I heard that I love you [entertainment circle]

Chi An couldn't find a way out in the deep darkness.

Something was swallowing her up, but the dreaded thing wasn't the darkness, it was even - the darkness reassured her.She wanted to plunge headlong into the boundless darkness and never wake up again.

She seemed to understand a little... The thing that frightened her was light.

It turned out to be bright.

But something is bothering her.She lowered her head and saw that she had "grown" like a tree.And the root of the tree... is Xiao Mi.

Xiao Mi was also bound by the same tree.They are prisoners of this body called "Chi An", both of them.

Xiao Mi's figure seemed to merge with the darkness, only that face was exceptionally clear.

Chi An said, "Let me go."

She tried her best to float upwards, and it was a free darkness.

Xiao Mi said, "Let you go. Why do you think I haven't left yet?"

With a huge emptiness of sadness on Xiao Mi's face, she looked in a certain direction and said, "Look at her."

she?who is she?

The moment this idea came to mind, Chi An was pulled over by some kind of huge attraction.

Chi An opened his eyes and saw Qiao Qingyun.

The air is filled with the fragrance of porridge.

Qiao Qingyun was cooking porridge for her.

Chi An spoke with a hoarse voice: "Why are you here?"

As soon as the words fell, Chi An's eyes darkened.

The words she said to Qiao Qingyun rang in her ears.

How could she say such exaggerated things to Qiao Qingyun?

After saying such exaggerated words, how would she face Qiao Qingyun?

Chi An fell into self-blame and loathing for himself, which was almost the most difficult to shake off of all negative emotions.Even if others love her, she can't fall in love with herself, and she will doubt other people's love, unable to respond.

She doesn't believe in love from the bottom of her heart, and even feels shameful that she has love.

She doesn't deserve to love Qiao Qingyun.

Only by staying away from herself can Qiao Qingyun gain freedom, happiness and love.

Qiao Qingyun deserves the best love, even any fan can give her better love than himself.

Qiao Qingyun said: "You fainted, I'll take you to the hospital. The doctor said that we can only observe for the time being, and take some medicine first. Do you want porridge?"

There was steaming heat in the bowl of porridge, but Chi An felt a little nauseated - she seemed to smell the smell of medicine, the smell of useless medicine prescribed by a psychiatrist.

Even, those medicines should be tasteless.

Qiao Qingyun said: "I don't know what you think, but I don't like the hospital where your father is. So I took you to another hospital."

Another hospital?Is it the psychiatrist again?

The hot air floating out, in Chi An's eyes at this moment, was like black poison, something she couldn't mix.

Chi An waved the bowl away and said, "He's not my father! I don't have a father!"

The bowl fell to the ground and shattered into several pieces.The hot porridge was also spilled on the quilt...and on Qiao Qingyun's hands.

The back of Qiao Qingyun's hand turned red immediately.

Qiao Qingyun seemed unconscious, and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to eat... Then you can order takeaway and buy something you want to eat."

Qiao Qingyun's arm naturally drooped, and Chi An's eyes fell on the redness.

It's all red and swollen... Can people really resist such pain?

Doesn't Qiao Qingyun know pain?

After being scolded so many times, how could she still post it like this?

Why isn't she far away from herself?

Doesn't Qiao Qingyun care about herself at all, whether it's sex or soul?

Chi An's heart was filled with complicated emotions.

Chi An kept rummaging by the bedside, and opened the cabinet doors one by one.All the doors were opened, and the room was in a mess.

Qiao Qingyun didn't know what she was going to do, so she didn't move.

During this awkward silence, Qiao Qingyun just stood there.She was in a daze, but she didn't know what she was thinking.

She seems to... have sunk into the state of being in the crew again.

Chi An finally found it. She took a band-aid and walked to Qiao Qingyun's side.

She grabbed Qiao Qingyun's hand and put a Band-Aid on the back of her hand: "I don't have any burn medicine, you can buy it yourself."

She wanted to chase Qiao Qingyun away... But when she saw Qiao Qingyun's hand, she grabbed it by mistake.

Qiao Qingyun's hands were a little cold.

Qiao Qingyun lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on her own hands.She...has really felt no pain recently.It was as if nothing from the outside world could penetrate into the depths of her heart.She can play the script perfectly, but she can't "play" herself.

Qiao Qingyun seemed to have lost herself... People around said that this was a dangerous state, so they advised her not to work and to rest well.

But besides filming, she has nothing else to do.She didn't think there was anything wrong with this state.

But until just now, when she saw Chi An's flustered, split and hesitant look, she finally felt a little worried.

She was always subconsciously worried about Chi An.

Is it guilt?Do you like it?Is it hatred?

Qiao Qingyun couldn't tell.But when she saw Qiao Qiu, she inevitably felt sad.

How would mom see herself now?

Chi An put a Band-Aid on Qiao Qingyun, and Qiao Qingyun's calm voice sounded: "I don't think life is interesting. The only thing I can do is to make a movie. There is no talk about the next movie. Knowing what to do next, what I can do, what I want to do. They push me to travel, but I feel too tired."

Qiao Qingyun paused for a moment without sighing, but Chi An felt that his heart was about to be dried.

"I'm not in good spirits recently, and my memory is not good. I went on a trip and got lost and couldn't get back. What should I do?" Qiao Qingyun said: "There are many people who worked hard in this drama. I don't want their hopes to be in vain. If it is Because of me, the capital chain was broken, so I have the responsibility to get the funds back."

Qiao Qingyun looked at Chi An.

Chi An was a little anxious when Qiao Qingyun looked at her...Qiao Qingyun came to Chi Yan for other talents.

But her eyes seemed to think that these things were all done by herself.

She seemed to be begging herself for so many strangers.

Does Qiao Qingyun think he will blackmail her?

In Qiao Qingyun's eyes, are those people so important that she is willing to accept sex?

Chi An didn't go to see Qiao Qingyun.

Chi An said in a cold tone, "Go away."

Qiao Qingyun just looked at Chi An suspiciously, as if she had no other thoughts.

Chi An took a deep breath and said, "I didn't withdraw the funds, it was Chi Yan who did it. You don't need to find me, I can't help you solve these problems. You can go to him... No, you can't find him. He likes Qiao Qiu's looks, and maybe he will do something to you... If you want money, go find other people. Find those who can provide you with money."

Qiao Qingyun said, "I didn't want to find a benefactor."

As if he didn't hear it, Chi An immediately repeated Qiao Qingyun's last word and said, "Do you hate me?"

Qiao Qingyun paused for a while, showing a dazed expression.

After a while, he lowered his head in frustration and said, "...what if I say I don't hate you?"

Now Qiao Qingyun has almost lost the ability to perceive all emotions.

Chi An said: "For tens of millions, can you open your eyes and talk nonsense like this?"

Qiao Qingyun didn't understand what Chi An meant.

Chi An said: "Because of my mother's affairs, I hated you for so long and tortured you for so long. How could you not hate me? Don't lie to me. Or, you are just trying your best to take revenge on me at some point ?”

After thinking this through, Chi An breathed a sigh of relief.

She is a person who is preoccupied with vengeance. She wasted her entire youth because of revenge, and even found the wrong target for revenge.Her life was watered by untimely hatred.

So, how could she believe that Qiao Qingyun would have no ill will?That's her mother.Qiao Qiu may be sorry to Chi An and Chi An's mother, but she is definitely not sorry to Qiao Qingyun.

Qiao Qingyun is not such a heartless person.

How dare Chi An face Qiao Qingyun's good face?

It would be fine if Qiao Qingyun really wanted something from Chi An.But in today's Chi An, what is there that Qiao Qingyun likes?

Qiao Qingyun was silent for a moment, and said, "I didn't want to take revenge on you."

Before Chi An could speak, Qiao Qingyun interrupted him.

Qiao Qingyun said: "I may seem cold-blooded when I say this, but I really don't want to sort out who is responsible for my mother's death. You hate my mother, I hate you... There is no end to this. How can I use what? Do you hate you? Do you also force you to jump off the building?"

Qiao Qingyun shook her head and said, "You are still young, and you have spent most of your life taking revenge on me. Am I going to spend so long taking revenge on you?"

Chi An thought: What does this mean?Did Qiao Qingyun completely ignore her?Isn't she even willing to face herself for revenge?

Qiao Qingyun paused for a moment and said, "Besides, I may not have such a good life for so many years."

Chi An said, "Don't say that."

Qiao Qingyun said: "This kind of me must be very annoying. My mother died, and I was so 'lazy' to pursue it... Such a daughter has no value at all. I am sorry for my mother, but I really don't have the ability to take revenge ..."

"That's not the case!" Chi An said suddenly, then instinctively hugged Qiao Qingyun and kissed her.

Two broken souls briefly meet, they embrace, some stab each other, and others bond.

The author has something to say: the countdown to the end~

感谢在2021-04-0719:12:41~2021-04-0819:17:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 26 bottles of la la la; 5 bottles of Jiaduoguan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!