肋骨
Chapter 39 Selfishness
Jiang Haizhou had a serious face.
Soon Andre discovered that Jiang Haizhou was not angry because of him, but because of this child.
"What are you doing here?"
"Look at you."
"Why don't you call me?"
Fu Kuan blinked, subconsciously looked back at Jiang Haizhou's house, and then narrowed his eyes, "Not yet, it's too late."
Jiang Haizhou didn't speak, and directly grabbed his wrist.
It's the kind of literal grasping, for fear that the person in the hand will be lost a second later.
"What's wrong?" Andre asked him.
"This area is not safe recently. He just came over and stood at the door alone. He was like a living target and scared me."
After he finished speaking, he remembered that follower of Fu Kuan who had a lot of surveillance. Is he paying attention to Fu Kuan's movements at all times, including where he went and who went to his house... Maybe he is in some corner right now Watch, and then see that Fu Kuan is not in danger, and then sneak away?
It sounds a little pitiful, but I'm more upset. This is my fucking wife. Doesn't anyone think that she doesn't have to pay? !
While he felt relieved to have an invisible eye protecting Fu Kuan, he was also annoyed that he might be stared at all the time. This contradictory and complicated state stimulated his temples to protrude.
Are hackers so busy these days?
Jiang Haizhou knows all kinds of teaching and learning, and even because the starting point is relatively high, if necessary, he can have a group of future young academic elites to serve him, but he really may not be able to contact hackers.
This kind of cheating existence, which sounds awesome and only exists in detective dramas, is actually so idle.
Gee.
A bitch like Jiang Haizhou thought about it for a while, and didn't notice that the little girl's wrist was red from his pinching.
Fu Kuan didn't speak, didn't struggle, and looked very good.
Jiang Haizhou rubbed it lightly, then turned to Andre and said, "Say hello to him."
"Hello." Andre wanted to shake hands, but he didn't dare to extend his hand. He knew that Jiang Haizhou was serious about this kid, so if he could just say a few words, it would be fine. He still wanted to go back alive.
"Hello." Fu Kuan smiled, his eyebrows were curved, and he was very pretty.
He is curious about mixed races, and even more curious about pure Russians. He thinks Andrei looks really pleasing to the eye, just like the little boy protagonist in Western movies, he looks amazing and outstanding.
Fu Kuan moved his wrist, broke away from Jiang Haizhou, and moved closer to Andre. His eyelashes were very long and curled up, and Fu Kuan subconsciously wanted to touch him.
Andre took a step back, laughed twice, and said a series of Russian words, sounding very nervous.
"what did he say?"
Jiang Haizhou didn't answer, and looked at Fu Kuan with his arms folded.
Fu Kuan's delicate eyebrows frowned, "What are you doing?"
"Brother Kuan'er, hooking up with a man in front of me, isn't it natural?"
"He looks good-looking."
"Aren't I fucking good-looking?" Jiang Haizhou stared, pointed at Andre and then at himself, "Is he as good-looking as me? Is he blind?"
Fu Kuan didn't answer, he thought Russian sounded good, but he couldn't understand a single word of the conversation between Jiang Haizhou and this boy, and there was an invisible gap, he didn't want to do this.But he has no choice, he doesn't know Russian, and has zero foundation.
Staying at the door was not an option, Jiang Haizhou opened the door and entered the house, brought Fu Kuan the slippers specially bought for him, looked at his thin white wrist with red hands, and his eyes darkened.
The furnishings of Jiang Haizhou's house were the same as when Fu Kuan came last time. Fu Kuan went directly to Jiang Haizhou's bedroom and made sure that only Jiang Haizhou had slept in the bed.
Fu Kuan didn't know why he wanted to be like a concubine who was competing for favor in ancient times. He felt embarrassed when he realized it. He closed the door, sat in the computer chair in Jiang Haizhou, and sighed leisurely.
Jiang Haizhou didn't like playing online games, and there was only a business notebook on the table. He remembered the game he played at Zhen Chixuan's last time... his mind was in a mess.
There are a few books scattered on the table, which are related to advanced mathematics and linear algebra. They are very thick and look quite new, as if they have just been bought.
Fu Kuan opened it and saw that there were many formulas marked in red and commentary on opinions, densely packed.
He froze there directly, and didn't recover for a long time.
"Why did he come into your bedroom to see if we have slept together?"
"Really." Jiang Haizhou opened the window and lit a cigarette, "Go back, I'll drive you to the airport."
"Why?" Andre was very aggrieved, "I have tried to keep a distance from him, brother, you are so serious about sex and despise friends."
"No, I can't see you in extraordinary times, Tai Ye."
"No." Andre quit. "If you don't want me to treat me, go to my sister-in-law to intercede."
Jiang Haizhou smiled and rolled his eyes. Although he was pleased by the word "sister-in-law", he still insisted on the principle and said, "I'm not driving you away. I'm really not at peace here."
"Want to fight?"
"Just fighting is enough." He wanted to say something when he received a call from Hu Le.
"Brother, Zhang Qi chopped off two of those fingers." Hu Le's voice was stern, and he added after a pause: "Everyone."
The lazy expression on Jiang Haizhou's face did not change. He turned his hand holding the mobile phone a few times, and the naked Mac turned over a few times, and steadily returned to its original position.
"What happened to that Chen?"
"Who is Brother Zhou? Chen Xiuyi?"
"Can the saline-alkali land in your head be reclaimed in my lifetime?"
"...Brother, you can just say it straight." Hu Le felt a little aggrieved, Jiang Haizhou had the nerve to criticize others with his memory.
"Actuator object."
"Ah." Hu Le was stunned for a moment, "It seems that the game is over."
Jiang Haizhou guessed that it would be like this, "Look at it, it is necessary to contact the teacher to teach her for a while, if it doesn't work, just go wherever you like."
"Da Qi is drinking, and he is already drunk." Hu Le's voice could not bear it: "Brother, come to persuade him?"
"Why should I advise him to take it easy? Green hats are also good, and they are popular every year?"
Hu Le: "..."
Jiang Haizhou hung up the phone with a snap.
"Your circle is really messed up."
"Do you understand?"
Andre shook his head, "Looking at your expression, I guess it's not something clean."
Jiang Haizhou ignored him, "What do you want to eat tonight?"
The light in the living room suddenly went out, and the room suddenly became very dark. Although it was not night, the sky outside was always gloomy.
He stood up suddenly, as if he remembered something, his face changed, he turned and walked towards the bedroom.
Jiang Haizhou's bedroom was originally on the north side, and even when the weather was sunny, his place was quite dark. At this time, he could hardly see his fingers.
He remembered that Fu Kuan was afraid of the dark, and he also thought in a mess that it might be related to Fu Kuan's parents neglecting him when he was a child. After he opened the door, he searched for Fu Kuan closely. There was no one on the bed, but there was a black figure lying on his stomach in front of the computer desk. There was no sound at all.
Jiang Haizhou was startled, he walked over gently, put his hand on Fu Kuan's shoulder, and found that Fu Kuan's small body was trembling slightly.His heart ached, he bent down and said softly, "I'm here, don't be afraid."
Fu Kuan didn't move.
Andre came in, "What's going on?"
"Go to the main gate and see if the air switch has tripped. If not, there should be a power outage."
The small town often falls into the mysterious and embarrassing situation of a power outage for the whole people. Since he and Jiang Jing are not afraid of the dark, they didn't install emergency lights in the room. Now Jiang Haizhou regrets it a bit.
"OK." Andre went out and never came back. He went to play on the sofa with his mobile phone. He didn't want to be a light bulb.
Jiang Haizhou put one hand on Fu Kuan's back, and the other passed through his curled up legs, and picked him up.
Fu Kuan buried his head in Jiang Haizhou's chest, wrapped his arms around his neck, and wrapped his arms around him.
Jiang Haizhou could vaguely feel a little dampness in his chest, "Crying?"
Fu Kuan didn't speak, but held his hand tightly.
"So afraid of the dark, did you say it was a bit?" Jiang Haizhou breathed a sigh of relief. Fu Kuan was only afraid of the dark psychologically, and did not develop a physical tendency to light. Otherwise, dizziness, coma and other terrible things may happen now. He sat on the bed and touched Fu Kuan's forehead with one hand. There was no sweat, but a little dampness.
These problems on the little thing are really distressing, what will I do if I am not by my side in the future, who will take care of him?
Fu Kuan's voice was choked and hoarse, "I'm fine."
Jiang Haizhou hugged him and sat on the bed, letting him sit in his arms. Fu Kuan took off his coat and only had a soft and loose cotton shirt inside...Touching and touching made him feel distracted.
Beast, he scolded himself.
……
Zhen Chixuan threw the takeaway in his hand into the trash can, unable to eat a single bite.
He watched Fu Kuan enter Jiang Haizhou's house helplessly, and now the electricity in his house was cut off.
Although he knew it was because of a problem with the power generation device in the town, he still felt uncomfortable.Maybe it's because I use an independent power generation device, so I can't feel the darkness?
It's ridiculous, a person who is in darkness all the time can't integrate into normal human beings when the darkness comes.
So be it, a lonely person, old and dead, quietly, without extravagant hopes.
Stop clinging, he told himself.
Anyway, there is no possible result.
Zhen Chixuan looked at the faint screen in front of him and closed his eyes.
There is a kind of embarrassment that you like a person, but he doesn't know it, and you secretly pay attention to him all the time like a wretched idiot, watching him live happily with others, how do you feel in your heart?
It’s probably the pain and jealousy of what you can’t ask for, and at the same time, pretending to comfort yourself that he is very happy, so don’t bother, disguising yourself as a false face of a saint, and covering the unrecognizable wound with a layer called morality. The skin of the commanding heights, try to say that you are noble and qualified.
He lit a cigarette and choked on it after taking a puff.He obviously doesn't know how to smoke, but he wants to try, and he obviously can't get it, but he wants to make a fool of himself.
Zhen Chixuan thought that he was actually a very stupid person.
There is a message from Fat Brother on the computer.
——I have found a house for you here. If you come or not, come and check in immediately. It is more spacious than a hotel, the location is good, it is quiet in the middle of the noise, and the transportation is convenient. There are shopping malls and bars nearby. You can go out and relax when you are bored .
- not to go.
— Tsk, young man!Your life has just begun, don't make life difficult for yourself!
--talk later.
——The little one is prepared for you first, my lord.
—Okay, let’s rent it out first.
Zhen Chixuan originally wanted to say no need, but changed his words temporarily.You can't say anything in this world.Maybe one day he will forget all the past here and start a new life.
……
Fu Kuan stayed in Jiang Haizhou's arms for a long time, Jiang Haizhou remained motionless, Fu Kuan thought he was asleep.
I'm not so scared anymore, the body temperature of the person I'm holding is always so hot, and the pleasant and familiar breath wraps around me, and I'm always by my side.Fu Kuan, you are a little man now, don't be burdened with so many weaknesses, what if one day Jiang Haizhou despises you?
He calmed down his heartbeat, rubbed his wet eyes, cleared his throat, "Brother."
"Ah?" Jiang Haizhou moved, but he didn't realize that the "brother" was calling himself, and he was even surprised, "Hey."
"Am I sinking?"
"Not sinking." Jiang Haizhou responded, only to feel his legs go numb.
Fu Kuan stood up, his body shaking a little, Jiang Haizhou held his hand in time.
"Am I, it's funny." Fu Kuan asked Jiang Haizhou softly while pinching his numb leg.
"What's so funny?"
"I don't look like a man." Fu Kuan said, "In the past, many people called me a sissy."
"I don't think so." Jiang Haizhou said in a normal tone, "You don't."
"Stop rubbing." Jiang Haizhou grabbed his hand, "Knead the rocks again."
Fu Kuan withdrew his hand.
"Let's go out." Jiang Haizhou said, "The mall should have electricity."
"What about the one outside?"
"Don't mind him."
"Take it with you."
"Don't tell me you're interested in him, Fu Kuan, do you believe that I locked you in this room and wouldn't let you out?"
"No." Fu Kuan rubbed his nose, "I didn't, so casually."
"I'm afraid that you'll just do whatever you want."
Fu Kuan smiled.
"You used to be at home by yourself, what should you do if you run out of electricity? Turn on all the lights and sit there waiting for the headlights to turn on again?"
Jiang Haizhou didn't notice it before, but he remembered that the night he slept at Fu Kuan's house, Fu Kuan pulled out many small night lights at the bottom of the wall, and they didn't turn on.
"You are here, don't be afraid." Fu Kuan said.
"Tsk." Jiang Haizhou asked, "Then what if I'm not here?"
Fu Kuan paused for a moment, "What, what do you mean?"
There was a trace of astonishment in his voice, and there was an inexplicable coldness when he listened carefully.
Jiang Haizhou was stunned, and then asked him, "I said, what if we parted one day? You know that no one can predict the things in this world. I didn't want to tell you this, but your thoughts have always been very mature. Not like a child. When I was with you at the beginning, I thought you were just a child, and if you have something to do, you will be over, but now I find that you are not. We can communicate seriously about some serious issues, can't we?"
Fu Kuan didn't speak, the sky outside the window was still very gloomy, he could see the thin dark light pouring on Jiang Haizhou's handsome face, so his already indifferent face looked a bit chaotic, showing a sense of chaos and distance of unreality.
Only then did Fu Kuan understand that Jiang Haizhou was serious about vaccinating himself.
They may be separated, and they will each have their own places and lives in the future.Both can seek new beginnings, new experiences, even new lovers...
He has been trapping himself in this beautiful dream that he has painstakingly crafted, not deliberately thinking about how much Jiang Haizhou likes to care about him, and how long he wants to have a future with him.They are two loyal and sincere fanboys who started with good looks. They came together after being attracted to each other. The time was short and hasty. Up to now, they haven't got to know each other very well. .
But today's abrupt and inappropriate words are like lifting the veil that was tightly covered, or peeking into the corner of a huge monster that you least want to appear.The two were forced to be placed under an embarrassing light panel, staring at each other and questioning each other face to face.
Fu Kuan even had fantasies, Jiang Haizhou had actually held back for a long time.
When he always regarded himself as a little crying bag, did he and his friends think that he was an exquisite porcelain doll, who could not be hurt or used hard, and could only be carefully placed in a glass cover, always in harmony with their hearts? There is a layer in the depths, while avoiding the filth and filth of the society, it will never be able to touch the most authentic side of Jiang Haizhou.
Fu Kuan slowly squatted down, waiting for the frustration to completely swallow him up.
He wanted to degenerate, but then Jiang Haizhou would hate himself and be disappointed in himself.Jiang Haizhou is his ray of light, but this ray of light may be darker than the darkness where he can't see it.
A street gangster who doesn't read, fights and swears every day, but talks and behaves like an aristocrat, can speak English freely, and is proficient in advanced mathematics. If gangsters are like this, then Fu Kuan wants to be one too.
"You want to go?" Fu Kuan looked up at him.
Jiang Haizhou's face would attract people's attention no matter where he was, and with the halo on his body, Fu Kuan thought, one day this person would find a better one, someone so good that everyone he knew would look up to him.
He is a genius and will find another genius to walk alongside.
I am not.
"I'm not leaving." Jiang Haizhou lit a cigarette, and the flames burst out, reflecting his face in a warm yellow.
"Excellent people, isn't it, sooner or later, you will find, excellent people?"
"Yes." Jiang Haizhou took a puff of cigarette, looked at him, as if he could see through his thoughts, "Am I good?"
"Hmm." Among the people Fu Kuan knew, he couldn't find anyone who was more powerful than Jiang Haizhou.
"Then you have to work hard." Jiang Haizhou smiled, "Otherwise, one day you will be thrown too far by me, what should you do if you can't keep up?"
"Yes." Fu Kuan said, "Then you, do you want to go?"
How could you not leave? Can you finish high school mathematics in this small town?Fu Kuan thought, it's useless to worry about this, he wants to be with Jiang Haizhou forever, just like buying back some precious thing, he wants it to be with him forever, even if it's consumables, he has an extravagant wish in his heart, this thing won't If it is broken, it will not be scrapped, and it can exist until it gets old or even dies.
Human greed is always the most loyal partner of desire. What Fu Kuan wants is Jiang Haizhou's considerate care for him, so he uses his love to kidnap him with peace of mind and prevent him from leaving.
Human beings are selfish.
Fu Kuan only realized how selfish he was today.
"Stop squatting, you'll be numb after a while." Jiang Haizhou didn't answer this time, and picked him up, "You'd better let me like you all the time, so that even if you run away, I can chase you back."
Fu Kuan froze for a moment, his eyes blank.
"Go out, it's too dark in this room."
Soon Andre discovered that Jiang Haizhou was not angry because of him, but because of this child.
"What are you doing here?"
"Look at you."
"Why don't you call me?"
Fu Kuan blinked, subconsciously looked back at Jiang Haizhou's house, and then narrowed his eyes, "Not yet, it's too late."
Jiang Haizhou didn't speak, and directly grabbed his wrist.
It's the kind of literal grasping, for fear that the person in the hand will be lost a second later.
"What's wrong?" Andre asked him.
"This area is not safe recently. He just came over and stood at the door alone. He was like a living target and scared me."
After he finished speaking, he remembered that follower of Fu Kuan who had a lot of surveillance. Is he paying attention to Fu Kuan's movements at all times, including where he went and who went to his house... Maybe he is in some corner right now Watch, and then see that Fu Kuan is not in danger, and then sneak away?
It sounds a little pitiful, but I'm more upset. This is my fucking wife. Doesn't anyone think that she doesn't have to pay? !
While he felt relieved to have an invisible eye protecting Fu Kuan, he was also annoyed that he might be stared at all the time. This contradictory and complicated state stimulated his temples to protrude.
Are hackers so busy these days?
Jiang Haizhou knows all kinds of teaching and learning, and even because the starting point is relatively high, if necessary, he can have a group of future young academic elites to serve him, but he really may not be able to contact hackers.
This kind of cheating existence, which sounds awesome and only exists in detective dramas, is actually so idle.
Gee.
A bitch like Jiang Haizhou thought about it for a while, and didn't notice that the little girl's wrist was red from his pinching.
Fu Kuan didn't speak, didn't struggle, and looked very good.
Jiang Haizhou rubbed it lightly, then turned to Andre and said, "Say hello to him."
"Hello." Andre wanted to shake hands, but he didn't dare to extend his hand. He knew that Jiang Haizhou was serious about this kid, so if he could just say a few words, it would be fine. He still wanted to go back alive.
"Hello." Fu Kuan smiled, his eyebrows were curved, and he was very pretty.
He is curious about mixed races, and even more curious about pure Russians. He thinks Andrei looks really pleasing to the eye, just like the little boy protagonist in Western movies, he looks amazing and outstanding.
Fu Kuan moved his wrist, broke away from Jiang Haizhou, and moved closer to Andre. His eyelashes were very long and curled up, and Fu Kuan subconsciously wanted to touch him.
Andre took a step back, laughed twice, and said a series of Russian words, sounding very nervous.
"what did he say?"
Jiang Haizhou didn't answer, and looked at Fu Kuan with his arms folded.
Fu Kuan's delicate eyebrows frowned, "What are you doing?"
"Brother Kuan'er, hooking up with a man in front of me, isn't it natural?"
"He looks good-looking."
"Aren't I fucking good-looking?" Jiang Haizhou stared, pointed at Andre and then at himself, "Is he as good-looking as me? Is he blind?"
Fu Kuan didn't answer, he thought Russian sounded good, but he couldn't understand a single word of the conversation between Jiang Haizhou and this boy, and there was an invisible gap, he didn't want to do this.But he has no choice, he doesn't know Russian, and has zero foundation.
Staying at the door was not an option, Jiang Haizhou opened the door and entered the house, brought Fu Kuan the slippers specially bought for him, looked at his thin white wrist with red hands, and his eyes darkened.
The furnishings of Jiang Haizhou's house were the same as when Fu Kuan came last time. Fu Kuan went directly to Jiang Haizhou's bedroom and made sure that only Jiang Haizhou had slept in the bed.
Fu Kuan didn't know why he wanted to be like a concubine who was competing for favor in ancient times. He felt embarrassed when he realized it. He closed the door, sat in the computer chair in Jiang Haizhou, and sighed leisurely.
Jiang Haizhou didn't like playing online games, and there was only a business notebook on the table. He remembered the game he played at Zhen Chixuan's last time... his mind was in a mess.
There are a few books scattered on the table, which are related to advanced mathematics and linear algebra. They are very thick and look quite new, as if they have just been bought.
Fu Kuan opened it and saw that there were many formulas marked in red and commentary on opinions, densely packed.
He froze there directly, and didn't recover for a long time.
"Why did he come into your bedroom to see if we have slept together?"
"Really." Jiang Haizhou opened the window and lit a cigarette, "Go back, I'll drive you to the airport."
"Why?" Andre was very aggrieved, "I have tried to keep a distance from him, brother, you are so serious about sex and despise friends."
"No, I can't see you in extraordinary times, Tai Ye."
"No." Andre quit. "If you don't want me to treat me, go to my sister-in-law to intercede."
Jiang Haizhou smiled and rolled his eyes. Although he was pleased by the word "sister-in-law", he still insisted on the principle and said, "I'm not driving you away. I'm really not at peace here."
"Want to fight?"
"Just fighting is enough." He wanted to say something when he received a call from Hu Le.
"Brother, Zhang Qi chopped off two of those fingers." Hu Le's voice was stern, and he added after a pause: "Everyone."
The lazy expression on Jiang Haizhou's face did not change. He turned his hand holding the mobile phone a few times, and the naked Mac turned over a few times, and steadily returned to its original position.
"What happened to that Chen?"
"Who is Brother Zhou? Chen Xiuyi?"
"Can the saline-alkali land in your head be reclaimed in my lifetime?"
"...Brother, you can just say it straight." Hu Le felt a little aggrieved, Jiang Haizhou had the nerve to criticize others with his memory.
"Actuator object."
"Ah." Hu Le was stunned for a moment, "It seems that the game is over."
Jiang Haizhou guessed that it would be like this, "Look at it, it is necessary to contact the teacher to teach her for a while, if it doesn't work, just go wherever you like."
"Da Qi is drinking, and he is already drunk." Hu Le's voice could not bear it: "Brother, come to persuade him?"
"Why should I advise him to take it easy? Green hats are also good, and they are popular every year?"
Hu Le: "..."
Jiang Haizhou hung up the phone with a snap.
"Your circle is really messed up."
"Do you understand?"
Andre shook his head, "Looking at your expression, I guess it's not something clean."
Jiang Haizhou ignored him, "What do you want to eat tonight?"
The light in the living room suddenly went out, and the room suddenly became very dark. Although it was not night, the sky outside was always gloomy.
He stood up suddenly, as if he remembered something, his face changed, he turned and walked towards the bedroom.
Jiang Haizhou's bedroom was originally on the north side, and even when the weather was sunny, his place was quite dark. At this time, he could hardly see his fingers.
He remembered that Fu Kuan was afraid of the dark, and he also thought in a mess that it might be related to Fu Kuan's parents neglecting him when he was a child. After he opened the door, he searched for Fu Kuan closely. There was no one on the bed, but there was a black figure lying on his stomach in front of the computer desk. There was no sound at all.
Jiang Haizhou was startled, he walked over gently, put his hand on Fu Kuan's shoulder, and found that Fu Kuan's small body was trembling slightly.His heart ached, he bent down and said softly, "I'm here, don't be afraid."
Fu Kuan didn't move.
Andre came in, "What's going on?"
"Go to the main gate and see if the air switch has tripped. If not, there should be a power outage."
The small town often falls into the mysterious and embarrassing situation of a power outage for the whole people. Since he and Jiang Jing are not afraid of the dark, they didn't install emergency lights in the room. Now Jiang Haizhou regrets it a bit.
"OK." Andre went out and never came back. He went to play on the sofa with his mobile phone. He didn't want to be a light bulb.
Jiang Haizhou put one hand on Fu Kuan's back, and the other passed through his curled up legs, and picked him up.
Fu Kuan buried his head in Jiang Haizhou's chest, wrapped his arms around his neck, and wrapped his arms around him.
Jiang Haizhou could vaguely feel a little dampness in his chest, "Crying?"
Fu Kuan didn't speak, but held his hand tightly.
"So afraid of the dark, did you say it was a bit?" Jiang Haizhou breathed a sigh of relief. Fu Kuan was only afraid of the dark psychologically, and did not develop a physical tendency to light. Otherwise, dizziness, coma and other terrible things may happen now. He sat on the bed and touched Fu Kuan's forehead with one hand. There was no sweat, but a little dampness.
These problems on the little thing are really distressing, what will I do if I am not by my side in the future, who will take care of him?
Fu Kuan's voice was choked and hoarse, "I'm fine."
Jiang Haizhou hugged him and sat on the bed, letting him sit in his arms. Fu Kuan took off his coat and only had a soft and loose cotton shirt inside...Touching and touching made him feel distracted.
Beast, he scolded himself.
……
Zhen Chixuan threw the takeaway in his hand into the trash can, unable to eat a single bite.
He watched Fu Kuan enter Jiang Haizhou's house helplessly, and now the electricity in his house was cut off.
Although he knew it was because of a problem with the power generation device in the town, he still felt uncomfortable.Maybe it's because I use an independent power generation device, so I can't feel the darkness?
It's ridiculous, a person who is in darkness all the time can't integrate into normal human beings when the darkness comes.
So be it, a lonely person, old and dead, quietly, without extravagant hopes.
Stop clinging, he told himself.
Anyway, there is no possible result.
Zhen Chixuan looked at the faint screen in front of him and closed his eyes.
There is a kind of embarrassment that you like a person, but he doesn't know it, and you secretly pay attention to him all the time like a wretched idiot, watching him live happily with others, how do you feel in your heart?
It’s probably the pain and jealousy of what you can’t ask for, and at the same time, pretending to comfort yourself that he is very happy, so don’t bother, disguising yourself as a false face of a saint, and covering the unrecognizable wound with a layer called morality. The skin of the commanding heights, try to say that you are noble and qualified.
He lit a cigarette and choked on it after taking a puff.He obviously doesn't know how to smoke, but he wants to try, and he obviously can't get it, but he wants to make a fool of himself.
Zhen Chixuan thought that he was actually a very stupid person.
There is a message from Fat Brother on the computer.
——I have found a house for you here. If you come or not, come and check in immediately. It is more spacious than a hotel, the location is good, it is quiet in the middle of the noise, and the transportation is convenient. There are shopping malls and bars nearby. You can go out and relax when you are bored .
- not to go.
— Tsk, young man!Your life has just begun, don't make life difficult for yourself!
--talk later.
——The little one is prepared for you first, my lord.
—Okay, let’s rent it out first.
Zhen Chixuan originally wanted to say no need, but changed his words temporarily.You can't say anything in this world.Maybe one day he will forget all the past here and start a new life.
……
Fu Kuan stayed in Jiang Haizhou's arms for a long time, Jiang Haizhou remained motionless, Fu Kuan thought he was asleep.
I'm not so scared anymore, the body temperature of the person I'm holding is always so hot, and the pleasant and familiar breath wraps around me, and I'm always by my side.Fu Kuan, you are a little man now, don't be burdened with so many weaknesses, what if one day Jiang Haizhou despises you?
He calmed down his heartbeat, rubbed his wet eyes, cleared his throat, "Brother."
"Ah?" Jiang Haizhou moved, but he didn't realize that the "brother" was calling himself, and he was even surprised, "Hey."
"Am I sinking?"
"Not sinking." Jiang Haizhou responded, only to feel his legs go numb.
Fu Kuan stood up, his body shaking a little, Jiang Haizhou held his hand in time.
"Am I, it's funny." Fu Kuan asked Jiang Haizhou softly while pinching his numb leg.
"What's so funny?"
"I don't look like a man." Fu Kuan said, "In the past, many people called me a sissy."
"I don't think so." Jiang Haizhou said in a normal tone, "You don't."
"Stop rubbing." Jiang Haizhou grabbed his hand, "Knead the rocks again."
Fu Kuan withdrew his hand.
"Let's go out." Jiang Haizhou said, "The mall should have electricity."
"What about the one outside?"
"Don't mind him."
"Take it with you."
"Don't tell me you're interested in him, Fu Kuan, do you believe that I locked you in this room and wouldn't let you out?"
"No." Fu Kuan rubbed his nose, "I didn't, so casually."
"I'm afraid that you'll just do whatever you want."
Fu Kuan smiled.
"You used to be at home by yourself, what should you do if you run out of electricity? Turn on all the lights and sit there waiting for the headlights to turn on again?"
Jiang Haizhou didn't notice it before, but he remembered that the night he slept at Fu Kuan's house, Fu Kuan pulled out many small night lights at the bottom of the wall, and they didn't turn on.
"You are here, don't be afraid." Fu Kuan said.
"Tsk." Jiang Haizhou asked, "Then what if I'm not here?"
Fu Kuan paused for a moment, "What, what do you mean?"
There was a trace of astonishment in his voice, and there was an inexplicable coldness when he listened carefully.
Jiang Haizhou was stunned, and then asked him, "I said, what if we parted one day? You know that no one can predict the things in this world. I didn't want to tell you this, but your thoughts have always been very mature. Not like a child. When I was with you at the beginning, I thought you were just a child, and if you have something to do, you will be over, but now I find that you are not. We can communicate seriously about some serious issues, can't we?"
Fu Kuan didn't speak, the sky outside the window was still very gloomy, he could see the thin dark light pouring on Jiang Haizhou's handsome face, so his already indifferent face looked a bit chaotic, showing a sense of chaos and distance of unreality.
Only then did Fu Kuan understand that Jiang Haizhou was serious about vaccinating himself.
They may be separated, and they will each have their own places and lives in the future.Both can seek new beginnings, new experiences, even new lovers...
He has been trapping himself in this beautiful dream that he has painstakingly crafted, not deliberately thinking about how much Jiang Haizhou likes to care about him, and how long he wants to have a future with him.They are two loyal and sincere fanboys who started with good looks. They came together after being attracted to each other. The time was short and hasty. Up to now, they haven't got to know each other very well. .
But today's abrupt and inappropriate words are like lifting the veil that was tightly covered, or peeking into the corner of a huge monster that you least want to appear.The two were forced to be placed under an embarrassing light panel, staring at each other and questioning each other face to face.
Fu Kuan even had fantasies, Jiang Haizhou had actually held back for a long time.
When he always regarded himself as a little crying bag, did he and his friends think that he was an exquisite porcelain doll, who could not be hurt or used hard, and could only be carefully placed in a glass cover, always in harmony with their hearts? There is a layer in the depths, while avoiding the filth and filth of the society, it will never be able to touch the most authentic side of Jiang Haizhou.
Fu Kuan slowly squatted down, waiting for the frustration to completely swallow him up.
He wanted to degenerate, but then Jiang Haizhou would hate himself and be disappointed in himself.Jiang Haizhou is his ray of light, but this ray of light may be darker than the darkness where he can't see it.
A street gangster who doesn't read, fights and swears every day, but talks and behaves like an aristocrat, can speak English freely, and is proficient in advanced mathematics. If gangsters are like this, then Fu Kuan wants to be one too.
"You want to go?" Fu Kuan looked up at him.
Jiang Haizhou's face would attract people's attention no matter where he was, and with the halo on his body, Fu Kuan thought, one day this person would find a better one, someone so good that everyone he knew would look up to him.
He is a genius and will find another genius to walk alongside.
I am not.
"I'm not leaving." Jiang Haizhou lit a cigarette, and the flames burst out, reflecting his face in a warm yellow.
"Excellent people, isn't it, sooner or later, you will find, excellent people?"
"Yes." Jiang Haizhou took a puff of cigarette, looked at him, as if he could see through his thoughts, "Am I good?"
"Hmm." Among the people Fu Kuan knew, he couldn't find anyone who was more powerful than Jiang Haizhou.
"Then you have to work hard." Jiang Haizhou smiled, "Otherwise, one day you will be thrown too far by me, what should you do if you can't keep up?"
"Yes." Fu Kuan said, "Then you, do you want to go?"
How could you not leave? Can you finish high school mathematics in this small town?Fu Kuan thought, it's useless to worry about this, he wants to be with Jiang Haizhou forever, just like buying back some precious thing, he wants it to be with him forever, even if it's consumables, he has an extravagant wish in his heart, this thing won't If it is broken, it will not be scrapped, and it can exist until it gets old or even dies.
Human greed is always the most loyal partner of desire. What Fu Kuan wants is Jiang Haizhou's considerate care for him, so he uses his love to kidnap him with peace of mind and prevent him from leaving.
Human beings are selfish.
Fu Kuan only realized how selfish he was today.
"Stop squatting, you'll be numb after a while." Jiang Haizhou didn't answer this time, and picked him up, "You'd better let me like you all the time, so that even if you run away, I can chase you back."
Fu Kuan froze for a moment, his eyes blank.
"Go out, it's too dark in this room."
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