Pick up a husband and wife to raise buns
Chapter 34
Xu Zhai, outside the window is the deep twilight.
It was rare for Xu Bai to stand alone in front of the window, with the breeze blowing and his hair flying.
Qingqian had already calmed down, and was gently placed on the couch covered with soft brocade by Xu Bai, and then fell asleep in Xu Bai's warm embrace.
Xu Bai looked at his eyelashes, which were very long, and his face was peaceful.
Standing in front of the window, Xu Bai was thinking about everything about himself and Qingqian.
Clear and shallow, he looks like just a teenager, with delicate brows and eyes, and a thin body.It was because I was too selfish, I thought I would be his savior, but in fact imposed more pain.
For Qingqian, Xu Bai did not admit that he had given love to Qingqian.
It's pity, there is pity, maybe Qingqian is a mirror, using his innocent simplicity to let Xu Bai look directly at his unbearable heart.
In this way, it may be possible not to be obsessed with the past.
Xu Bai frowned and sighed.
The appearance of Qingqian and despair still remains in my heart, but it is not easy to keep the child.
At this time, Qingqian woke up.
He opened his eyes wide, but didn't make a sound, he just stared blankly at Xu Bai's back standing in front of the window.
The palm touched his lower abdomen, where there was a little life, the trace left by Xu Bai on his body.
But because of his own body, he...
But he blindly blamed Xu Bai, thinking that Xu Bai didn't love his child, and thought that he and the child were disgusting burdens.
Actually, Xu Bai suffered even more.
Clear tears swirled in the eye sockets, and the throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, so uncomfortable.
What a useless person I am, I can't even give birth to a child for him...
Xu Bai suddenly turned around and saw Qingqian crying.
Silent sobbing is even more painful.
Xu Bai's heart softened, and he sat gently beside Qingqian, stretched out his hand to touch his soft hair, but didn't say a word.
"I'm sorry." A heartbroken apology came from his ear.
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Xu Bai's mouth: "What are you sorry for, idiot."
"It's all my fault. I don't know anything, but I blame you for everything. In fact, you are even more sad."
Xu Bai couldn't see Qingqian's face buried under the quilt, but he knew it without looking, and he blamed himself.
"Qianqian." Xu Bai called softly.
Passing the palm of the hand through the bedding, she held Qingqian in her arms.
"You're still young, so you don't need to think about having a baby so early. I've taken care of your body for the past few years. When the hidden disease is cured, you will naturally have a chance to get pregnant. But now, I can't risk your life." Xu Bai said softly. said, trying to smile a little.
But in fact, he didn't know that this was just a kind of comfort.
The young man who was held in his arms suddenly became quiet, just when Xu Bai thought he was crying until he fell asleep, Qingqian suddenly raised his head.
There was a rare stubborn look on his face.
"What if... what if I don't care? It's just a hidden disease, maybe it's not a serious illness, and it's not a day or two to have a baby, it takes several months. At that time, maybe you have a way to solve it! He already exists in you and me In his life, you have the heart to erase him so simply?"
"Xu Bai...Sanggong, I want to give birth to him. He is very important to me, and he is equally important to you. I beg you, don't let him die, let him live well, okay?"
This is a simple prayer, praying to Xu Bai, praying to God.
He loves Xu Bai, if he really wants to exchange his own life for the life of Xu Bai's child, Qingqian is also willing.
Even if Xu Bai's heart is as cold as iron, it will be melted by the heat in the face of such persistence.
"He lives, you die, Qingqian, you know, you are more important than I imagined."
Qingqian's eyes suddenly opened wide, and he stared blankly at Xu Bai, as if he had never seen him before.
He said it was very important...
Is he really an important person in his heart?
There was a happy smile on the corner of Qingqian's mouth, but it became reluctant because of the weakness of the body.
"This is the happiest time of my life."
Xu Bai sighed secretly, and stroked his light-colored hair pityingly: "This life is still very long."
"However, I still really want to give birth to this child for you," Qingqian's expression suddenly lost her usual timidity, and became stubborn and stubborn.
"Even...even if I die, but our child's life continues. Mr., I really can't...see my child die with my own eyes."
Xu Bai's face turned away, he restrained himself not to look at his clear face.
How could he kill his first child.
"Let's not talk about it now," Xu Bai shook his head and said softly, "You should rest obediently first."
Qingqian's heart moved, he could feel that Xu Bai's heart softened.
child.
Qingqian gently stroked her lower abdomen subconsciously, she should be able to come to this world.
Seeing Qingqian's longing eyes, Xu Bai smiled softly.
Qingqian fell asleep again, in Xu Bai's arms, safe and secure.
Xu Bai gently tucked the corner of the blanket for Qingqian, then turned around and left the room.
It was already late at night, and the clapper knocked three times.
Holding the hem of his gown, he stepped over the threshold of the loose door and entered his study.
Now that he has decided to keep the child for Qingqian, Xu Bai can only give it a go.
Qingqian's disease is dangerous, but it is not incurable.
It's just that blind medicine, which is extremely rare.
Xu Bai didn't tell Qingqian the truth because he was afraid that he would become more determined to have this child.However, now it seems that even if she doesn't tell him about it, Qingqian is determined.
I have never discovered that this young man has such a stubborn side.
A child, a newborn fragile little thing, is not without temptation for Xu Bai.
Xu Bai, who was sitting alone in the study, even had that Qingqian face holding that little thing in his mind.
Who will "he" be more like?
Xu Bai laughed, laughing at himself.
No sleep for one night.
When Qingqian woke up, the inner room was already filled with the fragrant and tangy smell of chicken porridge.
Xu Bai just sat quietly beside Qingqian, as if he should be there.
All this is like the expected scene, Qingqian is not surprised at all.
The eyebrows are clear and shallow, and the long and dense eyelashes look pure and beautiful.
"woke up."
Xu Bai said softly.
"woke up."
Qing Qian nodded.
"I made porridge for you," Xu Bai reached out and brought over the porridge bowl on the table, "You are too weak, you need to make up for it."
"You... agree with me to give birth to the child?"
Eyes full of anticipation and longing.
"Ah."
Qingqian smiled, stretched out her soft and boneless hands, and directly wrapped them around Xu Bai's neck.
Warm lips touched Xu Bai's cheek lightly.
This is Qingqian's first time to take the initiative to get close, but it is more wonderful than every time.
Xu Bai couldn't help himself, and wanted to bully Qingqian under him, but when his palm touched the opponent's abdomen, he suddenly became alert.
When did I become so impulsive.
Taking the porridge bowl, Qingqian drank a large bowl happily.
Xu Bai took the empty porridge bowl, turned around and prepared to leave.
"Are you going?"
There is worry and fear in the clear and shallow eyes.
Xu Bai knew what he was thinking, probably because of Song Yi.
"I'm going to take a look at the mansion sent by Zhu's family."
After returning home yesterday, Xu Bai had already sent Song Yi and his servants to that mansion as soon as possible. It was already not very safe here.
Are you still worried about him?
Qingqian was a little unhappy, that kind of jealous look was completely noticed by Xu Bai.
"Look at Song Yi? I'll go with you, okay? I also want to see if Song Yi is okay." His brows were all wrinkled together, but he still pretended not to care about anything.
Xu Bai secretly thought it was funny.
"I'm going to pick up the carriage. You pack your luggage. I was supposed to take you there with me. We will live there for a while."
Xu Bai's words made Qingqian feel a little embarrassed by the wild thoughts in his mind.
Sitting in a carriage and carrying luggage, Xu Bai walked into the house sent by Zhu's family with Qingqian.
After all, it was the Zhu family in the capital city, and even the courtyard sent by Lu Zhen was so extraordinary.
Qingqian looked around, flowers, rocks, vegetation, landscapes and pavilions.
"Mr. Xu!"
With a shout of excitement, it was Song Yi who greeted her.
"I heard people report that you are coming."
Song Yi had a confident smile on his handsome face, and subconsciously grabbed Xu Bai's sleeves with both hands.
But behind Xu Bai's generous smile, Song Yi saw Qingqian's beautiful eyes, but she was full of defense at this time.
His defensive eyes met with a jealous look.
Song Yi's heart couldn't help beating wildly, his hands were still holding Xu Bai's sleeves, but his eyes fell fiercely on Qingqian's stomach.
Is this the little thing that tied Xu Bai's heart?
Song Yi forced her eyes to return to Xu Bai.
Qingqian, yes, he is jealous of Qingqian.
It's just a refugee from a neighboring country, but Xu Bai doted on him so much.
As for Song Yi, the only "uncle" she could rely on had already left.
Now, he has become the target of a power struggle, but Xu Bai still misses Qingqian all the time, and also, the unborn child in his belly.
"Young Master Zhu is also inside." Song Yi's face turned colder, "Sir, let's go in."
Xu Bai nodded, and took Qingqian's hand.
Song Yi was in front, Xu Bai and Qingqian were behind.
"Boss Xu," Zhu Huanxin stood up slowly, and nodded slightly at Xu Bai, "I surprised you."
"I don't have anything to worry about," Xu Bai calmly looked at the sick but elegant Zhu Huanxin.
"It's just Song Yi and Qingqian, I'm afraid they were too scared."
"It's indeed our Zhu family's negligence this time," Zhu Huanxin said coldly, "Don't worry, Boss Xu, this kind of thing will never happen again in the future."
"Also please boss Xu don't believe those crazy words."
Bai Yu stood aside with a smile on his face, but he meant something else.
"We value Song Yi's safety more than anyone else."
"Such a thing happened in my Zhu family's territory! This young master must catch those thieves and tear them into pieces!"
For some reason, Zhu Shaohan was also there. He looked a little excited, but he didn't need to think about it. This was Zhu Huanxin's guidance to him.
"Shaohan," Zhu Huanxin's face darkened, "Speaking less and doing more is the way to be a human being."
"Young people are always like this." Xu Bai said with a slight smile, although he didn't know what Zhu Huanxin was up to, it was good to just listen.
"Boss Xu laughed." Zhu Huanxin's face returned to normal, "It's just Song Yi..."
"Of course it's safer to be protected by Mr. Zhu, so let this child live here temporarily."
In a few words, Xu Bai expressed his attitude.
He trusted the Zhu family, and the Zhu family should also show their sincerity.
"That's the best," Zhu Huanxin nodded slightly, "I will also send experts to protect Song Yi's safety, and please rest assured, Boss Xu."
"Being protected by the Zhu family, I can rest assured."
There was a peaceful smile on Xu Bai's face, indifferent and calm.
Zhu Huanxin, on the other hand, lost a little bit.
It was rare for Xu Bai to stand alone in front of the window, with the breeze blowing and his hair flying.
Qingqian had already calmed down, and was gently placed on the couch covered with soft brocade by Xu Bai, and then fell asleep in Xu Bai's warm embrace.
Xu Bai looked at his eyelashes, which were very long, and his face was peaceful.
Standing in front of the window, Xu Bai was thinking about everything about himself and Qingqian.
Clear and shallow, he looks like just a teenager, with delicate brows and eyes, and a thin body.It was because I was too selfish, I thought I would be his savior, but in fact imposed more pain.
For Qingqian, Xu Bai did not admit that he had given love to Qingqian.
It's pity, there is pity, maybe Qingqian is a mirror, using his innocent simplicity to let Xu Bai look directly at his unbearable heart.
In this way, it may be possible not to be obsessed with the past.
Xu Bai frowned and sighed.
The appearance of Qingqian and despair still remains in my heart, but it is not easy to keep the child.
At this time, Qingqian woke up.
He opened his eyes wide, but didn't make a sound, he just stared blankly at Xu Bai's back standing in front of the window.
The palm touched his lower abdomen, where there was a little life, the trace left by Xu Bai on his body.
But because of his own body, he...
But he blindly blamed Xu Bai, thinking that Xu Bai didn't love his child, and thought that he and the child were disgusting burdens.
Actually, Xu Bai suffered even more.
Clear tears swirled in the eye sockets, and the throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, so uncomfortable.
What a useless person I am, I can't even give birth to a child for him...
Xu Bai suddenly turned around and saw Qingqian crying.
Silent sobbing is even more painful.
Xu Bai's heart softened, and he sat gently beside Qingqian, stretched out his hand to touch his soft hair, but didn't say a word.
"I'm sorry." A heartbroken apology came from his ear.
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Xu Bai's mouth: "What are you sorry for, idiot."
"It's all my fault. I don't know anything, but I blame you for everything. In fact, you are even more sad."
Xu Bai couldn't see Qingqian's face buried under the quilt, but he knew it without looking, and he blamed himself.
"Qianqian." Xu Bai called softly.
Passing the palm of the hand through the bedding, she held Qingqian in her arms.
"You're still young, so you don't need to think about having a baby so early. I've taken care of your body for the past few years. When the hidden disease is cured, you will naturally have a chance to get pregnant. But now, I can't risk your life." Xu Bai said softly. said, trying to smile a little.
But in fact, he didn't know that this was just a kind of comfort.
The young man who was held in his arms suddenly became quiet, just when Xu Bai thought he was crying until he fell asleep, Qingqian suddenly raised his head.
There was a rare stubborn look on his face.
"What if... what if I don't care? It's just a hidden disease, maybe it's not a serious illness, and it's not a day or two to have a baby, it takes several months. At that time, maybe you have a way to solve it! He already exists in you and me In his life, you have the heart to erase him so simply?"
"Xu Bai...Sanggong, I want to give birth to him. He is very important to me, and he is equally important to you. I beg you, don't let him die, let him live well, okay?"
This is a simple prayer, praying to Xu Bai, praying to God.
He loves Xu Bai, if he really wants to exchange his own life for the life of Xu Bai's child, Qingqian is also willing.
Even if Xu Bai's heart is as cold as iron, it will be melted by the heat in the face of such persistence.
"He lives, you die, Qingqian, you know, you are more important than I imagined."
Qingqian's eyes suddenly opened wide, and he stared blankly at Xu Bai, as if he had never seen him before.
He said it was very important...
Is he really an important person in his heart?
There was a happy smile on the corner of Qingqian's mouth, but it became reluctant because of the weakness of the body.
"This is the happiest time of my life."
Xu Bai sighed secretly, and stroked his light-colored hair pityingly: "This life is still very long."
"However, I still really want to give birth to this child for you," Qingqian's expression suddenly lost her usual timidity, and became stubborn and stubborn.
"Even...even if I die, but our child's life continues. Mr., I really can't...see my child die with my own eyes."
Xu Bai's face turned away, he restrained himself not to look at his clear face.
How could he kill his first child.
"Let's not talk about it now," Xu Bai shook his head and said softly, "You should rest obediently first."
Qingqian's heart moved, he could feel that Xu Bai's heart softened.
child.
Qingqian gently stroked her lower abdomen subconsciously, she should be able to come to this world.
Seeing Qingqian's longing eyes, Xu Bai smiled softly.
Qingqian fell asleep again, in Xu Bai's arms, safe and secure.
Xu Bai gently tucked the corner of the blanket for Qingqian, then turned around and left the room.
It was already late at night, and the clapper knocked three times.
Holding the hem of his gown, he stepped over the threshold of the loose door and entered his study.
Now that he has decided to keep the child for Qingqian, Xu Bai can only give it a go.
Qingqian's disease is dangerous, but it is not incurable.
It's just that blind medicine, which is extremely rare.
Xu Bai didn't tell Qingqian the truth because he was afraid that he would become more determined to have this child.However, now it seems that even if she doesn't tell him about it, Qingqian is determined.
I have never discovered that this young man has such a stubborn side.
A child, a newborn fragile little thing, is not without temptation for Xu Bai.
Xu Bai, who was sitting alone in the study, even had that Qingqian face holding that little thing in his mind.
Who will "he" be more like?
Xu Bai laughed, laughing at himself.
No sleep for one night.
When Qingqian woke up, the inner room was already filled with the fragrant and tangy smell of chicken porridge.
Xu Bai just sat quietly beside Qingqian, as if he should be there.
All this is like the expected scene, Qingqian is not surprised at all.
The eyebrows are clear and shallow, and the long and dense eyelashes look pure and beautiful.
"woke up."
Xu Bai said softly.
"woke up."
Qing Qian nodded.
"I made porridge for you," Xu Bai reached out and brought over the porridge bowl on the table, "You are too weak, you need to make up for it."
"You... agree with me to give birth to the child?"
Eyes full of anticipation and longing.
"Ah."
Qingqian smiled, stretched out her soft and boneless hands, and directly wrapped them around Xu Bai's neck.
Warm lips touched Xu Bai's cheek lightly.
This is Qingqian's first time to take the initiative to get close, but it is more wonderful than every time.
Xu Bai couldn't help himself, and wanted to bully Qingqian under him, but when his palm touched the opponent's abdomen, he suddenly became alert.
When did I become so impulsive.
Taking the porridge bowl, Qingqian drank a large bowl happily.
Xu Bai took the empty porridge bowl, turned around and prepared to leave.
"Are you going?"
There is worry and fear in the clear and shallow eyes.
Xu Bai knew what he was thinking, probably because of Song Yi.
"I'm going to take a look at the mansion sent by Zhu's family."
After returning home yesterday, Xu Bai had already sent Song Yi and his servants to that mansion as soon as possible. It was already not very safe here.
Are you still worried about him?
Qingqian was a little unhappy, that kind of jealous look was completely noticed by Xu Bai.
"Look at Song Yi? I'll go with you, okay? I also want to see if Song Yi is okay." His brows were all wrinkled together, but he still pretended not to care about anything.
Xu Bai secretly thought it was funny.
"I'm going to pick up the carriage. You pack your luggage. I was supposed to take you there with me. We will live there for a while."
Xu Bai's words made Qingqian feel a little embarrassed by the wild thoughts in his mind.
Sitting in a carriage and carrying luggage, Xu Bai walked into the house sent by Zhu's family with Qingqian.
After all, it was the Zhu family in the capital city, and even the courtyard sent by Lu Zhen was so extraordinary.
Qingqian looked around, flowers, rocks, vegetation, landscapes and pavilions.
"Mr. Xu!"
With a shout of excitement, it was Song Yi who greeted her.
"I heard people report that you are coming."
Song Yi had a confident smile on his handsome face, and subconsciously grabbed Xu Bai's sleeves with both hands.
But behind Xu Bai's generous smile, Song Yi saw Qingqian's beautiful eyes, but she was full of defense at this time.
His defensive eyes met with a jealous look.
Song Yi's heart couldn't help beating wildly, his hands were still holding Xu Bai's sleeves, but his eyes fell fiercely on Qingqian's stomach.
Is this the little thing that tied Xu Bai's heart?
Song Yi forced her eyes to return to Xu Bai.
Qingqian, yes, he is jealous of Qingqian.
It's just a refugee from a neighboring country, but Xu Bai doted on him so much.
As for Song Yi, the only "uncle" she could rely on had already left.
Now, he has become the target of a power struggle, but Xu Bai still misses Qingqian all the time, and also, the unborn child in his belly.
"Young Master Zhu is also inside." Song Yi's face turned colder, "Sir, let's go in."
Xu Bai nodded, and took Qingqian's hand.
Song Yi was in front, Xu Bai and Qingqian were behind.
"Boss Xu," Zhu Huanxin stood up slowly, and nodded slightly at Xu Bai, "I surprised you."
"I don't have anything to worry about," Xu Bai calmly looked at the sick but elegant Zhu Huanxin.
"It's just Song Yi and Qingqian, I'm afraid they were too scared."
"It's indeed our Zhu family's negligence this time," Zhu Huanxin said coldly, "Don't worry, Boss Xu, this kind of thing will never happen again in the future."
"Also please boss Xu don't believe those crazy words."
Bai Yu stood aside with a smile on his face, but he meant something else.
"We value Song Yi's safety more than anyone else."
"Such a thing happened in my Zhu family's territory! This young master must catch those thieves and tear them into pieces!"
For some reason, Zhu Shaohan was also there. He looked a little excited, but he didn't need to think about it. This was Zhu Huanxin's guidance to him.
"Shaohan," Zhu Huanxin's face darkened, "Speaking less and doing more is the way to be a human being."
"Young people are always like this." Xu Bai said with a slight smile, although he didn't know what Zhu Huanxin was up to, it was good to just listen.
"Boss Xu laughed." Zhu Huanxin's face returned to normal, "It's just Song Yi..."
"Of course it's safer to be protected by Mr. Zhu, so let this child live here temporarily."
In a few words, Xu Bai expressed his attitude.
He trusted the Zhu family, and the Zhu family should also show their sincerity.
"That's the best," Zhu Huanxin nodded slightly, "I will also send experts to protect Song Yi's safety, and please rest assured, Boss Xu."
"Being protected by the Zhu family, I can rest assured."
There was a peaceful smile on Xu Bai's face, indifferent and calm.
Zhu Huanxin, on the other hand, lost a little bit.
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