I'm not really evil

Burning embers, gray sky, twisting laughter and never-ending dancing crowd.

What unfolds in front of Firefly is a distorted world on the verge of destruction.

The will of the world is emitting an overwhelmed dying cry, and a larger and chaotic consciousness covers everything silently.

When Hotaru tried to contact the will of the world, all the answers were opened to her, as if she couldn't wait.

On the night of New Year's Eve a year ago, the gray mist whose composition could not be analyzed was accompanied by the New Year's bell and a strong earthquake, continuously pouring out from the underground cracks all over the world.

Unable to be dispelled, and unable to be isolated by buildings, the mist as if from another world spread unscrupulously.

People exposed to the mist felt a little suffocated at first, and felt short of breath, but soon, the physical discomfort spread to the spirit.

More and more people become pessimistic and desperate.Joy, hope, courage, love, all kinds of positive emotions are forcibly integrated under the erosion of the fog, as if they were crushed by invisible big hands and rubbed with plasticine. expressed distortedly in an oddly piecemeal way.

The cathartic violence caused by too much despair is increasing day by day, so people who commit suicide and die in love are everywhere.

At the same time, there are a very small group of people in the world who instead gain strength from the despair brought about by the mist and awaken various special forms.

The original order has long since collapsed, and chaos is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.But there is such a group of people who use the power gained from despair to bring hope to everyone.They formed a small team and used their respective abilities to jointly build a city isolated from the gray fog. While sheltering humans, they used this as a base to continuously explore the origin of the gray fog.

In the end, they found the source of the gray mist, successfully expelled the evil existence attached to the source of the planet, and brought back the precious peace.

——The story of a fairy-tale savior saving the world.

But it is the history that actually happened on this planet, the original history.

At that time, no one could perceive the truth of the facts.

The expelled evil existence turned out to be just a ray of thought incarnation of the real "God" - the will of the world has not been able to truly perceive the existence of the other party so far, and can only be vaguely named God based on the characteristics that cannot be seen directly.The actions of the savior team in turn attracted the interest of the evil god itself, making him pay more attention from the distant universe.

From here on, the protagonist of the record that originally came from the will of the world quietly changed, and the creepy "truth" was revealed.

On a certain day when everyone was living a peaceful life, the 'God' moved the blue planet in his palm from a higher dimension and turned back the time of the entire earth.

This time, after descending into his incarnation, He personally joined the savior's team, constantly making troubles in secret, and pleasing himself with the performance of this group of humans.

At the end of that time, His incarnation was personally executed by the team leader who found the evidence.

In the crazy laughter of 'God', the third game started.

The fourth time, the fifth time, countless times...

The 'God' who always overturned because of the same person, finally became convinced.

■■, this savior girl who can understand his thoughts, find his weaknesses, and successfully save the world countless times, has a certain aptitude——

Becoming a 'god' of the same kind.

Thus, a new experiment began.

This time the Earth's clock was ticked back even longer, before all the changes took place.

In the long 'communication', 'God' understood everything about the girl.

Her sense of self is unshakable.

She is invincible because of the existence of fetters.

Being human is a pretty good quality, but it prevents her from being of the same kind.

For this reason, "God" took her name and body, stripped her memory and emotion, and cut off all the fetters left by her existence in the world, whether it is family, friendship or love... leaving only a pure and blank His confused soul was carefully nurtured in a specially made body by Him.

The 'God', who has always been crazy and chaotic, waited with rare patience.

At the moment when her soul perfectly fits with the body of the evil god, a special, interesting and lovely kind will be born——

Hotaru broke free from the message, showing a nauseous expression uncontrollably.

She remembered it all.

A story that seems relaxed and interesting from the perspective of a "god" will appear extraordinarily cruel when viewed from another perspective.

The ███ of an ordinary girl who has not yet gained power, lost everything for this reason.

Tried all methods but couldn't get rid of that nightmarish existence, and in the end even forgot why he resisted.

Sadness, panic, anger, despair, the soul surrounded by endless negative emotions was so lonely that she was going crazy. Just when she couldn't help but want to give herself a relief, a vague and grand will suddenly connected with her.

It was the hazy will born of a world that has been saved countless times.

Although no one remembers that the girl saved the world again and again because of the "God" backtracking, the planet itself has memories.

Even though the personality is very different from the evil god, the newly born will of the world still tried its best to give the savior the greatest help.

Let her escape from this world first before being assimilated.

The girl's muddle-headed will is gradually eroded by the power left by the "God" in the process of drifting in the space outside the universe, and she only clings to the last bit of humanity.Until one day, with an intuition, or a fate-like perception, she found a world that was calling her in a bloody way.

She answered the call.

After that, I met a mysterious man.

He gave ■■ a new name.

So the wandering soul suddenly felt relieved and found a new habitat.

This is what the girl named Hotaru has experienced so far.

When she thought of everything, all the memories of ■■ who successfully saved the world in countless historical reincarnations flooded into her mind.

Hotaru was originally quite unfamiliar with the concept of the so-called enemy.

In an instant, he became an expert in killing 'God'.

Feeling the strong killing intent coming from her body, the consciousness of the world in her last breath instantly froze.

For a moment, the entire planet was operating under some inexplicable will.

After a flash of firefly's figure, she appeared in a deserted street somewhere in the middle of the night.

This time the history without the participation of ■■ seemed even more disordered and chaotic.Under the influence of an incarnation of an evil god, the rescue team died halfway before it was established, and darkness and chaos overwhelmed hope and light in all directions.

The entire human world is so oppressive that there is no light at all.

The street lamps flickered in half-brightness, and the abandoned garbage, dried blood, and some unidentifiable unknown limbs on the cracked concrete floor made it impossible to set foot.

But the ground that Hotaru walks on will be cleaned by an invisible force, and all obstacles in front of her will recede from both sides like a stream of water.

This scene is like Moses dividing the sea, with an inexplicable sense of sacred shock.

It is the sign of the rich care of the will of the world.

This bizarre and high-profile move has attracted a lot of attention.

Those who can move freely at this moment and in this fog cannot actually be called human beings.

Their limbs have been alienated, and they are described as haggard as if there is only a thin layer of skin attached to the bones. They hide in the shadows and peek at the posture of the fireflies. They are more like mice in the gutter than humans.

Seen from a distance, the fair-skinned girl is wearing a clean and neat white short gown, with slender legs looming between the hem of the dress, stepping on wooden clogs, and walking lightly on the street cleaned by inexplicable forces. And, on the contrary, people dare not act rashly.

But just the sight of peeping from the shadows is enough to make people unhappy.

Yingying exhaled lightly, and said in a soft voice: "You guys, do you think I have a good temper?"

At that moment, the mice trembled like they had fallen into an ice cave, but they had no time to make any moves.

The blood seed sucks flesh, and the slender vines break through the texture of the skin.

Their flesh and blood merged with the ground, and flowers bloomed on the dirty and weird ground.

The irises struggling to bloom in the mud have a sober, sinister beauty.

The mist grew thicker.

Firefly casually raised her hand to touch it lightly.

The components of the fog that cannot be analyzed by modern technology can be clearly seen in her eyes.

At this moment, the starlight has dimmed.

Under the reflection of a bloody red moon in the sky, amidst the screams everywhere, the blood-red irises and the moonlight set off each other, and the fog at night became more mysterious and strange.

In this scene, there was a sound of light footsteps in the deep fog.Immediately, Firefly saw a 'girl' who looked exactly like herself.

He was wearing a pitch-black skirt, with a slender figure, a bright and beautiful face, like a dark cloud blooming in the middle of the night, and those deep black jade-like eyes stared at Yingying as if locking prey, and his focused eyes seemed to be watching A miracle, like looking at a flower breaking ground in a dark swamp.

"■■, you're back." The 'girl' parted her lips slightly, looking at Yingying with a smile in her eyes.His tone was friendly, and he didn't feel uncomfortable using a human body. His smiling appearance didn't look like he was killing and expelling his countless enemies.

"Don't call me that, I have a new name now." Ying looked at the other party coldly, her eyes subconsciously wandering around his vital points.Her own memory, which has inherited countless previous generations of history, caused her to think of a hundred ways to kill her opponent when she saw him now.

The other person was not angry, and continued to ask with a smile: "So, what is your name now?"

"It's a beautiful name, but you don't deserve to know it." Yingying raised the corners of her mouth sharply, showing a slightly weird and crazy smile, "Sorry, I really can't stand you anymore, come and fight?"

A huge and terrifying shadow struggled and swelled from Yingying's shadow, traveling through the space in an instant and biting off an arm of the 'God'.

"You can always bring surprises." The 'girl' didn't care, and used her broken body to show a sweet smile full of blood.

What Firefly drives is the special incarnation of "God" once separated.

The body that was purposely built to impregnate the young girl was now perfectly controlled in turn, and could cause considerable damage even in the face of Him, the former creator.

'This is too much fun. ''God' smiled happily.

Firefly's emotions are gradually rising, and the uncontrollable desire to destroy in her heart makes her show a different aggressiveness than ever before.

That brutal attack, together with the girl, completely destroyed everything in front of them.

With Yingying's current ability, regardless of experience or strength, it is easy to kill a mere 'incarnation'.

So soon, countless pictures reappeared in memory——

The incarnation of 'God' was torn apart together with Hotaru's past body.

He doesn't resist much.Until the last moment, there was still an expectant smile on the blood-soaked face: "It's a great experience. But, can you do better?"

Those empty eyes stared at her intently: "You are special. What does it mean to be able to interpret the mind of a god with a human body? Think and explore to your heart's content. You are destined to become 'me' .”

Yingying narrowed her eyes slightly, and was about to completely destroy this avatar, but her body froze in vain.

An unprecedented, crazy, intense, mind-blank breath descended.

No longer worrying about destroying the beloved playground, or in other words, no longer worrying about easily destroying the cherished and precious "similars", the "God" roams the sky above this universe with its own body.

Just relying on the breath to shake the planet, the moment the indescribable body fell into the eyeball, Ying almost stopped thinking.

A large amount of "knowledge" beyond imagination is constantly being poured into her consciousness. If she hadn't swallowed too many fruits in the world of Otsutsuki, the current hotaru might have started to go crazy.

However, it is precisely because she has withstood this uncontrollable knowledge impregnation that she is forced to understand 'God' better.

She understood one thing, He really did not have any ill intentions towards her.

On the contrary, from the perspective of 'God', he is full of love and kindness in helping the same kind to transform.

However, the way of thinking in a completely different latitude is doomed to the love of 'God', which is more terrifying than His hatred.

At this moment, the world was silent.

Perhaps, as he said, Yingying is different.

At the moment when the whole world collapsed due to the presence of transcendent dimensions, she was the only one who still clearly retained her consciousness.

The incarnate body originating from the world of the Holy Grail is discarded, leaving only a cluster of galaxies that are brilliant and materialized.

That is the result of chasing the Otsutsuki clan in the universe of Naruto World for many years.Her consciousness has been refined and polished by the essence of countless fruits of the sacred tree, and she has unknowingly become a strange state of being able to exist independently without sex.

Without the slightest help from the body of the evil god, it can be done by itself, and it will be even stronger in this state.At this time, Yingying thought that she had become a kind of existence similar to the rules of the universe.

"Your body is very beautiful." 'God' gave Firefly a high evaluation.

The beautiful nebula of consciousness is somewhat similar to the truly liberated nebula that God made for her incarnation, except that it is more pure and shining, without scarlet mist or dirty chaotic atmosphere.

Ying Ying, who was aware of this herself, was full of displeasure, but she still insisted: "I am a human being, not a monster like you."

"Are you...still indulging in this bondage game between human beings?" Since Firefly passively aroused this gesture, the 'God''s emotions have obviously improved. He tried to interact with Firefly with his tentacles, but was caught He ran away quickly in disgust and was not angry, just like an enlightened patriarch who didn't mind Hotaru's rebellion at all, after confirming that she just wanted to spend the rest of the time with the human being who gave him his name, she was willing to let go .

"You will understand sooner or later." The 'God' conveyed joyful emotions to Hotaru, "The fun brought to you by the boring human games will always dissipate. Not in this millennium, but in the next millennium. Just continue on this road Come on, sooner or later, you will eventually become 'I'. 'I' will be sleeping deep in '■■■', looking forward to your arrival..."

'God' gives a coordinate.

If it is said that what Ying brought to the "God" before was the possibility of becoming the same kind.

Now in the eyes of 'God', she has completely become the same kind.

However, it is just a newcomer, a little maverick of the same kind.

Firefly watched the 'God' leave without stopping.

At present, she is completely unsure of being able to destroy his real body.

However, since they have enthusiastically given the coordinates... When she goes back to find Dazai, the two of them will travel through several worlds where they can continue to become stronger - and then they can go there and kill him.

After the 'God' left, the planet that was completely ruined by His existence was in bleakness.

The filth left by him will turn into eternal night, bringing this world the darkness and silence that started ten thousand years ago.

The world consciousness has been devastated by this, and it seems that it has completely dissipated, unable to give the slightest response.

Ying reshaped a body for herself to carry her will, and exited the Nebula state.

She stood alone in the atmosphere, looking down at the land that once gave birth to her.

Can't seem to let it go.

Thinking of the words of "God" before leaving, the vast amount of knowledge acquired when looking directly at Him appeared in Yingying's mind.

Will... be Him?

As if possessed, she silently reached out her hand.

-

Turn back the clock on this planet.

Back to before everything was irreparable.

In an instant, the originally dead planet returned to life.

Under the bright sunlight pouring down, human beings from death to life are either laughing or sad, and continue their busy and fulfilling daily life as before without knowing it.

A healthy world reawakens a little willpower.

Azure's conscious body gently touched her savior, expressing her gratitude intimately.

Ying looked down and said softly, "You're welcome. This is the last time."

The world consciousness instinctively sent out to stay.

The black-haired girl just smiled.

"I already remember who I am. But that name is useless," she said. "My name is Hotaru, Oda Hotaru. There are people waiting for me to come home."

——END.