I heard that I love you [entertainment circle]

"What's your situation now?"

"I feel like there is a devil in my body...I can't control it. It will take advantage of my inattention and do many irreversible things. It seems to be worse than before..." Chi An pinched the corner of his clothes while talking .

She spoke more and more slowly, and her voice became smaller and smaller, until the doctor couldn't hear her clearly.

Chi An didn't want to say his truth, he kept thinking, and his words were very vague.

The psychiatrist was sitting aside, watching her calmly, waiting for her to sort out her emotions.

After so many years, Chi An took the initiative to seek psychological help for the first time.This is a very difficult process, and the psychiatrist can't be too impatient, otherwise it's easy to push Chi An further away.

When Chi An stopped talking and fell into thoughts that seemed to have no end, the psychiatrist asked, "Have you ever fantasized about those irreversible things?"

Chi An's reaction became a little fierce, and he said, "I didn't want to do that!"

The psychiatrist handed Chi An a glass of water and said, "I'm not saying that those injuries were intentional. It's just that the human brain is very complicated, and it often fantasizes about bad things. Most of the time, it's just a reminder The master can't do that. It's a preventative error correction mechanism."

"If you've ever had that kind of thought, maybe your brain is reminding you: absolutely, absolutely not do that. And your body is out of control, and you mistakenly take these thoughts as instructions..." The voice of the psychiatrist was very soft, Very accommodating, "It doesn't mean you're bad, it's just that you're sick and need treatment."

Chi An didn't speak.

Are you sick?

Those thoughts had indeed occurred in her mind... She fantasized about letting Qiao Qiu die for another more than once, and she often thought about how to hurt Qiao Qingyun.

Those thoughts lingered in her mind, as if that was what she really wanted to do herself.

Is that right?

Is it because of my impulsiveness that I regard those "absolutely unacceptable things" as things that must be done?

But what about those missing memory fragments?

Is that driven by yourself again?

Chi An raised his hand and looked at his hand over and over again.Can these hands be trusted?

The psychiatrist said: "In fact, everyone has bad thoughts. Some people fantasize about death, some people fantasize about violence, and some people fantasize about being raped. These are all normal. Don't blame yourself for it. Others say goodbye It's no use much, only you can forgive yourself."

forgive yourself?

Qiao Qingyun also said this.

Chi An suddenly woke up, and even his sitting posture was quite correct.

Chi An said, "Are you responsible for Qiao Qiu's depression?"

The psychiatrist was stunned for a moment and didn't speak.

"Answer me, is it?"

The psychiatrist nodded slowly, and said at the same time: "Please believe in my professional ethics. I am only responsible to patients, and I will not bring my own private emotions into it, nor will I try to be a mediator."

Chi An was still cautious, and asked: "Before I came to you, did you know me from others? Tell the truth."

The psychiatrist had no choice but to raise his hand to comfort Chi An, and said in an increasingly gentle tone: "Since you came to me seven years ago, I have always cared about you. Not only I care about you, but many people care about you." you."

"The medicine Qiao Qingyun gave me was taken from you, right?"

Before the psychiatrist could answer, Chi An asked sharply, "Do you like Qiao Qingyun?"

The psychiatrist was stunned, and blinked in surprise.

Chi An has an unnatural possessiveness towards Qiao Qingyun... She can't even tolerate others liking Qiao Qingyun.

And Qiao Qingyun is such an attractive woman.

The psychiatrist said: "I like men, and I already have children."

But Chi An stubbornly shook his head and said, "You just like her, that's why you're on her side. You want me to become normal, and I don't want me to seek revenge from Qiao Qiu again. You are all on one side."

Chi An shook his head as he spoke, obviously having confirmed this conclusion.

The therapist hasn't earned her trust yet, so could easily be relegated to the opposite.

Chi An stood up and walked out the door.

The psychiatrist stopped her: "Where are you going?"

Chi An didn't speak, and left without looking back.

The conversation room fell silent.

Chi An made an appointment for two hours of psychological counseling, but now, in less than half an hour, Chi An has already walked away.

Instead of feeling frustrated, the psychiatrist felt relieved.Chi An's willingness to come to her is an obvious distress signal.Based on the actual situation of Chi An, it is impossible for the first contact itself to make a big breakthrough.

But Chi An spoke up, and she fled in a hurry in the end, which has already explained what is most important to her.

She was actually... very afraid of losing Qiao Qingyun.

When Chi An was inspecting the spare parts factory, the original person in charge rushed over anxiously and said, "Mr. Xiaochi... the top... someone from the top is here!"

Before he finished speaking, several people in police uniforms came over.

"Are you the actual person in charge of this factory?" the other party asked.

"I am," Chi An asked, "what happened?"

The other party didn't seem to expect that the target was such a young girl, and after confirming each other's eyes several times, they said, "Cuff and take away."

Chi An's expression sank, she didn't resist, but asked, "What happened?"

There is only one answer: "You will know when you arrive."

……

After answering many questions, Chi An unexpectedly got a chance to call his family members.

Chi An thought for a long time, and finally dialed Ke Xian's number.

Ke Xian was startled when he received the call, and quickly asked, "What happened? It's so serious?"

Chi An shared the news he had learned: "It was a problem with the previous batch of parts, which caused huge casualties. I heard that so far, 17 people have died."

After the accident, it quickly fermented on the Internet.The investigators traced the source and locked the parts factory. After testing, it was found that the quality of the manufactured products was far from up to standard, which was the main reason for the accident.

So Chi An, as the actual person in charge of the parts factory, was taken away.

Ke Xian said: "That's what happened before you took over... It shouldn't be a big problem. Just wait for me, I'll be there right away."

Without giving Chi An any time to react, Ke Xian hung up the phone.

Chi An held the phone and was stunned.

She can only make one phone call, she can't ask Chi Yan for help.Xu Shengsheng is her good friend, but he can't help.The only person who could offer some advice on this situation was Ke Xian.

She just wanted to ask Ke Xian for advice, not for Ke Xian to intervene.

After more than half an hour, Ke Xian appeared in front of Chi An.

She was wearing a smart suit from work, but her hair was a little messy.

Ke Xian approached Chi An and stretched out his hands, like a precursor to a hug.But after a while, the hug was withdrawn again and turned into a head-touching gesture.

Ke Xian quickly said: "Someone is messing with you, not Chi Yan, but a competitor. Chi Yan should protect you. You don't have this kind of experience, and if you don't deal with it properly, there will be problems. I will take you out as soon as possible."

Chi An said: "What's going on? Are so many people really dead? The death toll... Is it still increasing? "

Ke Xian grabbed a handful of her hair, which was scattered on her forehead, showing a messy beauty.

Ke Xian said: "I don't know, I can't come in for too long, I have to go out. Take care of yourself."

Chi An wanted to ask something else, but he only had time to say "Ke Xian", and Ke Xian was taken out.

One second before the iron gate was about to close, Ke Xian said, "In the future, Chi Yan wants you to be any legal representative, and you don't have to agree!"

What's the meaning?Will Chi Yan deceive himself?

Before Chi An could ask, the iron door was closed.

Chi An sat in the small room for an unknown amount of time, no one paid attention to her, not even a glass of water.

When it was getting dark, someone walked in and said, "You can go out."

Chi An asked: "Has the specific situation been investigated?"

The man just said: "It's not your turn to worry about it. You can go back."

Chi An hesitated for a moment, then asked again: "Now... how about the casualties?"

The man glanced at Chi An and said, "21 died, and there are more than [-] others who are being rescued."

Chi An left in a daze.

The accident happened in a fireworks factory, so it was extra serious.

As soon as Chi An got home, he received a call from Uncle Li asking about safety.

Uncle Li said a lot, Chi An listened silently, and finally said: "Ask Chi Yan to answer the phone."

Chi Yan picked up the phone, and the first sentence was: "You caused me such a big trouble?"

Chi An ignored Chi Yan's accountability and said, "Did you give this factory to me on purpose? Did you know something would happen?"

After Chi Yan paused for a few seconds, his tone changed: "There is a possibility of accidents in this factory, but it doesn't mean that accidents will happen. How do you know that there is a problem with its products? Could it be someone from your side who made it?" .”

Chi An said coldly: "So you are ready to cheat me."

But Chi Yan said disdainfully: "I thought you would ask Ke Xian for help, then you would be able to come out clean. But it doesn't matter, the girl from the Ke family still helped a lot...haha."

Hearing Chi Yan's laughter, Chi An hung up the phone decisively.

She feels sick.

After a while, Chi An suddenly felt something was wrong.

How could a person like Chi Yan only cheat himself?

Qiao Qiu, who loves him, and Qiao Qingyun, whose weakness is Qiao Qiu... have they all been calculated by Chi Yan?

Chi An wanted to call Qiao Qingyun, but hesitated after calling out the phone number.

She was afraid that she could not control herself.

While Chi An was still hesitating, the phone rang suddenly.

She picked it up, subconsciously thinking it was Qiao Qingyun, and blurted out: "Sister Qingqing..."

It was Nie Han's voice on the other end of the phone.

Nie Han's voice was a little trembling, and he asked, "Where's Ke Xian...why can't she get through on the phone? I heard that before she lost contact, you called her the last time..."

Chi An was stunned.