I heard that I love you [entertainment circle]

Chi An practiced for five hours in the dance studio.

Xu Shengsheng persuaded Chi An to rest, saying: "You have been practicing for a long time, if you continue to practice, your body will not be able to bear it."

Chi An paused, the music was still going on, but she couldn't keep up with the rhythm.

Chi An tried his best to breathe, as if he would be out of breath in the next second.

Beads of sweat slid from his forehead and fell to the ground from his chin.

Chi An panted and shook his head.

Chi An's current state is the same as that of some players during the draft.Xu Shengsheng could understand that some contestants were desperate and just waiting for this chance to become popular.

But what about Chi An?Is Chi An competing with anyone?

Chi An said: "I...I can't lose..."

lose to who?

Xu Shengsheng thought in confusion.

But in the next second, Chi An had already caught up with the rhythm and continued dancing.

Dopamine is painful.

"That person" danced for six hours, and this was the only thought in Chi An's mind.

But slowly, besides this only thought, other thoughts gradually appeared.

It seems that there is a self, and it also seems that there is a little misery.

Chi An saw another young self standing opposite, and said, "You and your mother are both sluts. If your mother hadn't been a mistress, my mother wouldn't have died."

The background changed suddenly, and a slightly older Chi An said: "So many men confess to you, but you are indifferent. Do you like women?" After saying this, that Chi An's expression suddenly became playful and vicious.

Then, Chi An, who was wearing alluring makeup, said, "Are you going to be a mistress in the future?"

Chi An said: "I like you and marry me." But the expression on her face betrayed her, there was only hatred on her face, no love.How can a marriage be a marriage without love?

……

In the changing scene after scene, Chi An finally understood.

She is Qiao Qingyun.In other words, she is playing Qiao Qingyun now.

There was a heavy pain in his chest, as if he had been bitten by something.Fine teeth... fine pain...

It turns out that Qiao Qingyun... is she in such pain?

"No." A voice came out of nowhere.

Xiao Mi suddenly appeared in the air, floating in suspension.

Chi An didn't feel that this scene was inconsistent at all, as if... In every second of her life, Xiao Mi was like this moment, watching her life and everything about her.

Xiao Mi said: "She is probably in a hundred times more pain than you are now."

There was no emotion in Xiao Mi's voice, but it didn't make people feel disgusted either.

Xiao Mi seems to loathe herself.

Xiao Mi said: "Sometimes I feel that Qiao Qingyun is really a saint if she can bear it. How much does she like you? Or is she a masochistic physique?"

Chi An opened his mouth and said silently: She doesn't like me, she just wants to atone for her mother...

"Atonement? Even if it is an atonement, it will not be her, Xiang, you, atonement." Xiao Mi said word by word, but the sense of world-weariness in her voice became more and more intense, as if the whole world was gray. "If she is vicious, she should destroy you—it is very common to destroy a psychopath; if she is indifferent, she should stay away from you, because she didn't seek anything from Chi Yan; if she is kind, she should force it Sending you to the hospital, instead of giving you medicine and being found out by you, and being blamed by you. She is too weak, she is reluctant to hurt you, and she is reluctant to ask you to do things you don’t want to do, so over and over again, let you hurt she."

"But, you won't wake up. What's the point of such self-dedication?" Xiao Mi said, "It's boring."

Xiao Mi saw everything.Even though she was the one who knew Qiao Qingyun and Chi An's wishes best, she felt that this was a dead end.

——"You killed her mother. She likes you, there is no doubt about it. But she also cares about her mother. Between you and Qiao Qiu, are you sure you are the one who wins? Do you think she will forgive again? You?"

There was no wave in Xiao Mi's tone, but every word seemed to be sighing.

She hated Chi An, and she also hated Qiao Qingyun.

Chi An said: "I... I didn't want her to forgive me at all. I don't care! "

Xiao Mi shrugged and said, "Whatever you want." Then she looked away.

Chi An regards this indifference as a concession - she can't always see the situation clearly.Chi An looked at Xiao Mi, and wanted to make Xiao Mi disappear.

Xiao Mi is his own disease... If Xiao Mi disappears, will he get better?

Such thoughts popped up quietly, and became more and more vivid, occupying Chi An's head.

Chi An said, "Why did you show up? Why didn't you die?"

Xiao Mi paused and said, "Are you sure, you want me to die?"

Chi An didn't speak.

Xiao Mi said, "Are you sure you can survive after I die?"

"What do you mean?" Chi An suddenly panicked, as if the answer to this question was something she dared not face.

Xiao Mi didn't speak, but just raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

There is no vitality in that smile, only strong negative emotions, it seems that just one glance can make people lose all desire to survive.

Since she hated all of this, why was she created—?

"An'an, An'an!" Xu Shengsheng's voice sounded.

Chi An suddenly opened his eyes and saw Xu Shengsheng's worried expression.

"No matter what, you can't practice dancing until you go into shock!" Xu Shengsheng looked at Chi An worriedly, and said cautiously, "An An, are you...unhappy?"

However, Xiao Mi's smile without any desire to survive appeared in front of Chi An's eyes.

Chi An shook his head and said hastily, "I haven't."

Xu Shengsheng didn't speak anymore, but the worry in his eyes couldn't be washed away at all.

Qiao Qingyun walked from the set to the hotel after filming.

There is a small road in the middle, the street light was broken yesterday, J is repairing it.

The assistant wanted to accompany Qiao Qingyun back to the hotel, but in the middle of the walk, he realized that something was forgotten on the set, and he had to go back to get it.It was a prop that Qiao Qingyun brought to the set for shooting. It was a string of sapphire necklaces.

Most importantly, it was Qiao Qiu's birthday present to Qiao Qingyun. Since it was not the tenth birthday, the value was not too high. However, it could be used for filming, so Qiao Qingyun lent it to the crew.

This kind of thing must never be lost.But Qiao Qingyun was too tired, so the assistant had to rush back alone.

Although the street lights are broken, there should be no problem with many people passing by on this road.

Qiao Qingyun had filmed many scenes that day, so she was not in a good spirit.

So much so that when she heard the broken voice, she thought it was a hallucination.

In the next second, the voice became more obvious.

Someone hugged Qiao Qingyun from behind, and Qiao Qingyun realized that there was really someone.

Just as Qiao Qingyun was about to struggle, she heard that person say, "Shut up."

The warm wind hit the pinnae, making it dangerous on the dark path.

The voice was both familiar and unfamiliar, and Qiao Qingyun couldn't remember who it was.

The voice continued, "Are you alone?"

Qiao Qingyun paused for a moment, trying to react, but her body didn't have the strength to deal with it at all.

A pair of hands moved, caressing Qiao Qingyun's waist accidentally.Those hands froze, Qiao Qingyun didn't speak or move, but heard the other party's breathing became heavier.

After a second—and what seemed like a century—the hands moved again.

It began to caress Qiao Qingyun's waist.

Qiao Qingyun said, "You are committing a crime."

Her voice was flat and flat.

That hand paused.

Qiao Qingyun said, "Let's go."

The hand didn't take it away, but continued to walk away.

Qiao Qingyun said: "Then hurry up. Someone will come here soon."

Qiao Qingyun didn't think much when she said this - she was so tired that her body and mind didn't have the energy to function.

Although, considering her situation, the director spread out the shooting plan as much as possible.

But the exhaustion and trauma of the soul cannot be smoothed away by anything.

The voice turned up the volume and said, "What do you mean?!"

"I'm very tired." Qiao Qingyun said, "Hurry up."

Chi An couldn't help clenching his teeth.

Qiao Qingyun... How could Qiao Qingyun be like this? !

"It really is the daughter of a bitch!"

The moment these words were blurted out, Qiao Qingyun also recognized her.

Qiao Qingyun said, "Chi An?"

There is no emotion other than the upturn at the end of the sentence to express doubt.

Chi An didn't know what to say... Qiao Qingyun only recognized herself now?Then, who was she trying to compromise with just now?Can anyone please?

How could Qiao Qingjun humiliate herself like this?

Qiao Qingyun thought for a second, then said: "That 'bitch' is dead, are you happy? What do you want me to do?"

Qiao Qingyun's state is very abnormal... Chi An noticed this, but she was soaked in anger and couldn't make a rational decision.

Chi An grabbed Qiao Qingyun's lips in one bite.

It was a violent kiss.

It's more like offense and defense than kissing.

It's a pity that Qiao Qingyun didn't make any resistance and let Chi An wreak havoc.

Qiao Qingyun closed her eyes, she was almost out of strength.

At the end of the path, there was a voice.somebody is coming.

Chi An let go of Qiao Qingyun, wanting to leave.

——She herself didn't know why she came here.

Could it be that seeing Qiao Qingyun smoothed out the wrinkles of the soul?

Then why, do you want to run away again?

When Chi An sneaked into the depths of the night, he heard Qiao Qingyun say, "Do you want me to die? Wait until I finish filming this movie."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-12-0912:45:19~2021-03-2920:47:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 44 bottles of bastard eggs; 5 bottles of my favorite Rong Yuge; 2 bottles of Qingwen; 1 bottle of egozaku;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!