[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

When he first returned to the world ten years ago, he was still joyful.

This is the place where he should exist. There is no war, no burden so heavy that it can overwhelm people, and no terrible options where he can change the world with a single choice.

However, the joy only lasted 10 minutes.

That person is not there, no matter where she can be found, even if it is the white space where they have been together for a long time, or the parallel commercial street where the two of them can actually touch each other and walk side by side many times, he does not have her. Find the figure of that person, and everything you see is the memory of being with that person, but there is no actual presence of that person.

Maybe he was too flustered, but he gradually calmed down.When his mind was blank, he suddenly asked Lan Bo to borrow a ten-year-old rocket launcher, and prepared to go back to ten years later.

And at this time, his tutor, Reborn, who always had an attitude towards that person that he couldn't figure out, suddenly spoke. "Even if you go to ten years later, there is no guarantee that you, stupid gang, will go to the world we were in before, and there is no guarantee that that guy will be in the world ten years later?"

He was silent for a moment, then shook his head decisively. "No matter what, I'm going to find her."

"Even if the chances of finding it are slim?"

"Ah."

Just like when he was about to leave the world ten years later, Spana told him without hesitation that he would hand over the completed combat contact lens to him, and he did not hesitate to face the problem of reborn.

He suddenly heard a chuckle, but the laughter was like a hallucination in the brain, and it disappeared before anyone could catch it.And when he pointed the ten-year-later rocket at himself without hesitation and pulled the trigger, he heard the Rainbow Son standing beside him say softly, "Hmph, then go find it." He was a little surprised that the emotion contained in the sentence had a certain tinge of satisfaction.

But before he looked back at the tutor's expression or looked back with a surprised expression, he had already come to the world ten years later.

His current location is very similar to the place he left in the world ten years later, but there is no guarantee that this is the world they were in before, and there is no guarantee that that person is indeed in the world ten years later.

But with just a breath of effort, he immediately confirmed that that person did exist in this world.

After all, there is a deep connection between them that is different from ordinary people.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately ran towards the direction of that person, but before looking at that person's back, he heard a slightly familiar voice say, "I can only kill..."

The owner of that voice was clearly speaking to that person, so he galloped up quickly, although the distance between them was only a hundred meters, but he felt that this short distance almost used up all his strength to dissolve it. make zero.

"...Huh?" When he ran up to that person, hid her behind him, and looked at the person who said the previous sentence, he couldn't help being taken aback. "Are you...another zero ten years later?" It's not difficult to recognize zero ten years later, not to mention that he had been in contact with that woman before.

In the final battle of the Battle for the Ring, Zero suddenly appeared in front of him, another ten years later with strange powers.

The woman just shrugged when she heard his words, then ignored her who was standing in front of her, and cast her eyes on the man behind him. "I don't have much time, so I cut straight to the point." The woman's opening was straightforward and concise, "How much do you know about your own abilities?"

He obviously felt Ling Dazed for a moment, followed by deep confusion. "...My...?" Perhaps it was because after ten years after Zero, A Zhai silently said something like "It doesn't matter" to calm down that person, but soon, Zero adjusted his emotions and put Said his own ability.

There were a total of five people present, and logically speaking, they should all know that person's ability, but ten years later, he gradually showed an expression of astonishment in that person's narration.

He suppressed his emotions until Zero finished everything. "Well, I have something to ask..."

"No need to ask." Ten years later, Zero waved his hand at him, "I in this world... No, the zero in this world has a very bad relationship with you."

For a moment, he saw himself ten years later and seemed to want to say something, but he opened his mouth but still didn't say anything.

"To put it simply, it's that kind of thing. You understand the so-called one-way double arrows? You think you are unrequited love but you don't know that the other party likes you too, so many things are staggered unintentionally or intentionally." Ten years later, Zero didn't care much. Shrugging his shoulders, he couldn't help bending his eyes and laughing as if he said something that made people laugh. "Such people are stupid, aren't they?"

He could only face each other with silence, and the person beside him also responded with silence.

He couldn't help but think of what happened not long ago, and suddenly felt a wave of fear.If the two of them hadn't expressed their thoughts to each other at that time, and still self-righteously guessed each other's actions, they would have ended up like that in the end.

Suddenly, he felt a hand firmly hold his hand, and from it came some emotion that only he could feel.

He turned his head to look at the person beside him holding his hand, and couldn't help but smile at her.

"Your question has been answered, then I have to prepare for my affairs." The zero-year-old who was ten years later brushed her waist-length hair with her hands. "You have one more important ability," she looked at. Zhuo Ling's eyes contained many emotions that he couldn't understand. "It is not only the future that can be changed, but also the past."

"Huh?" Zero made a surprised voice, and even pinched his arm.

The pinch made him so painful that he couldn't help grinning, but he still managed to pretend he was okay.Even he himself didn't know why he was putting on such an appearance, but he just kept going.

The zero sighting ten years later sneered at him, and then stopped looking at him. "Although I wanted to ask you in this world for help, it's a pity that your ability is only half awakened."

"Half?" The man looked suspiciously at himself ten years later, "What is half?"

Ten years later, A Zhai, who had never spoken at the side before, spoke at this time. "It means that she can only see the future and cannot change or replace it.... She can only watch things happen." Ten years later, A Zhai murmured, then closed his eyes, and then he was in the same form as before. Stand by like silent statues.

"...Then what do you want me to do." The man who held his hand trembled, but still asked calmly, while the other ten-year-old Zero snapped his fingers casually.

"Erasure 'I'."

As if they couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence, they were all silent at this moment, and then the one who finally spoke out was himself ten years later who hadn't spoken since he came here. "The so-called erasure...does it mean the elimination of existence? What is the reason?"

"Because the world can be saved without 'I'~" This sentence is very frivolous, not even from the ten-year-old zero who put on a cold look.

He suddenly thought of something, and the things about this ten-year-old zero suddenly formed a thread in his mind. "...Is it because of... Shota Sezaki?"

This name hadn't appeared in his life for a long time, so even when he called out this name, he felt a little bit convoluted, but he still couldn't forget it.

After all, that name...or that person is too special for him and Zero.

And when he uttered that name, Zero ten years later clearly made people feel emotional fluctuations, and even his lips were pursed into a stiff straight line because of the emotional fluctuations. "Ah, he is right." But surprisingly, this person nodded happily to confirm his meaning.

"Then you..." he asked, and as Zero approached him ten years later, he raised his head a little bit, and before he could say the next question, he felt the shoulder pressed by the woman's hand After a sinking, an indescribable pain spread.

At this moment, Zero quickly reached out and grabbed the wrist of another self ten years later, staring at the owner of that hand with black eyes. "What are you doing?!"

Perhaps his ugly face caught the attention of others, and everyone else frowned in unison.

Ten years later, Zero, who was caught by the wrist, did not let go. Instead, the increased strength in his hand made him snort, and then he heard the person ten years later say, "If you want me to let go, Hurry up and use your ability to fulfill my wish. You can’t use your ability to do other things. I know your ability better than you. Ah, that’s right. ——You shouldn’t want this child’s arm Was it crippled or the chest became hollow?"

The child she was talking about was obviously him, and her tone was very frivolous, but it made it impossible for those words to be used as a joke.

"...I see..." Zero's voice sounded very weak, "But I don't understand one thing. If you want to die, aren't there many ways?"

He suddenly saw Ling's words that made him tremble after ten years of silence, and then that person covered his face with his hands as if he remembered something.

... It was clear that he was the same person as him, but at this moment he suddenly felt sympathetic to himself ten years later.

Turning to the words of the man ten years later attracted his attention. "Don't you understand? What I want is not death, but the disappearance of my own existence from the world." The person ten years later sighed, "Just like your previous memory disappears, the disappearance I want is my own. I have been forgotten by the world."

There are too many emotions in that sentence that he doesn't understand, and he doesn't even understand what the so-called erasure of existence is all about. The only thing he can do is to look at Zero and Yong himself in the white space The ability to obliterate another self.

He remembered that when he first learned about this ability from Zero, he was very excited and said that such an ability could not make Zero very powerful, but he was quickly refuted by Zero, saying that such an ability would not make him stronger than himself. She is happier now, and will not make herself more miserable, and she will still live as before in the future, so the biggest use of this ability for her is...

It can make him avoid some dangers, or make himself less dangerous, so that he won't worry.

The person that person thinks the most from beginning to end is not himself.

But what that person is doing to herself now is to erase the existence of another self.

No matter how he thought about it, he thought it was ridiculous.

In fact, there was only less than 30 seconds in that white space, but he felt as if he had spent a year there.And the person ten years later looked at his gradually transparent palm, and smiled at them as if he was in a very happy mood.

"While there is still a little time, how about I tell five short stories?" The man ten years later frowned, although that look was very plain, but very beautiful. "A story about the same pair of lovers in different worlds~"

In the first story, although two people have the same feelings of cherishing each other, they cannot communicate with each other, and finally lead to the fact that when one of them dies, the other still does not understand his own feelings. ... This story seems to be the epitome of him and zero in this world ten years later.

In the second story, the two are still the same as the first world, unable to communicate with each other.The only difference is that when one party died, the other party still remembered the joke they said when they were together, but in the end someone used the person who should have died to cause the death of the other person.

In the third story, the two don't seem to meet each other.

The fourth story is a rare happy ending where the two got together after communicating with each other.

In the last story, the two people who were originally close still failed to get together in the end, and the connection between the two was not completely cut off, but in the end the other man was severely injured and unable to wake up.

He sensitively felt that the last story that person told ten years later was probably Zero's own story ten years later.And the fourth... is probably the story of him and Zero.

He subconsciously brought himself and Zero into these stories, and then came to a conclusion.

These five stories are all about him and Zero.

He wanted to say something, he wanted to ask something, but before he could say it, the person ten years later had disappeared.

The other zero just disappeared like this, he didn't even know her story, her name.

"...There are about 2 minutes left." Ten years later, Azhai breathed out, looking at him and Zero, "I will make some additions to those who did not tell the complete story. The ability of the man I followed , you know?" The person in this sentence is Bai Lan, and Bai Lan's ability was mentioned by Irie earlier. "While it may not be complete, most still know something."

Saying that, A Zhai, ten years later, sighed again. "What I've learned originated from...a decision made by someone who was on the same path as before."

Both he and Ling Hu's eyes widened.

The person who did not deviate... The person mentioned is probably the woman who met after traveling for ten years, called Yuxi, who has incredible abilities.And the reason why he and Ling Neng actually touched each other in this way was also because they met that woman at that time.

"Although I don't know who it is, I seem to know it from the looks on your faces. Whether it's ten years ago... or ten years later." When talking about the word ten years later, A Zhai Looking at him ten years later, he smiled sarcastically.

"It seems that that woman made a certain decision, and then caused the future of you who came into contact with that woman to mutate in only five parallel worlds." Ten years later, A Zhai paused at this moment. After a pause, he muttered a little to himself, "By the way, I still can't understand why this guy Zero must have something to do with Sawada Tsunayoshi."

Hearing these words, he couldn't help but have the same question in his heart, but he couldn't catch the thread floating like a spider's silk.

Ten years later, A Zhai shrugged his shoulders, shook off his previous soliloquy, and continued talking. "As far as I know, except for the five parallel worlds, there is either no zero in the other worlds, or there is no possibility for the two to meet at all. By the way, there is no mediocre Mafia-related Tsunayoshi Sawada It’s impossible to meet Zero. Isn’t it amazing?” Ten years later, A Zhai sighed and smiled, “About the five stories told by that person, there seems to be no zero in the third story, but Sawada Tsuna in that world Yoshi seems to have a bit of a dual personality, and there is even a story of resurrection from the dead... I remember that it was Tsunayoshi Sawada who fell from a high-rise building after being chased by the enemy mafia to the end. In the world of rapid medical development, the injured body Healed, and the person who should have died suddenly came back to life on the third day, and the symptom of dual personality was cured at that time."

He knew that, it was something he had thought was a dream.And the so-called dual personality... should be because Zero still exists in the same body as him.

After those words were finished for a while, A Zhai continued talking ten years later. "In the second world, the general trajectory is very similar to this world, but the only difference is that Tsunayoshi Sawada did not cremate the dead for some reason, but chose sea burial. Not the general meaning Instead, he built a ship very generously, and put the newly dead Zero on it.... As a result, Prynne in that world used Zero who was already dead, and made Ze ten years later in the final battle. Tian Gangji couldn’t kill himself with the dead zero shot. About the fourth world...ah, that’s you two. It is said that following the original trajectory is a more miserable future than the other worlds. But in the end It has become a future that is better than any other world."

A future better than any world.

He looked at the person standing beside him holding his hand, and squeezed that person's hand tightly.

When he took that person back, he didn't know where he went ten years later, and A Zhai said a strange farewell to them ten years later when he saw them off.

At the end of that sentence, they also returned to the world ten years ago.

"...It feels like a lot of things have happened." Standing beside him, the man suddenly threw himself into his arms, resting his head on his shoulder and sighing, "It's a good thing you're here..." The one who said this People, probably because they finally felt relieved, fell asleep so suddenly.

... It's a good thing you're here.

He was reminded by this sentence, and finally remembered the answer that he met Zero.

That was one day ten years ago, when he was bullied and huddled in a ball trembling all by himself, staying in such a wide park, he only felt chills all over his body, even though it was midsummer at that time.

Facing those who bullied and laughed at him alone, he finally couldn't help thinking that it would be great if someone was with him.

Wanting someone to show up, wanting someone to help, wanting someone to stay around.

And then... that person just appeared without warning.

"...It's not that you who will disappear without a body need me, but that I, who is useless, need you by my side." He rubbed his head sideways on the man's forehead and whispered the answer.