if i pry my brother's goddess

At the strong request of Aunt Kong, Yuan Xi was left at the senior sister's house for the night.

She kept refusing at first, saying that she couldn't do it, and she didn't bring her toothbrush.

Aunt Kong said that there were new ones at home.

She said it was inconvenient, Aunt Kong said it was inconvenient, she slept with Kong Ruoyu!

Yuan Xixin said, why does this sound so embarrassing?

She also said that there is no change of underwear here but she still wants to take a shower.Aunt Kong replied nonchalantly that Kong Ruoyu still had new ones, and Xiao Yuan could make do with them first, as it was so hot, she washed her underwear tonight and could do it tomorrow morning.

When Yuan Xi thought that she meant to let her wear her senior's... Even if it was a new one, she suspected that her face might already be red.

Kong Ruoyu looked at her, "Shall we go back to school together tomorrow morning?"

"..." What else could Yuan Xi say?Naturally, respect is worse than obedience.

In the evening, the senior made a light meal. After she was full, she went over to wash the dishes, and triumphantly followed the senior's track at noon to put the tableware back to its original place.Aunt Kong and senior sister sat on the sofa and waited for her, ready to go, and then the three of them went downstairs together to take a walk in a small park not far away.

This area is an old town, and the streets are really congested compared to the current traffic conditions, so the nearby pedestrians basically look at the sky when they walk, they never look at the vehicles, they don't follow the rules, and they are very noisy and lively.

Kong Ruoyu and Yuan Xi held Aunt Kong's arm on each side, while she pointed out the surrounding shops to Yuan Xi, "...she had a fight with me once when she was a child, and she was doing well in the beginning, but I blinked The shadow disappeared. I was taken aback. After panicking for a while, I thought maybe she was teasing me, so I pretended to be calm and glanced back and forth at the shops on the roadside. Sure enough, within a few seconds, she was downcast. If you ran out, you knew you couldn’t hide it from me.”

Aunt Kong laughed twice, "She doesn't know yet. I didn't see her at all. It's because she was guilty and thought I had already found out."

Yuan Xi thought, where has she ever seen such an immature senior sister?It sounds so envious.But having said that, it’s really one thing for one thing. Aunt Kong eats up my senior sister to death. Senior sister... now also eats herself to death. No, senior sister can eat many people to death. Yes, what is she, Yuan Xi?But can she really take it seriously just because of the momentary intimacy now?

Just like Senior Sister Cui, she has been unwilling to think about it, and she is unwilling to admit that she is such an indifferent person, because before that incident, to be honest, she did not regard Senior Sister Cui as a good friend who can be singled out. , They exchanged too few secrets with each other, even if she and her senior sister went to her laboratory to use the air conditioner all day, she didn't realize that senior sister Cui had a friendship with them that was deeper than the sea and higher than the sky.Time was too short for them to form a revolutionary friendship.

Until senior sister Cui left the farewell letter to the two of them at the end.

Before that, when she heard the case revealed by the police uncle alone when she and her senior sister were interrogated, she felt pain and pity besides shock. It only exists in the plots of "I have a classmate of a classmate" and "I have a friend of a friend", and the pain and pity are her laments for a friend who has developed a relationship, a talented god of the school.She was so sad that she shed her most disdainful tears in the past, and scolded her hypocrisy over and over again.

But these vivid and real things may only last for a few days in Yuan Xi's body. After that, when she thinks of Senior Cui back then, she may still have a sigh in her heart, but it has nothing to do with her.

until I saw that letter.It was those few words that made Yuan Xi break out in a cold sweat on a hot day, and she cried motherfuckers again, but at that time it had turned into tears of guilt, remorse and shame.

God, this person regards her and senior as such important people, she left a letter full of good expectations and repeated thanks.Yuan Xi wished to turn back time, she must use all her strength to bring senior sister Cui out of the sea of ​​suffering.

She began to hypnotize herself subconsciously, not daring to let herself forget her "best friend" Cui Siyan.

She does not allow her sorrow to withdraw from the stage of history, otherwise... otherwise that sentence - at least I am in this world, it is not impossible to leave a trace. ——Hasn’t it become the saddest prophecy?

It was also at that time that she began to be suspicious of many things.

For example, if she likes and appreciates senior sister so much, how does senior sister think of her?A playmate who is very compatible, a primary school girl who can't do anything, or a double-faced annoying ghost?

If the senior hadn't treated her sincerely, it would be ridiculous to see her so clingy, right?Obviously, Yuan Xi's words were so ugly at the beginning, and she might have attacked her secretly behind her back, but now she is still pestering her, haha.

——The first meeting with the senior has always been a sharp thorn stuck in Yuan Xi's throat, which cannot be swallowed or pulled out.The more she likes Senior Sister, the more painful it is to scratch her heart and liver.

Yuan Xi's interest suddenly dropped, Kong Ruoyu and Aunt Kong noticed it subtly, and returned home without too much delay.

Aunt Kong took the medicine and went to bed very early, because Yuan Xi said that her hair was shorter than her senior sister's, so Kong Ruoyu went to the bathroom to take a shower first.

Yuan Xi lay on his back on the bed, squinting his eyes and staring at the star-shaped lamps on the roof.After a while, she stood up and strolled to the front of the book wall.

The senior sister just said that you can look at and touch things in the room casually, but she hesitated for a while, and opened the cabinet door anyway.Facing her, there are several areas full of various poetry collections, including English, French, Russian, and Italian, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign.

She felt that her head was as big as a bucket when she saw it. After thinking about it, she took out a book of Borges that she had barely heard of, and before turning a few pages, a small card that looked like a note fell out.Yuan Xi quickly picked it up, and it was written in senior sister Junxiu's handwriting, with "hard line" and "escape line" written in disorder.

She couldn't understand again, just when Kong Ruoyu pushed the door open and walked in while wiping her hair, Yuan Xi felt that she was really embarrassed by her sneaky appearance, and hurriedly tried to put the book back, but the senior sister came from behind and took the book in her hand. He took the book and pushed it in lightly and deftly.

Yuan Xi's breath was filled with the wet and cold fragrance of the senior sister, and she turned her head in a panic to say a few words to calm her mind: "Senior sister, why don't you blow your hair, you can sleep after drying it at night ..."

Kong Ruoyu rubbed his hair twice with a towel, but didn't answer, but went to the closet to look for something, and finally handed it back to Yuan Xi with a bunch of clothes, "I'm drying my hair outside, you should go in and wash it first, or It will be too late later."

Yuan Xi looked at the towel, pajamas and pants in his hand, and immediately blushed and went to the bathroom.

This is all senior sister's stuff.

She cleaned herself up two or three times, and started to rub her underwear again. After washing, she didn't know where the clothes hanger and drying pole were, so she ran to find her senior sister with two wet balls.Kong Ruoyu looked surprised, "Did you wash it yourself?"

Do I still keep you to wash me! ?Yuan Xi's face was about to burst into flames.

After finishing it, the senior sister went out and came in again and handed her a big white pear. Yuan Xi asked foolishly, "Half for each person?"

Kong Ruoyu glared at her helplessly, then shook his head and said, "Eat by yourself, don't give me a share." Then he pulled her to sit on the bed, Yuan Xi gnawed on the pear and was still a little puzzled, but the sound of the hair dryer accompanied her When the warm wind blew in the back of her head, she was moved to a mess again.

Senior sister can always make her feel that she is cared for.

Kong Ruoyu's fingers shuttled between Yuan Xi's hair, and occasionally pressed her scalp, probably because she was afraid that Yuan Xi would be bored, so the senior sister started chatting with her again, "You look good in this pajamas, let's go to the next time When you go shopping, why don't you consider buying a set in a different color?"

Yuan Xi is about the same height as her senior sister. Although she is not as thin as the goddess, she is better at running and running all year round, so her muscles are smooth and she is also very beautiful.

Yuan Xi gulped down a mouthful of pear water, thinking that this is... a couple, ah no, girlfriend pajamas? "good!"

The senior sister also seemed very satisfied, and scratched her head deliberately with her hands.

Turning off the light and lying on the bed, Yuan Xi tossed and turned with his eyes closed, unable to fall asleep. Afraid of disturbing his senior, he resisted not moving.Kong Ruoyu seemed to sense her stiffness, stretched out his hand across her collarbone, put it on her shoulder and pinched it a few times, and sprayed his warm breath on her neck, "Can't sleep?"

Yuan Xi opened his eyes and looked to the left. In the darkness, he came across two small pieces of bright starry sky.

The heart in the chest suddenly jumped twice uncontrollably, Yuan Xi suddenly wanted to confide everything to the senior sister beside her.

"Sister..."

"Huh?" Kong Ruoyu squeezed her shoulder again.

"Sister, do you hate me?" Yuan Xi took a deep breath, "I want to hear the truth."

Kong Ruoyu sighed, and approached gently, "Don't think wildly, how could I hate you?"

"It's my first time, so you...I hate myself..."

"I don't really care about this kind of thing. Anyway, I like you very much now." She paused, "I like you very much."

Yuan Xi's eyes turned red when she heard senior sister's gentle words. She raised her hand and put it on the back of Kong Ruoyu's hand, "Senior sister, so do I. I've been feeling very uncomfortable recently. I'm afraid that you'll dislike me before, and I'm afraid that you'll see me now." Hate me, afraid that you will hate me in the future."

Kong Ruoyu turned his hand over and grabbed hers, "I won't..."

"Sister, I really hate myself. The sorry words I said to you when I didn't know you before, I want to bite my tongue off when I think about it now."

Kong Ruoyu's chest vibrated slightly, and he seemed to be smiling, "I don't remember at all, so don't think about it anymore."

"Senior sister, and, I feel very sorry for Senior Cui."

There was a momentary silence between the two when this topic was mentioned.Yuan Xi went on to say, "Because looking back, Senior Sister Cui and I really only met this semester, and I think she is amazing. Sometimes I wonder, do we really have such a good relationship? But then I will immediately drive away my own thoughts, she is a dead person, and in the end she only wrote letters to the two of us alone, why should I question her relationship with us?" Yuan Xi covered her face with her hands, " I feel that I am too hypocritical, crying is hypocritical, not crying is even more hypocritical, being sad is also hypocritical, not being sad is even more hypocritical.”

Wind came in from the open windows, rustling the curtains, and there was no movement in the house for a long time.

"Yuan Xi, don't let pain become your responsibility, Siyan won't want to see herself become your burden."

Yuan Xi hugged her senior sideways, "...I just feel sorry for her."

Kong Ruoyu stroked her hair, "It's enough for us to live well, don't disappoint her expectations."

Yuan Xi nodded vigorously.