guard stolen

Before the dog dies, it should be very painful, but let's go away quietly as Juexiao's little baby!

Pingping's condition is getting worse and worse, and the dog's appetite will decline more and more before dying. It can't eat anything, but every time it will open its mouth again under Lin Juexiao's gaze, swallowing wearily.

Lin Juexiao was reluctant to leave it, and it was also reluctant to leave Lin Juexiao.

He said he wanted to accompany Pingping, so he simply asked for leave to stay at home. There was obviously one more person in the house, but he was even more depressed than usual.

Lin Juexiao doesn't talk much, he always lowers his head with half-closed eyes.The warm light shone on his white neck, which naturally revealed his fragility.

He asked Zhou Jinye to take many photos.

Every time he took a photo, he would wrap his arms around Pingping's neck and lean against it very intimately.

His eyes are a little swollen, but he still bends them, making comparisons with Pingping.

But the thing that worried Lin Juexiao the most still happened——Back to the light.

He has been sleeping very lightly for the past few days, and he sleeps with Pingping every day, and Pingping slept with him when he was young.

Lin Juexiao always wakes up frequently in the middle of the night, and then reaches out to touch the temperature around him. He doesn't feel at ease until he feels the warmth.

His mental state was also not very good, and Zhou Jinye was even more worried about him.

The moment Pingping had the energy to eat again, Lin Juexiao's heart turned cold. He knew that Pingping's journey in the world was coming to an end soon.

Lin Juexiao squeezed its palm, and took it and Zhou Jinye down the stairs. He had heavy dark circles under his eyes, and said to Zhou Jinye with a forced smile, "Help me hold it in the co-pilot, I will Take it home."

Zhou Jinye agreed, and he sat in the co-pilot with Pingping in his arms. The golden retriever was very obedient and did not struggle in his arms.

In order to take care of Pingping, Lin Juexiao adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner very high.

His palm stroked Pingping's head one by one, Zhou Jinye would not comfort others, and could only quietly accompany Lin Juexiao.

Zhang Huiying and Lin Guoyuan stood downstairs waiting for them, with sad expressions on their faces.Seeing the familiar car, Zhang Huiying trotted over to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes. She touched Pingping's head and coaxed in a low voice: "We are going home to Pingping."

She led Pingping and Lin Guoyuan on her arm, and walked upstairs cautiously.

Returning to the environment where he had been staying for more than ten years, Pingping stood up all of a sudden, wagging his tail and looked around the corners of the room.

It pulled out an old ball from under the sofa, held it in its mouth, and spat it into Lin Juexiao's palm.

"It seems that I have bought this ball for a long time." Zhang Huiying's nose became more sore, and she said to Zhou Jinye, "Pingping was brought back from a friend's house when Jue Xiao was a child. How many years has it been?"

She sobbed a few times: "I can't remember."

Lin Juexiao stayed at home with Pingping for a day, and finally he was about to leave. He said, "I'm going to take him to the pet hospital."

Zhou Jinye was stunned.

Lin Juexiao lowered her eyes and whispered: "If it is in pain, I might euthanize it."

So he hoped that Ping Ping would not be in pain. He might not be able to do this with his own hands, nor could he just watch others euthanize Ping Ping's blood vessels.

But if there is such a moment, he must be by Pingping's side.Because dogs can be desperate, they need the company of their owners to be at ease.

Fortunately, Pingping's journey was painless.

It lay on the soft sofa and closed its eyes, its chest rose and fell, and finally its breathing became even, as if it had fallen asleep.

Lin Juexiao squatted beside it for a long time before raising her hand to touch Pingping's body, feeling a little stiff.

He squatted on the spot in a daze, Jiang Miaomiao came over to persuade him a few words, but it was of no avail.

Zhou Jinye couldn't see him like this, sighed, hugged him from behind and dragged him up from the ground.

He couldn't say not to be sad at this time, nor could he say not to cry.

Zhou Jinye could only hold Lin Juexiao tighter. Normally, Lin Juexiao would not give him a hug, but now Lin Juexiao seemed to need some support.

He whispered in Lin Juexiao's ear: "Do you want to cry? If you want to cry, you can cry by my side."

Lin Juexiao's reaction slowed down, he shook his head and said, "I won't cry."

He thought that Pingping probably didn't want to see him cry either.

Zhou Jinye's tone became softer and slower, and he asked, "Then I'll contact the pet funeral home now, is that okay?"

Lin Juexiao's voice was astringent, but she still nodded and said: "... yes."

Pingping is a very sensible dog, he never causes trouble to others, even if he leaves at noon.

Zhou Jinye avoided Lin Juexiao and called the funeral home.

The funeral parlor was very efficient, and after a short wait, a small car drove over, and Lin Juexiao and Zhou Jinye also got into the car.

The pet funeral home is in a very remote and small place. Lin Juexiao personally carried Pingping down and sent it to the undertaker.

The mortician combed its hair, applied inkpad on its paws, and left a paw print on the paper.

The mortician asked, "Do you need a farewell ceremony for the body?"

Lin Juexiao shook his head numbly again and said, "No."

He looked flat on the mourning hall.

It seemed to be asleep, as if it would sit up again in a second, staring at him with its smart eyes, or rubbing his wet nose against him.

The stove behind him started to burn, and the burning tongue seemed to scald Lin Juexiao's eyes.

His eyes were suddenly blocked by darkness, it was Zhou Jinye's hand.

Zhou Jinye quietly sat beside him, blocking Lin Juexiao's masochistic sight with his cold palm.

When Lin Juexiao saw Pingping again, it was a box of ashes.

He carefully walked out with the box in his hands, but he almost accidentally fell down again without seeing the road ahead.

Zhou Jinye could only walk behind him and look at him.

He has never had a pet, but he can also understand Lin Juexiao's current feeling, which should be a catastrophe.

Lin Juexiao stayed for one afternoon and one night, and when he woke up the next day, he looked the same as usual, as if he had accepted the reality of leaving plainly.

But Lin Juexiao still didn't eat very much, he always moved his chopsticks a few times before stopping. If he didn't eat, Zhou Jinye didn't eat either.

This continued for several days, and one night when Lin Juexiao got off work, Zhou Jinye blocked the door and hugged him.

"Lin Juexiao." Zhou Jinye shouted in a low voice, he raised his hand to cover Lin Juexiao's head, and held him in his arms, "You said - don't stay where you are."

He said: "This is what you taught me before, why can't you do it yourself?"

"Pingping is very lucky to have you as his master, no, as a relative." Zhou Jinye said, "It is the happiest little golden retriever I have ever seen."

"You also said that Pingping hopes that you don't cry and you don't feel sad. You will only make it uneasy, and it will never forget you."

"Only if you are relieved, it will reincarnate with peace of mind. It will definitely become a baby in its next life, with the same lifespan as us."

Lin Juexiao has actually been holding back these days, he needs a place to vent.

Zhou Jinye was several years younger than him, and Lin Juexiao would feel ashamed crying in front of him, but in a blink of an eye, he had already cried to Zhou Jinye once.

Crying once is crying, crying twice is also crying.

Lin Juexiao cried more quietly this time than last time, only his shoulders shrugged slightly, except recently, he hadn't cried for a long time.

But emotions are sometimes like a flood that bursts a bank, or a beast that breaks its cage, and it can't be kept at all.

Zhou Jinye's embrace is warm, and his broad shoulders can give people a sense of security. Only then did Lin Juexiao realize that it was his illusion that he regarded Zhou Jinye as a child and a big boy.

In fact, Zhou Jinye is more mature and reliable than his peers.

The tears stopped little by little.

Lin Juexiao told herself that after crying this scene, everything is over.

There are still three furry children in the family who need him to take care of, but he still will not forget Pingping.

Lin Juexiao finally changed back to the former Lin Juexiao, gentle, cheerful and polite, lying silkworms emerge when speaking, making people feel comfortable when they are around.

He was sitting with Jiang Miaomiao today, and the little sister at the front desk helped him bring in a lunch box, jokingly said, "Doctor Lin, your brother is here to bring you meals again, why doesn't he come in and sit for a while every day?"

Lin Juexiao's eyes were a little guilty, he shifted his gaze, and said vaguely: "He's busy, he still has things to do when he gets home."

In fact, it was because he still felt ashamed after crying in front of Zhou Jinye. Every time he saw Zhou Jinye, Lin Juexiao's ears couldn't help but get feverish.

After going back and forth, Lin Juexiao consciously or unintentionally avoided Zhou Jinye.

but--

"Yo?" Jiang Miaomiao leaned over and asked meaningfully, "What did my brother bring you today?"

But Zhou Jinye doesn't know why...he seems to be obsessed with cooking for him recently.When he was on day shift, Zhou Jinye came over to deliver lunch; when he was on night shift, Zhou Jinye came over to deliver dinner.

Zhou Jinye seems to have noticed that he has been avoiding him recently, and runs away every day when he comes to deliver a meal.

Lin Juexiao opened the lunch box with guilt and guilt. Zhou Jinye likes to cook him two meat dishes, one vegetarian meal and one soup, and today is no exception.

Jiang Miaomiao reported the names of the dishes one by one: "Braised chicken wings, sweet and sour short ribs, vinegared cabbage, um, and a bowl of bone soup."

She clapped her hands and said with emotion: "My brother's cooking skills are getting better and better."

Lin Juexiao stared at the meal, neither eating nor not eating.He told Zhou Jinye not to deliver food, but Zhou Jinye just didn't listen.

He sighed, and broke off his chopsticks. Before he could put them down, he heard Jiang Miaomiao's calm voice.

"My brother likes you, why don't you promise him?"

There were too many elements in her words, and Lin Juexiao couldn't digest them for a while, so she stared at Jiang Miaomiao with round eyes.

"Why do you look at me like that? Don't tell me he doesn't like you when he looks at you like this every day? I'm not blind." Jiang Miaomiao rolled his eyes and continued, "Zhou Jinye is tall, good-looking, and has a nice voice, isn't he I heard that he was admitted to N University? He is still like a loyal dog to you, why don't you agree to him?"

Before Lin Juexiao, Jiang Miaomiao said: "Don't tell me whether you like it or not, and don't tell me that a straight man is not a straight man. You have grown up so much, and you have never been in a relationship. Who knows whether you are straight or not. , try it?"

What Lin Juexiao wanted to say was blocked back, he grabbed his chopsticks and thought for a long time before saying: "Zhou Jinye is just a freshman, if he is 22 years old and I am 27 years old, maybe we can try what you said."

"But he's only 18, and I'm 23. It's not a five-year-old gap. He didn't even go to college. Only, he will meet better people."

"That's it?" Jiang Miaomiao raised her eyebrows and asked, "Then what if you are the best person?"

She had a pair of fox eyes, raised them slightly, and asked, "Then, do you have a little bit of a heartbeat?"