I heard that I love you [entertainment circle]

This day is the death day of Chi An's mother.

Chi An didn't tell anyone, and went to the cemetery alone.Chi An brought some flowers, not the ones commonly used in worship, but roses.

There is no other reason, my mother likes it, and no one will come to worship my mother except myself, so there is no need to pay attention to etiquette.

Unlike the anniversary of death in film and television works, the sun is shining brightly on this day, which is a rare good day.

Chi An wore a pink sweater, stood in front of his mother's grave, and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time, how are you doing down there? You're still so beautiful, I'm done already."

Mom looked at Chi An with a smile, her eyes were full of youthful and moving look.When Chi Yan was preparing for his mother's funeral, he used photos of her before she gave birth.

Because after giving birth to Chi An, my mother didn't take many pictures.From then on, my mother only took pictures of Chi An, and the album was full of Chi An's photos, occasionally showing half of her body or a hand.

It's a pity that these few photos were also burned by Chi An in a fit of anger.What happened at that time and why it was burned, Chi An no longer remembers.

At that time, she thought that she would not miss it, but now she has some regrets.

After giving birth to yourself, what is the mother like?Chi An's memory is already very vague, but he only has a vague impression of tenderness, as if his mother always looked at him with a smile.

"Someone said something bad to you. I don't know if it's true or not. I can't ask Chi Yan, and no one can verify it. I kind of hope that you are not dead, so I can confront you face to face. "Chi An paused for a moment, but then said: "But it doesn't matter, no matter what she said is true or not, you are my mother. Chi Yan is the bad guy."

"Sometimes I can't control myself. I don't know if it's good or bad, and I don't know whether I can't control myself or I don't want to control myself. I thought it didn't matter...but now I seem to like someone, and I'm afraid Hurt her. Even though I've hurt her countless times."

"Do you like Chi Yan? Why do you like him? When you first met him, he had no money and only looked like Zhou Zheng. Do you think he treats you well? Silly mother, it's because you are beautiful that he treats you Good. Do you see how he treated you afterwards?"

"Mom, I can't figure out what it is to like? The person I like is beautiful, gentle, dedicated, and tough... She is so good, I like her, it's not surprising. If she is unruly and willful, ignore me Don't pay attention, will I still like her?" Chi An gradually lost his mind, and said: "Then why does she like me... Just because I am sick, she thinks everything is justifiable?"

Chi An's positive emotions have always been rare, and when she touched feelings like "like" and "love", she was completely panicked and didn't know how to deal with it - she had always been good at hating things.

Therefore, once you think about it in another place, you will feel that you are heinous.

Why on earth is Qiao Qingyun so nice to herself?If it was me, I'm afraid I've already started fighting fiercely.

Was Qiao Qingyun too good-tempered, or was Qiao Qiu so important to her that she could even bear being with her?

Chi An felt very confused, but on the other hand he was unwilling to contact Qiao Qingyun.

"Is she a masochist? As long as someone is sick, she will treat it well? Then why doesn't she go to a mental hospital to be a doctor for others?"

"Mom, it's so hard to like someone... What should I do, can you teach me? Why do you like Chi Yan?"

Having said this, I can't say any more.

Too many words, even Chi An himself didn't know what to say.

The wind was too strong, and Chi An's hat was blown away if he didn't pay attention.Chi An ran to find the hat, but when he came back, he saw an unexpected person.

Qiao Qiu.

Qiao Qiu looked a little dazed, as if he was not in a good state.

Chi An slowed down, stood a few meters away, and looked at her with a complicated expression.

Why was she the only one who came to sweep the grave besides myself?

Qiao Qiu stood in front of the tomb with a dazed expression and said, "Can you let me go?"

Chi An didn't do anything.

Let go of her?

Chi An can let her go, but how shameless is she to go to her mother's grave and say such things? !

Qiao Qiu knelt down and grabbed her hair in pain.

The sleeves slid, revealing the wounds on the wrists, all traces of Qiao Qiu's self-mutilation.

At this moment, Chi An's eyes moved, and the resentment in his heart dissipated for no reason, and became extraordinarily complicated.

Qiao Qiu squatted on the ground and said, "Either you kill me, or you let me go. I don't want to drag her down... She wants me to live, but I'm in so much pain..."

Without much thought, Chi An knew easily that this "she" refers to Qiao Qingyun.

Does Qiao Qingyun know that Qiao Qiu thinks so?Does she know that her love is also regarded as a burden by Qiao Qiu?

Chi An stood aside, suddenly becoming flustered for some reason.

Later, did mother also feel that she was a burden?Do you also feel that your own existence hinders her liberation?

That's why she handed herself over to Qiao Qiu - a mistress she hated hysterically.

No, not like that!Mom didn't hand herself over to Qiao Qiu, it was all because Qiao Qiu lied to her...

Chi An's breathing became violent.

The sound of her breathing alarmed Qiao Qiu. Qiao Qiu squatted on the ground and slowly raised his head. He looked like a female ghost.

Qiao Qiu smiled and said, "It's you, are you here to take me away?"

Qiao Qiu's smile was very weird, and Chi An was taken aback for a moment, realizing that the other party had identified the wrong person.

Think of yourself as a mother.

Chi An took a small step forward and said, "Qiao Qingyun is your daughter, she wants you to live, you can't die."

"You have abandoned your own daughter, why can't I?" Qiao Qiu murmured, "It's too difficult to live for others..."

"I didn't abandon my daughter!" Chi An suddenly said loudly.

Qiao Qiu acted as if she hadn't heard it, and said to herself, "You didn't abandon her right away. You suffered from postpartum depression after giving birth because your husband didn't care for you. Then you became addicted to gambling because you could stay away from the child. You After holding on for seven years, I finally couldn't hold it anymore, and finally abandoned her... You handed her over to me, which is worse than handing her over to a passerby. I'm a mistress, don't you know? You don't hate me at all, just Hate children...you don't want to have children at all, you regret it, so you have to live again and choose again."

Qiao Qiu's mental state is not good, and his speech is scattered, but this does not affect the meaning.

Postpartum depression?

For seven years?

No... Mom loves me very much... It's not like that...

Chi An's mind exploded, and his whole body was filled with energy and blood.

Countless thoughts are entangled together, and finally condensed into a huge thought with no specific intention:

She lied!

"You liar!" Chi An said, pushing Qiao Qiu.

Qiao Qiu's body was thin, and he fell backward very easily, hitting his head on the tombstone.

Some blood was left on the sideline of the tombstone. Qiao Qiu clutched the back of his head, neither complaining of pain nor crying, just looking at Chi An and smiling strangely.

Before Chi An could react, he heard an anxious call from behind.

"mom!"

Chi An turned around stiffly, saw Qiao Qingyun not far away, and ran towards Qiao Qiu.

On the way to run over, Qiao Qingyun's eyes accidentally crossed Chi An, and then his anxiety and worry turned into disgust.

Qiao Qingyun, who she had been hiding for so long, met in this way.

Qiao Qiu ran out suddenly, and everyone in the hospital was looking for him.In the end, I called Qiao Qingyun. Qiao Qingyun thought for a while and said, "I'll look for it."

Then I asked the crew for a leave of absence and came to the cemetery to find someone.

Chi An followed, watching Qiao Qingyun tell everyone that they were safe, she sat in the driver's seat silently.

Qiao Qingyun glanced at her, did not speak, and pulled Qiao Qiu to the back seat to sit down.

Qiao Qingyun took the man back to the hospital. The doctor looked at the wound in distress and said, "There's no blood."

Qiao Qingyun nodded and said, "I'll find a way."

Then he walked aside, not knowing who to call.

Chi An felt like a transparent person, no one looked at her more, and no one asked her anything.

Just standing in the corridor, being passed by and ignored by countless people.

Chi An felt a huge sense of emptiness in his heart, as if no one in this world cared about him.

Where's mom?Mom is in heaven.

And mom doesn't want me either...

This idea became more and more clear, Chi An seemed to be possessed, his lips moved, and he kept repeating the word "Mom" upon closer inspection.

At this moment, Chi An's cell phone rang, bringing her back to reality.

Chi An mechanically connected the phone, opened his mouth and said, "Mom... hello?"

Ke Xian came over with a laughing voice: "Are you done with your work? Are you free this afternoon?"

Chi An slowly came back to her senses, she blinked and said, "I'm in the hospital."

On the way Ke Xian rushed over, Chi An was still standing where he was.

When Ke Xian came over and pulled her aside to sit down, she felt pain in her feet, like small needles.

Ke Xian knew that Chi An went to sweep the grave, but she didn't know why it developed like this.

"What's going on?" Ke Xian asked, "Why is Qiao Qiu injured again?"

Chi An said: "She also went to visit the grave. I pushed her, and she... was injured."

"Is it serious?" Ke Xian asked.

Chi An was unresponsive and did not answer.

Ke Xian said again, "Do I need to donate blood?"

The tone is a bit heavy and somewhat formal.

Only then did Chi An understand why Ke Xian asked this question.

Chi An looked at Ke Xian's thin body, and the other's face was blushing from a high fever.

Ke Xian stared into Chi An's eyes and said, "As long as you say it, I will do it."

Chi An settled for a while, shook his head, and said, "If you don't sacrifice, you don't need to save her."

Ke Xian and Qiao Qiu are not related, they have already helped Chi An so much, Chi An has no way to make the other party "selfless" give.

At this moment, Qiao Qingyun came out from nowhere.

Qiao Qingyun's tone was quite cold, and said, "I will save it myself. I found the blood."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-1919:21:18~2020-11-2216:19:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 bastard;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!