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For a long, long time, Shinichi Okazaki was thinking about that night. The Tokyo Tower was nearly 300 meters high, and the wind was icy cold from the bottom up. He didn't dare to look down, and he didn't have time to think about how dangerous it was. If he is not careful, his hands may shake, his feet may slip, and he will fall to pieces before his brain can react.

That woman was dying, how did she climb up with Ming in a coma...

Okazaki Shinichi took a deep breath, his blood and sweat mixed together, wet his clothes and stuck to his flesh, every movement was so hard that his muscles exploded, his nerves were so tense to the limit that he could hardly feel the tear on his back. In the pain of cracking, all his attention was focused on the woman, he was careful enough, silent enough, he thought she wouldn't find out.

He saw the woman holding his love in her arms and kissing deeply, he saw her hands stroking her cheeks and body wantonly, he saw her wrist wearing the crystal chain he gave Ming; Seeing Shui Buzzing's pale blue face, seeing her messy hair cut, and seeing her weakly hanging arms.

Don't touch her! !Get away from her! !Scoop off your disgusting dirty hands! ! !

However, even though his heart was roaring like crazy, he didn't dare to act rashly, he didn't know how frightened he was, but the time and the situation didn't allow the slightest distraction.

He forgot to blink and stared at the woman, and climbed to another nearby iron edge very slowly and steadily, as if this place was not nearly 300 meters high, he just wanted to repair the attic on the roof of his house, soon... ...just barely...

"Hey, tell me, sister Ming, I love you so much, why do you want to be with a lowly whore?"

In the stern wind, her voice pierced into her ears like a ghost. The woman grinned and looked back at him, with a ferocious expression and crazy pupils, full of the color of blood.

Shinichi Okazaki was so frightened that he froze and stared blankly at her. Just for a moment, for a moment, an afterimage flashed in front of his eyes, and the hair on his forehead was lifted by a small wind.

Okazaki Shinichi's body rushed towards him like a wild beast. All his reactions came from instinct, without thinking through the brain. The next second he found that he had actually grabbed the wrist of Mizubuzz, and then he watched helplessly. The woman fell down with a shocked face. It was so high that he couldn't see her immediately. He could only hear the creepy impact, the cracking of bones, and finally There was a heavy and resolute sound at the end.

Shinichi Okazaki's eyes widened in horror, he couldn't see anything alive in the darkness, he could only focus all his attention on the person he was pulling, Shinichi Okazaki held the water tightly Buzzing's wrist, his ribs and abdomen were pressed against the cold and hard iron edge, making it difficult for him to breathe. Okazaki Shinichi didn't think whether Mizubuzzing's shoulder or wrist would be dislocated by him, or I never thought about asking her if it hurts, and even forgot to call her name.

He just held her tightly and never let go.

No matter what, you won't let go.

******

Now Shinichi Okazaki can't remember what it was like to be in extreme pain. He even forgot how the two of them were rescued that day. He seemed to be in a deep hibernation. Everything is darkened, everything is frozen.

"...yes...right wrist...radius...ulna...completely fractured...left wrist fractured...three complete rib fractures...twelve other complex fractures...full recovery requires Six months..."

"However, the serious thing is that the patient's brain has suffered a severe blow..."

"...The bones of both hands are all broken... Fortunately, the joints are not damaged... As long as the operation is performed, there should be a possibility of recovery..."

"I'm sorry... If it goes on like this... the patient may never wake up again..."

"...No...I'm afraid I won't be able to do relatively fine movements in the future...Especially musical instruments and the like...Give it up...It's best not to overweight things..."

Okazaki Shinichi maintained a state of emptiness and numbness, no matter who or what he did to him, he would just sit blankly in front of her hospital bed, as if her feelings and soul were taken away from her silence, and the whole person quickly It's in shape.

Until one day, a lawyer named Cang Yeping came to him.

"You are Mr. Shinichi Okazaki, right... This is the first time we meet, I am Ms. Shuifeng's lawyer, Kuranohei."

"Two years ago, Miss Ming approached me to make this will...in case of an accident, the deadline is one month..."

"This is the property transfer document, please read it carefully... Half of Miss Ming's property will be transferred to your name... Sign it..."

"Ah, and... this is a letter from Miss Ming...then... I hope next time we meet..."

The expressionless lawyer finished speaking calmly and indifferently, turning around and leaving without leaving a second.

After an unknown amount of time, Okazaki Shinichi's fingers suddenly trembled slightly.

"Nonsense...you nonsense..."

A person who hasn't spoken for a month, his voice is hoarse like an old man who is dying of illness, his breathing is free-flowing, intermittent, like a sore throat from crying, glass scratched by a knife, leaves that have lost moisture, fragmented and devastated.

"You are talking nonsense... Naruto is not dead... You are talking nonsense... You are talking nonsense!!!" Okazaki shouted at the top of his lungs, and slammed the document in front of him onto the opposite wall, his fingers clenched tightly Looking at the letter she left him, I tried so hard that my fingertips turned white, "You're talking nonsense...she's still alive...she's still alive...look...she's by my side..."

Okazaki Shinichi once again felt the pain of life that was worse than death. It seemed that something in his body squeezed him deeply and crushed him, and then rampaged. The unbearable injury and pain burned his heart for a long time and meticulous torture, almost killing him. Torn apart.

The scenes that he dare not recall, the voice that he does not want to recall, are like an opened Pandora's box, rushing out and obliterating him.

"Don't leave...please...don't go..."

"I love you...don't go...stay with me..."

"Please...I love you...don't leave...I love you...don't go..."

[To Shinichi:

When you receive this letter, I should no longer be in this world.

But it doesn't matter, I don't think I will have any regrets, because I once loved you so seriously and wholeheartedly.

You definitely don’t know, the first time I fell in love with you was on the night when we first met. I seemed to see a confused and restless cat with exquisite and beautiful fur, but I was always suspicious and wary of the world. , carefully hiding the true self.

You stand alone under the street lamp, as if you haven't had enough to eat, you look so thin, if it were someone else, you would definitely lower your head feebly, but you raised your face and looked at the night sky without a single star. Lonely look.

Then I made one of the boldest decisions of my life.

The time with you is so good, you played the bass for me comfortably and relaxed, you said you would do 1 things for me, you acted like a baby, pretended to be cute, and came over to seduce me with a smile, you hugged me shyly and nervously , you said it must be love, you said you would never leave me, you wanted me to cry in your arms, to go to you, you said that if you didn’t meet me, you would cry helplessly and desperately on that rainy night... …

You also say, "It's a miracle to me that someone I love loves me."

I think this miracle has happened.

Sorry for not telling you, I love you.

Shinichi, please remember me, remember what I said to you, the places I took you to, and the days I laughed with you.

Then please forget about me...

Forget those painful memories, forget the hurt I once brought you, forget that I once loved you deeply.

Don't cry... You know that I hate your sadness the most. If I see your tears, even on the way to heaven, I will probably stop for you hesitantly.

In that case, I am afraid that I will be left alone in the world, floating around, I can only look at you silently, I can't speak to you, I can't comfort you, and I can't hug you.

Shinichi, do you remember when I said that even though darkness brings pain and destruction, the sun will still rise the next day?

It will pass.

Whether it is pain or despair, as time goes by, it will gradually fade away.

Then, please walk forward with a smile. In the near distance, you will definitely meet someone who loves you more than me. She will accompany you to watch the sunrise, listen to you play the bass, chat and eat with you every day, at Christmas Sleeping in each other's arms at night, looking at the stars together, until the old one can't walk anymore, they will still hold hands and smile at each other.

However, I still have a small wish, please don't mention me to her, and store me in the deepest corner of my heart like a precious feather. I don't need a big place, and I don't want a lot of weight. It doesn't matter if you forget my face.I just hope that you can vaguely remember the way I smile. When you are alone, very occasionally, remember that someone once smiled gently by your side.

In this way, I will also become happy.

Shinichi Okazaki, please remember my love and forget me...

It's been great meeting you.

water beep]

The line crossed out with ink seems to say I love you, it seems to be in English, and it seems to be in Japanese, but it is a pity that I can't read it clearly.

Shinichi Okazaki hid silently and palely in the darkness. He curled up very slowly, hugged his body and curled up in the corner by the wall, and remained motionless for a long time.

"fraud……"

In the silent and terrifying ward, he let out weak and desperate sobs.

"you're lying……"

Okazaki shivered uncontrollably.

"Lies... all lies..."

He didn't realize that he couldn't hear anything.

The whole world is quiet, but Okazaki Shinichi can no longer quiet himself.

The author has something to say:

Zhenchan, I am my own mother, I guarantee that Ming will wake up in the next chapter and will never play amnesia~