[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

After such a commotion last night, he suddenly began to think about a question that he had never thought about before.

That is...how can we get along with that person further.To put it simply, the 14-year-old Tsunayoshi Sawada finally began to think about the first problem in his life when he made his mind clear and had a formal relationship for about a month—how to give his first kiss.

[Ah ah ah ah ah! !No, no, just thinking about this matter...] He rolled on the bed with his head in his arms as he struggled for a few times. [But if yesterday's situation is good, say, maybe... just...] The scene of last night kept replaying in his mind, but he could only get stuck in the place where the two of them were closest.

[...I said, what are you struggling with? I can feel your mood swings even downstairs. ] Suddenly, the voice of that person came from his mind, but it made him blush suddenly.

He quickly turned over and sat up on the bed, [No, nothing. ] He tried to make himself appear calm, and then began to look outside the door. [……zero?Did you not go upstairs? ] He sat at the end of the bed and kept looking out of the door, but there was no creaking sound of people going upstairs and stepping on the wooden stairs outside.

That person dragged the tune a bit, a little belatedly. [I am helping my mother to dry clothes in the courtyard.Just now I just felt your emotions, so I just said it casually like before, I didn’t expect...]

[Yeah, I'm also habitual...] ​​He didn't expect this to happen either.

Obviously the two people have now been divided into two individuals, but they can still feel each other's emotions as before, and communicate with each other uniquely.

This feeling was very...unbelievable, and at the same time made him feel very happy.

Because this also proves that his relationship with Zero has always been an intimacy that no one else can achieve, which even gave him a subtle sense of superiority.

[Tsunayoshi-kun,... are you puffing yourself up...] However, that person could sense even such a subtle emotion.

He faltered for a while, thinking it would be better to tell the truth. [It's nothing, I just feel... I feel that no one can destroy the relationship between the two of us, and the relationship between you and me is so close that no one else is. ] He covered his chest with one hand as he spoke, as if he could sense another heart beating at the same frequency as his own through it.

But what the man said next almost made his heart stop.

[——However, it is not other people but you and me that often destroy such a beautiful relationship. ]

[Eh! ? ? ]

He yelled, and ran down the stairs in a panic all the way to the courtyard, only to see the hateful appearance of the man who had succeeded in his plot. [………zero? ]

The man stuck his tongue out at him. [General novels have such a sad ending, I just copied a sentence. ]

[I should have thought of it...Damn it. ] He looked powerless at the person who turned around and continued to help his mother dry the clothes.It's not like there hasn't been such a conversation before, and he thought he was immune to it long ago.After all, he often feels that the brain circuit of that person is different from ordinary people.

But today is different from the past, so that person looks even more hateful.

He gritted his teeth secretly, looked at that person's face, but unconsciously fixed his eyes on the lower half of that person's face, and finally focused all his eyes on that person's lips, so he had to grit his teeth and pour the inexplicable tears into his stomach swallow.

Before he knew it, that person helped his mother dry the clothes, then wiped his hands, walked to him and shook them. "Did you get mad?"

He came back to his senses after hearing that person's words, and it was the first time he discovered that someone could really make someone angry with a single sentence.

"If I'm stupid, it's because..." He glanced at the man and hummed a few times. "I feel a headache, maybe I've really become stupid like this." He hummed a few more times and then looked at that person.

The man grinned as if he was in a good mood, "Then I'll touch your head and let you take it easy." So the man stretched out his hand, and he obediently lowered his head so that the man would not have to struggle because of the height difference in the corridor. on tiptoe.

"But don't worry, with me, a super smart and witty person, by your side for so long, your IQ will not be so easy to scare you away. Ah, there is a saying that 'everyone in love is a fool'. You might be a fool already, so you don't need to worry about something you don't have." The man stroked his hair, and then said something that made him almost lose his temper.

He stretched out his hand to grab the man's hand that was rubbing back and forth on his head, gritted his teeth and looked at the man, but he seemed a little underwhelmed because of his natural temperament. "If I'm a fool, then Zero is a fool! Stupid! Idiot!"

"Pfft, idiots and idiots are just a pair." The man said with a smile, and then stretched out his fingers and flicked his forehead mercilessly.

He subconsciously covered his painful forehead, but his face flushed unnaturally.

[But even if I'm stupid, I'm smarter than you.After all, experience is there, boy. ] Before he could blush for too long, that person's words turned into a basin of cold water poured down, allowing him to experience the entanglement of joy and sorrow.

[...I should have awakened earlier...Damn it! !Zero is stupid! ] He shouted back unwillingly, thinking that this would at least win the game, but he didn't expect that person to show his teeth and smile at him instead.

[Thank you for the compliment. ] Zero who followed his sentence without changing his face, actually took his words as a compliment, which made him even more powerless.

He looked at the hateful face of that person, and in the end he could only slump his shoulders as if admitting defeat.Finally, before turning around, he looked back at the man miserably, and he walked back slowly with small steps, completely disheartened.

Suddenly, that person said a word.

"—Do you want to go out for a stroll?"

"Yeah! Uh,"

Just hearing that person's words, he immediately revived and completely abandoned the previous frustration, quickly put on his shoes and stood at the door waiting for that person. "Let's go, you can go anywhere. If you want to go to Akihabara, I'll bring the money!"

"Ah, there's no need to go to Akihabara. At this time, let's walk around, for example, ask for a peace amulet from the Bisheng Shrine?" That person said such words so shamelessly that he hated him so much Tooth itching.

In the end, he could only face that person with a dumb face, and was led around by the hand.The two went to Yamamoto's Bamboo Sushi halfway to eat something to fill their stomachs, and then transferred to Bingshenghoushan.

"Ling came to Houshan to...?" He held the man's hand tightly, but he couldn't understand the reason for the man's coming.

The man let out an oh, scratched in his trouser pocket with his other free hand, and then took out a square object. "This... I saw it at a roadside stall a few days ago, and I bought it because I thought it was cheap."

He reached out to take the thing, and found that it was a wooden sign about the size of an amulet with the word 'Peace' written in ink. "...Could this be..."

The man nodded without shame, "I saw this kind of wooden sign for sale by chance, so I bought it back. I wrote the words, so it's my own hands."

"...Oh." After the previous battle, he has learned to ignore the origin of this wooden sign with a blank face. The only thing he can't do is to put this thing in his hand into his pocket.

"Tch, what kind of expression is that. Alright, I get it," the man sighed with his hips on his hips. "You're just kidding, the finished product is still in production. Anyway, I will give it to you before you fight, bastard."

"That's the deal!" Hearing that person's assurance, he happily accepted the wooden sign.

Suddenly, there was an explosion sound not far away, which startled them both.

Immediately afterwards, the prison temple shouted angrily, 'Damn', 'Bastard' and the like.After looking at each other, he and Zero both held their breaths and turned back to leave the back mountain.

"Walk around and eat, and then go back? I'm a little tired too." The man said and yawned. "At night, I'm still waiting to meet the chairman at school and get my phone back."

He looked up at the setting sun, and nodded.

Then, out of unknown mentality, he suddenly discussed with that person whether it was worth sacrificing his life for important things.

When the person heard this topic, he looked at him in surprise, and then put his hands behind his head, "I don't think there is any comparison. The proposition was wrong from the beginning."

"Huh? Why." He thought that the man would say something super touching and difficult to agree with giving his life for something, and then he said something like the passion of a teenager.

"There is no reason. Although I often say that friendship, passion and victory are the essence of youth, but to be honest," the man suddenly stopped, and stood in front of him and looked at him seriously. "There is no comparison. This is not a matter of throwing their heads and blood for the future of the motherland. In the final analysis, it is an impulsive behavior by one or two teenagers who were burned by blood."

He subconsciously frowned.

So the man reached out and flicked his forehead again. "Although my education may be different from yours, I always feel that there is nothing more important than life, especially my own life....Maybe I haven't encountered such a thing, but..." The man's expression Suddenly softened, his pure black eyes were filled with his shadow. "One's own life cannot be measured on a balance. It is better to say that one's own life itself is the measure. If you know that you have nothing when you die, you can't feel joy and sorrow, and you can't see the various states of life. It's gone, and the words left behind are all self-assumptions of the living. Listen, there is nothing when you die, so I prefer to live."

He looked into that person's eyes, but couldn't help but refute those words. "...However, I think there must be something that is worth paying for your life."

He likes zero, and he can vaguely feel how much he likes it, so he can clearly feel the existence of such things.

——That thing is in front of him at this moment, looking at him intently with the same eyes that he looked at her.

"Indeed, I have said that I may not have encountered it. Just pretend that I am standing up and making sarcastic remarks, and my back hurts." The man looked at him, and his attitude suddenly softened, "I really can't think of it. What would it be like to encounter something like this?"

He tilted his head and thought for a while, and found that he couldn't think of any other form of Zero.

After all, the image of that person had been deeply ingrained in his mind during the past ten years, so he couldn't imagine how crazy that person was.

The topic ended here temporarily, but when he and Zero watched the game of Prison Temple, and when Prison Temple was desperately trying to win the ring, he suddenly understood the meaning of those words that Zero said.

When you die, there is nothing left.

If one day he wants to share with someone, when he wants to watch fireworks with someone and walk side by side, the only thing he can do is cry, but the person he wants to be with is no longer there .

So choose to live.

In this battle, only if everyone survives, can he laugh without pain like now.

He suddenly realized how heavy a burden he would bear in the future.

Looking at the ceiling of the room, he suddenly felt that the road ahead was long and terrifying.

[Are you still asleep? ] The man's voice suddenly sounded, and it was very clear in this silent night.

[...Well, I will fall asleep soon. ] He closed his eyes again, and quietly held the man's hand, and the man held him without struggling.

It seemed that half of the burden that was weighing on my heart was just like that, lightened in vain.

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