result, Wen Youxia's words that he didn't think about were temporarily invalidated, and he really couldn't clean up the fragments after the complete collapse of values. After returning to Donghe, the world he had built long ago collapsed for the second time: the most ideal world ever His band status was shattered ugly in front of him, and his attitude of putting rationality first and discussing the facts for more than [-] years also brought him a tragic ending in the past.

If everything is destroyed and destroyed again, then what's the point of his persistence?

Wen Youxia struggled inwardly, thinking of the night in the Flower Park inappropriately, when Qiu Sheng looked up at him, his eyes were bright, like the cat he met by chance today.

Stubborn, resolute, with an imperceptible softness hidden deep inside.

At that time Qiu Sheng said: "Shall we make up?"

The congestion distance of the Third Ring Expressway in the north of the city is 350 meters.

Exit 2 of Tonglin Interchange in Xicheng District was closed.

A traffic rear-end incident occurred on the southern section of Jianxin Avenue, delaying traffic.

In these near and far broadcasts, Wen Youxia's words almost sank into the sound waves of all frequency bands: "Qiu, have you ever thought that if there is really nothing we can do about that song... Will it become forever? prick?"

The master driver glanced at them in the rearview mirror and turned up the volume on the car radio.

Qiu Sheng asked him back: "What do you think?"

"...I don't know." Wen Youxia looked at him, the narrow space in the back seat of the taxi couldn't hold his excitement, "I didn't sleep last night, thinking of Sheng Xiaoman and Xu Ran, if I envy them so much, Are they the way I want them to be, will we be like them someday when we get back together? What about the song? My song, I love it too much to bear to lose, if it will be a lifetime of regret, Then how should I face you?"

"..."

"I can't think of an answer, but I want to see you on the first day of the new year."

Qiu Sheng's heart suddenly became sore.

Although there are many uncertainties surrounding him, Wen Youxia needs him, desperately.

The back seat of the taxi is black, and Wen Youxia's coat is also black, which makes the back of his hands extremely pale, with blue veins exposed. The index finger and middle finger of his left hand are slightly deformed due to playing the piano. The nails were trimmed clean and smooth before the performance yesterday. It was indeed a pair of hands that he loved deeply.

A few months ago, Wen Youxia said to him: "Impossible, Yinshan is your own band."

And now, he says "I want to see you".

The tip of Qiu Sheng's nose was slightly sour, because his emotions became more sensitive during the course of treatment, and a little detail might set off a tsunami in the sea of ​​consciousness.He bent his fingers against each other, and then was wrapped.

Wen Youxia's hands are warm most of the time, even in winter they carry a temperature that makes him feel at ease.

Ge is still a gap in the jigsaw puzzle, his illness is still not healed, and they are still groping for the "long time" of their relationship uncertainly, but at least at this moment Wen Youxia is standing by his side.