[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

Ten years later, the pink smoke and dust raised by the rocket shells at the moment of explosion made people close their eyes. When I opened my eyes again, I found that the place where I am now is a... er... rich family's house. patio?

Anyway I chewed the place was pretty big.

"……zero?"

"Hey, are you here?...Damn it." I replied subconsciously to Gang Ji, but suddenly I was taken aback when someone lifted my shoulder. "We're meeting in broad daylight, right? Isn't that a place where there's nothing but white?"

The boy in front of me nodded to me with a slightly excited expression. "...Although the words you said to Zero are a bit wrong..." He smiled at me, and suddenly hugged me, "Although I don't know what happened, but I can see such a zero..."

I patted his head and pushed him away. "Wait if you want to be excited, Gangzai," I looked down at my feet, and jumped on the spot. "There is a real feeling below the legs... Sure enough, there is no shadow."

"Shadow?" Gang Jihuo grabbed my hand like a child, his eyes were full of confusion.

The boy in my family is really cute.

I shook the other hand that was not caught by him, and stepped on the ground with my foot before I said to him: "Didn't I tell you? There is such a saying in my place,... you first Be mentally prepared." I patted him on the shoulder vigorously, "It's just... only ghosts have no shadows." I slipped those words out of my mouth, and it was over.

But the young man still heard what I said clearly, and the hand that was holding me tightly was shaking a little. "...No, don't scare me."

"Seriously, but this should be the so-called out-of-body, right? I said that ghosts can't see the sun, you see we both basked in the sun... In other words, even if my soul is out of my body, it's out of your body. , If something happened to us in these 5 minutes, heck, but you see, this is an ordinary residential building, not the mafia gathering place of that Lao Shizi, right." I looked at the child Gangji with a wrong expression and hurried Change the subject.

He nodded stiffly, grabbing me a little harder. "It's true..." Although he said so on his lips, this guy's appearance completely revealed the fear in his heart.

"—Whether it's a mafia gathering place or not, can I call the police for the two who suddenly come to other people's homes without saying hello?" A woman's voice suddenly came from behind the two of us, startling us both Jump.

I was the first to turn around.

But as soon as I saw the woman's appearance, I subconsciously burst into a rude sentence. "Damn it!" As soon as I said this, my hand held by Gangji hurt instantly. "No, I mean who are you?"

That woman's face...is almost exactly the same as mine. Although I have forgotten what I look like a long time ago, I still have a little impression of my face. The one in front of Tsunaji and I are sitting on the promenade wearing ordinary home clothes Hey, the woman in the cliff is my face.

"Yo, hello." The woman raised her hand to greet us with a smile, and I pulled down the hand that Gang Ji wanted to raise with a gloomy face.

"…... Not good, I'm not good at all, thank you. Ten years later, I feel super strange, shouldn't I be the type of gentle and pleasant big sister, shouldn't be the type of girl who confuses thousands of people Why, why doesn't it look like this at all!" I pointed at the woman with trembling fingers, but her expression didn't change at all.

Not only that, she also leisurely crossed one leg, put her hands on her knees and looked at me with her head on her head and said, "Because we are not walking on the same route."

...May I say [Muffling], can I?Is it okay to say WTF?Be careful that Erlang's legs cause phlebitis!

"Zero... calm down." Tsuna whispered to me, pulling my clothes.

Ah... Speaking of clothes, why do I look like a wandering ghost in a white dress, but that guy can wear home clothes to look like a white-collar female elite!It's the same person who agreed, didn't they agree!

I suddenly heard a sigh, and then I saw the gentleman I had seen ten years later coming from the corner of the corridor, and knocked the woman with his hand. "Don't mess around."

...Why do I feel uncomfortable that I have been trained by others?

"Oh..." The woman lowered her head and patted her own head, then looked up at Shota-kun ten years later. "You take 'me' to the side first... I have something to say to the little boy here." She stood up and walked to me and Gangji and looked at me.

Gang Ji hasn't said much since this person appeared, and now he just grabbed my hand even harder.

"...What if I don't want to follow?" I glanced at Tsunaki, who was full of anxiety, and stared at the woman.

The woman just shrugged her shoulders—that was exactly like me. "It's up to you, it won't be the one who suffers in the end anyway..." She glanced at me and smiled. "Do you just want to be like this all the time? And I promise I won't harm this guy." She pointed to Gangji, and then spread her hands.

Ten years later, Shota-kun closed his eyes helplessly and tilted his head back, covering his face with the back of his hands. "Yuxi."

"Yes, yes, I will definitely not mess around." I have to say, from the tone and demeanor of this speech, it can be confirmed that this woman with her hands on the left and right in front of me is indeed me ten years later.

Hey, wait, is my name such a Japanese name?

"...This is my name and not yours." The woman seemed to understand my thoughts just now, and stared at me with displeasure, "How on earth did you decide?"

I? ... want to go.Wanting to know why something happens, wanting to be an individual rather than being a consciousness.

But, I looked at Tsuna Kichi next to me.

And the kid Gang Ji has no intention of letting go. "Hey, let go first, it hurts to grab it." I sighed and looked at him, trying to make my voice sound less aggressive.Even if you don't want me to go, don't just grab me without saying anything.I looked at him, whether I didn't say this sentence.

I can understand Tsuna's uneasiness, but being held like this all the time...wouldn't it bother me?To put it bluntly, I'm not the kind of patient person.

He pursed his lips, and actually got angry with me, not only did not let go of his hand, but even increased the strength of that hand.

"...I said," I took a deep breath, even though it was extremely painful to be caught by him, I still knew that I had to bear it and not get angry with him. "Hey, let go. I'll come over later." He didn't listen, and the strength under his hand was even heavier.

Just when I was about to get annoyed and get rid of him, the ten-year-old me and the ten-year-old Shota held each other, and then the ten-year-old me slowly held the hand that I was holding with him. Break apart.

The moment he let go of his hand, Tsunaki's complex expression of disbelief and sadness appeared on his face, which made me feel a little overwhelmed.

Faced with this expression, I had no choice but to admit defeat. "...Trust me, I'll be right back." I poked his forehead, and he nodded silently.

I twisted the hem of my skirt and looked at Mr. Shota ten years later. He nodded to me and led me around the corner to a room.

This should be the living room of this house. There are two cups of steaming tea and an untouched cake on the table. It looks like these two people were in the living room before.

"That...I..." I didn't know what to say, but I felt a little awkward standing there without saying anything, and I didn't know what was going on with Tsunayoshi.

Although Tsunaki doesn't like to get angry and is very tolerant, this guy has a stubborn temper and is sometimes a little suspicious like me...

Ahhh, when I think about it this way, I really feel that what I did just now is super bad.

"Hand," Shota-kun ten years later squatted down and looked at me, and tapped my red hand that Tsuna Kichi pinched with his fingertips. "...You guys really asked for it."

"You asked for it?!" I couldn't help raising my voice.

He nodded, still looking down at my hand, "I don't say what I think in my heart, and in the end I think it's my fault no matter what happened before, but I always have to mess myself up before that." But life and death can't be changed... Sometimes," he bent his mouth, but it made me feel that he was unhappy. "Sometimes it's good to be honest."

"It's as if you know that I'm not confessing." I rubbed my face, only thinking that this guy is out of his mind.

This kind of tone of a well-understood middle-aged patient is not what an adult should have ten years later, do you think it is someone's vision in that blah blah?

He smiled abruptly, seeing the expression on my face gradually darkening, he quickly covered his mouth with his hands. "...If you want me to say, you are in the second stage of middle school right now, but you still say that others are in the second stage of middle school."

"Huh?" I stared at the man squatting in front of me with wide eyes, and suddenly panicked. "What are you talking about! You, don't think that I know you very well." Even if we met twice ten years ago, adding this time, it will be a total of four times, you bastard.

"I've only seen it four times... And don't get used to using the word 'bastard' as the ending sound every time." His tone of voice was light and shallow, even a little cold, but it didn't suit me. It was like a bomb exploded in my ear with a wave of heat.

Listening to what he said, I just felt like I was going to lose my temper. "Brother, don't make trouble, brother, what kind of ability do you have!" I shouted in despair, but he just nodded.

"Well, it's just that you can see people's hearts, that's it." When he said that, his eyes turned to one side, and there was no expression on his face that had little expression at the moment.

"..." I kept silent to him, but my heart was disturbed by him.

He looked straight at me, and suddenly touched his neck with his hand, as if there was something there. "That boy actually cares about you very much, and also very..." He paused here, but I could guess what the word he didn't say was.nothing more than...

Does he like me?

After all, we have been together in that form for ten years, so,

"No, that boy really likes you, and he likes you as an independent person." When he said this suddenly, I was suddenly surprised.He ignored the surprise on my face and continued talking. "You hide your thoughts every time, just the same as before. In fact, you just want him to let go, not to come with me, but you didn't say it. Maybe once or twice this kind of thing happens, there is a way to remedy it, but ah……"

"But?" I subconsciously followed his words and asked.

"Not everyone is willing to wait, and not everyone can spend most of the time thinking and guessing.... You are good at taking care of others, but you always like to ignore yourself, and you especially like to hide your thoughts .” When he said it, he used a special liking in the last sentence, and emphasized his tone.

I wanted to smile, but I couldn't move the corners of my mouth, so I kept silent.

"...you...what do you know?" I raised my head and looked at him, refusing to admit defeat, looking straight into his eyes. "Be self-righteous and have a sense of proportion."

He smiled, which was very nice. "I often think I'm an idiot like you. My words... I can only say that all I know is my wife who has the same personality as you....Believe me, although that young man is immature, his feelings are indeed worthy of you Go and try to believe."

"...Ah, yes. At least he is a mafia leader, and his strength is nothing to worry about. And he won't be as annoying as you when he speaks. What's more, that kid won't use some power to say such things to people Teach me what you say." I tried my best to look at him with a vicious look, but I had to hear his words word by word in my heart.

In fact, even I can feel what kind of feeling Tsuna Yoshi said about liking, not to mention that he will unconsciously share a lot of emotions with me every time, but even so... I still can't believe it.

It's not that I can't believe him, but that I simply don't believe in myself and I'm afraid of what might happen next so that I can't fully trust Tsunaki.But at the same time... for this young man whom I have almost grown up to look like now, I can't say anything properly or ruthlessly.

... I have to say that I have a bad habit, but this person didn't say it.

I like to drag other people with me when I am sad. Even if I feel twice as sad afterwards, I can't change it.

"Mafia?" Ten years later, Shota suddenly stood up with a subtle expression on his face. "If that's the case, then I'd rather be with you." His words were soft, but they couldn't be ignored.

The 'I' he said should refer to himself ten years ago, not himself now.And I feel incredible about the future that I will be with this person ten years later when I saw it twice ten years later.If you know that there are so many parallel worlds, the chance of meeting two identical people together is extremely small.

Speaking of which, I obviously only met this person ten years ago less than twice. Even if I feel special because of this person's ability to see me, it doesn't make me feel weird. I hope to get close to this person's mood.

...Super strange, could it be that my long-lost teenage heart is overflowing?

"I know why..." A long sigh came from above his head. "But I can't say it, or... I just don't want to say it." A faint smile suddenly appeared on his originally expressionless face, as if helpless. "Wait for that guy to talk about it later..."

"That guy?" I had to look up at him because of his height, but all I could see was a troubled look on his face.

Then he bent his fingers and tapped the center of his eyebrows, turned around and picked up a plate of cakes on the table. "Eat it? You should like this very much—don't feel awkward."

I opened my mouth, only to deflate it in the end. "Even if you say that, what should be awkward is still awkward. And..." I'm not good at refusing.

Ten years later, after Shota-kun patted me on the shoulder, he sat in the corridor and squinted his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

I shyly picked up the chocolate cake he handed over, and ran to the corner of the corner like a child to peek at the two people who didn't know what they were talking about.

That child Tsunaji...shouldn't be bullied by me ten years later, right?

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Zero has to learn to be honest this time...

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