you are my baby [rebirth]
Chapter 114 114
Qin Moyan couldn't get out of the movie completely for a while, so he looked at Lu Xiye with a dull look, revealing an unconscious purity and innocence.
His shoulders were exposed outside the thin blanket, the tentacles were slightly cool, and there were deep and shallow marks on it, such innocence seemed particularly aggressive, almost instantly, it made Lu Xiye's heart feel crisp and numb.
As if he was helpless, he exerted a little force on the palm of Qin Moyan's shoulder, and his palm was crushed by the bones of his shoulder, and he couldn't help feeling a little sour.
"Qin Moyan," he said, "did you hear what I just said?"
"Well," Qin Moyan nodded, "You are imitating her."
"I'm not trying to imitate her," Lu Xiye laughed, "I'm talking to you seriously."
"Then say it again." Qin Moyan sat upright, looked at Lu Xiye seriously and said.
Many times, Lu Xiye would deliberately think about the hardships Qin Moyan had suffered.
Even if he understands, even if Qin Moyan has never suffered that kind of suffering, he still can't help holding everything he owns in front of him or stuffing it into his pocket, making him rich no matter what, The best things come out of hand.
But he still couldn't help thinking about it.
Because no one knew that Qin Moyan's drowning may only have been at that moment, but Lu Xiye had been drowned all his life and never came out of the deep sea of despair.
Thinking about those things has already become his habit.
Under the dim light, Lu Xiye's facial features became more three-dimensional, his long eyes slightly lowered to look at Qin Moyan, he leaned towards him, and repeated his previous words seriously with a solemn expression.
Qin Moyan couldn't help but pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes were bright: "Me too."
He raised his hand, put his palm on the back of Lu Xiye's hand on his shoulder, and tried to clasp his fingers tightly: "I also want to hold your hand forever and keep walking."
Lu Xiye quickly responded to his movement, clasped his fingers tightly together and pulled him over.
In mid-September, Qin Moyan flew to France again, and officially started a busy journey following Wu Yun and his team for this year's autumn and winter fashion week.
Except that the interview model was not involved, he followed the entire process, including rehearsal, collocation, venue adjustment, coordination and emergency work on the show..., he followed all of them over and over again.
In just over a month, he followed Wu Yun on more than a dozen flights in the United States, the United Kingdom, Italy and France. In addition to being busy with Wuyun's show, he also watched many large-scale shows of other brands and learned a lot.
This is almost the most active year since Wu Yun stepped into the international fashion circle.
Also because of her "comeback", many top designers in the circle came to join her.
Wu Yun took the opportunity to introduce Qin Moyan to the seniors in the circle, not to mention, he also solemnly introduced him to the peers in the industry and the audience through the curtain call ceremony of each show, and even introduced her students to the world through the camera.
She was unreserved. When introducing Qin Moyan, she was proud and proud, as if she had accepted the best student in the world.
This is the treatment that few people can get, and it is also the first time that Qin Moyan was recognized by an international show.
Although he has not published any works yet, due to his humble and serious attitude and Wu Yun's influence in the international fashion industry, he was quickly accepted by this circle and gained certain recognition.
From late September to late October, within more than a month, WUYUN held a total of ten large-scale exhibitions around the world.
And for each of them, Qin Moyan carefully designed his own outfits according to the style of the show.
From the casual style and sports style that he is best at at this age, to punk, motorcycle, British and even gentleman styles, he can control almost all clothing styles under the WUYUN line with ease.
In addition, his appearance is exquisite, his facial features are three-dimensional, and when he is serious, he automatically exudes a cold and ascetic temperament, which adds a completely different color to this fashion week.
Although Qin Moyan is far away abroad, Qin Moyan is too busy to pay attention to domestic public opinion, but almost every time he plays, he must be on Weibo.
The major domestic forums have built tall buildings for him, collecting pictures of his various outfits at fashion weeks and photos with celebrities and predators in the circle.
It was the same situation today. When I woke up early in the morning, my Weibo was flooded with pictures from last night's Milan show.
This time Qin Moyan wore a motorcycle top, and his lower body was the same as the model on stage. He matched it with WUYUN's new wide-leg pants this winter. He wore a woolen hat with all his hair trapped in the hat, revealing his face completely. , only a small beauty tip protruding from the forehead.
After the curtain call, for some unknown reason, he leaned on the side of the runway and raised his head slightly, his eyes were slightly empty, looking a little cold and uninhibited.
Maybe he spent a very short time in the air, so there was only one photo like this after searching the whole Internet.
At the same time that Qin Moyan was taking this photo, Lu Xiye was coming out of Doctor A with Zhang Cheng.
There were still many patients waiting in line in the hall of Hospital A in the early morning, and several staff members accompanied by Lu Shi were arranged to wait in a small hall at the back.
When Lu Xiye and Zhang Cheng approached, it happened that one of Zhang Cheng's newly recruited assistants was talking to several other staff members.
"It's more than 30 yuan a year. Her family condition still wants to take medicine. How is it possible?"
Lu Xiye's footsteps paused, and he stared at the assistant slightly.
This person was recruited by Zhang Cheng himself at the beginning of the year. His name is Sun Pei. He is a doctor of biology from a well-known university. Because of his excellent professional knowledge, he has been following Zhang Cheng since he joined Lu's.
Lu Xiye had met him several times, but they hadn't communicated much.
At this time, several other staff members had already seen them, so they stopped discussing and greeted together, "Young Master Lu."
"Yeah." Lu Xiye nodded slightly, "What are you talking about?"
One of the staff members glanced out, and Lu Xiye followed his gaze and saw a middle-aged woman half curled up on a waiting chair.
The woman was dressed plainly and her hair was a little disheveled. Although she couldn't see her face, she gave people a haggard look at first glance, and she was overwhelmed by life.
"The eldest sister heard about our new drug somewhere," the staff member replied respectfully, "I beg the hospital to sell it to her. Her daughter has advanced lung cancer and has been taking other generic drugs. There is no way."
her daughter?Lu Xiye frowned slightly.
The half-curled woman looks to be only 50 to [-] years old, and her daughter should be very young.
Although their drug is effective, it is not suitable for anyone and any type. The most important thing is that the process of launching a new drug has not yet been completed. It ranges from ten to half a million.
"You give him a business card," Lu Xiye pondered for a moment, and said to Zhang Cheng, "Let her take the patient to do a related genetic test, and if she can benefit from the drug, let her bring the genetic test result to you For the business card, ask Professor Liu Qiang to receive the free medicine."
Professor Liu Qiang is one of the persons in charge of Doctor A in this clinical trial.
"Okay." Zhang Cheng said, took the business card from the business card holder, and gave it to his Sun Pei.
Lu Xiye glanced lightly, and said, "Let the easygoing go."
Easy-going is the staff member who answered before.
Zhang Cheng was stunned when he heard the words, and Sun Pei's expression also changed, but Lu Xiye didn't explain anything, and walked out directly.
The group of people divided into two cars, Lu Xiye and Zhang Cheng shared one.
"Master Lu," Zhang Cheng spoke for his assistant as soon as he got in the car, "Sun Pei is just a little young and energetic..."
Before he could finish his sentence, he swallowed it under Lu Xiye's half-smile glance.
"He is not very suitable for our line of work." Lu Xiye said succinctly.
Zhang Cheng used to follow Lu Chenming, and later followed Lu Xiye. Although Lu Xiye had not been in power for a few years, he knew this young boss somewhat.
In addition to being very rigorous in his work, Lu Xiye is actually very approachable, and he doesn't have high demands on his subordinates in other aspects. Occasionally, he can turn a blind eye to someone who does something out of the ordinary, but he doesn't know Why are you being so strict with Sun Pei today?
"Do you think my evaluation is unfair?" Lu Xiye glanced at him and clicked on the phone screen, Zhang Cheng glanced sideways, and on the screen was Qin Moyan's picture.
Lu Xiye was flipping through Weibo, saving Qin Moyan's photos.
Zhang Cheng coughed and looked away: "I just think you are a little strict with him."
Lu Xiye looked at the phone intently for a while before raising his head.
"If we are doing other products, or if we are in Vanity Fair, he is undoubtedly the best candidate," he said lightly, "but what we are doing is medicine. In this industry, it takes almost no effort, and only the most conservative You can gain both fame and fortune.”
Zhang Cheng was a little confused and didn't quite understand what Lu Xiye meant.
Lucino paused for a moment, not knowing what he was thinking, and after a while he said: "Our industry needs a strong ability of empathy, sympathy and compassion. Trial and error, to open up new roads, to overcome difficulties, if you don’t even have the most basic sympathy, but at least you shouldn’t gloat or be superior, so I don’t think he is suitable to sit in the current position.”
Lu Xiye's empathy ability is actually not strong.
But he has personally experienced the pain of loss and seen the loss of fresh life in front of his eyes, so he has a deep awe of life, and therefore understands compassion and sympathy, which is why he worked so hard in pharmaceuticals driving force.
Zhang Cheng was silent for a moment. He used Sun Pei very well recently. He was a little bit reluctant for a while, and couldn't help but want to say something for him. He said half-jokingly for a while: "Young people rarely do what you said. They still don't understand the depth of life, if you don't believe me, ask Young Master Qin."
Lu Xiye looked at him sideways, with a clueless expression, but Zhang Cheng obviously felt an inexplicable pressure that made him breathless.
"My man," Lu Xiye said, "he has endured a lot of hardships but never blamed others, and still maintains sympathy for the world. No one is worthy of comparison with him."
Zhang Cheng was able to secure the special assistant position at Lu's Pharmaceutical, so he naturally knew how to weigh the pros and cons, even if he was reluctant to give up, he quickly made a choice in his heart at this moment.
After the show in Milan, Wu Yun flew to Paris first, while Qin Moyan stayed with other team members to prepare for another big show with Lin's Jewelry a week later.
During this period, he went to see a lot of jewelry shows, and made final adjustments with Lin's designers on all aspects of matching.
The night before the show, he suddenly received a phone call.
These few product shows gradually became more intensive, and Wei Chengbai took the opportunity to bring the designers under Webster's banner to watch the exhibition and study, and they happened to be staying in the same hotel as him.
Since that talk, Qin Moyan never saw Wei Chengbai alone again, but in domestic exhibitions and shows, the Wei family and the Qin family are still the closest partners, and they stayed in the same hotel in a foreign country, Qin Moyan After thinking about it, it would be too heartless to directly refuse, so I made an appointment with Wei Chengbai in the coffee shop downstairs of the hotel.
The light in the coffee shop is soft and slightly dark, and the sound of the violin is soft and melodious.
Qin Moyan and Wei Chengbai were sitting by the window, speaking a language that only they could understand in a place full of blond hair and blue eyes.
"Brother." Qin Moyan was not as well dressed as in the show. He simply wore a black overcoat with an off-white turtleneck sweater, which looked very soft. "You guys are going to stay here for a few days."
He was very tired recently. Although he had an appointment at the coffee shop, he only ordered a dessert in order to ensure a good night's sleep.
"Three days." Wei Chengbai said, "And you, after tomorrow's show, do you want to finish here?"
"No," Qin Moyan smiled, "I'm flying to New York tomorrow night, and I made an appointment with Lu Xiye to meet there."
"Oh." Wei Chengbai replied lightly, took a sip of coffee.
Recently, he has paid attention to Qin Moyan's dynamics on the show. Watching his performance become more perfect and more confident each time, like a shining pearl, it attracts everyone's attention. Although it is dazzling, it is not glaring.
Qin Moyan like this made his heart feel extremely sour.
He always believed that his judgment was not wrong, that Qin Moyan was a person who lacked love, and the reason why Lu Xiye was able to win his heart was probably because he appeared in his world earlier than himself.
Countless times, he thought, if he was the one who met Qin Moyan first, what would happen to them now?
He believed that Qin Moyan would love him as much as he loves Lu Nishino now.
Such thoughts circulate repeatedly, even though they know that there is no way to recover, they are still unwilling.
Now Qin Moyan was sitting opposite him, with black hair and black eyes, and a small silver spoon stuck between his rosy lips, undefended and unaggressive, which made him suddenly want to ask clearly.
"Mo Yan," he finally said, "If, I mean if, if I met you earlier than Lu Xiye, would you like me?"
Qin Moyan slowly put down the thin spoon in his hand, and wiped the corners of his lips with a napkin: "Why do you ask like that?"
"I actually don't mean anything else," Wei Chengbai said, "I have accepted the fact, but I feel somewhat regretful, because I am sure you are a person who lacks love. I always feel that Lu Xiye just took up time. First opportunity."
What he said was a bit messy, but Qin Moyan understood.
He tilted his head slightly and thought for a moment.
It is true that he had a bad life since he was a child, and it is true that he lacked love, but it was not that he had never met someone who was kind to him before he met Lu Xiye.
There was once in school, his former tablemate Wang Yi was very kind to him, and occasionally would bring him an extra meal,
In addition, there are also people who seriously pursue him and express great kindness to him.
Of course, in terms of kindness, no one can compare to his master Lin Fang. Not only does he take care of him in life, he also teaches him to play drums, and he is helping him as much as he can.
But he never fell in love with any of them casually because of lack of love, let alone be hungry because of lack of love. He has his own bottom line and principles.
The only one he loves is Lu Xiye.
He did lack love, but he was indeed only willing to accept Lu Xiye's love, and only willing to love Lu Xiye alone.
He looked up at Wei Chengbai, feeling a little disappointed in him.
It turns out that Wei Chengbai thinks of him this way, for a little warmth, no matter who the other party is, he can sink into it regardless, without self.
He smiled, shook his head at him, and said firmly, "No."
His shoulders were exposed outside the thin blanket, the tentacles were slightly cool, and there were deep and shallow marks on it, such innocence seemed particularly aggressive, almost instantly, it made Lu Xiye's heart feel crisp and numb.
As if he was helpless, he exerted a little force on the palm of Qin Moyan's shoulder, and his palm was crushed by the bones of his shoulder, and he couldn't help feeling a little sour.
"Qin Moyan," he said, "did you hear what I just said?"
"Well," Qin Moyan nodded, "You are imitating her."
"I'm not trying to imitate her," Lu Xiye laughed, "I'm talking to you seriously."
"Then say it again." Qin Moyan sat upright, looked at Lu Xiye seriously and said.
Many times, Lu Xiye would deliberately think about the hardships Qin Moyan had suffered.
Even if he understands, even if Qin Moyan has never suffered that kind of suffering, he still can't help holding everything he owns in front of him or stuffing it into his pocket, making him rich no matter what, The best things come out of hand.
But he still couldn't help thinking about it.
Because no one knew that Qin Moyan's drowning may only have been at that moment, but Lu Xiye had been drowned all his life and never came out of the deep sea of despair.
Thinking about those things has already become his habit.
Under the dim light, Lu Xiye's facial features became more three-dimensional, his long eyes slightly lowered to look at Qin Moyan, he leaned towards him, and repeated his previous words seriously with a solemn expression.
Qin Moyan couldn't help but pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes were bright: "Me too."
He raised his hand, put his palm on the back of Lu Xiye's hand on his shoulder, and tried to clasp his fingers tightly: "I also want to hold your hand forever and keep walking."
Lu Xiye quickly responded to his movement, clasped his fingers tightly together and pulled him over.
In mid-September, Qin Moyan flew to France again, and officially started a busy journey following Wu Yun and his team for this year's autumn and winter fashion week.
Except that the interview model was not involved, he followed the entire process, including rehearsal, collocation, venue adjustment, coordination and emergency work on the show..., he followed all of them over and over again.
In just over a month, he followed Wu Yun on more than a dozen flights in the United States, the United Kingdom, Italy and France. In addition to being busy with Wuyun's show, he also watched many large-scale shows of other brands and learned a lot.
This is almost the most active year since Wu Yun stepped into the international fashion circle.
Also because of her "comeback", many top designers in the circle came to join her.
Wu Yun took the opportunity to introduce Qin Moyan to the seniors in the circle, not to mention, he also solemnly introduced him to the peers in the industry and the audience through the curtain call ceremony of each show, and even introduced her students to the world through the camera.
She was unreserved. When introducing Qin Moyan, she was proud and proud, as if she had accepted the best student in the world.
This is the treatment that few people can get, and it is also the first time that Qin Moyan was recognized by an international show.
Although he has not published any works yet, due to his humble and serious attitude and Wu Yun's influence in the international fashion industry, he was quickly accepted by this circle and gained certain recognition.
From late September to late October, within more than a month, WUYUN held a total of ten large-scale exhibitions around the world.
And for each of them, Qin Moyan carefully designed his own outfits according to the style of the show.
From the casual style and sports style that he is best at at this age, to punk, motorcycle, British and even gentleman styles, he can control almost all clothing styles under the WUYUN line with ease.
In addition, his appearance is exquisite, his facial features are three-dimensional, and when he is serious, he automatically exudes a cold and ascetic temperament, which adds a completely different color to this fashion week.
Although Qin Moyan is far away abroad, Qin Moyan is too busy to pay attention to domestic public opinion, but almost every time he plays, he must be on Weibo.
The major domestic forums have built tall buildings for him, collecting pictures of his various outfits at fashion weeks and photos with celebrities and predators in the circle.
It was the same situation today. When I woke up early in the morning, my Weibo was flooded with pictures from last night's Milan show.
This time Qin Moyan wore a motorcycle top, and his lower body was the same as the model on stage. He matched it with WUYUN's new wide-leg pants this winter. He wore a woolen hat with all his hair trapped in the hat, revealing his face completely. , only a small beauty tip protruding from the forehead.
After the curtain call, for some unknown reason, he leaned on the side of the runway and raised his head slightly, his eyes were slightly empty, looking a little cold and uninhibited.
Maybe he spent a very short time in the air, so there was only one photo like this after searching the whole Internet.
At the same time that Qin Moyan was taking this photo, Lu Xiye was coming out of Doctor A with Zhang Cheng.
There were still many patients waiting in line in the hall of Hospital A in the early morning, and several staff members accompanied by Lu Shi were arranged to wait in a small hall at the back.
When Lu Xiye and Zhang Cheng approached, it happened that one of Zhang Cheng's newly recruited assistants was talking to several other staff members.
"It's more than 30 yuan a year. Her family condition still wants to take medicine. How is it possible?"
Lu Xiye's footsteps paused, and he stared at the assistant slightly.
This person was recruited by Zhang Cheng himself at the beginning of the year. His name is Sun Pei. He is a doctor of biology from a well-known university. Because of his excellent professional knowledge, he has been following Zhang Cheng since he joined Lu's.
Lu Xiye had met him several times, but they hadn't communicated much.
At this time, several other staff members had already seen them, so they stopped discussing and greeted together, "Young Master Lu."
"Yeah." Lu Xiye nodded slightly, "What are you talking about?"
One of the staff members glanced out, and Lu Xiye followed his gaze and saw a middle-aged woman half curled up on a waiting chair.
The woman was dressed plainly and her hair was a little disheveled. Although she couldn't see her face, she gave people a haggard look at first glance, and she was overwhelmed by life.
"The eldest sister heard about our new drug somewhere," the staff member replied respectfully, "I beg the hospital to sell it to her. Her daughter has advanced lung cancer and has been taking other generic drugs. There is no way."
her daughter?Lu Xiye frowned slightly.
The half-curled woman looks to be only 50 to [-] years old, and her daughter should be very young.
Although their drug is effective, it is not suitable for anyone and any type. The most important thing is that the process of launching a new drug has not yet been completed. It ranges from ten to half a million.
"You give him a business card," Lu Xiye pondered for a moment, and said to Zhang Cheng, "Let her take the patient to do a related genetic test, and if she can benefit from the drug, let her bring the genetic test result to you For the business card, ask Professor Liu Qiang to receive the free medicine."
Professor Liu Qiang is one of the persons in charge of Doctor A in this clinical trial.
"Okay." Zhang Cheng said, took the business card from the business card holder, and gave it to his Sun Pei.
Lu Xiye glanced lightly, and said, "Let the easygoing go."
Easy-going is the staff member who answered before.
Zhang Cheng was stunned when he heard the words, and Sun Pei's expression also changed, but Lu Xiye didn't explain anything, and walked out directly.
The group of people divided into two cars, Lu Xiye and Zhang Cheng shared one.
"Master Lu," Zhang Cheng spoke for his assistant as soon as he got in the car, "Sun Pei is just a little young and energetic..."
Before he could finish his sentence, he swallowed it under Lu Xiye's half-smile glance.
"He is not very suitable for our line of work." Lu Xiye said succinctly.
Zhang Cheng used to follow Lu Chenming, and later followed Lu Xiye. Although Lu Xiye had not been in power for a few years, he knew this young boss somewhat.
In addition to being very rigorous in his work, Lu Xiye is actually very approachable, and he doesn't have high demands on his subordinates in other aspects. Occasionally, he can turn a blind eye to someone who does something out of the ordinary, but he doesn't know Why are you being so strict with Sun Pei today?
"Do you think my evaluation is unfair?" Lu Xiye glanced at him and clicked on the phone screen, Zhang Cheng glanced sideways, and on the screen was Qin Moyan's picture.
Lu Xiye was flipping through Weibo, saving Qin Moyan's photos.
Zhang Cheng coughed and looked away: "I just think you are a little strict with him."
Lu Xiye looked at the phone intently for a while before raising his head.
"If we are doing other products, or if we are in Vanity Fair, he is undoubtedly the best candidate," he said lightly, "but what we are doing is medicine. In this industry, it takes almost no effort, and only the most conservative You can gain both fame and fortune.”
Zhang Cheng was a little confused and didn't quite understand what Lu Xiye meant.
Lucino paused for a moment, not knowing what he was thinking, and after a while he said: "Our industry needs a strong ability of empathy, sympathy and compassion. Trial and error, to open up new roads, to overcome difficulties, if you don’t even have the most basic sympathy, but at least you shouldn’t gloat or be superior, so I don’t think he is suitable to sit in the current position.”
Lu Xiye's empathy ability is actually not strong.
But he has personally experienced the pain of loss and seen the loss of fresh life in front of his eyes, so he has a deep awe of life, and therefore understands compassion and sympathy, which is why he worked so hard in pharmaceuticals driving force.
Zhang Cheng was silent for a moment. He used Sun Pei very well recently. He was a little bit reluctant for a while, and couldn't help but want to say something for him. He said half-jokingly for a while: "Young people rarely do what you said. They still don't understand the depth of life, if you don't believe me, ask Young Master Qin."
Lu Xiye looked at him sideways, with a clueless expression, but Zhang Cheng obviously felt an inexplicable pressure that made him breathless.
"My man," Lu Xiye said, "he has endured a lot of hardships but never blamed others, and still maintains sympathy for the world. No one is worthy of comparison with him."
Zhang Cheng was able to secure the special assistant position at Lu's Pharmaceutical, so he naturally knew how to weigh the pros and cons, even if he was reluctant to give up, he quickly made a choice in his heart at this moment.
After the show in Milan, Wu Yun flew to Paris first, while Qin Moyan stayed with other team members to prepare for another big show with Lin's Jewelry a week later.
During this period, he went to see a lot of jewelry shows, and made final adjustments with Lin's designers on all aspects of matching.
The night before the show, he suddenly received a phone call.
These few product shows gradually became more intensive, and Wei Chengbai took the opportunity to bring the designers under Webster's banner to watch the exhibition and study, and they happened to be staying in the same hotel as him.
Since that talk, Qin Moyan never saw Wei Chengbai alone again, but in domestic exhibitions and shows, the Wei family and the Qin family are still the closest partners, and they stayed in the same hotel in a foreign country, Qin Moyan After thinking about it, it would be too heartless to directly refuse, so I made an appointment with Wei Chengbai in the coffee shop downstairs of the hotel.
The light in the coffee shop is soft and slightly dark, and the sound of the violin is soft and melodious.
Qin Moyan and Wei Chengbai were sitting by the window, speaking a language that only they could understand in a place full of blond hair and blue eyes.
"Brother." Qin Moyan was not as well dressed as in the show. He simply wore a black overcoat with an off-white turtleneck sweater, which looked very soft. "You guys are going to stay here for a few days."
He was very tired recently. Although he had an appointment at the coffee shop, he only ordered a dessert in order to ensure a good night's sleep.
"Three days." Wei Chengbai said, "And you, after tomorrow's show, do you want to finish here?"
"No," Qin Moyan smiled, "I'm flying to New York tomorrow night, and I made an appointment with Lu Xiye to meet there."
"Oh." Wei Chengbai replied lightly, took a sip of coffee.
Recently, he has paid attention to Qin Moyan's dynamics on the show. Watching his performance become more perfect and more confident each time, like a shining pearl, it attracts everyone's attention. Although it is dazzling, it is not glaring.
Qin Moyan like this made his heart feel extremely sour.
He always believed that his judgment was not wrong, that Qin Moyan was a person who lacked love, and the reason why Lu Xiye was able to win his heart was probably because he appeared in his world earlier than himself.
Countless times, he thought, if he was the one who met Qin Moyan first, what would happen to them now?
He believed that Qin Moyan would love him as much as he loves Lu Nishino now.
Such thoughts circulate repeatedly, even though they know that there is no way to recover, they are still unwilling.
Now Qin Moyan was sitting opposite him, with black hair and black eyes, and a small silver spoon stuck between his rosy lips, undefended and unaggressive, which made him suddenly want to ask clearly.
"Mo Yan," he finally said, "If, I mean if, if I met you earlier than Lu Xiye, would you like me?"
Qin Moyan slowly put down the thin spoon in his hand, and wiped the corners of his lips with a napkin: "Why do you ask like that?"
"I actually don't mean anything else," Wei Chengbai said, "I have accepted the fact, but I feel somewhat regretful, because I am sure you are a person who lacks love. I always feel that Lu Xiye just took up time. First opportunity."
What he said was a bit messy, but Qin Moyan understood.
He tilted his head slightly and thought for a moment.
It is true that he had a bad life since he was a child, and it is true that he lacked love, but it was not that he had never met someone who was kind to him before he met Lu Xiye.
There was once in school, his former tablemate Wang Yi was very kind to him, and occasionally would bring him an extra meal,
In addition, there are also people who seriously pursue him and express great kindness to him.
Of course, in terms of kindness, no one can compare to his master Lin Fang. Not only does he take care of him in life, he also teaches him to play drums, and he is helping him as much as he can.
But he never fell in love with any of them casually because of lack of love, let alone be hungry because of lack of love. He has his own bottom line and principles.
The only one he loves is Lu Xiye.
He did lack love, but he was indeed only willing to accept Lu Xiye's love, and only willing to love Lu Xiye alone.
He looked up at Wei Chengbai, feeling a little disappointed in him.
It turns out that Wei Chengbai thinks of him this way, for a little warmth, no matter who the other party is, he can sink into it regardless, without self.
He smiled, shook his head at him, and said firmly, "No."
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