[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

As a young Tsunaki boy whose love relationship is finally so good that the clouds open and the moon shines, he has been very happy in the past few days.But at the same time, he has been waking up later and later lately.

But he is not afraid of being late, because there is always a voice that will ring in his ear on time, calling him up.

[Then what, boy, you will be late if you don’t get up again. ] It was the same today, when he counted down to the number zero in his heart, that person's slightly helpless voice rang in his ears.

He rubbed against the bed a few times before getting up unwillingly. [...It doesn't matter, anyway, I can arrive at school on time if I'm half an hour late...]

[It's my favorability, of course you don't care, bastard, get up quickly! ! ] That person's voice sounded a lot irritable, so he hurriedly got up and got dressed.

[By the way,] He was chatting with the man while putting on his shirt. [Speaking of which, from that day on... I can only hear your voice, and I can't enter that white space...] This was unprecedented, so he always took it to heart.It’s just that his body hasn’t recovered a few days ago, so he thought that this was the reason why he couldn’t enter Zero’s space, but it has been about ten days since he came out of the hospital, and he still couldn’t enter that space. Can't feel that space.If he could not hear Zero's voice and feel that Zero was beside him, he might think that Zero unilaterally isolated him.

When he uttered that question, he was waiting for the person's answer, but the person didn't answer him immediately, but took a long time to speak. [... I also... don't know. ]

lie.

What Zero said, he knew it was a lie as soon as he heard it. [Ah, really. ...By the way, today is Valentine's Day. ] He silently said in his heart that it's okay, it's okay, and then he changed the subject immediately. [I think it must be a bumper harvest for Yuji and Yamamoto today. ]

He met the two who had been arguing at the door of his house early in the morning, talked about some ordinary topics, and then walked towards the school.

[Actually, I don't think you will be far behind... Also, I was serious just now. ] The man said, and added another sentence. [What is the actual situation... I really don't know. ]

He nodded, and continued to talk to the two of them calmly. [Well, I know... Anyway, I won't lie to Zero, before Zero can say it... let me do it first. ] This is something he has decided a long time ago, no matter whether the person in the end will fully tell him what he thinks, at least he must tell the other party what he thinks clearly.

[Want to quarrel? ]

[Why? ] He didn't understand for a while, and the foot that stepped out suddenly stopped in the air.

He didn't know why Zero would say that sentence at all, and he didn't even understand where he said it wrong.

[The meaning of what you said just now... is to say that I didn't tell the truth at all? ] Zero's voice sounded sinister, making him shiver alive.

[certainly not! !I don't think so! ] He hastened to defend himself. [Absolutely, absolutely not. ]

In fact... he really had a little bit of this idea.He sighed silently, unable to deny that he used to think that Zero sometimes spoke without the truth.But no matter what, even if this was an idea I had before, I absolutely can't say it now, let alone have it again.

[As long as it is what Zero said, I will believe it!real! ] He didn't hear the man's reply, so he quickly added another sentence.

Even if he has never been in a relationship again, after going through zero's strange education when he was a child, he also knows that as long as a girl makes a scene, no matter whether it is reasonable or not, it is the girl's reason.Even though this sentence might not be completely correct, he still remembered it in his heart.

He hurriedly stated his position, but only got a muffled laugh from Zero. [...Let me laugh first.Ah ha ha ha ha! !You definitely remembered the phrase I told you before, 'Once boys and girls quarrel, girls will turn into little monsters of truth'. This kind of expression is completely a stupid expression that makes you feel scared when you think about it! ]

He can only keep silent.

[……Why?Wait, Zero you just said, my expression...] He suddenly felt something was wrong. [Why does Zero know my expression now? ] He once felt it from the standpoint of zero.When Zero dominates his body, although he can see both in front of him and behind him, he cannot see himself.When he first discovered this, he was still very disappointed, because Zero couldn't see him like this, and even made a thing of putting a full-length mirror in his room.

He clearly felt the man choke. [I guessed it!I don't know what expression you have? ] When the person said the last word, the consonant rose slightly, as if to cover up something. [As soon as I failed the test, I begged me for help with a bitter face. When I received the gift for the first time, my whole face was smiling like something.And before, when Kyoko asked you if you wanted to go to the zoo, you didn’t sleep that night and you laughed until your eyes were gone, and your saliva was—]

[There is no such thing!Leaving aside the former, the latter never happened at all, right?When Kyoko called me to go to the zoo last time, didn't you strongly ask me to go? ...Obviously know...and...ahem. ] He awkwardly reminded that person, and at the same time, the doubts in his heart were temporarily suppressed by that person's words.

Maybe it was because he really thought too much, maybe it was because that person said those words directly that day that made him a little too worried.

He stood still and exhaled, shook his head at Yamamoto and Gokuji who expressed their concern to him, and continued walking towards the school.

He could only think so, otherwise he couldn't feel at ease.

[What do I know? ……ah. ] That person finally remembered the tune. [Sorry, what do you know, I'm not quite used to it yet...]

He endured the blood and tears streaming down his stomach, expressing that he fully understood.

It is obvious that he likes the person, and even told the other party this feeling, but the other party knows that he may date someone else, not only not angry, but also agitated in various ways...

[Man, don't cry,... next time, not next time! ] That person swore a guarantee.

He hummed, almost replying without expectation. [...My wish is that there will be no next time...]

[...! ] That person didn't respond anymore.

After he arrived at school, there were no crowds in his class for the time being, but the power of Valentine's Day began to show during the recess.Not only are there a bunch of girls surrounded by Yamamoto and Yuji, but there is also a small group around him.

"Tsunayoshi-kun! This is Rigi chocolate made by me! Please accept it if you don't mind."

"This is a high-end chocolate that I finally bought. If you don't dislike it, please accept it, Tsunayoshi-kun."

"...Sawada-kun, please hand this letter and chocolates to Yamamoto-san!"

[...Hey, Tsunayoshi.There's a super-dissonant voice here. ] That person's voice moved from far to near strangely, and finally he even felt that the person seemed to be sticking to his ear and talking to him. [At this time, shouldn't it be said that this is a lover's chocolate made by myself, please accept my confession? ]

He looked at the girl in front of him, showing his usual cautious and gentle smile. [I am willing to accept your confession, but what about the chocolate you made yourself? ] He knew that the person would be too shy to answer, so his smile became a little brighter.

He said this to Zero in his heart, but he said something else on his mouth. "...Well, if possible..." He actually wanted to refuse, but he didn't know how to refuse the girl in front of him.

In the end, the girl's chocolate and confession letter were stuffed into his hands.

[...Poor Tsunayoshi. ] The man said this sentence with a gloating tone, and he said another sentence with a sinister tone.

[…chocolate, handmade chocolate…]

[Don't say it, bastard, who would use this to threaten his own people! ] That person finally couldn't maintain his usual calm, and said to him pitifully, [There will be chocolates, and I will take you to buy them when the time comes. ]

He shook his head, suppressing the joy on his face. [I don't want to buy it. ] He thought for a while, and then said, [If the zero is not delicious... I think I should be able to apply for a return and reissue. ] The resentment that arose in that person's heart was transmitted to him wave by wave, but this made him feel at ease instead.

[Let's wait and see!See who returns whose goods! ! ] The man's unbearable voice seemed to explode in his ears, which shocked him a lot.

"Ciao'su~ Oh, Idiot has gained a lot." The mafia baby came out from the fire hydrant, kicked him in the stomach and snatched the chocolate he was holding. "The ability to react is too slow." Saying this, the person who appeared suddenly mercilessly snatched his chocolate and then disappeared along the way he came from.

He looked at the fire hydrant and blinked, then turned his head and left, walking cleanly.

[Hmph, there is still no chocolate income in the end, right?Oh, what a poor guy! Who told you to dislike things. ] That person seemed to have been waiting for this moment for a long time, and just as he turned his head, the voice came out.

He stopped and tilted his head to think for a while, then stuck out his tongue. [It’s okay, I just want to make from scratch, handmade lover’s chocolate. ] He pronounced the last few words very heavily, which was entirely on purpose.

[Hey, hey, don't repeat this kind of thing many times, you bastard.Suddenly I want to cry, is there any, I just can’t do my handwork well, I’m just tired from rubbing it, you bastard said touching words about wool! ] That person actually started to cry while talking.

He panicked all of a sudden, not knowing how to deal with it.

When he first said that sentence, he was sincere, but he didn't expect this person to understand what he said just now, he just wanted to stimulate that person, but he didn't expect that person to really hear it meaning of what he said.

Not only did he understand, that person even cried... Because of this, he panicked even more.

[Hmph, you are too far away to play with me. ] Before he tried to say something sensational, that person completely shattered his innocent heart.

[...Remember you forever! ] He said viciously, and ran back suddenly, not bothering to care about what the man said again.

After a few days, he suddenly met a small child, but strangely, he was holding a very large book.

[...I remember this person is Futa, the star prince who is good at divination?Seems to be the name? ] That person's voice fluctuated in his ears, and it was completely different from the previous voice that came directly from his mind.

He didn't ask for a while, but focused on the little child. [Ranking Fengtai? ] He used to hear Lingdang talking about these things like a story, so he still remembered a lot of those names. [...Wait, I remember Zero you said before, it seems that the ranking is too late to play big...]

[That’s right, what do you care about? Haven’t you seen the big one before? ] Zero seemed to be having a good time when he said this. [Besides, can you reject others? ]

[...That was also taught by you. ] He blamed Zero without feeling guilty, and then received the ranking Fengtai with half-pushed half-heartedness.

But Fengta happily said a series of values ​​that described him as almost worthless.

He and that person were silent for a long time listening to those values, and in the end it was the person who said first. ［...Your stats are super low...I thought, at least you can change the stats...］

He didn't reply, but felt that what Zero said was not correct.

He thinks there is a change, but he can't explain it with numbers.But he was a little reluctant to ask him to say this.

He still remembers being tricked on Valentine's Day.

And before he could get a little awkward, the other mafia personnel who ran over because of Fengtai made him restless all day. Even if he asked Fengtai to do some divination halfway, he was afraid that this divination would be discovered by others. Zero's presence without participation.

It turned out that at night, he finally had some free time for him to think about other things.And he was lying in bed thinking about Valentine's Day that day, only to realize something he hadn't noticed at the time.

The first thing was something he recalled from the words that person said before he ran away.

He was still a little angry when he first recalled it, and suddenly remembered that this had happened before.But that time has been six or seven years since now.

He remembered that what happened at that time seemed to be the same as at that time. He was proudly showing off because of something, but the person seemed to be so angry that he even cried. In the end, that person said the same thing as today, and immediately began to comfort him.

[...I really am an idiot. ] After thoroughly remembering that incident, he couldn't help but blame himself, but before he could think about it, he remembered what happened after that.

What happened after that was the second thing he missed at that time.

[zero? ] He tried to call that person, [At that time after I ran away, what did you mean by saying 'slow down, I can't keep up'? ]

[I slept. ]

He heard himself sighing in the room.

That person answered him like this, which means that those things can only be guessed by himself, or waited for by that person.

In the past, he must have felt uneasy about it. [... If Zero doesn’t say anything, then I’ll just guess it myself? ]

[Good brother, please don't guess! ... I was right. ] The man's voice echoed bitterly in the room. [That’s right, I’m not in your body right now... The word I go is a bit strange, cough, it seems that I can’t get into your body after last time, now...]

[Now? ] He suddenly held his breath. [Where? ]

[Beside you, rest assured on the outside! ...Well, anyway, I don't take up a seat like this now,...If I'm really not used to it, I can just squat next to it, anyway, I don't want to sleep on the floor, I feel like there are bugs. ] The man said slightly awkwardly, and it made him embarrassed at the same time.

He slowly moved towards the inside, and at the same time, the hand hidden under the quilt moved out quietly. [here? ] He moved his fingers.

[...Walking inside, you have stretched into my thigh. ]

The man's words made him think of other places, and he quickly took his hand back. [Yes, sorry! ]

[It's okay... I guess you definitely don't think that way, I mean, your hand is directly inserted into my leg, just like a fork stabbing a chicken thigh.How can I describe Emma. ] That person's voice seemed to ring in his ears this time.

He imagined it silently, and found that no matter what he thought before or the reality at the time, it was very scary. [Sorry...] He apologized again, this time moving his hand more carefully. [what about now? ]

The man seemed to hold back for a long time before answering. [… just… grabbing my hand. ]

He closed his eyes and thought about the appearance of that person carefully, then curled his hands.

This is just like holding someone's hand.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Once the relationship is established, it’s not fun...I want to continue [Self-respect

=L=Satisfied? 【dirt

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correct!Thank you girl for mine [hope [↓]

不用谢☆~扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2013-08-0818:11:16

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Corrected the typo..._(:з」∠)_Cause a fake change...Sorry [squat