you are my baby [rebirth]

It's been a long time since I hugged, and I haven't kissed for a long time.

Qin Moyan sat quietly at the desk, the pen between his fingers transformed into a long and thin cigarette.

His lips were much redder than usual, but his pitch-black eyes were a little dull, and his eyes were fixed on a certain point vainly, without moving for a long time.

The curtains bulged and fell, shaking slowly in the air, and the night wind rushed in with the fresh grass and trees in the suburbs, as if Lu Xiye hadn't left yet.

Qin Moyan couldn't help but glanced at the place where Lu Xiye had been sitting. There was no Lu Xiye, only Tianbao was sleeping soundly with his limbs spread.

He lowered his head and took a puff of the cigarette, the lingering aftertaste of being kissed and loved in his mouth hadn't dissipated, and there were traces of numbness as soon as the smoke was lit.

Like the invisible rope tied to the heart, it slowly exerts its remaining power.The closer it was, the tighter it was, as if it had completely shackled him.

The gray smoke slowly escaped from between the lips, and was blown by the night wind, and quickly dissipated.

Qin Moyan sighed lightly, and had to face up to the conclusion he just came to: some things, he is still not good at.

He pursed his lips, unlocked the phone again and called out his homework.

There is a part of the design drawing colored by Lu Nishino, which can highlight the soul of the clothing with just a few strokes.

He pondered slowly, but in the end he couldn't help throwing the phone aside, and fell into deep thought again.

He is a very rational person.

This is why after learning about the past life, they can quickly decide to separate for a period of time instead of breaking up.

Because even in the out-of-control situation at that time, he still instinctively and rationally analyzed Lucino's feelings quickly and empathized with his identity.

The result of rational analysis is that there is no problem with their relationship, so he has not wavered in this relationship from the beginning to the end.

The feeling after empathy is that he and Lu Xiye really can't tell who is more miserable than the other in this relationship.

But after stripping away his rationality, he also has a very emotional side.

Those things that were not thought to be emotional injuries, after learning about Lu Xiye's feelings for him, subtly changed and quietly turned into scars.

Those scars are very light, so light that if you don't think about it, you may subconsciously ignore it.

Especially after having Tianbao, when the two of them worked together to move forward, he even thought he had overcome it.

But when they just kissed, those things still surfaced unconsciously, and the grievances in their hearts slowly rose. A heart seemed to be tied with ropes, and there was no way to get free.

That feeling made him feel at a loss, and because he didn't concentrate enough, Lu Xiye bit his lips hard...

Qin Moyan raised his hand to touch his lips, and vaguely heard a voice coming from outside the window.

Instinctively, he reached out to crush the cigarette butt, but when he reached halfway, he suddenly woke up and pressed it into the ashtray instead.

The lights in the yard came on, Qin Moxun was holding onto the tree and vomited, Gu Qingrong probably fell asleep, and at the moment she was wearing pajamas and kept carrying him on the back.

Qin Moyan looked at the time, it was already past midnight, he stood there for a while, then walked downstairs.

When they got downstairs, Gu Qingrong had already supported Qin Moxun into the living room.

The servants all fell asleep, Gu Qingrong didn't call for anyone, and planned to make a bowl of hangover soup for him by herself, but Qin Moxun held her hand again, and kept acting like a baby while taking advantage of the wine, yelling at each mouthful.

Qin Moyan didn't speak, stepped forward and pinched his wrist, with a slight effort, Qin Moxun wailed in pain, and unconsciously let go.

"Yanyan?" Gu Qingrong was taken aback by his actions.

"Mom," Qin Moyan let go: "Go to sleep, I'll get him."

"Let me go," Gu Qingrong got up, and looked at them with concern: "Go and get Ah Xun a glass of water."

Gu Qingrong walked away, and Qin Moxun's pitiful appearance was also put away.

He rubbed his wrist, and stared at Qin Moyan in surprise and anger.

After watching for a while, he suddenly raised his finger and nodded Qin Moyan's mouth.

He originally wanted to lick his lips, but because everything in his sight was empty, he licked his hand away.

"Did Lu Xiye just leave?" He asked with a grin, "Take someone home every day!"

"That's my marriage partner, why can't I bring it home?" Qin Moyan said, got up and poured him a glass of water, and put it heavily on the tea table, scaring Qin Moxun to play.

Qin Moyan's words seemed to have touched some switch, and Qin Moxun looked at him with gloomy eyes.

"Are you so proud?" He said, "You found Lu Xiye, you were able to go to University A, you also worshiped Wu Yun as your teacher, and the most important thing is that your mother and brother love you so much..."

"Your life is so smooth," he murmured, "I'm so envious."

He said he was envious, but his eyes were full of jealousy, and he said, "Why is it you?"

"My life is going well?" Qin Moyan couldn't help narrowing his eyes slightly when he heard the words, and a mocking smile curled up at the corner of his mouth.

This was the first time he heard someone say that.

His fingertips tapped lightly on the armrest of the sofa, and after a while he suddenly laughed softly.

"Are you so proud?" Qin Moxun said again, with an angry tone.

This was almost the time the two of them talked the most since Qin Moyan came back. When they were sober, they almost never talked to each other.

Qin Moyan didn't speak, he lowered his eyes thoughtfully, and put his eyes on his fingers very quietly.

Qin Moxun followed his gaze and saw a pair of extremely beautiful hands.

Those hands were very white, with slender fingers, only the nails were pink, giving people an indescribably delicate and clean feeling.

Qin Moxun stared blankly for a moment, and suddenly forgave the hostility he felt when he first met Qin Moyan.

"Everyone has their own troubles," Qin Moyan said as if talking to himself, as the hand continued to move, "Not everyone can tell."

These words seemed to be an explanation, but it made Qin Moxun even more uncomfortable.

"Master Fanxue!" He said eccentrically.

Upon hearing this, Qin Moyan slowly raised his eyes to look at him.

"Then let's change our lives?" He asked with a half-smile: "You are the one who was taken away by Jiang Ying, you were the one who was deceived and humiliated and grew up, and you were the one who was twisted maliciously..., are you willing?"

Qin Moxun's eyes widened slightly, as if he had woken up a bit, he looked at Qin Moyan in a daze, and shook his head mechanically after a long while.

Jiang Ying was his biological mother, but no one knew that he really hated her.

Such a vicious woman, he shuddered just thinking about it.

He didn't recognize Jiang Ying, didn't go to see her, and didn't go to her funeral...

It's just that I want to completely clean up all the stigma about "Jiang Ying" on my body.

Seeing him like this, Qin Moyan raised his eyebrows: "Then why do you envy me?"

Qin Moxun opened his mouth, but said nothing.

"The admission letter for University A hasn't arrived yet. Even if I did, I'd still be able to get in. How about you? My brother and mother made plans for your schooling early in the morning, so that you can have books to read and use them to manage at home. I won’t talk about the money, and my brother even ran to ask for help.” Qin Moyan said: “The school is not good, but it is the best arrangement that the family can make. If you envy me that I can go to A university, you can also work hard to get an A. Big graduate students, Kaobo, why should you envy others when you can do things yourself?"

Qin Moxun: ... My mind is even more dizzy.

At this time, Gu Qingrong came over with a hangover soup in one hand and a bowl of rice wine balls in the other.

Seeing this, Qin Moyan hurriedly stopped talking, and got up to pick up the soup bowl in his mother's hand.

"Ah Xun drinks hangover soup," Gu Qingrong said with a smile, "Ah Yan eats rice wine glutinous rice balls."

"Is there any more?" Qin Moyan pushed the bowl over: "I'll fill another bowl."

"Mom can't eat supper all the time," Gu Qingrong said: "As you get older, your metabolism slows down, and you will gain weight if you eat sweets at night."

Qin Moyan smiled, took a spoonful of it and handed it to Gu Qingrong's lips.

Gu Qingrong took a bite out of his hand and said with a smile, "Just one bite."

Qin Moxun held the bowl in his hand, and wanted to give it to Gu Qingrong to drink, but when he found that there was sober soup in his bowl, he took it back hesitantly.

"Quickly drink and go upstairs to sleep," Gu Qingrong saw him blankly, and hurriedly reminded: "Brother will scold you again when he comes back."

Qin Moyang's power is very strong in Qin Moxun's place. He heard that he obediently held the bowl and drank the soup.

Qin Moxun woke up at noon the next day. He lay on the bed for a while before going downstairs with his hangover head.

The downstairs was bustling, Gu Qingrong hugged the cat, squeezed Qin Moyan in the middle with Qin Moyang, and was looking down at something.

"Mom." He called out, his voice hoarse like a broken gong.

Qin Moyang turned to look at him: "Did you drink again last night?"

In fact, Qin Moxun hadn't been this drunk for a long time, and he was shocked when he heard the words.

But Qin Moyang seemed to be in a good mood today, and he didn't care about him.

"Are you hungry?" Gu Qingrong asked with concern: "The meal will be served soon."

He said happily again: "A Yan's admission letter has arrived."

Qin Moxun's footsteps going downstairs paused, and he couldn't tell what it was like.

Seeing the three of them huddling together, he couldn't help but think of what Lu Feng said.

The word "outsider" hit his brain hard, and his head hurt even more.

At the end of August, Qin Moxun's admission notice also arrived.

Even though she knew the result a long time ago, Gu Qingrong was still very happy, and specially reserved the banquet hall of the imperial court to celebrate them.

They booked a small hall, and they didn't invite many guests. Apart from some relatives and elders of the family, there were also some wives from Gu Qingrong who played cards together, Qin Moyang's friends, and Qin Moxun's classmates and friends.

Qin Moyan only invited Lu Xiye, Sun Lihuan and Lin Fang, but Lin Fang had just left Sanjiu recently and was preparing for his new bar, so he couldn't come over.

The banquet was said to be a celebration for two people, but in fact, almost everyone focused on Qin Moyan.

The same was true for some of Qin Moxun's friends, who surrounded Qin Moyan with wine glasses and kept saying compliments.

Qin Moyan stood in the middle of the crowd, smiling slightly, and handled every move appropriately.

He has always been like this, although he disdains to be with these people, but the surface communication is never perfunctory.

Qin Moxun stood in the shadows holding his wine glass, and suddenly felt as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

While hesitating, there was a loud noise at the door, and many people greeted him. Qin Moxun followed the sound and found that it was Lu Xiye who had arrived.

I don't know if it was discussed, but Lu Xiye and Qin Moyan wore WUYUN's latest couple style this summer.

They are all black trousers and silver-gray silk shirts. The unique luster of silk fabrics makes people soft and elegant.

While walking, the scattered diamonds on the neckline reflected a little bit of bright light under the light, making people's eyebrows and eyes bright.

Unassuming, but chic enough.

"Young Master Lu, Young Master Lu..."

Lu Xiye smiled and nodded to people as he walked forward.

"Today I'm a supporting role," his voice was low and gentle, with a smile, and his words were very humble: "I also hope that everyone will pay more attention to the protagonists."

I don't know who replied: "Young Master Qin is probably the only one who can make Young Master Lu willing to be a green leaf?"

This elicited a good-natured laugh.

Amidst the laughter, Qin Moxun heard Lu Xiye call Qin Moyan's name.

He cast his gaze across the crowd, and saw Lu Xiye politely blocking Qin Moyan's glass of wine.

"He's still a child," he said with a smile, "Please raise your hands high, as long as you understand it."

Because of Lu Xiye's arrival, Qin Moyan's pressure dropped sharply, he looked out with a smile in his eyes, and happened to meet Qin Moxun's gaze.

Qin Moxun's eyes...

Qin Moyan frowned imperceptibly.

"Ah Xun." He called out calmly, and then said to the surrounding people: "Let me and my brother toast everyone, thank you for coming here for us."

Qin Moxun was stunned for a moment, and realized belatedly that the "brother" Qin Moyan was talking about this time turned out to be himself.

He was a little surprised, a little shocked, a little jealous and a little lost...

He walked over with a lot of thoughts, toasted with Qin Moyan, toasted everyone numbly, then pulled the tie around his neck, ready to go out to take a breath.

Before going out, he looked back again.

Lu Xiye and Qin Moyan had left the crowd and were standing next to each other in a corner of the banquet hall.

There were a few small orange overhead lights on over there, and the light fell down, making it look very quiet.

Lu Xiye put one hand on the top of Qin Moyan's hair, and held a rose behind his back with the other hand, leaning slightly to talk to him, while Qin Moyan looked up at Lu Xiye with a very focused expression.

Qin Moyan's face was a little drunk, his skin was white with a light pink, his eyes were black and white, slightly moist, and looked extremely pure.

Lu Xiye moved his hand down, pinched the back of his neck as if encouraging or admiring, and approached him with a deep smile: "Bless you."

The rose behind him was handed to him, Qin Moyan took it with a smile, lowered his head and sniffed it.

Following his movements, a cold white metallic luster flashed in front of his eyes, Qin Moyan looked up at Lu Xiye in surprise, and lowered his eyes to tear apart the wrapping paper of the rose.

A key was hung on the flower branch below, and Qin Moyan held it in his palm.

A little familiar.

"This is..." He stared at it for a moment, and suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind: "The key to that house in Mi Yuan?"

"So powerful?" Lu Xiye laughed under his surprised eyes, and pampered his forehead: "You recognize it at a glance?"

Qin Moyan held the key in his palm, clenched it tightly and then released it: "Didn't the landlord uncle say that this house will be reserved for his son as a wedding room?"

Lu Xiye just smiled and said nothing, Qin Moyan also suddenly realized that he was a little silly asking this question, so he couldn't help but pursed his lips and smiled.

"Congratulations." Lu Xiye squeezed his palm quietly: "This is a college gift from me, do you still like it?"

"I like it." Qin Moyan nodded, and leaned over to hug Lu Xiye.

It seems that holding this key, those memories with the person in front of me will never dissipate.

It made him happy, and he got some sort of magical security out of it.

At the same time, Qin Moxun had just smoked a cigarette outside, and when he was about to return, he bumped into someone accidentally.

He was burning in his heart, and he was about to take the opportunity to vent, but he fell silent when he saw the face of the person opposite.

He knew this face, because this person was too popular before, and it was Huang Yubai who wanted to come back recently but failed repeatedly.