you are my baby [rebirth]

Lu Xiye spoke slowly, his eyes were gentle and sincere, without a strong tone, and some characters would be slightly accentuated.

Like the dun dun teachings of the elders, every word and every sentence in it is respect and love for him.

Such a thing had never been said to him before.

It made Qin Moyan's heart seem to be surrounded by warm and soft waves, and he was moved layer by layer.

He grew up with Jiang Ying since he was a child, and the other party wanted to ruin him, so naturally he would not say such things to him.

In the last life, although he returned to the Qin family and revealed his own life experience, soon after he met, his brother had an accident under the deliberate design of others, and the Qin family also fell into Qin Moxun's hands.

During those difficult days, both he and Gu Qingrong were physically and mentally exhausted.

Occasionally looking back on the past, he was not quite sure how he survived at that time.

As an illegitimate child, under heavy pressure and constraints, he desperately wanted to keep the precarious Qin family for his brother. Sometimes he was so tired that even breathing felt like a burden.

And Gu Qingrong was even more distressed, taking care of the two patients of the Qin family, and didn't have more energy to think about these things.

Feelings are too far away from them, and they are things that those who have a peaceful life should consider.

Qin Moyan's emotional experience is very limited, almost a blank sheet of paper, and has never been scratched by anything.

If there is anything to say, it is the secret liking and admiration for Lu Xiye for nearly ten years.

But that kind of looking up and liking is unnecessary, because I know that the other party hates me very much, and I also know that I am not worthy of the other party.

In that kind of secret love, all fantasies are unrealistic, and sometimes I don’t even dare to have fantasies, as long as I can see the other person once in a while, it is enough to be satisfied for a long time.

But in the very few uncontrollable fantasies, he and Lu Xiye looked very good together, and they could give everything for each other.

Just like they are now.

In fact, at that time, he knew very well in his heart that feelings are not all beautiful.

If not, Jiang Ying would not have appeared between Qin Shibie and Gu Qingrong, and his fate would not have been so twists and turns.

Even so clearly, when he thought of Lu Xiye, he still stubbornly kept only the "beautiful" possibility in his heart.

During the most difficult time, he went to talk about a business.

The other party was nearly twice his age, and he was a big crocodile in the domestic supermarket industry.

The man liked him very much and gave him very good conditions, saying that if he could follow him, he could give him everything he wanted.

At that time, he was stuck in the lowest ebb in his career and relationship, and was very confused, so he seriously considered the other party's suggestion.

At a reception not long after, he met Lu Xiye, and although he only glanced at him from a distance, he immediately came to his senses.

He remembered that reception very clearly. He and Lu Xiye didn't speak, nor did they have close contact, but even so, he quickly rejected the other party and gave up this cooperation opportunity that could bring about a huge turning point for the Qin family. .

Seriously speaking, this is not actually his emotional experience. In comparison, it may be more accurate to say that it is an exchange of interests.

Including later, when he got engaged to Wei Chengbai, and the marriage between the Qin and Wei families, they were all of the same nature.

Even though Wei Chengbai liked him more and respected him more, he was always very clear about his position in his heart.

After all, he exchanged the Wei family's support for the Qin family with himself, and he was prepared to be despised by others in the big Wei family.

He respects Wei Chengbai very much and regards him as an elder brother. Even though no matter how hard he tries, he can't have the same feelings for him as he has for Lu Xiye, but he still decides to spend the rest of his life with him.

In fact, the emotions he saw and experienced were very few, thin and pale, and none of them were good.

Because of Jiang Ying's deliberate guidance, he has protected himself and her like a hedgehog since he was a child, and he has no friends around him.

I have never seen the relationship and getting along with the elders, whether it is Jiang Ying, Gu Qingrong or others.

He has to work to survive, and has no time to read idle books. Most of the rented houses in the past were basements, and they didn't even have TVs. Everything made his understanding of feelings very poor.

But after being with Lu Xiye, those barren things came alive.

Those vibrancy and liveliness were given by Lu Xiye, and they were even more beautiful than the fantasies he had in his last life when he was daring.

During the time with Lu Xiye, he smiled more than all the smiles in his two lifetimes combined.

Lu Xiye is so sincerely thinking about him...

Jiang Ying made him never have a childhood, but Lu Xiye made him return to his original nature and become a child again, happy, joyful and unrestrained.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to be loved.

Hate can turn a child into an adult, heavy and gloomy, but love can turn an adult into a child, innocent and natural.

"Qin Moyan?" Perhaps seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Lu Xiye leaned forward slightly, pressed his forehead against his, and touched it lightly.

Qin Moyan raised his eyes and looked at him quietly, but the fingers placed by his side involuntarily tightened quietly.

"Lu Xiye," he said softly, "but that person is you."

Because of you, I can do this without reservation.

For a moment, Lu Xiye couldn't say anything, his heart was hit hard by Qin Moyan, he hit the target, and he lost the ability to resist.

He looked at Qin Moyan for a long time, and then said softly after a while: "I didn't say that, I can't do it either."

Qin Moyan's eyelashes fluttered up and down, and a moment of confusion appeared in his eyes.

"Forget it," Lu Xiye was so soft-hearted, leaned over and hugged him into his arms, and said helplessly, "Then you can only do this to me."

"Well," Qin Moyan said softly, leaning on his neck, "You won't let me suffer."

Lu Xiye snorted and laughed, "You're pretty smart."

The Qin family arrived soon, and the two got out of the car together.

The snow has accumulated a thin layer on the ground, and there is a shallow mark when the foot steps on it.

Lu Xiye couldn't help raising his hand to cover Qin Moyan's hair, with a slight smile in his eyes: "Do you still want to play?"

Qin Moyan suddenly realized where that elder-like feeling came from.

Whether it's the words Lu Xiye said to him or his subconscious actions, they are all like a father who loves his children the most, protecting his children in his own way.

At that moment, a part of his heart that had been missing for a long time suddenly healed, and his eyes couldn't help but feel a little sour.

"Don't play anymore." Qin Moyan stood still, because of Lu Xiye's cover, snowflakes rarely fell on his face, but occasionally the wind would blow his lips and chin, making them cold.

Lu Xiye looked down at him without asking why.

Qin Moyan looked at him for a moment, and finally took a step forward, wrapped his arms around his waist, and said seriously and attached: "Thank you."

The snow fell heavily. Qin Moyan shoveled the snow with the servants at home the next morning and had a great time. He even recorded a video and sent it to Lu Xiye.

There were two days before the crew would start work, so he didn't go out again, but stayed at home to read and rest, or accompany his mother to take care of the greenhouse.

Lu Xiye is still very busy these days, especially when his parents have just returned to China, he has a lot of entertainment, and he has to accompany them to some social occasions after work.

They didn't see each other again, they only had a video chat every night. Many times, Lu Xiye needed to chat with Qin Moyan while working.

If Lu Xiye was busy, Qin Moyan would wait for him with his mobile phone in his hand, sometimes he would fall asleep in a daze while waiting, the phone slipped from his palm and fell to the side of the pillow, and only breathed in .

Lu Xiye didn't hang up either, just quietly listening to his breathing and busying himself with the work at hand, as if this would satisfy him, and also as if he wasn't the one who shouted hungry before.

On the fifth day of the lunar new year, the crew officially started work, and Qin Moyan also returned to Miyuan's residence.

On the first day of work, everyone is looking for status, and the role of the scene is not very important.

At noon, Wangxianju's dining car drove into the community as usual, and everyone cheered.

"This is the best crew I've ever had." Fang Wenfeng said to Qin Moyan with a smile after receiving the set meal from his assistant.

Before the director had time to eat, he was watching a few scenes in the afternoon, and said with a smile: "For dinner tonight, I should invite Mr. Lu, this scene really cost him money."

"Please." Fang Wenfeng coaxed, looked at Qin Moyan and said, "Let Xiao Qin please, Xiao Qin has a big face."

"Since it was invited by the crew," Qin Moyan said with a smile, not being fooled, "Of course it would be more sincere to invite someone in charge."

The director smiled, and took out his mobile phone while talking: "I invite you, I invite you."

Qin Moyan glanced at him, took the lunch box from Jiang Huang, and found a nearby chair to sit on.

The phone was connected, and the director turned on the speaker.

"Director He." Lu Xiye's voice came over, and Qin Moyan couldn't help but look up.

"Young Master Lu," the director said with a smile, "On behalf of all the crew members, I would like to thank you for your lunch sponsorship."

Lu Xiye seemed to laugh when he heard this.

"Also," the director said with a smile, "By the way, I invite you to our crew's dinner tonight. I wonder if you can appreciate it."

"I have a dinner party at home tonight, so I can't go there," Lu Xiye said with a smile, "I'll invite another party next time."

"Oh." Fang Wenfeng howled excitedly, and smiled at Qin Moyan in a strange way: "Hey, Xiao Qin, why don't you go to the dining car for dinner today?"

Qin Moyan pursed his lips and smiled, and heard Lu Xiye's deep and cheerful laughter coming from the other side of the microphone: "Let Qin Moyan eat more for me tonight."

"Tut tsk tsk..." Fang Wenfeng made a strange sound, and the others laughed along with him.

"Okay," the director also smiled: "No problem, let Young Master Qin eat more."

The director hung up the phone, and the production crew was noisy again. Qin Moyan finally finished his meal, and walked out with a smile on his face.

The sky is blue, the sun is shining brightly, the road is almost spotless, and there is still a thin layer of snow on the green plants on both sides...

His heart is as leisurely and comfortable as the white clouds in the sky.

As soon as he opened the door of the nanny's car, Lu Xiye's video dialed over.

Qin Moyan picked it up with a smile, and Lu Xiye Qingjun's face was immediately reflected on the screen.

He was wearing a loose shirt with a somewhat formal neckline, the buttons were tied to the top, his hair was casually laid over his forehead, his eyebrows and eyes were slightly bent, relaxed and at ease, and he looked full of youthful air.

"Lu Xiye." Qin Moyan called his name with a smile, and then closed the door behind him.

"Want to take a lunch break?" Lu Xiye asked with a smile when he saw him close the car door.

"No," Qin Moyan lowered his voice, "I want to lock you up here so that no one can see it."

Lu Xiye was stunned for a moment, surprise and joy welled up in his heart, and poured out from those long eyes: "Yo."

After Qin Moyan finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed, pursed his lips and smiled, and a slight redness appeared in the base of his ears.

"Lock me up," Lu Xiye said with a smile on Yan Yan: "Tie me to your bed, and I promise I won't struggle for a while."

Qin Moyan burst out laughing, but still said seriously: "I'm not willing to tie you up."

He was still wearing a costume, a red jumper, and his face was white and small, with bright eyebrows and a smile.

The sweater was very baggy, and as he sat down on the sofa, the neckline turned to one side, exposing a bit of his collarbone.

"Have you lost weight again?" Lu Xiye looked at it for a moment, then suddenly asked.

"No." Qin Moyan followed his gaze to look down, and pulled down his neckline: "My mother has fed me fat these two days."

Lu Xiye laughed, the meaning was unclear.

"You don't believe it?" Qin Moyan raised his eyebrows: "Why should I lie to you?"

"I don't really believe it," Lu Xiye said with a smile, "But it's okay, next time I touch it myself, I'll know if you lied to me or not."

Qin Moyan wrinkled his nose first, then made a face at him in the camera, and said provocatively, "Then you come."

At this time, there was a knock on the door of Lu Xiye's office. Qin Moyan saw him tilt his head slightly and said, "Come in."

"Young Master Lu," a female voice came from afar: "Your lunch."

Lu Xiye said thank you, and then the camera shook, and he went to the reception area of ​​the office with his mobile phone in his hand.

After a while, the camera stabilized again, and Qin Moyan saw the lunch box on the table.

"Did you just eat?" he asked.

"Well," Lu Xiye said while unpacking the lunch box, "I just finished the meeting before calling it to you."

Qin Moyan didn't speak, and watched quietly as he opened the lunch box and removed the chopsticks.

"Do you want to watch the most expensive food show?" Lu Xiye asked.

"Yes." Qin Moyan laughed, he likes to watch Lu Xiye eat and enjoys it.

Lu Xiye didn't pick anything when he ate, he ate a little of everything, his posture was very elegant, unhurried, Qin Moyan looked at it very comfortably.

"Have you decided where to have dinner tonight?" Lu Xiye was a little amused when he saw him staring at him seriously. .

"Not yet." Qin Moyan said.

"Isn't it your treat?" Lu Xiye asked with a smile on his brows.

Qin Moyan was stunned: "Why am I treating you?"

"You are the richest in your crew, who will treat you if you don't?" Lu Xiye teased him with a smile.

When Qin Moyan was in a daze for a while, he looked very cute and cute, and he wanted to put his hands on the top of his hair or rub his neck vigorously.

"I'm the poorest." Qin Moyan laughed, showing his white teeth.

"Then how do I do it?" Lu Xiye had almost finished eating, put down the chopsticks, picked up the phone and operated it for a while with downcast eyes.

The next moment, Qin Moyan received a huge transfer reminder.

"What are you doing?" He looked at Lu Xiye dumbfounded.

"Aren't you poor?" The smile in Lu Xiye's eyes was loose and gentle.

"Then that's also..." In Qin Moyan's understanding, gifts can be received in love relationships, and it doesn't matter if the amount is large, but money is not.

It's just that before he could say his refusal, Lu Xiye said first: "The bride price."

"As for the betrothal gift," Qin Moyan smiled for a moment and joked, "That's not enough."

Before he finished speaking, he received another notification from the bank.

Qin Moyan pursed his lips, a little panicked, watching the message disappear from the screen: "Lu Xiye, stop teasing me."

"The betrothal gift," Lu Xiye raised his eyebrows with a smile, and said, "We need to get you settled first."

"But," Qin Moyan didn't quite understand these things: "Even if it's a dowry, should I give it to my mother?"

Lu Xiye smiled softly: "I have prepared everything for your mother, this is for you."

Qin Moyan's fingers holding the phone tightened, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he was thinking very seriously.

Lu Xiye was amused, and felt that a certain part of his heart was hot and soft, so he called his name softly: "Qin Moyan?"

"Huh?" Qin Moyan raised his eyes to look at him, a little bit unaware.

"Do you know why I said you are the richest?" Lu Xiye's voice was a little lower, very gentle and sincere: "Because what's mine is yours."

"Including me." In Qin Moyan's gradually widening eyes, he said again: "I am yours too."

He had said these words to him before, but Qin Moyan didn't seem to take them seriously, so he wanted to say them again so that he could take them to heart and be serious.