My family is dying every day

Tang Xu told the story of how he pretended to be Tang Xiao in a few words, which seemed simple and easy.There is no mention of his inferiority complex and longing at the time.

But Luo Xuan still asked, "You only had a junior high school degree at the time. Even if you had my diploma, wouldn't you be stage frightened during the interview? Many college students would still be nervous in interviews, but you are bold. And if you find a job, How can you be capable of doing it?"

Tang Xu closed his eyes as if he could still feel the nervousness and embarrassment of the first interview. He said: "I have interviewed a total of [-] interviews. I have experienced a lot, and I can handle it." He was depressed , Tried to give up, only a diploma, no matching strength, he was ridiculed before he started working.Not all interviewers were so friendly. He expected that his interview might be a bit bad, so he interviewed small and medium-sized companies at the beginning, but he didn't expect the result to be so bad.

When he was working on the construction site, even if he could not speak, as long as he could exert his strength, the attitude of the workers and supervisors would not be too bad, and because he was doing physical work, many people would look at him and be humble because of his young age. he.Later, as he grew up, he became stronger and could do more things, and he received more salary and respect.

However, when he went to the interview, he found that not only had to start all over again, but it was even more difficult.He found that the contemptuous eyes of the interviewers in suits and ties made him more uncomfortable than the swearing of the workers.

He was extremely ashamed, sometimes he regretted stealing Tang Xiao's identity, but most of the time he was unwilling.

He picked up Tang Xiao's college books over and over again, from envy and joy to depression and headache to annoyance and cursing to finally peace of mind.For a while, he frantically supplemented his knowledge, recited all Tang Xiao's books (including Mao Dengsan and the like), and did all the questions.Fortunately, Tang Xiao's major is economics and management, not mathematics and English. Otherwise, Tang Xu might not be able to put on a show after working hard for a year or so.

Yes, pretending.He gradually discovered that interviews are just a process of pretending, with a little sincerity and diplomas added, especially for fresh graduates. Because they have no work experience, the company values ​​more ideas, intentions, expressive ability and school experience during the interview. Performance.

Fortunately for him, he began to challenge large companies after honed in interviews with small and medium-sized companies, and was finally hired by a large local company.

But that was just the beginning, and the road ahead was even more difficult for him.

"In things like work, as long as you are not really stupid, you can always reap some rewards if you put in a lot of hard work." Tang Xu said this, without mentioning that his serious stomach problems were also brought about by his hard work.

Luo Xuan could hear the hard work in his words, but he only said two words, "It deserves it."

You choose the path yourself, and you can only bear the consequences yourself. There is nothing to say except that you deserve it.

Tang Xu was silent for a while, and then smiled, "It's what I deserve, but if I choose again, I will still do it. If I don't do it, I can only work as a small job, and my life will be over. But I do Only then did I realize that my life can be so good. Although I have experienced painful stages, I have also experienced many beautiful ones. I have enjoyed the easy life brought by material things and the respect and respect brought by outstanding working ability. Be friendly, make some friends, meet more colleagues. You can take back your property and identity, but what I have learned and experienced in these years is that you don’t want to go back. But I am not reconciled, Luo Xuan ,I can not be reconciled."

Tang Xu said: "Luo Xuan, do you know how lucky you are? You can grow up so happily, like a flower raised in a greenhouse, all the beautiful things surround you, but you are still sleeping in class! Do you understand Have you ever lived a month without a piece of meat, and can only eat two meals a day? Have you ever experienced 38 degrees of heat and still moving bricks on the construction site? Do you know the feeling of the sun burning on your skin? You Have you ever lived in a room of less than [-] square meters without even a window? Why do I have to suffer like this as a child of my parents like you! Why, why! "

Luo Xuan was silent, he didn't know how to answer.

"Why should I live a hard life?"

"You can find a way to get out of a bad life, but not by stealing."

"Oh, then tell me, what method should I use? Do I rely on my efforts to move bricks and cement on the construction site every day? The opportunity is right in front of me. If I don't use it, am I stupid?"

Luo Xuan said: "There are many paths to take in life. Maybe at the time you saw only one path and kept telling yourself that you had no choice, but is there really only one path? Not necessarily. You can look back and think about it now Look, with your heart and means, even if I don't show up, are you really willing to do hard work for the rest of your life? You will find a way out sooner or later."

Tang Xu said contemptuously: "How much is the difference between the probability of a migrant worker and the probability of a white-collar worker? How hard do I have to work to get to where I am now? The heights I stand on are different, and the opportunities I get are different. If you don't understand, leave me alone." Shut up."

"You are too extreme." Luo Xuan said with some emotion.

But Tang Xu said: "It's not that I'm extreme, don't I understand what you just said? I have already chosen this path, and I can't let myself imagine what it would be like if I chose another path. My life can only be put all one's eggs in one basket."

Luo Xuan suddenly thought of a poem, "The Road Not Taken".

Two roads diverged in a wood

And I chose the less traveled one

From then on decided the path of my life

Yes, there are some truths that Tang Xu does not understand, but since he has made a choice, he forces himself to go down this road. He does not allow himself to look back, think about another road, and let Regret yourself.In this way he can only fail, whereas a desperate attempt may lead him to success.

The two chatted intermittently, several times Luo Xuan could feel Tang Xu's anger, and even suspected that the other party killed him in a fit of anger.

The night was getting darker and the temperature dropped again and again.

Luo Xuan's injured arm had long since lost feeling, and his body was trembling slightly because of the humidity, and his voice was already a little unsteady.But he knew that Tang Xu was similar.The only good thing is that although it is wet and cold here, it is much better than the outside without being blown by the cold wind.

But going on like this is not an option, Luo Xuan can only pray in his heart that Wen Junlong will arrive as soon as possible.

Then he seemed to hear some noises.

"Tang Xu, isn't someone coming down?"

Tang Xu stretched his neck to listen to the sound outside. The rain outside had stopped, and the air after the rain ran into this small space through the gap, with the freshness of the mud.But the soil is not yet dry, and there is a possibility of another collapse at any time.If someone came down at this time, not only would they be in danger, but they might also be in greater danger because they touched the soil.

However, if someone really came down at this time, Tang Xu could only think of one person.

"Lian Tianye, Lian Tianye..." Tang Xu yelled to the outside, but because the soil had cut off most of them from the outside space not long ago, his voice could only be heard a little.

"It's useless, you stretch out your hand." Luo Xuan said.

"No, if this layer of soil is broken, the car will probably lose its balance and we will be crushed to death."

Luo Xuan moved his body and supported the bottom of the car with his hands and feet, "Try it, otherwise we will be crushed to death if we wait any longer."

They used all their strength to lift the car out a little bit, and because of this movement, the mud that had stayed above the car instantly poured down, pressing the car even lower.

But because of this movement, Lian Amano was even more sure that they were still alive.

Lian Tianye pulled the rope around his waist and moved down step by step. He was wearing a seat belt and gloves on his hands, which he found in the trunk.It turned out that Luo Xuan suddenly became obsessed with downhill for a while, so he bought a set of tools and kept them at home, but he got lazy after playing for a while, and the tools were left in the trunk without taking them out. Useful.

It took him a little time to study that set of tools before he knew how to operate it. Lian Tianye fixed one end of the rope on the guardrail and tied the other end to his body, and the descender didn't work, so now he is completely relying on his arm strength to adjust the descent speed.

Because the slope was covered with mud, it took him a long time to get to the vicinity of the vehicle, but he couldn't find where Tang Xu and the others were.

As time passed, his always stunned face showed anxiety. He started calling Tang Xu's name, but he didn't get a reply.

Until he saw the car move suddenly, he guessed that the two of them were probably still in the car, so he started to approach the car.

His speed was very slow. At first, he was worried about touching the soil and causing another landslide, but he was more worried about making mistakes in Tang Xu's position.

When he was close to the front of the car, a hand suddenly reached out from the mud and grabbed his arm. At that moment, his heart almost jumped out.

He held that hand tightly, "Tang Xu, is that you? Are you still alive?"

Tang Xu's fingers moved, and their situation was actually more difficult at this time, because their space was getting narrower and narrower. Even if they used their hands and feet to touch the bottom of the car, they didn't have much strength at this time, so the car was in a hurry. Squeeze down little by little.

Lian Tianye dug out the soil along Tang Xu's arm, biting the flashlight in his mouth to illuminate the two people under the car, heaved a sigh of relief.

Before Tang Xu could respond to him, the car was pushed down again. At this moment, Lian Tianye reached out to support the car, and he squeezed most of his body into it. He turned sideways and put his shoulders against the bottom of the car, protecting them Hold up this small space.

"Lian Amano, are you alright?"

Lian Tianye was much bigger than them, so after his shoulders propped up the car, Tang Xu and Luo Xuan's hands and feet could be completely liberated, but this was also tantamount to putting all the weight on Lian Tianye alone.

Tang Xu took the flashlight out of Lian Tianye's mouth, and was relieved to see that he was wearing a safety belt and rope.

Tang Xu looked at Lian Tianye stretching out his hands and feet to control the car a little bit. Seeing the veins popping out on his hands, he felt a little distressed.But when he wanted to share some for him, Lian Tianye stopped him and said: "I don't need you, I can do it, you need to maintain your strength."

"Have you called Wen Junlong?" Luo Xuan asked.

"It's on, it's off."

Another moment of silence.

Lian Tianye's eyes were bright, staring at Tang Xu, he had a kind of magical power to make people quiet at this time, and Tang Xu felt confident when he stared at him like this.

He leaned forward and kissed Lian Amano, "Lian Amano, thank you for coming down."

"You are my omega." Lian Amano said, with joy and pride in his tone, in fact, every time he thinks that Tang Xu is his omega, he is very happy.

Tang Xu smiled happily, "I'm such a selfish person, you're the only one who wants me."

"Hey, both of you, can you care about my feelings at this critical moment?" Luo Xuan said.

Tang Xu ignored him, he said, "Lian Tianye, you still owe me a cake, don't forget."

"Well, remember."

The two of them slowly started chatting, but in fact it was Tang Xu who said that Lian Tianye, back and forth, seemed monotonous but really showed their affection in front of Luo Xuan.

When they talked about whether or not to keep a dog, Luo Xuan finally found a gap to intervene, wanting them to warmly introduce their family Ah Cao, but was ignored by Tang Xu.

The atmosphere at this moment was a bit strange, it didn't seem like a matter of life and death at all, but it seemed like they were dating, and Luo Xuan acted like a light bulb in a very unreasonable way.

As a light bulb, Luo Xuan thought about their Uncle Wen silently in his heart, and wondered if he would be scolded by Uncle Wen after he went out.

At this moment, he finally heard Uncle Wen's voice.