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Fifty thousand is not a burden for Qiu Sheng at all, he quickly transferred the money to Wen Youxia's account.

When the reminder message popped up, Wen Youxia sat beside the hospital bed: "I promised Dongdong the [-] yuan for surgery, and now it's enough."

Wen Dechang was still recuperating after the operation, and he was conscious only a few times. He half-closed his eyes, as if he wanted to say something to Wen Youxia, but he was too weak to even look at Wen Youxia—he was in his early seventies Even the doctor suggested conservative treatment when he was diagnosed with cancer, but he insisted on surgery, as if he was afraid that he would live too long.

"When you're discharged from the hospital in a few weeks, you can deal with his surgery." Wen Youxia seemed to be unable to see his movements, "You should do it as soon as possible while you are young."

A hoarse sound of "ah" and "ah" came out of Wen Dechang's throat, Wen Youxia made a posture of listening carefully, and said after a while, "I don't understand, I'm leaving."

The dry and wrinkled hand of the old man who was inserting the infusion tube suddenly began to struggle violently. Wen Youxia held him down: "I will finish what I promised, and this is the last one. Don't make me look down on you."

The struggle just now exhausted Wen Dechang's strength, Wen Youxia lowered his eyes, carefully checked the pipes and lines all over his body, and stood still beside the hospital bed.Probably thinking that he had changed his mind, Wen Dechang opened his eyes wide, his cloudy eyes fixed on Wen Youxia, as if this would keep him tied to Wen's house.

"Let me tell you, Qiu Sheng lent me the money." Wen Youxia said calmly, "Is it enough to humiliate you?"

Wen Dechang's pupils trembled, and the monitor's ECG screen rippled for a moment.

"When I wanted to leave, you said that Dongdong was still young and had no playmates, so let me accompany him for a few years, and I agreed; when I was 24, I wanted to leave, but you said that I owed your family too much, and I was only eligible to leave when I paid off. , I also agreed; this year you were sick, I didn’t just leave, paid the medical bills, and helped Dongdong transfer back to Donghe..." Wen Youxia paused for a long time, it was rare for him to say so much, but suddenly he felt These accounts mean nothing.

Even with the word in the middle that has been hated for many years, Wen Youxia doesn't think it is a shame at this moment-he once heard the meaning of "again" from the quarrel between his adoptive father and Wen Dechang, and they gave him the second time. Life, Wen Youxia's hands and feet were cold at that time, but now he thinks amusedly: They really didn't treat me as a person.

It is an accessory, a dispensable pet, a tool of moral bondage.

He remained silent, and Wen Dechang began to breathe "heh" "heh" again, so he rang the bell beside the bed, picked up his coat, opened the door and passed the nurse.

Wen Haoqian sat on the bench in the corridor, and when he came out again, he quickly got up with a pale face: "Brother..."

"I'm not your brother."

"You are!" Wen Haoqian said firmly, his voice tinged with tears, "Brother, we are a family, my parents don't want me, don't you want me too? You—"

Wen Youxia put on his coat quietly, without any gestures to comfort or appease him.He thought for a moment, and felt that there should be a formal farewell: "Don't contact me in the future if you have nothing to do."

After saying that, he went straight to the stairs.

"Brother!" Wen Haoqian finally broke down, "Why should he? You want to do this for him?!"

Almost heart-piercing, everyone in the corridor looked at their shameful pair of brothers, and began to discuss Wen Haoqian's words in a low voice.The staff who took care of the patients on the floor almost knew about their earlier quarrel, and if there were any weird versions that would spread, Wen Youxia couldn't interfere, and he didn't care.

Wen Youxia didn't realize it, he didn't want to look at Wen Haoqian again.He used to think that Wen Haoqian could always stand behind him and be his backing, but in the end he was stabbed by one of the most trusted people.

If it weren't for Wen Haoqian, maybe—just maybe—the conflict between him and Qiu Sheng would have happened later, in another form, and ended in a milder way.

Maybe they broke up sooner or later, but at least it wasn't so ugly.

Many times Wen Youxia thought about what he would say at this moment, such as telling Wen Haoqian, "Things are not what you think" "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be where I am now" "I have helped you a lot, You will take care of each other in the days to come"...

But now he didn't even want to explain a word.

"These have nothing to do with Qiu Sheng."

He knew that if Wen Haoqian could understand this level, he would not have blamed Qiu Sheng for all his faults before.

Wen Youxia deeply remembered that day when he received a call from Wen Haoqian, he anxiously said "Grandpa fell down" and called him away from the upcoming performance, but when he got home, Wen Haoqian locked the door and threw Drop the key.

Wen Dechang sat on the sofa comfortably, holding a printed photo.

The photo showed Lanhua Lane at dusk, and he held the cigarette to Qiu Sheng's lips.

Wen Dechang was so angry that his eyes were bloodshot: "You should go to university, get a diploma, and find a good job! Instead of wasting time playing in some band! I teach you to be a useful person to society, and you just repay it Me?! I sent you to learn the piano, not because I want to see you being gay!"

"I never agree with you mixing with such ignorant people!"

To Wen Youxia, how much the relationship between the two grandfathers and grandchildren is based on the family relationship they get along day and night, and how much is because they want him to be a "useful" person, Wen Youxia doesn't know.

He kept saying "family", but Wen Youxia didn't think he was a family member at all.

He once told Qiu Sheng "I never went in", because when he was a child, his adoptive parents didn't have much expectations. When he grows up, Wen Dechang probably just wants to comfort him. After a hundred years, Wen Youxia will continue to take care of his frail grandson. .In the eyes of the other party, he has no sense of independence at all, so Wen Dechang was so angry when he learned that he was out of line.

What is "a person useful to society"?Maybe Wen Dechang wanted to say, someone who is useful to him.

Qiu Sheng was not the ultimate reason for their breakup, or even the fuse, but everything that year was ignited at the same time.

The days of being dependent on others have passed too long. In fact, he is contradictory and selfish in nature. He thinks he doesn't care about anything, but he is unexpectedly afraid of being stared at by disappointed eyes.

Qiu Sheng didn't know that he would be afraid too.

After walking out of the hospital, Wen Youxia stood still in front of the zebra crossing, and waited for several times for the traffic lights to change without leaving, as if he had nowhere to go.He took out his mobile phone and typed on the WeChat interface, wanting to ask how Gu Qi Qiusheng was doing now.

He finally owed Qiu Sheng a favor, so they probably won't break up again in a short time.

But when he saw his clean fingers, he felt that Qiu Sheng probably didn't want to see him right now.

Four years ago, he was ready to never see Qiu Sheng again, so he had to erase all clues that reminded him of Qiu Sheng.His tattoos were washed off, he stopped playing bass, he stopped listening to rock music, and he stopped reading relevant news. He closed himself off, went to and from get off work mechanically, and lived like a copy-and-paste.

Wen Youxia spent a long time convincing himself that the tattoo was just a mark, it wouldn't change anything, he just felt better if he couldn't see it, but when he saw Qiu Sheng's crack, he was still so worried that he couldn't breathe.

Maybe Qiu Sheng did it on purpose?Knives on the wings.

It is estimated that after such a release, the song "Flying Bird" will never see the light of day again.

If I had known earlier, I might as well have followed Qiu Sheng to let him stuff it into the first album, at least I can find it now. As for how others interpret it, and whether they can hear the breathing sound in the accompaniment is too ambiguous, that's another matter.

But their albums don't seem to be available anymore.

Qiu Sheng said that the things he did before would never disappear completely no matter what, but Wen Youxia thought at this moment, it couldn't be easier to erase a person for a period of time.

At eleven o'clock in the morning, too many things had happened before that, but Donghe seemed to have just entered the fast pace of the day.

When the green light turned on, Wen Youxia walked across the road with the crowd.

In the rush of people, he habitually raised his hand and pulled the shoulder strap of the piano case to avoid being bumped into by others, and it fell through.

When Qiu Sheng went to Liu Wangyu to get the contract, it was about a week later than the agreed date. They had conflicts before the formal reorganization, and Liu Wangyu expressed his distrust.

It's no longer a small fight. After having a brokerage company, many arrangements must be followed in accordance with the rules and regulations.Qiu Sheng took a lot of effort to explain to Liu Wangyu that those were personal issues and emotional disputes, and they would never affect the operation of the band. He went to find Huang Anwei and talked for more than two hours before he got a license.

After Huang Anwei spoke, Liu Wangyu let them go and signed a contract with them.

Then there is the intensive publicity preparation, taking official photos, recording, preparing for the premiere, and communicating with countless people.Qiu Sheng is completely in control of these, he can choose which photos to post as soon as he comes out of the recording studio, and after the selection, he goes into the studio to discuss with the producers how to modify their songs-but those people have no right to decide, In the end, Qiu Sheng modified it himself.

He is as strong as ever, consistent in his words, and pursuing perfection.

It's been a long time since I saw Qiu Sheng's work status, Lu Yining was dumbfounded, biting his fingernails and whispering to Gu Qi's ear: "Why do I feel...he's getting worse now?"

Gu Qi nodded heavily: "Before, I thought the most terrifying tyrant was Xu Ran."

"...Xu Ran is not much better." Lu Yining said with concern.

Gu Qi then wentssiped about the Woken band that was recording next door, and he was always caught saying bad things about people behind his back. He had just started, when the door of the recording studio opened, Xu Ran and Gu Qi happened to meet their eyes.

Gu Qi seemed to be choked by the throat suddenly, and Lu Yining called out "Brother Xu Ran" in order to relieve the embarrassment.

Xu Ran is 1.8 meters [-] tall and has a gentle temperament, but he is obviously a ruthless character even today.If Qiu Sheng showed his emotions straightforwardly between his brows and eyes, then Xu Ran hid his knife even more in his smile.

"Hey, isn't this Gu Qi? Xiao Lu is here?" Xu Ran said hello one by one, and his eyes finally fell on Wen Youxia, squinting slightly complicatedly, "Wen Xia is here too."

Wen Youxia said "hmm" as a response.

Xu Ran smiled: "I heard people from the company say that Yinshan will be reorganized, and I was still worried about Qiu Sheng. Your bass line is the most brilliant. If you are not here, I really don't know who can do it..."

"You don't need to worry."

Qiu Sheng didn't know when he finished the work on one side. He stuck between Wen Youxia and Xu Ran, separated the two of them forcibly, and said with a smirk: "Why don't you worry about the drummer of your own band first. I also listen to The company people said, after coaxing for so long, you still haven't coaxed it well?"

Xu Ran accepted the move: "Whether you want to be coaxed or not, aren't everyone by my side?"

His words clearly pointed to the fact that Wen Youxia decided to leave the team back then, Qiu Sheng's expression darkened suddenly, and he was about to counterattack when Wen Youxia held down his shoulder.

Instantly speechless.

"That's good." Wen Youxia's voice sounded in his ears, and he said to Xu Ran, "Woken will not change drummers, and Yinshan will not change bass players again."

Xu Ran keenly caught the word "Zai", as if he had caught Qiu Sheng's handle.But he and Wen Youxia looked at each other for a while, didn't say anything, just smiled more politely: "It's fine if you don't change, I look forward to your premiere."

"Brother Xu Ran," Lu Yining joined the conversation in a timely manner, "Is Brother Xiaoman at the company today, I want to ask him—"

He called Xu Ran away shoulder to shoulder, and Gu Qi felt that he shouldn't mix in between Qiu Sheng and Wen Youxia, and said haha, "I'll go and see what's the arrangement for my sister" and rubbed the soles of her feet.

The hallway was empty, and the sun was white at three in the afternoon.

It turned out that Wen Youxia knew everything.

Qiu Sheng stared at him for a long time, feeling pain in his heart as if being crushed, not just pain, but also soreness, propped up his thin chest, and even had a physical reaction and began to want to retch.

Qiu Sheng thought that he probably looked ugly from expression to face, because Wen Youxia asked him: "I wanted to say it before, did you have any surgery?"

"No." Qiu Sheng said firmly.

The author says:

Wen: Don't be so stubborn, eyes can't deceive people.

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