[HP Twins] Death Brothers

93 Diagon Alley - The Weasley Brothers Wheezes, the middle-aged George sat quietly on the steps of the store, with a black leather diary of some age on his lap...

1998. 6, 3

Dear Fred,

I keep forgetting where I am these days, and when I'm found, they tell me I've been sitting behind a haystack outside the Burrow for a day.Time means nothing to me, don't want to realize that it's been 30 days since you left me, it makes me sad, I can't bear to count the time like this, every minute without you.Then they stuffed me with this diary, asking me to write down what I wanted to say to you.It's too much... No one will ever call me Fred again, and that's the first thing I want to tell you.

1998. 7, 10

Dear Fred,

They said that my mental state was too bad, and my body was a little exhausted. The doctor in St. Mungo suggested hospitalization, but how could the doctor heal the pain of losing you? I am not sick, just unhappy.

1998. 8, 11

Dear Fred,

do you know?It has been 100 days and months since you left, I lied, I still recorded the time, I was afraid that I would forget you, I was even afraid that I would forget you.I made myself a fake ear muff so I can be exactly like you again.Sometimes I pretend to be you, as if you were alive, and everyone thinks I'm crazy.But I am not crazy, because I still remember that you are dead.

1998. 9, 4

Dear Fred,

I want to do something so that I can miss you. Now I often pick up the mirror and talk to you, but why don't you respond to me?I drew a portrait of your soul, why didn't you respond to me?do you hate meFred?Even if I call you brother from now on, can you forgive me?And come back to me?

1998. 10, 10

Dear Fred,

Today Lee Jordan came to visit me. He said that many Gryffindor players still miss you and wanted to stop a Quidditch monument for you.Harry and Ron will of course be there, as well as your girlfriend, Angelina, who you didn't have time to say goodbye to.I think I'm getting a little jealous of Angelina, even though you spend a lot more time with me than with her, I'm still madly jealous.Which hand did you touch her face, and how did you kiss her lips.

1998. 11, 20

Dear Fred,

The ball game didn't bring me any joy, but I'm going to start courting Angelina because she told me you two had sex, and since she's yours, it shouldn't belong to anyone else.I am not pleased that you have kept such a secret from me, Fred.

1999. 1, 13

Dear Fred,

She was with me, we slept, and at that moment, I saw you.I know it's not fair to Angelina, but maybe she mistook me for you too.Finally someone who will call me Fred so I can lie to myself that you're alive, in my body.

1999. 5, 3

Dear Fred,

I met a dementor, and when I raised my wand, I realized I couldn't use the Patronus Charm, and without you, I no longer have happiness.I don't even know why I've lived until now, it's been a year, and we've been separated for a year.

1999. 6, 20

Dear Fred,

Ron quit his job as an Auror, he said he would run the Weasley Brothers Wheezes with me, he said Hogwarts kids need to be happy, I told him I couldn't invent new mischief products, but he Put those things we used to tinker with in front of me, and said that even if you sell some old things, you can make a lot of money.When I see Telescoping Ears, I think of what happened when we were at 12 Grimmauld Place, and when I see Swish Rockets, I think of Umbridge’s screams of being chased. I think I probably think I’m not desperate enough, So I reopened The Weasley Brothers Wheezes.

1999. 7, 19

Dear Fred,

I found a way to miss you, not Weasley Brothers Whiz, but Billy and Fleur's baby was born, named Victoire, who looked exactly like Fleur.I started Polyjuice Potion with the intention of proposing to Angelina.

2002. 5, 1

Dear Fred,

You are back to my side.I think I've gone mad because I'm guilty, Fred, I'm guilty...

***

"Who's there?" George squinted his eyes and looked at the person who walked into the store against the backlight. It wasn't until the person approached him that he realized it was his son—Fred.

"Why are you here?" George watched Fred take out his wand and pointed it at himself, without any intention of dodging, and then felt warm all over his body.

"What are you suffering..." said Fred, and he sighed. "Remorse?"

George smiled wryly, "Being taught face to face by my own son, I might be a failed father."

"No father would start using Modified Polyjuice Potion from conception in order to make his son look like himself."

Fred's words made George lose his grip on his diary.The sound of books hitting the ground made George tremble, and Fred's words seemed to cut his chest open and hit his heart, exposing his humble and selfish heart to the outside, with nowhere to hide.

"Yes, I don't deserve to be a father," George took a deep breath, "I miss my twin brother, I'm jealous of Angelina who was with him, I thought being with her would bring me closer to him , to fill the void in my heart, but it’s all false.”

Fred moved closer to George, and he lightly shook George's hand. George looked at Fred in front of him and saw his former brother in a trance. Such familiar eyes and movements made his eyes overflow with tears and slide down his face.He couldn't hold back his tears and wet Fred's shoulders, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

George was led by Fred to a room. In that room, he saw his young self. Is that Fred or himself?George looked at this person and didn't know why he recognized it at a glance. It was him.He covered his mouth and looked at the person on the bed, as if he couldn't believe what he saw. Fred next to him said, "This is you..." which confirmed his thoughts even more.

"It turns out that this is not an illusion." George thought of his dream, in which he went to a place called the Realm of Death and revived Fred. That dream was so beautiful that he couldn't live in this reality.

He looked back at Fred again, and he understood Fred asking him in a panic, "What are you going to do? What are you going to do?"

I want to save myself, this self 19 years ago, this self whose soul was imprisoned in his dream, he can no longer tell which world is real, he hopes that he does not exist.

"At will. It's my will..."

"Avada Kedavra (Avada Kedavra)..." The green curse light hit him, and there was a final arc at the corner of his mouth. It is not known whether it was the corner of his mouth raised at the end of the spell, or a satisfied smile.

Let him end his miserable life, he will merge with himself 19 years ago, and end this nightmare!These painful 19 years.

Oh yes, this is the nightmare, he can't remember too many details of his life, his memory is patchy, it's not real.

Darkness gradually enveloped his eyes, and Fred was beside him, and he finally waited.

The author has something to say: a sad reminder of the side story, sorting out the useless diary paragraphs I wrote before.