My Outside Expression Is Different From My Inner Expression

Li's old house.

Not long after Li Hanyu and Li Xusheng went upstairs, Mr. Li asked Li Hongjie to go shopping and leave temporarily.

The housekeeper and the nanny also stepped down.

It didn't take long for the living room to form a place suitable for quiet conversation.

Li Qingzhou can hold his breath.

But Mr. Li gradually frowned, put one hand on his knee and clenched it tightly, staring at the unhealed wound on Li Qingzhou's forehead and asked: "If Cheng Kang didn't tell me about this, how long do you want to keep it from me?"

"You didn't even tell grandpa about the car accident, so you didn't tell me when you returned to West City?"

Li Qingzhou said lightly: "It's not something worth talking about."

This sentence made the old man furious.

He patted the coffee table in front of him vigorously, the aftertaste was rippling, and even the water in the cup trembled and spilled out.

A blush also appeared on the face of Mr. Li: "What are you talking about?!"

"This is not something worth talking about, so what is it?! Waiting for you, waiting for you..."

Mr. Li's finger pointing at Li Qingzhou trembled, and it seemed that he was very angry, his chest was heaving violently, and he couldn't stop panting.

Li Chengkang hurriedly stepped forward and followed Mr. Li's back: "Dad, don't be angry, don't be angry, be careful of your bones."

"It's not that you don't know Qingzhou's character, he has always been like this..."

Li Qingzhou's fingers curled up, but he never passed.

Jiang Biling rolled her eyes secretly, and said mockingly: "Dad, I think he just didn't take us to heart. It's because you didn't sleep well at night because of him, so you were worrying in vain."

"Master Li's heart is probably made of stone..."

"Bi Ling!"

"shut up."

Li Chengkang and Mr. Li said one after the other.

Jiang Biling: "Okay, okay, I'll shut up, I won't even tell the truth..."

She muttered a few last words, leaned on the sofa with one leg crossed, and idly polished her fingernails.

It seems that I really don't want to bother with it anymore.

Mr. Li said with a sigh of relief: "I don't want to hear you say such things in the future Qingzhou, someone at home will worry about you."

"If something happens, you can't carry it by yourself, you know?"

Li Qingzhou nodded stiffly: "...I see, grandpa."

Li Chengkang's eyes flickered, he sat back in his seat and smiled, "Dad, don't worry, since Qingzhou understands where he made a mistake, he will definitely not make it again in the future."

"Right, light boat."

Before Li Qingzhou could answer.

Old Man Li snorted heavily first, and then sighed: "I hope he can keep this matter in his heart..."

Li Chengkang smiled and rounded up a few words.

Then he said: "By the way, I heard that this car accident was obviously aimed at the Yanjing Liu family... At that time, Liu Bohuai was sitting in the car and suffered a little injury."

"Qingzhou, have you met Mr. Liu?"

"No." Li Qingzhou said coldly.

Li Chengkang: "Really."

"Qingzhou, after all, you got into a car accident because of Liu Bohuai... Didn't the Liu family express anything?"

"What does the second uncle want the Liu family to say?" Li Qingzhou asked back.

"No, it's just that you rarely show kindness when you think of Qingzhou..."

Regarding the "compensation" of the Liu family, Li Qingzhou doesn't want to talk about it for the time being.

Although Li Chengkang could get the news that he was hospitalized in a car accident, he would not know the connection between Liu Bohuai's assistant and Fang Xiyan.

The land project in the northern suburbs has not yet been resolved, and Li Qingzhou will definitely go to Yanjing again after that.

He has a property in Yanjing, which he bought when he was in college, and another property in Xicheng, and he seldom returns to the Li family's old house to live in.

Even his younger sister and younger brother live in the old house.

Because of Li Qingzhou's car accident, Mr. Li directly ordered him to stay here, and wait until he fully recovered before thinking about other things.

The project on the land in the northern suburbs of Yanjing is not in a hurry.

Li Qingzhou agreed.

…………

The old house is huge.

Li Qingzhou lives on the first floor, which is convenient for travel. Mr. Li and his two siblings live on the second floor.

As for Li Chengkang's family.

They moved out of the old house a long time ago, only coming back to live for a while now and then.

After Mr. Li went upstairs to rest, Li Qingzhou turned his wheelchair and went back to his room, but he didn't want to be blocked by others.

Li Hongjie crossed his arms, looked down at his disabled cousin, and said with a sneer, "You were very decisive when you moved out."

"If you are capable, you should never come back here for the rest of your life. The Li family does not belong to you."

Facing Li Hongjie's malice, Li Qingzhou raised his head, his momentum undiminished: "The Li family doesn't belong to me, so could it be yours?"

"You have self-knowledge. You are a dull-witted idiot. What right do you have to say such things?"

"Is it just because you are stupid and ridiculous? There must be a limit to delusion, get out of here."

Li Hongjie was immediately annoyed, his face flushed red.

Due to being in Li's old house, he didn't dare to do anything, so he could only speak fiercely: "Why are you so proud of being disabled!"

"If it weren't for you, uncle and aunt would not have died! You are a disaster! A disaster! You deserve to be miserable forever!"

"Why are you in charge of the Li family..."

"Shut up!" Li Qingzhou said with gloomy eyes.

His voice was not loud, but he managed to make Li Hongjie shut up, and he couldn't help taking a step back with his left foot.

Seemingly feeling that this was too embarrassing, Li Hongjie reluctantly stood still.

Li Qingzhou sarcastically said: "You can't even compare to a disabled person, how can you still have the face to live?"

"If I were a disaster star, I would be the first to curse you to death."

"You kind of waste is a waste of food, a waste of air, a waste of land when you are dead, and a waste of RMB if you are half dead."

While Li Hongjie was furious, he couldn't help being dumbfounded.

Usually when he insults like this, Li Qingzhou will only stare at him with sullen eyes, and then turn the wheelchair and leave.

It won't be like it is now...

Li Hongjie couldn't help but stand still on the spot.

Li Qingzhou didn't bother to pay attention to him anymore, turned the wheelchair and ran over Li Hongjie's instep, and soon shut the door of Li Hongjie's scolding screams.

…………

His room in the Li family's old house has been cleaned all the time, keeping it as it was.

But because no one has lived in it for a long time, the room looks a little deserted, especially the loneliness that can't be dispelled by the sunlight outside the window seems to permeate the house wantonly...

After locking the door, Li Qingzhou looked around first, and then went straight to the bookcase standing by the wall.

A row of drawers for the bookcase is at the bottom right.

Li Qingzhou took out the key that he had always carried with him and opened the top locked drawer of the bookcase.

——A photo album is kept in it with great cherishment.

He took out the photo album, put it on his lap, and opened it.

There are photos of the whole family, photos of Li Qingzhou alone with his parents, and photos of his younger sister and younger brother...

Most of the backgrounds in the photos were taken in hospitals, and a few were taken in old houses.

Photos carry memories of the past.

——Li's father and Li's mother smiled brightly. Although he was trying his best to raise the corners of his mouth, he was a little stiff, and the younger sister and younger brother who took the photo together looked a little strange...

This was when Li Qingzhou was brought back to Xicheng by Li's father and mother, and it was also when his leg could no longer be healed.

He has just reunited with his parents and family members, and they are slowly getting along with each other, tentatively accepting.

Li Qingzhou's heart had originally built a dam, waiting to be gradually warmed and disintegrated by family affection one day.

But the shadow of a lifetime of disability always hangs over Li Qingzhou's head like a shadow, and Li's family is incompatible with his previous living environment...

This made him more gloomy, sensitive, and even inferior.

Repressed and contradictory but contradictory emotions are accumulating every moment.

Finally, Li Qingzhou burst out when he felt a huge gap.

——That was the first time Li Qingzhou had a dispute with Li's father and Li's mother.

Afterwards, he left the Li family's old house alone.

He wanted to go back to Li city and the orphanage.

But where can a disabled person go?

Li Qingzhou looked around in a daze on the crowded street—the palms of his hands were flushed from rubbing the wheelchair for a long time, and there were obvious dust marks on his knees and trouser legs.

He fell down on the stumbling trail and struggled for a long time before he was helped up by a kind person passing by by chance...

At that moment, countless complex emotions such as shame, embarrassment, and pain swarmed.

Li Qingzhou's throat seemed to be restrained, and he couldn't breathe with difficulty.

He thought that all the gloom of the day was here, until... Li's father and Li's mother had a car accident right in front of his eyes.

Rescue was ineffective and he died.

There are only a few sentences in the original book.

But the reality has always remained in Li Qingzhou's memory, like traces carved into the bone marrow.

——That day seems to be reflected in an old photo in black and white, full of sadness and despair like rainy rain, which cannot be looked at or touched...

Li Qingzhou caressed Li's father and Li's mother in the photo album, and sighed softly.

From then on, he no longer mentioned the matter of returning to Li city.

And under the arrangement of Mr. Li, he entered Xicheng High School to study, and then was admitted to Yenching University and graduated by skipping a grade.

Mr. Li saw Li Qingzhou's cleverness. When he first entered university, he personally taught him how to deal with the company's affairs.

Li Qingzhou has indeed done a good job, and after getting acquainted with him, he gradually began to get in touch with the core of the Li family's business.

Since he was able to support himself, he moved out of the Li family's old house.

Strictly speaking, except for the most exchanges with Mr. Li, the relationship between Li Qingzhou and his two sisters and brothers can be counted on the fingers.

But it's not that Li Qingzhou doesn't love them.

He just didn't know how to restrain the spikes all over his body - he was afraid of hurting them, and he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it.

Li Qingzhou stroked the position of his chest and heart, feeling dull and dull pain.

"Wow, I'm such a poor little girl."

Li Qingzhou couldn't hold back, he pinched the sleeve of his left hand with two fingers and wiped the corner of his eyes, then he held up the photo album on his lap with both hands, and kissed his grandfather, parents, sister and brother one by one.

mua, muamuamua...

Li Qingzhou placed the photo album in an obvious place after the kiss.

The back of the album has not been filled yet, it is blank.

Li's mother lost no photos of him from childhood to adulthood, and wanted to make up for it from the moment she found him, but it became a regret forever.

"It won't be a pity, I will fulfill your wish for you." Li Qingzhou said softly.

The sunshine outside the window was still as bright as before, but it seemed that warmth had finally been injected into the room.