you are my baby [rebirth]

As soon as Lu Xiye finished speaking, Qin Moyan tightened his lips, and a very shallow watery light appeared in his eyes.

He hurriedly lowered his eyes, covering the expression in his eyes.

Here again, that feeling of being wronged and wronged.

Qin Moyan had many, many kinds of negative emotions before, such as pain, such as despair, such as anxiety, such as sadness, such as depression...

These seem to have been integrated with his life long ago, becoming the main color of his life, and they are pressed on top of his head anytime, anywhere without spending time.

But grievances are different, grievances seem to take time, compared to his overly heavy emotional background, it is relatively hypocritical,

He has no time to spend on this kind of emotion, because there are too many things for him to fight and carry.

But now, he felt wronged in front of Lu Xiye more than once.

This also made him realize for the first time how powerful and terrifying this emotion is. It is almost pervasive and has a lingering aftertaste.

Probably only those who are truly loved and pampered are entitled to be wronged, right?

This thought slammed into his heart, making him clenched his fingers unconsciously.

No one dotes on him more than Lu Xiye, even his mother and brother also dote on him, but it's different from Lu Xiye's doting.

Lu Xiye's love for him, besides the love of his lover, is also tolerant and tolerant like his father's generation.

He is like a mountain, which allows him to completely let go of the burden on his body and mind, and he can gain a strong sense of security as long as he leans over it.

This feeling cannot be given by anyone else.

Qin Moyan's nose couldn't help but feel a little sour, and he wanted to throw himself into Lu Xiye's arms, even if he just hugged him tightly, it would be fine without saying a word.

But he didn't move.

Because he knew very well in his heart that Lu Xiye was the person he loved the most, and he should be cherished and cherished, not someone who would come and go when he was called.

Before he sorts himself out, no matter how painful it is, it is up to him to endure it.

Instead of hugging Lu Xiye for comfort when you need it, let him go away when you don't need it, leaving space for yourself.

"Qin Moyan?" Lu Xiye moved a little closer to him, so close that Qin Moyan could smell the fresh forest-like breath emanating from him after the rain.

In the hot and irritating evening of summer, this kind of breath can make people feel relaxed unconsciously.

Qin Moyan tried his best not to move, but Lu Xiye took the initiative to raise his hand and pressed him into his arms.

"Cry out," Lu Xiye pressed the back of his head, and his voice rang in his ears: "Cry out, Qin Moyan."

Qin Moyan struggled, but Lu Xiye ruthlessly grabbed the back of his head and suppressed him.

"Cry out all your grievances and entanglements." Seeing that Qin Moyan didn't move, Lu Xiye slowly moved his palm down and gently rubbed the back of his neck: "After crying out, everything will fall apart."

The setting sun sank to the horizon, and looking out from a distance, the sky was a fiery sunset glow.

I don't know how long it has passed, and when the sunset glow gradually dimmed, Qin Moyan's shoulders finally trembled silently.

Something very hot soaked through Lucino's thin shirt fabric and stained the skin on his shoulders.

Lu Xiye lowered his head, silently buried the tip of his nose into Qin Moyan's black and soft hair, and pursed his lips with extreme restraint.

For people who are used to suppressing emotions on weekdays, once their emotions find an outlet, it is extremely difficult to contain them.

Especially when Lu Xiye lowered his head and brushed his lips against the skin behind his ear inadvertently, Qin Moyan finally cried out.

Depressed, low, whimpering...

Lu Xiye didn't speak any more, just hugged him tightly.

His palms kept running along the hair on the back of his head, as if combing his emotions, allowing him to vent his emotions to his heart's content.

This scene of crying was incisive and vivid, and when the crying was over, something about Jiang Ying in Qin Moyan's heart really disappeared just like what Lu Xiye said.

He raised his head from Lucino's arms, the tip of his nose and eyes were red, his eyelashes were curled up and down embarrassingly.

"Is it better?" Lu Xiye asked in a low voice.

The light gray shirt fabric on his shoulders was dyed dark gray, and as Qin Moyan got up, the fabric that was away from body temperature became damp and cool.

"En." Qin Moyan nodded, raised his hand and pressed his wet shoulder, but didn't speak.

There were still light tears on his face, Lu Xiye raised his hand, but Qin Moyan moved faster, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears.

Lu Xiye's Adam's apple twitched, and then he slowly put his hand down.

Qin Moyan pursed his lips and looked at Lu Xiye's hand. The fingers of that hand were slender, with well-defined joints, but they were tightened slightly at this moment, and the veins on the back of the hand were raised.

He didn't mean to snatch it, in fact it was just a coincidence.

But he didn't explain.

"Lu Xiye," Qin Moyan said softly, there was still a faint cry in his voice, which sounded very soft: "I haven't thought clearly yet, can you wait for me?"

"Yes." Lu Xiye replied quickly, and then his body stepped back a little, pulling a little distance away from him.

Give him space as they agreed.

Qin Moyan's lips were pursed tightly, as if he was about to cry again.

Lu Xiye looked at him seriously, his eyes became softer and softer.

The night fell, and the cemetery was quiet, except for the occasional chirping of insects and birds and the rustling of the night wind blowing through the treetops and grass.

"Go down the mountain." Lu Xiye said, he habitually wanted to grab Qin Moyan's hand, but he took it back halfway.

The two went down the mountain side by side, and the night wind blew over, carrying the unique scent of humidity and grass in the summer field.

"Are you still used to living in France these days?" Lu Xiye chose a light topic and asked him with a smile on his lips.

"Well, the teacher and uncle are very kind to me," Qin Moyan said, and added: "Thank you for the Chinese food aunt you invited."

Lu Xiye smiled: "Who told you? It must be Wu Yun?"

Qin Moyan nodded, not knowing why Lu Xiye always called his mother's name directly.

"Auntie Chinese food, is the food delicious?" Lu Xiye continued to ask: "Wu Yun and Lu Chenming are not reliable, I asked the assistant over there to help find it, but it is too far away to taste it myself , so I don’t know if it tastes good or not.”

"It's pretty good," Qin Moyan said, and suddenly smiled as if remembering something: "I also made delicious pineapple rice."

Lu Xiye's footsteps paused. He hadn't seen Qin Moyan's smile for many days.

The location of the cemetery is not high, and the two walked down quickly.

The Qin family's car stopped at the foot of the mountain, Wei Chengbai didn't leave, he was leaning on the car and looking up.

Seeing the two of them coming down side by side, he couldn't help but startled.

"Aren't you..." He stood up straight in the middle of the sentence, and greeted politely: "Young Master Lu, why are you here?"

Lu Xiye's eyes darkened slightly, he guessed that what Wei Chengbai wanted to say in the first half of the sentence was probably "Didn't you break up?"

Although no one dared to say it in front of him, this sentence that disgusted him to the extreme has indeed been circulated in the circle recently.

"Come and see Qin Moyan." Lu Xiye said.

"If Master Lu comes a few minutes late, maybe we will go back." Wei Chengbai joked.

"The flight was grounded due to the storm, so I came late." Lu Xiye said flatly, and added: "Talk is better than nothing."

Qin Moyan glanced sideways at him.

Lu Xiye's expression was very calm and calm, but he could feel that his aura had changed.

Guard and confrontation emanated from his body unconsciously.

In the past, he wasn't sure why Lu Xiye cared about Wei Chengbai so much, but now he understood.

He moved his hand, instinctively wanting to shake Lu Xiye's hand, trying to comfort him, but in the end he only moved his fingertips.

Wei Chengbai nodded, and looked sideways at Qin Moyan: "Go home? Auntie and the others are probably in a hurry."

"En." Qin Moyan responded in a low voice, then turned his head to look at Lu Xiye: "Where's your car?"

"It was parked in the parking lot on the other side," Lu Xiye said, "It's getting late, you go back first, I'll ask the driver to pick me up."

Qin Moyan frowned, showing some hesitation, just when Wei Chengbai's cell phone rang, he lowered his eyes and said with a smile: "Auntie reminded me again, already three or four times."

"Go," Lu Xiye said, "don't keep your family waiting."

Qin Moyan nodded, bent over and got into the car.

The car window was raised, blocking Qin Moyan's face, Wei Chengbai turned the steering wheel, and the car slid out.

There was not much traffic on the road leading to the cemetery, so the car drove very fast, and soon turned into the main road, and there was nothing to see.

After the car completely disappeared from sight, Lu Xiye took out his mobile phone and sent a message to the driver.

He held the phone in a daze for a moment, and after the light on the screen dimmed, he raised his hand to take out the cigarette again, bowed his head and lit the fire.

The moment the flame came on, his eyebrows and eyes were illuminated, and those phoenix eyes were full of shadows and thorns, very gloomy.

The car turned onto the road, and the traffic gradually became denser. Wei Chengbai glanced sideways at Qin Moyan, and found that he was still quietly looking at the rearview mirror.

He has maintained this posture since he got in the car, without moving.

"Mo Yan?" Wei Chengbai called him.

"Huh?" Qin Moyan came back to his senses, but his eyes were a little slow.

He was still thinking about Lu Xiye.

When the car was going out, Lu Xiye's figure reflected in the rearview mirror was as tall and straight as a pine and cypress, but also as lonely as a pine and cypress.

He stood there, as if he hadn't moved, looking at their car.

He felt his nose a little sour, and suddenly remembered that snowy night.

Nayelu Xiye chased him out of the Sanjiu bar wearing only a thin shirt, and he left him in the same way.

It's just that he couldn't hold back that time, and finally got out of the car and ran all the way back to find him.

When he went back, Lu Xiye just sat in the snow in a daze, motionless, as if he had been frozen into a statue.

Immediately afterwards, he remembered the last time when Lu Xiye sent him back to Qin's house to meet Wei Chengbai, the way such a strong person told him that he would be afraid.

Qin Moyan's heart seemed to be tightly pinched by something, and he felt a little suffocated.

It is impossible to break the relationship between the Qin and Wei families, he suddenly thought, but when he goes to help Lu Xiye, try not to meet with Wei Chengbai as much as possible.

"What are you thinking about?" Wei Chengbo asked with a smile, "So preoccupied?"

"I'm thinking about Lu Xiye." Qin Moyan said.

Wei Chengbai froze for a moment, then slowly said: "Why did I hear some different rumors?"

"What rumor?" Qin Moyan asked in a daze, and then came to his senses.

"It's said outside that you broke up." Wei Chengbai had already said it.

Qin Moyan was quiet for a moment, then smiled slightly, his tone was light but firm: "We didn't break up."

"Then what are you guys?" Wei Chengbai frowned: "Are you having trouble?"

Qin Moyan turned his head to look out the window, not knowing how to explain it for a moment.

Seeing that he was silent, Wei Chengbai thought that he had acquiesced in his own words, so he said: "I remember telling you before that love at your age will have many variables and uncertainties."

"Brother." Qin Moyan turned his head to look at him: "It's not what you think."

"Huh?" Wei Chengbai raised his eyebrows.

"I had some problems myself," Qin Moyan said, "but there is no problem with my relationship with Lu Xiye."

There was some traffic jam on the road, and the cars were crowded in the crowded traffic flow. Wei Chengbai was a little puzzled when he heard the words, he didn't understand what Qin Moyan meant.

"But it doesn't look like you are still together now." He said, recalling the kiss between Qin Moyan and Lu Xiye in the Qin family's courtyard last time. Compared to that time, the atmosphere between the two of them has obviously cooled down today. many.

"Well," Qin Moyan said patiently, "We will be separated for a while."

Wei Chengbai looked at him, his gaze became more focused.

But Qin Moyan didn't give him a chance to speak, he went on to say: "But the separation is for better togetherness."

Wei Chengbai didn't speak any more.

But Qin Moyan didn't stop, as if he wanted to explain clearly to him.

"It was because I had some problems and I couldn't sort out some thoughts, so I chose to temporarily separate from Lu Xiye for a while," he said: "But during the time of separation, my feelings for Lu Xiye were actually deeper than before. Many, many times."

As he spoke, his brows softened, and his eyes were stained with sporadic smiles. His whole person was unprecedentedly vivid.

Wei Chengbai looked at him silently, still not understanding what he said.

"If it were me, then in the case of loving someone," he said, "I might not want to be separated for a moment."

Qin Moyan looked at him, his gaze seemed to be looking at a child for some reason, it was funny and tolerant.

"I love Lu Xiye very much. The reason why I want to separate is because I am afraid that I will hurt him because of those issues that I haven't figured out. I want to protect him and don't want him to suffer any harm." Qin Moyan said seriously: "Lu Xiye is here Wait for me, and I will work hard to get out as soon as possible.”

Wei Chengbai's hand holding the steering wheel tightened silently.

The street lights came on, dim and warm.

He heard Qin Moyan's voice, very soft and warm: "We will get married."

The author has something to say: wedding, come

Did not have time to repair

感谢在2021-05-3021:44:35~2021-05-3121:51:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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