[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

Chapter 61 A girl's tears are a big killer

"Even if... I say no to go, you can't not go." The man said so, shrugging his shoulders as if he didn't care. "And I wouldn't say anything like that."

He listened, his face sank a little bit.

That person said something he didn't care about, with an expression of indifference on his face, completely open-minded.

Ah, why doesn't that person show a jealous expression?Thinking of this, he couldn't help but stare at the man with wide eyes.

He actually wants that person to say those words that look like jealousy, and even expects that person to put on a jealous expression, and then get angry at him, pulling like an ordinary girl who puts her heart and soul into the person she likes. Hold him, don't let him go.

He knew it was strange to think like this, but he couldn't help hoping.

Probably because it made him feel more like being liked by that person, or maybe the expression on that person's face was too indifferent.

Just because he has such a mood, he hopes that such a thing can happen even if it is such a despicable thought.

After he ran out of the base by himself, it took him about an hour to find Jingzi who was walking outside. Jingzi told him that she just wanted to come out to buy some ingredients, and she had already obtained Biyangqi's permission when she came.

After hearing this sentence, he probably guessed that the previous ones were just a cover to deceive him, and he knew the reason.

After learning about what happened between him and Zero in this world from A Zhai ten years later, he asked Biyangqi more about the relationship between him and that person, and also got why he asked Biyangqi before. Sometimes she will say things she doesn't know about zero.

Biyangqi said that from her point of view, she didn't want him to be with that person.Because she thinks that person is really working too hard.

He couldn't say anything from it, but what he could feel was the dark emotion tumbling in his heart at the moment.So after he found Jingzi, he seemed a little impatient.Perhaps it was because he rarely showed such an expression, but Kyoko, who was walking back with him, suddenly stopped, and apologized to him with a worried expression.

"Gun Ji-kun, I'm sorry..." The girl looked at him and said cautiously, "I made Gang Ji-kun worry."

After hearing this sentence, he didn't know what to say.

The chestnut-haired girl's eyes were wet, and she looked at him with full apology.It was nothing like the man's black eyes that reflected his shadow.

He looked at Jingzi blankly and thought, is he going to say it's okay, or that he doesn't mind?In the end he said nothing and did nothing.

Even if it is him, he can be self-willed once in a while, right?He looked into the distance and remembered what that person had said to him when he was self-willed at this age. In the end, he didn't accept Kyoko's apology, nor did he show his impatience.

It wasn't Kyoko's fault in the first place, and even if he was angry, it had nothing to do with Kyoko.This is an emotion that shouldn't be vented to Kyoko.

He lowered his head and sighed, sorted out his emotions, and looked up at Kyoko again. "Well, I have something to say to Miss Kyoko."

Kyoko blinked at him, then nodded.

They took advantage of the trend and took a long detour like this, but he did not choose the riverside where there are fewer people, but took a long detour, and while walking back, he told all the truth about what happened before and what he had to do afterward. out.

He stopped his forward steps and turned to look at Kyoko. "...that's how it is, I..." he said at the end, not knowing what else to say.

After hearing this without saying a word, Kyoko also stopped in her tracks. "So... these things, does Zero know?"

He looked at Jingzi suspiciously, and instead of answering Jingzi directly, he asked why Jingzi asked this.

"If you want to talk about why..." Kyoko tilted her head, "Although Zero seems to be indifferent to many things, girls actually don't like being concealed. Actually, I will definitely be sad." As if to strengthen the persuasive force of this sentence, Jingzi nodded vigorously.

He looked at Kyoko who still had an expression of anxiety and panic on his face, and shook his head suddenly. "...Kyoko, you are really a good girl."

"Ok?"

"...I'm sorry." He suddenly said such a sentence, and then remembered the behavior of that person when he ran out of the base before, and his mood improved instantly.

After that, the atmosphere between him and Kyoko also became more relaxed. I don't know what topic they talked about. Kyoko looked at him and said, "It feels like Zero fell in love with Tsunayoshi-kun a long time ago."

"Hey, is there?" He scratched his hair in embarrassment, and didn't know when Kyoko meant a long time ago. "This kind of thing can also be felt..."

Kyoko nodded solemnly, "Yeah. Probably...well, when you hold that ring competition at night. I knew it from the time we met on the rooftop. At that time, Tsunayoshi-kun said 'Girlfriend' When I said this word, Zero who kept looking at Tsunayoshi-kun showed such a very surprised expression." Kyoko gestured with her hands, with a triumphant expression on her face as if she had discovered some secret.

But there was a sudden burst in his heart, a secret that he had been suppressing all this time seemed to be ripped out from the depths along with the blood.

And for the next three days, he trained non-stop as if trying to avoid that person's sight, but that person didn't say anything or ask any questions, just quietly watching him in the training room.He should feel happy, but he really wanted to escape under such a quiet gaze.

But on the eve of the day when they were going to have a choice selection match, that person suddenly stopped him and dragged him to the training room without any explanation.

This training room was already big, and coupled with his intense training all the time, the training room immersed in darkness looked particularly dilapidated.

"Let me tell you, did Tsuna Ji-kun start to hate me?" The man pulled him to the center of the training ground, and said with his back to the door, and he still saw him in the black eyes of the man in such an environment reflection.

And because of this, he didn't dare to look at that person even more, so he had to turn his head not to look into that person's eyes. "No! It's just that I don't know how to talk to Zero about something on my mind..." He said half-truths, but the panic in his heart was serious, and because of this, he turned his head back and looked at the girl again in the middle of speaking. people.

But that person didn't seem to feel his panic, and the black eyes were so heavy that he couldn't see a certain ripple. "Is that so... I always feel like you've been avoiding me recently, well, if you want to break up—"

Before that person finished speaking, he subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab that person, pulled that person into his arms and hugged him tightly, and because of his unstable center of gravity, he leaned back but before he fell down, The man pulled hard in the opposite direction, and the two fell to the ground together.

And he was right on top of that person.

One of his hands was put on the back of that person's head in order to prevent that person from hitting the back of his head, while the other hand was shrunk between the chests and abdomens of the two, and his hand was still holding the person's waist. Hold on.

Maybe it was influenced by such a quiet environment, or maybe it was because it was something he wanted to do a long time ago, he let go of the man's hand, reached up to hold the man's shoulder, and hugged him in this posture her, kiss her.

He was dazed by such a long and intimate kiss, the hand resting on the back of that person's head caressed her fair cheek, and the hand that was holding that person's shoulder seemed to have a self-conscious wandering Walking to the waist and abdomen of that person, it penetrated into that person's clothes, and then stuck to the warm and smooth skin all the way up to that small and soft place.

He shook his head as if trying to wake himself up, but he couldn't wake up no matter what, but suddenly he felt water droplets passing by the hand holding the man's face.

He shivered all over his body, and the water droplets across the back of his hand formed a string one after another, and couldn't stop no matter what.

His movements froze and stopped, and he suddenly realized that it was that person's tears, that person was crying.

At first, he suppressed his voice and sobbed silently, and then he sobbed slowly, but instead of crying earth-shatteringly, he wept in a low voice, trembling and weeping in his arms, like the grievance he had been holding back for so long that he could no longer live in this weak The same as what is well-dressed and poured out of the body, it is only expressed with subtle actions, but it is not ostentatious at all.

He didn't know what to say, he just hugged that person in such a ridiculous posture, his whole body froze, and he didn't even have the courage to wipe away that person's tears.

If at that time he had nothing to say sorry to Kyoko because he was willful, then this time he had nothing to say because he was flustered, surprised, and even annoyed at himself.

There was nothing wrong with that person, and he didn't know anything, but he deliberately avoided that person because of some of his emotions, and didn't tell that person a word.

The person who had never cried since we met was crying softly now, his thin body trembling in his arms, telling the grievances brought by him that could not be shared with others.

And he can't do anything.

In a panic, he pulled out the hand that had been inserted into the man's clothes, but he didn't know where to put it, so he grabbed the man's hand again and clenched it tightly, while the hand holding the man's face wiped it in a panic. Seeing the unstoppable tears in that person's eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't do this again, I promise I won't..." He said sorry helplessly, but he still couldn't stop the person's tears, and he couldn't get a good or bad response from that person. In the end he had to hug the man tightly and let the man cry in his arms.

The back that was originally straight and unwilling to surrender is now curled up in his arms, the eyes that have always shimmered like a starry night are wet with tears, and the lips that can speak words to comfort him are compressed into a straight line , firmly suppressing those unspeakable grievances.

He looked at the head with smooth black hair because he hid his face in his chest, and looked at the black hair growing out from the top of the man's head, he felt that his heart would be pulled by the black hair Winding, and then burned away by the scorching tears.

The one crying in his arms at this moment is the girl he... loves very much.

He liked her, there was no doubt about it.

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