you are my baby [rebirth]

You never know what it feels like to find something lost.

For some people, it may be just a jar of candy that outsiders cannot understand. It seems ordinary, but it can heal the trauma of the soul and bring a touch of tender comfort in times of extreme pain.

It seems to have been obtained for a short time.

But for some people, it is a huge surprise and happiness that others can never imagine. It is so huge that it makes people fear, fearing that it is just an unrealistic dream that will wake up and be broken...

Therefore, it becomes difficult to worry about gains and losses, and it is difficult to be at ease.

Lu Xiye sat in the car in a trance, the neon lights outside the window kept flashing, occasionally meeting his eyes with radiance.

Perhaps it was a habit developed in the previous life, when he was alone, he often fell into memories involuntarily.

In the last life, he and Qin Moyan did not meet many times.

Except for some commercial activities, the place where they meet most is Budu.

Counting it, the number of times they met in business activities is also very small, after all, Qin and Wuyun are not on the same level at all.

Occasionally, the last time we saw each other, we just nodded to each other, and sometimes we didn't even say hello.

In Budu, Qin Moyan rarely drank on the third floor, and would stay on the fourth floor most of the time.

Almost every time they met, he came down from the upstairs and said hello to their seats, but in fact they didn't say a few words to each other.

All in all, maybe Lin Jun talked to him more than he did.

In private, they have never dated each other, not even once.

They were not meant to be.

In the final analysis, it was because he knew at that time that he fell in love with Qin Moyan.

That made him at a loss and a little scared, because Jiang Suifeng had carved it into his heart a long time ago, and he only had one heart, how could he like two people?

In the end, it was he himself who chose to retreat deliberately, and it was he himself who turned down his face when he saw Qin Moyan and refused to let him approach.

Some people will think that he hates him, but he is not. He is just afraid of being emotionally immature.

What's ridiculous is that the second half of his life was supported by the only memory of the first half of his life.

He picked out those little memories bit by bit, and engraved them in his heart day and night, for fear that if one day he didn't pay attention, some things would completely disappear.

And those bitter pictures that have been recalled thousands of times, almost every frame tells him that Qin Moyan really likes him.

Even if he never crossed the line when he was sober, he never seemed to think about getting results for his liking.

But this point, Lu Xiye never doubted.

But why, now he resists himself so much?

In the last life, he forbeared and loved him so strongly, but in this life there is nothing left.

Lu Xiye lit a cigarette, raised his head slightly, and sank himself deep into the seat.

People are always greedy.

In the last life, it was enough for him to dream of him a few more times.

Later, he also wishful thinking, if he can let them do it again, then he can pay any price, just ask him to be happy,

But when they really had the chance to start over again, he realized that his happiness had to be given by himself.

No one else, no one.

Also, how could he let go?

That was the person he had been looking for for ten years after seeing only one pair of eyes.

It's also the person he clearly has in his heart, but still can't help falling in love with him again.

He, Lu Xiye, had never liked anyone, the only two he liked in his life were both the same person.

During the ten years of looking for him, he had had countless beautiful imaginations about him, but now after he really got in touch with him, he realized that he was much better than any of his imaginations.

He made his heart that had long been exhausted in that life of despair and persistence once again have joys, sorrows, sorrows, joys, sweet throbbing, and fresh impulses unique to young people.

It's just that he doesn't love himself anymore.

How funny.

Nemesis unhappy.

Perhaps this is the so-called karma cycle. In the last life, he secretly watched him, and in this life, it should be him who watched him.

But of course he won't be like him, not seeking results.

He wants to blossom with him, and bear fruit with him, and there must be no regrets, not even the slightest bit.

He remembered reading a passage somewhere, which said:

A new relationship often starts from the "shameless" of one of them, which breaks the balance and opens the way.

If there must be someone who is "shameless" in this relationship, then it should be him.

Jiang Suifeng should be there well, be pursued well, be pampered well, and then be cherished in the palm of his hand, regardless of the wind and rain.

After finishing work at night, Jiang Suifeng and Wen An were called to take a group of promotional photos before returning to their residence.

The lights in Jiang Ying's room were still on, but all the curtains were drawn.

He stood on the balcony for a while before returning to the room, took the small sugar bowl out of the bag, and put it in the drawer beside the bed.

"Lie" officially released the film's makeup photos and several still photos to the outside world on the second day of its launch.

In the makeup photo, Jiang Suifeng is wearing a blue and white casual sportswear, with black hair and dark eyes, youthful, while Wen An is wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, with haggard but tough eyes.

Two stills were released.

One of them was the photo of Jiang Suifeng pulling Wen An off the railing in yesterday's rain scene, and the two fell to the ground hugging each other.

The tone of this still photo is dark and heavy, the sky and the earth are hazy by dense raindrops, and a boy and a girl are caged in this gray haze.

They were lying on the ground hugging each other, one of the boy's arms was tightly wrapped around the girl's waist, and the other arm was on the ground, propping up his upper body.

The rain hit his face, dripping down his jaw and the hair on the back of his head.

His lips were tightly pursed, and the center of his brows was raised. A delicate face was full of tiredness, pain, and slight relaxation after extreme tension.

And the girl buried her face in his chest, weeping in despair in the torrential rain.

This still photo made everyone who saw it nervous, wanting to know what happened between them.

The other one was much easier.

In the photo are two extremely beautiful girls, one with long black hair and the other with brown curly hair.

The brown-haired girl with curly hair was smiling, and she was pinching lipstick to paint on the black-haired girl's lips. The top of the lipstick just touched the black-haired girl's small lips, dyed a little bright red.

Whether in terms of lighting or composition, this photo conveys a cheerful feeling of complete relaxation after a heavy atmosphere.

The people in the painting are extremely beautiful, and the two different painting styles convey two diametrically opposed emotions. Coupled with the promotion behind the announcement, the discussion about the movie quickly became a hot search term: the most beautiful lie.

And soon, another hot search word also rose rapidly, because netizens soon discovered that the black-haired girl was none other than Jiang Suifeng, the male protagonist of the film.

The keyword "Jiang Suifeng women's clothing" quickly surpassed "the most beautiful lie" in a very short period of time and climbed to the top of the hot search list.

"Brother Back View is really amazing, I just said that this girl is more beautiful than the heroine, how could she not have a name!"

"Good guy, I'm direct good guy, what is the direction of this movie, it successfully aroused my curiosity."

"Brother from the back looks really good in female costume, please take on the leading role in the next movie..."

"Women's wearer, I can do it!"

"The one in the rain is super handsome, delicate and not feminine, I still want a male lead."

"So this is not a love story, but sisterly love?"

"The atmosphere in the first photo is amazing. I want to cry when I see the photos, and I want to hold them all in my arms."

"The makeup photo is really youthful and invincible. I feel better when I see it. Why don't the officials post it in the morning, so that I can be happy all day long."

"..."

It was lunch break time, Qin Moxun, Chen Bing and Sun Chenle were gathering in the school cafeteria for dinner.

"Isn't that who?" Sun Chenle took out his mobile phone and showed it to Qin Mo: "The one in the bar is very arrogant, who has an affair with Lu Xiye."

When Lu Xiye was mentioned, Qin Moxun's face immediately darkened. If it weren't for Lu Xiye, he might be so majestic now.

"I wanted to tell you guys when it broke out the day before yesterday." With food in his mouth, Chen Bing also leaned over to look at it: "In the end, I drank too much and had fun at night, so I forgot."

When Jiang Suifeng was mentioned, Chen Bing was both grateful and afraid. If Jiang Suifeng had caught anything other than a necklace at the bar that day, he might have stabbed him right on the spot.

"Anyone can enter the entertainment industry now," he said, "There's no need to do a mental appraisal in advance."

"Isn't he on good terms with Lu Xiye? How did he get into the entertainment circle?" Qin Mo asked.

"The problem is, he didn't go in through Lu Xiye, he was brought in by Huang Yubai." Chen Bing said.

"Then who knows?" Sun Chenle smiled: "Maybe Lu Xiye is tired of playing, with his identity, do you think you can find someone who works in a bar?"

"Idiot." Qin Moxun scolded Chen Bing: "If Lu Xiye hadn't used his strength behind, do you think anyone could make Huang Yubai lift the sedan chair?"

"Why don't we check it out?" Chen Bing was like a dog seeing its bones, fearing that the world would not be chaotic: "It stands to reason that Lu Xiye's people won't enter the entertainment industry, maybe they really are divided.

Qin Moxun slowly shifted his gaze to the two still photos: "You really look really good."

"Let me just say it," Chen Bing repeated the old story: "How about I take you to that bar that day?"

"Go and find out," Qin Moxun thought for a while and said, "In case of a real split, I can avenge you, and I can still disgust Lu Xiye."

At the same time, Lu Xiye was also looking at these photos.

"I heard that you withheld two of Huang Yubai's movies?" Lin Jun asked as he sat across from him while cutting a steak, "Is it because of Jiang Suifeng?"

"Probably." Lu Xiye said, his eyes still fixed on the screen.

"Yes, yes, no, no." Lin Jun said: "You talk impeccably all day long, are you tired?"

"Yes," Lu Xiye finally raised his eyelids, and said, "It's okay, not too tired."

Lin Jun was amused and smiled: "Yes, he is in charge of beating people and sending them to the hospital, and you are in charge of detaining people's movies. The combination of your husband and wife is really fierce."

"What did you say?" Lu Xiye suddenly raised his eyes, looked at him and asked.

Lin Jun pursed his lips and smiled, and I said, "You husband and wife join hands~~"

He deliberately delayed the ending, watching Lu Xiye's expression change little by little.

The man looked at him a little forcedly and seriously at first, then tilted his head after a while, and couldn't help laughing.

"Xiaoye," Lin Jun said seriously suddenly, "You really like Jiang Suifeng."

"Of course." Lu Xiye said, but he didn't say much about this topic, but changed the subject naturally: "I think he played Huang Yubai very well. However, this matter was covered by Xing Chuan Seriously, where did you know that?"

"Someone in the top management of Xing Chuan wants to change jobs recently, and is currently in contact with FY," Lin Jun said, "I asked Jiang Suifeng a little more, and I found out."

Lu Xiye nodded and said: "Huang Yubai has provoked him more than once, and it is said that this time he deliberately dropped his favorite cup."

"Huang Yubai loves to do these little tricks." Lin Jun said: "This time I also encountered a hard problem. In the past, children could only suffer from being dumb."

"Well, I'm not afraid of him fighting," Lu Xiye said, he has a very clear understanding of Jiang Suifeng's fighting power: "I'm afraid that others will do some shameful tricks behind his back, that's why he overwhelmed him for two movies , I also said to Wen Zhiyun, as long as he has any problems there, I will blame Huang Yunbai."

The two ate slowly, and Lu Xiye told Lin Jun, "Huang Yubai has some problems. You should try to avoid cooperating with him in the future."

"Of course," Lin Jun responded without hesitation, pretending to be in a sympathetic manner, "He bullying Xiao Jiang is no different from bullying Xiao Jiu. Of course we can no longer cooperate with him."

"Okay." Lu Xiye was amused by him.

"By the way, I want to remind you about something," Lin Jun said suddenly: "My brother saw that Jiang Suifeng looked pretty in Wuyun's clothes, so he wanted to sponsor him for accessories. Signed a single product endorsement or something, what did you say?"

It is not surprising that Lin Qi has this idea and Lu Xiye, after all, the two are family friends and partners for many years.

Lin's jewelry line and WUYUN have appeared in domestic and foreign shows together for many years, and are recognized as the best partners.

Since Jiang Suifeng is wearing Wuyun's clothes, and he is Lu Xiye's favorite person, Lin Qi naturally does not hesitate to add icing on the cake.

"What's wrong?" Lu Xiye thought for a while and asked, "He doesn't want to?"

"That's not true," Lin Jun said, "Star Chuan said that Webster sponsored him before we did."

Lu Xiye paused, then bowed his head to eat in silence.

The news didn't come as a surprise to him either.

Wei Chengbo fell in love with Jiang Suifeng at first sight in his previous life, so naturally he can do it in this life.

"You have to be careful," Lin Jun said, "During the dinner with the crew last time, I felt that Wei Chengbai was a little too attentive to Jiang Suifeng."

"Then..." Lu Xiye asked, "How did Jiang Suifeng react?"

"Jiang Suifeng treats everyone the same, treats everyone equally, is very polite, and keeps a sense of distance.

Lu Xiye nodded.

In fact, he is not very worried about Wei Chengbai now.

In comparison, he was more worried about Jiang Suifeng and Wen An.

Both of them are young, and they are both filming for the first time, and they don't know whether they will be able to make a show after they get into the film. If they really get into the show, it will be really troublesome to make something out of it.

"I suggest you," Lin Jun said again: "It's better to go to the set to stay for a while if you have nothing to do, and make good use of the advantages of our same city."

"Where are your parents? Aren't they at home?" Tao Huai asked the girl as he wiped his wet hair.

The girl had already showered and changed into a clean set of clothes. She sat at the desk and said softly, "They took my materials and went to another city. There is a very experienced expert there."

He added: "I could have come back, but caught up with the storm."

There are girls' textbooks on the desk, and her name is written on the top one: Cube Sugar.

Tao Huai said, "Your name suits you very well."

Fang Tang's cheeks turned slightly red, and he raised his black and white eyes to look at Tao Huai.

Tao Huai was a little nervous, he was wearing Fang Tang's father's clothes, and his fingers were loose in his pockets.

"Are you afraid that I will seek death?" Fang Tang asked.

Tao Huai didn't answer, but asked, "Can I stay at your house tonight?"

"We just moved here, and we haven't tidied it up yet." Fang Tang said, "You can sleep in my room. I'll live in my parents' room."

The room fell silent, and the two sat and stood silently facing each other for a while.

One wanted to ask something but didn't dare to ask, and the other didn't know what he was thinking.

After a while, Fang Tang suddenly raised his face and asked, "Tell me, why is it me?"

"Why me?" She asked again: "I haven't done anything bad, I'm still young, and I'm going to take the college entrance examination next year. I should have a bright future, so why me?"

Tao Huai didn't know how to answer her question, nor how to comfort her, he pursed his lips and lowered his eyes to look at her.

"It's breast cancer." After a while, Fang Tang whispered again.

Tao Huai's eyes could not help but move to her chest, covered by clothes, there was nothing wrong with it.

He quickly looked away again and asked, "Did it spread?"

"No." Fang Tang said, "but the lump is huge."

This lump has followed the sugar cube for several years.

The girl is thin-skinned, she is embarrassed to say something, and this thing is not painful or itchy, so she slowly relaxes her vigilance.

It wasn't until recently that she suddenly discovered that the lump had grown a lot, and she panicked.

Her mother took her to the hospital for an examination. The doctor's hand examination basically confirmed the nature of the disease, and then further confirmed the diagnosis through color Doppler ultrasound.

Tao Huai's lack of knowledge in this area was severe, he squatted down in front of Fang Tang, and looked up at her: "There is no problem if there is no diffusion."

Fang Tang also didn't understand this knowledge, but the appearance of her parents falling apart and the word "cancer" made her fall into despair.

"Really?" she asked.

Tao Huai nodded quickly: "Well, as long as you cooperate with the treatment, you will be fine."

Fang Tang looked at him dubiously, taking his words as a life-saving straw, Tao Huai looked at him and nodded again.

"The doctor said to have a puncture first to see what the classification is," Fang Tang said, "and then decide on a treatment plan. Chemotherapy and then surgery are likely to be required."

The word "chemotherapy" is a very scary word for children of their age.

"I'm afraid," Fang Tang pursed her lips, and tears fell down like beads: "I don't want to lose my hair."

"As long as you keep your life, what is your hair?" Tao Huai held Fang Tang's hand, "It will grow back if you lose it, and you can also wear a wig. I will wear it with you when the time comes."

Fang Tang looked at him with teary eyes, and nodded heavily after a moment, hot tears fell on the backs of their clasped hands.

After the filming of the scene, Jiang Suifeng walked out from the set.

The sun in the yard was just right, he took a deep breath, releasing Tao Huai's helpless and forced strong emotions in his chest.

Jiang Huang handed over his phone: "The phone keeps ringing."

Jiang Suifeng nodded, sat on the chair, put on the padded jacket inside out, and then answered the phone.

There were several missed calls on the screen, including Jiang Ying's and Wei Chengbai's.

There are also several messages from Wei Chengbai, probably saying that the sponsorship materials have been handed over to StarCom, and he also praised the official promotional materials released two days ago.

Jiang Suifeng replied politely, thank you, without saying a word.

He hung his head, not noticing someone approaching.

Lu Xiye stepped very lightly, walked to a place very close to him, and looked down at the top of his hair.

Under the sun, Jiang Suifeng's thick black hair is like fine silk, reflecting soft light, soft and supple.

It's completely different from what he's doing now.

Just before coming here, he had just seen the photos that Yu Kuang had presented to him.

The photo shows Jiang Ying in recent days. In order to hide Jiang Suifeng, she lives in the villa area wearing the most plain clothes every day.

Probably because she was afraid that the neighbors would recognize her, she wrapped herself tightly every time she went out, and walked to the gate of the villa area to take a taxi or wait for the bus.

Even during the day, most of the houses she lives in have their curtains closed.

Like...like living a gray mouse.