He said he was a god

A cleaning boy pushed open the door and was stunned for a moment when he saw Chang Qiu inside the room.

"Where's your young master?" Chang Qiu looked at the beams and pillars on the ceiling, not knowing how he felt.

"The young master and the master are going to have dinner together..." The young servant spoke in a rare way, looking at the guests in the room, the expression on his face changed three or four times.

Chang Qiu looked at the boy with his blue eyes, "Okay, okay, okay. You tell your young master, I will come to him at night!"

The servant didn't speak any more, just stood aside, waiting for the guests in the room to go out.

Chang Qiu went out, and when he left the red building, he glanced back deeply, the restlessness and sadness in his heart swept his whole body with pity.

How he wished that he hadn't stayed in that red building that afternoon.

Those shameful voices resounded in the memory, without a trace of sweetness and beauty, only full of violence and plunder, with ugliness, darkness, and deformed emotions, rubbing the pure white paper in this world into a mess.

Yes, he heard it, he heard the sound of the old man pushing open the door next door, he heard the rustling sound of the old man carrying the young man on the bed and undressing him, he heard those shameful words of love, and the sobbing that the young man endured .

It didn't stop all afternoon.

Chang Qiu's legs gave way and he almost fell to the ground.Holding the pillar beside him, he opened the ID form.

【Changqiu: Have you returned yet?I have something to tell you.

Joe: Coincidentally, we also discovered some incredible things. 】

Chang Qiu closed the ID watch and looked up at the dark sky blankly.

He suddenly hesitated, should he tell his companions?He is a part-time doctor and knows the importance of protecting patient privacy.Is it really okay to tell them that, what may ruin the image of the teenagers? ...

But, but...

He wanted to save him, the boy.

My mind was in a mess for a moment, and the figure of another child jumped out.With messy hair and dirty body, he is a dying little beggar.The beggar looked at him with blank eyes, neither begged him to save him, nor pushed away his embrace.That look was like looking at a dead person.No, it should be like a dead person looking at those who are still alive across the world.

Wait, who is he?Who is that child?

Chang Qiu felt that his head hurt so badly that it felt like it was going to explode.

I have never had this memory before, where did this memory come from?

He fell to the ground, gasping for breath, as if trying to clear all the complicated thoughts from his mind.

is it him?Is that beggar the man who was by his side in the previous life?

So, did I pick up that man and recognize him as a student?

……

It's just that my later self... I'm afraid I fell in love with that man, right?

Such deformed emotions, such unethical secret love...

How would that man see himself—his beloved teacher?

Chang Qiu looked at his hands, his eyes widened in horror.That's right, this kind of me...how is it different from that old man?

To raise the child in my heart with my dark selfish desires, and then to possess, to seize, to satisfy my own pleasure...

Such a self...isn't it also ugly?

Tears slid down from Chang Qiu's blue eyes, as if the sea was looking at the sky and weeping.

Inexplicably, Chang Qiu felt that he had become extremely old now, and every inch of skin on his body was beginning to age, becoming rough, sallow, and cracked.

It turned out that he was already that old.

Ah……

He opened the ID form, and the image reflected in it was still radiant, as if the aging at that moment was just his fantasy.

Chang Qiu smiled wryly, letting the tears wash his cheeks, like rain in the sky.But no matter how many times I wash it, the sin in my heart and the ugliness of the past will never be lessened.

If he really found that man in this life, what kind of mentality should he face him?spouse?teacher?Or a stranger?

Will he still remember himself?Will you still remember the sins you have committed?Will he hate himself?

Chang Qiu sat paralyzed on the ground, spinning 1 questions in his head, but finally did not answer them.

No matter what, in this life, he will find him, and then——

Use the rest of your life to pay for your sins.

After returning to the guest house, everyone gathered in Joe's room.Axiu first turned on the shielding device to ensure that no one could listen to their conversation.

Everyone except Changqiu went for a stroll in the village during the day.

And Joe was the one who discovered the unusualness.

"During the day, I went to sit at a villager's house. They seemed to have a certain sense of xenophobia, but because I said I was a guest of the village chief, they finally welcomed me in... I was with the oldest among them. Chatting with others, but he seems to be very careful, only answering my questions, not revealing any other information.” At this time, Joe’s eyes flashed sheepishly, “It’s ashamed to say, because there is no other way, in the end I can only Using the monitoring system that Axiu passed on to me, I can monitor and monitor everything that happened within ten meters of the ID meter. Then... After I went out and opened the ID meter to check the recorded video... I found an incredible A woman was busy cooking on the stove when her youngest son ran in and asked her, "Axiu, is the meal ready?" The woman turned her head and said to her youngest son, "Daddy , you wait a little longer.' I'm sure I heard it right! She called her little son, Daddy!"

Everyone except Chang Qiu looked very calm. Obviously, they also found similar things during the daytime tour.

Children who are at an age when they should be playing around, stay at home all day, or sit on the threshold.Their expressions also look vicissitudes... Could it be that they are actually adults?Someone older than their "parents"?

"It's messed up, everything is messed up..." Chang Qiu couldn't help murmuring.

"The villagers here don't grow inversely, do they?" Ah Xiu asked.

Xiuwen shook his head, "Reverse growth does not conform to scientific principles. Even if there are such people, they will not live for too long. Let alone the whole village? It has existed here for thousands of years, and it is very stable."

Changqiu suddenly thought of the old man and the young man. If it is really a reverse growth, then it is actually the young "old man" above the old "boy"?He imagined it and got goosebumps all over his body.

The boy clearly called "Grandpa" at that time, so age and appearance should not be inversely proportional.

Just when everyone was discussing in full swing, Chang Qiu interjected, "I went to find the kitten during the day."

Everyone stopped talking and turned to look at him.

"The little cat is the boy from yesterday. He is actually his grandfather's molester." He summed up all the things he heard and saw this afternoon in two sentences, but it was far from summarizing the dark tide in his heart. It is impossible to describe the voices that shook the sky when everyone heard this.

"What?!!!" After Pingdi thundered, everyone stared at him blankly, just like Changqiu when he first knew the truth.

If the shielding device hadn't been turned on, someone might have come in by now to ask what happened.

Xiuwen was the first to come to his senses. He remembered what happened last night. He blushed first, and then turned pale again. "Such a young child...not even 14 years old..." He muttered, thinking of himself The child who was about to be born trembled all over.

If it was his child, his child was sexually assaulted and raped at such a young age...

He absolutely cannot imagine such a scene! ...

Xiuwen gasped in fear, unimaginable things were happening to the boy they met yesterday.

How did that boy get here?

"This is incest..." Joe said blankly.Although in this chaotic empire, the lives of civilians have gone backwards for several centuries, and rape, murder, and abuse have long been customary among those people, but when he came into contact with the incident of sexual abuse of young children so closely, he still Trembling uncontrollably.He thought he had seen it thoroughly enough, but the reality was that people were living a life that was a few grades lower than that of pigs and dogs that he had imagined.

He closed his eyes in pain.Although it can be explained that this is a closed feudal village, that's why this kind of thing happened.But a village is actually a microcosm of the entire empire. At this moment, during the period of their thinking and talking, how many young children are still being sexually assaulted, raped and killed, and suffering?Countless!

"No…" Joe moaned.No, I can't wait any longer!That plan must be started as soon as possible!

Axiu tremblingly grasped Lu Sheng's hands, and Lu Sheng held back tightly.

In this short moment of silence, everyone's heart has been hit by countless bombers, and in the end there is only gunpowder smoke left.

……

"No wonder he wanted to escape..." Shen He blurted out in silence.

But what about escaping?The boy said that he must breathe miasma.Regardless of whether he can escape from this poisonous forest, when he comes to the outside world and breathes fresh air, he might die within a moment, right?

But in this village, under the coercion of the village head with the highest power, he can only be played with constantly, bearing that absurd fate...everything has come to a dead end.

Even if they could rescue him, how could he survive in a world without miasma? ...

"Maybe, we can get rid of that old man?" Xiuwen said.

Joe pondered for a moment, "Until then, I have questions to answer."

That, the secret that everyone who wishes to gain power seeks.