肋骨

Fu Kuan felt in a daze that someone was covering him with a quilt, as if something soft was stuck to his face. He felt itchy, so he stretched out his hand and pushed it. Sure enough, the thing who didn't know what it was next to him hurried away. He shrank back, turned around, and fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, he was awakened by the smell. He scratched his hair and reacted for half a minute before he realized that Jiang Haizhou was cooking for him. If it was Zhen Chixuan, he must have been awakened by the burnt smell. He got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.

There is another table of dishes on the table, lotus root ribs, braised pork, small fish soup, stir-fried bean sprouts, fungus yam, several other stir-fried dishes with meat and vegetables, a pot of spicy oil full of hairy blood, and the ingredients I bought are messy. It seems that Jiang Haizhou went down to add vegetables again, otherwise he wouldn't be able to make such a variety of complete finished products.

He actually didn't know what he wanted to eat, but he was so hungry when he saw these dishes made, and felt that every dish was in line with his wishes, as if the cook had communicated directly with his stomach behind his back, and these Although there are many types of dishes, the quantity is not very large, and if you can't finish eating, you can actually put it in the refrigerator and eat it next time, so you are not afraid of wasting.

He wiped his hands and sat there, Jiang Haizhou was bringing up the last plate of fish, the plate was in the shape of fish, it should be hot and sour, and the hot sauce on it smelled very good.

Fu Kuan glanced at the tall and handsome man. He hadn't seen him for three years. The corners and hostility on this man's body had been cured very cleanly. He didn't know what he had experienced, but now he felt warm and moist.

It looks pretty bullying.

"Mr. Jiang."

Jiang Haizhou sat down opposite him, he was stunned for a moment, and opened his mouth, "What's wrong?"

"Let's get back together."

"Slap." The copper chopsticks in Jiang Haizhou's hand fell to the ground.

He cleared his throat, bent down to pick up the chopsticks, and unconsciously rubbed them in his hands, a layer of sweat appeared on his forehead.

"What's wrong with you?" Fu Kuan tilted his head and said with a smile, "Did I say something wrong, you didn't intend to..."

"I have it, I have it!" Jiang Haizhou shook the glass, shaking out the juice in it.

Getting back together with Fu Kuan is his dream, no, in his opinion, he and Fu Kuan have never broken up!

It's just, what should Fufu do? He can perfunctory Fufu, anyway, he doesn't like that girl.He can live a good life with Fu Kuan without telling Fu Kuan. As long as he doesn't tell, no one will know, and that girl won't tell...

He really wanted to go back to how he was before with Fu Kuan.

"Give me some time." Jiang Haizhou said.

"Is there someone outside you?"

If this was the case before, Jiang Haizhou would definitely say "how is that possible", but now, he dare not speak, he thought, Fu Kuan might have noticed something about his guilty conscience, but he has been tolerantly giving him time to explain .

He got up and went to the door, sat on the threshold and lit a cigarette.

Fu Kuan was hungry and didn't want to eat cold food at this table, so a very funny scene appeared. He sat at the dining table eating meat, soup and vegetables with great relish, while Jiang Haizhou sat at the door eating one after another. smokes.

During a meal, Fu Kuan was not slow to eat, and Jiang Haizhou had already accumulated cigarette butts all over the place.

"Smoking in such a hurry..." Fu Kuan frowned, "Clean up the door before I leave." He became less and less particular about it. When he was with him before, even if he finished smoking while walking on the street, he would smoke. Find a trash can and throw it away.

Jiang Haizhou: "...OK."

"Have you made up your mind?"

Jiang Haizhou glanced at Fu Kuan, "I'll clean up the bowl first."

"Okay." Fu Kuan said, "Remember to sterilize the refrigerator, it hasn't been used for a long time."

"it is good."

Fu Kuan sat on the sofa and took out a bottle of Chivas Regal from Zhen Chixuan's wine cabinet.

He didn't add ice, just opened it and poured it into the wine glass. When Jiang Haizhou came over, he raised the wine glass to him, "It's not even ten o'clock, so it's not too late. It's still snowing outside. It's so atmospheric, I can have a drink." none?"

"Aren't you two together?" Jiang Haizhou sat down beside him.

"I said we're together, what will happen to you?"

"Fu Kuan." Jiang Haizhou looked at his face, didn't answer, but asked, "You let me in, do you count as ushering in the house?"

"Haha." Fu Kuan leaned back on the sofa and laughed.

"Where did he go?"

"The game is over." Fu Kuan drank half a glass of pure whiskey in one gulp, his eye circles were a little red with choking, "So he's not at home, you accompany me?"

"How to accompany?"

Fu Kuan's eyes were half-closed, and he said softly, "Accompany me, sleep, you always want me, today is just right, the outside is not bright, 20 floors, no one else can see."

"You drank too much." Jiang Haizhou snatched the wine glass from his hand, "Drinking strong alcohol like this is very harmful to your body."

"Oh." Fu Kuan completely closed his eyes, "Jiang Haizhou."

"Ah."

"You don't want to make up with me?"

"I want to." Even in my dreams.

"Then what are you thinking about?"

Jiang Haizhou looked at him.

It was very dark, and the lights were not turned on in the room. Fu Kuan's beautiful face was flushed, and the eye sockets were watery. When he closed his eyes, the long eyelashes were like crow feathers, very delicious and attractive.

Jiang Haizhou raised his hand, subconsciously grabbed his throat, as if he was enduring something, and asked again, "Are you really together with him?"

I don't know if it's because the light is too dark, or Jiang Haizhou has always given him a harmless feeling after the reunion. Although he has hugged and kissed him forcefully, it seems that he has been controlling the rhythm and even being aggressive.This gave Fu Kuan an inexplicable illusion. If Fu Kuan nodded at this time, Jiang Haizhou would be very sad, and he might cry sadly.

Thinking of this, he really wanted to see Jiang Haizhou cry.

Will you cry?

"Jianghai Prefecture."

"Ah."

"come here."

Jiang Haizhou approached cautiously.

Fu Kuan stretched out his arm, passed through his back and put it on his other shoulder, "I'm with him now, what do you want, be a mistress?"

Jiang Haizhou leaned forward and lowered his head, "Fu Kuan, I don't care if what you say is true or not, but I will not let you be with others, and I will not give you to anyone, no matter what method is used."

"Even if I stop being a human being and become an animal, you must still be mine."

When he said these words, his voice was calm and he couldn't hear the waves. His head was buried in the palms of his hands, and his arms were leaning on his knees, so that people could not see the expression on his face.

Fu Kuan grabbed his face, then froze for a moment.

Jiang Haizhou's eye circles were so red that they were bloodshot.

He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt as if his heart had been stabbed severely. For the first time, he realized that he seemed to be a bit too much. No matter what happened before, whether it was a misunderstanding or the truth, Jiang Haizhou's every move, every look and word, is not wrong. Fake.But he has been deceiving and playing tricks, with superior banter, all relying on... relying on Jiang Haizhou's liking and concern for him.

When Fu Kuan lost his mind, Jiang Haizhou suddenly hugged him, hugging him tightly, it felt like he was imprisoned by steel.

"Brother Kuan'er." Jiang Haizhou took a deep breath and spoke again after a while, "I want to confess something to you."

"Wait—" Fu Kuan patted him on the back suddenly, with a little panic in his words that he didn't realize, "I'm not with Zhen Chixuan."

Fu Kuan said: "He is my friend and my brother. We have never had any other relationship, and I always feel that someone will treat him well in the future."

He really thinks that a person like Zhen Chixuan deserves to be treated wholeheartedly by himself. He already has someone else in his heart, and he should not have any ambiguous involvement with Zhen Chixuan in this regard, which is too unfair to Zhen Chixuan. .

He didn't expect to say this, Jiang Haizhou's reaction was completely different from what he expected. He thought that Jiang Haizhou would be very happy, very happy, because Jiang Haizhou was able to understand what he wanted to express because he was as smart as he said.

Jiang Haizhou let him go slowly, looked up at the ceiling, and sighed heavily.

"Brother Kuan'er." He hoarsely said, "I don't seem to be good enough for you anymore."

Fu Kuan didn't speak, as if he had realized the reason, he stretched out his hand stiffly to pour whiskey into the glass.

The ice cubes had all melted, and the smell of wine was a bit pungent. Fu Kuan was already a little drowsy. He lay down on the sofa and said softly, "What do you mean?"

"I've slept with other people."

"Oh." Fu Kuan said, "That's it, it's fine."

Jiang Haizhou's breath stagnates, "You're drunk."

This kind of reaction is not drunk, it proves that Fu Kuan really doesn't like himself at all!

"It's okay." Fu Kuan said, "You're already 21 and [-], what's wrong with how many people you sleep with?"

Jiang Haizhou came over and held his shoulder, and looked at him for a long time.

"Want to sleep with me?" Fu Kuan also looked at him, "You have experience, and I will suffer less."

"What are you talking about!"

Jiang Haizhou was completely furious, his eyes were red, Fu Kuan blinked, he felt as if his shoulders were about to be crushed.

"Then what should I say?" Fu Kuan didn't seem to want to meet Jiang Haizhou's gaze directly, and turned his head away.

"Am I not yours? Fu Kuan, am I not yours alone?" Jiang Haizhou said softly, "Why don't you even look unhappy?"

Fu Kuan curled his fingers, "I don't understand what you mean..."

"You said you were mine, but you slept with someone else, what do you want to do?"

He didn't wait for a response for a long time, turned his head to look at Jiang Haizhou, was shocked by the pain in his eyes, and didn't recover for a long time.

"Jiang Haizhou," Fu Kuan said, "It's actually fine, it's normal, I can understand it, it's okay to be young and energetic, accidents, etc. You like me anyway..."

He didn't know what kind of unexpected harm Fu Fu's accident had caused to Jiang Haizhou. If he could figure it out, he would know that what he said to Jiang Haizhou just now was no less than the straw that broke the camel's back.

Jiang Haizhou hugged him on the sofa for a long time that day, every second seemed to be parting from life and death, as if he would never be seen or touched again in the next second.

Later, I heard that Jiang Haizhou took a leave of absence from school, locked himself at home, turned off his mobile phone and computer, and did not contact anyone.

Fu Kuan went to X University and never saw Jiang Haizhou again, so Fu Fu naturally couldn't get in touch with him.

Fu Kuan's birthday is coming soon.

He was leaning on the sofa, more than 20 days had passed since Jiang Haizhou had a showdown with him, there were still three days left for his birthday, and one week before the new year.

It's too much.

"Xiao Kuan, you are responsible for this matter..." Zhen Chixuan was sitting at the computer desk eating takeaway, clacking something with one hand.

Fu Kuan said, "Huh?"

"It's beautiful!" Zhen Chixuan said quickly.

"Brother." Fu Kuan said, "I don't want to play anymore."

"how?"

"Seeing him like that makes me feel uncomfortable." Fu Kuan curled his lips, "I don't feel happy at all, I'm so irritable."

"What is he doing now? He locks himself in the house every day without going out. Does he eat? Brother, help me find out if he ordered takeaway or went out to buy anything."

Now I use my mobile phone to pay, so even if I go to the supermarket to buy instant noodles, my brother can find it.

Zhen Chixuan responded, and continued typing on the keyboard casually, and found out all of them in less than ten seconds, "It's quite regular, order once a day, and eat ordinary meals around."

"He only eats once a day." Fu Kuan's expression changed, "Has he gone to the supermarket?"

"Go." Zhen Chixuan said: "The orders are all tobacco and alcohol, three items from the secret garden, alcohol..."

He paused for a rare moment, "It's all spirits, why don't you go and see him, I'll give you the address."

Fu Kuan hesitated for a moment, "Brother, I don't know how it will end now."

"what?"

"I regret it a bit." Fu Kuan said, "I don't want to see him suffer so much."

Zhen Chixuan lowered his eyes and said softly: "That's easy, just tell him your identity as a woman."

"But what if he doesn't accept my women's clothing." Fu Kuan bit his lip, and he crushed the cigarette in his finger.

Zhen Chixuan's mouth moved. He actually wanted to say don't talk about your women's clothing, even if you turn into a dog, he can continue to love you, but he just thought about it. Even if he and Fu Kuan have been close for three years, he would I can't say it, it feels very unnatural when I think about it, he said: "Then go and see him as Fufu first, men are most likely to reveal their character when they are in such an extreme emotional state, you can tell me later He can also, just try some things 'other than Fu Kuan' to see if there will be other gains."

"Brother, what you said makes sense." Fu Kuan said, "Then I'll pack up and go see him."

"Yeah." Zhen Chixuan said, "If you're staying overnight...remember to take off your colored contact lenses. I've checked. You can't wear them when you sleep or take a bath, and you have to change those contact lenses frequently."

"Understood." Fu Kuan smiled, "Brother, we haven't celebrated your No.1 in this competition, and we haven't gotten along well with that idiot during this period of time."

"There's no rush." ​​Zhen Chixuan said, "Anyway, we have a chance at any time."

"elder brother."

Fu Kuan packed up and stood at the door, looking at him with a smile.

"what happened?"

"You will meet someone who loves you very much and cherishes you very much. You will be all he wants and wants to protect."

The author has something to say:

"You will meet a person who loves you very much and cherishes you very much. You will be all he wants and protects." ——Remember this flag, see you in the next Ghost Attack~